yindijiuciliuchanhunmizhuyuanshi，wotingdaolejiyunchuanjibaiyueguangdadianhua。
“weiwei，nibushishuoyaokankanliuchanshicihoudezigongshishenmeyangdema？”
““yezhiyijingliuchanjiucile，mashangjiuhuiyoudishici。”
“weilenideyixuelixiang，woyuanyiwutiaojianpeihe。”
tangzaibingchuangshangdeworuzaoleiji。
woyizhiyiweitashiaiwo，pobujidaixiangyuwoyouaiqingdejiejing，caibugushijianchanghedeqiuhuan。
shenzhigangliuchan，woyerenzhexiuchiyubushipeihe。
yuanlaizhishiweilexubaiweideyixuelixiang。
jiranruci，wozhaohuanchuchenjiyijiudexitong。
jiyunchuan，xiwangnitangzaixubaiweideshoushutaishangshi，yeyuanyiweitadeyixuelixiangxianshen。
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我只是个杀鱼的。
weilemuqin，dayingxitongwanchengrenwu，duihuanlezhiyouyikedezhiliaoxinzangbingdelingyao。
sheizhimuqinxinzangbingyoufufale。
shijiyunchuananpaiyiyuan、dianfuyaofei、zhaozuidingjidezhuanjiahuizhen，mangqianmanghoude。
weici，jishimuqinzuizhonghaishilishile，worengranxuanzeweibeiyuxitongdeyueding，dayingtadeqiuhun。
jishiririrenshouzuanxinzhitong，yebuhouhui。
zhidaotingjiantahexubaiweidetonghua。
“baiwei，yezhiyijingliuchanjiucile。”
“mashangjiuhuiyoudishici，nibushishuoyaokankanliuchanshicihoudezigongshishenmeyangdema？”
“weilenideyixuelixiang，woyuanyiwutiaojianpeihe。”
我如遭雷击。
jiyunchuanjinlaibingfangshi，woyangzhuangchenggangsuxingdeyangzi，zhishiyanjiaodeleinanyiyizhi。
“zhizhi，nizenmele？”tadeshengyinwennuanhexu，kewoquebuhanerli。
“buyaokule，duiyanjingbuhao。”jiyunchuandongzuoqingroudicashiwoyanjiaodelei。
“meiguanxi，haizihaihuiyoude。”tayiwozhishizaiweishiqudehaizishangxin。
haihuiyouma？dishige？zailiudiao？
xiangdaowowugusidiaodejiugehaizi，
diyici，caidaoyushideyumulu，takaidiaoledasaoweishengdeayi。
dierci，beishengyihuobandehaizidewanjuqichebandao，tacongciyurenfendaoyangbiao，zaibuhezuo。
disanci，wushilebuxinxiandeshicai，congciashizaiyejianbudaozheijialiansuocantingderenheyijianmendian。
……
zheiyici，shiweileduobichaosuxingshidechezishuaidaozaidi，dangjijiujiangjiashiyuansongjinjianyule。
yizhuangzhuangyijianjian，wobuganxiangxin，tazhishiweilededaoyigeqianchuangbaikongdezigong。
“womenxiayigehaizinengshengchulaima？”wokanzhetadeyanjing。
jiyunchuanliansejiangleyishun，yanshenyouxieduoshan，“zheidoukanyuanfen，dishigebuxing，shuobudingdishiyigejiukeyile。”
kanlaitashitielexin，yaorangwoliumanshige，danhaishibaozhezuihouyisixiwang。
“wohaotenga，womenbushenglehaobuhao？ruguoyidingyaohaizi，womenqulingyangyige。”
jiyunchuanfangfotingdaoleshenmexiaohuayiyang，“zhizhi，womendehaizizenmenengbushijijiadexuemaini！yeyehuibugaoxingde。”
我绝望的闭上眼。
jilaoyeziyijinghenbugaoxingle。
zaiwoshiqudisangehaizideshihou，jijialaozhaijiuyijingbuyunxuwodengmenle。
jifujimugengshibizhejiyunchuanyuwolihun，beitaqiangyingjujuele。
wodangshigandongdewuyifujia，yiweitashiwoderenshengzhiai。
xianzaixianglai，buguoshiliuchandeshulianghaimeidadaoxubaiweideyaoqiu。
jiyunchuanyiweiwobishangyanshimorenleyaohuaidishige，fuxiashenxiangyaoqinwodezuichun，quebeiwopiantouduoguo。
tayemeiyouzaiyi，wenluodaolelianjia，“zhizhi，woyouyigepengyou，zaiguowaiduyixueboshi。mingtianhuiguo，zanshimeiyoudifangzhu，xianrangtazhuwomenjiaba。”
应该就是许白薇了。
心闷闷的疼。
tamingmingdayingguowomendejiashizhishuyuwomendemimitiandi，jueburangwairenliusu，jishijifujimuyemeiyoupoguoli。
kandaowobuyanyu，tayouxiebugaoxing。
“bienaopiqile。baiweishiyixueboshi，zhenghaokeyibangnidiaolidiaolishenzi，miandezailiuchan。”
“jiuzheimejuedingle。zhuzaierloudongbianneijian。”
jiyunchuanbuzaidengwohuida，zhijiepaibanjueding。
neijianfangshiwomenjiacaiguang、fengshuizuihaodeyijian。
womencengjingyizhijuedingzuoweijianglaihaizidefangjian，weiciwocongshijiegedisouluolezuihaodejiaju、chuangpin、zhuangshidenglaibuzhi。
xianzaikanlaitayijingbujidele。
jiyunchuankanleyiyanshouji，jicongcongdidao，“baiweifaguolaiyizhangtachangyongdeshenghuoyongpinqingdan，woqujitamai，nihaohaoxiuxi。”
shuoba，liuxiawoyigerenjiuzoule，sihaomeiyouzhuyidao，hunmileyitianyiyedewo，zhidaoxianzailiankoushuidoumeiheguo。