第十八章
“jirannixihuanwenruan，neiwotuichu，niquzhuiniaideren，woquguowoxiangyaodeshenghuo，zheiyangliangquanqimei，buhaoma？”
zheihaishijiangzhiweidiyicidangzheshengjiyandemianshuozheimeduodehua。
tabenjiubushishenmeduohuaderen，zaimianduizijixihuanderen，pianpiantayoubuxihuanzijideshihou，tadexingzijiubiandegengjianeilianleqilai，
tazongshihuihaipa，paretayanfan，rangtayanqiziji，yizhiyuneiduanzande，“tou”laideshiguangdouzhinenggongshourangren。
tanuliguole，napashibaiyebuhuihouhui。
shengjiyankanzhezheiyangdejiangzhiweilengleleng，tazhanglezhangkou，xiangshuoxieshenme，kejiciyuyanyouzhi，zuihouhaishishenmedoumeinengshuochulai。
zhidaotazhuanshenjiuyaolikai，tazheicaizhongyuhuangle，kuaibushangqianzhijielazhuletadeshou，jiangzijidezitaifangdebeiwei，shengyinyebiandeyouxieshaya，
“zhiwei，qiancuowancuocongqiandoushiwodecuo，shiwomeinengjishifaxianzijidexinyi，shanglenidexin，zhiwei，ninengbunengzaijiwoyicijihui，woxiangnibaozheng，woyiding，yidingbuhuizaizuoduibuqinideshiqing！”
jiangzhiweizhengzhazhejiangzijideshoucongtashouzhongchoulechulai，youzhangzhangtanleyikouqi。
“nizenmejiubumingbaini？rujinnishuoniaiwo，keshishengjiyan，nizhendequedingma？nifendeqingduiwojiujingshixihuan，haishiyinweibuxiguancongqianyongyuangenzainishenhouderenturanlikaile，yihuoshijuedeyiqiedougaizainidezhangkongzhizhong，pianpianzaiwozheilishikongdebuganni？”
jiantakaikoujiushizaifoudingzijideganqing，dunshihuangzhangxiangyaobianjie，“bushidezhiwei，nitingwojieshi……”
dantadehuahaimeishuowan，tajiuxianyibudaduanle，
“shengjiyan，menxinziwen，ruguodangchuwomeiyouzijilikai，ershijixuliuzailenideshenbian，nihaihuixiangxianzaizheiyangyizhiduiwojiuchanbufangma？”
suishiwenju，taquebingmeiyoudengtahuidadedasuan，zaitakaikouzhiqian，tajiuxianyibujichuledaan，
“你不会。”