guyuanchuanzhuanlaidediyitiananyanmeiyouyisidongjing,eryueshizheiyangwobianyueshixinjing。woshizhidaoanyande,shijiantuodeyuejiuneimebiandaibiaotazuihousuozuochudedongjingjiuyueda。
erdangtianwanshanganyanyingleluochengdeyaoqing,youzaiyicibawotuojinle“wanan”neigeyaojingdong。
wodaodeshihouyijingshiwanshangbadianduole,zhengge“wanan”limianyijiushiyipianshengsequanma、guangguailuli。anyanmeiyouchulaijiewo,yushiwozijimosuozhezhaodaolezhiqiantadadianhuashuodeneigebaofang“lanhuaju”。
qishiwojuede“wanan”tingguaiyide。tademingzihenmei,zhishaozaiwodeyanlishizheigeyangzide。danshitadeneizaiquegenputongdeditingyiyang,ertadebaojianqueyonglegezhonggeyangdeyaming。ru“lanhuaju”;“mozhuju”……zheihezheilidemingziyihuoshiqita,douxiandehenbudadiao。
“lanhuaju”yijingnaokaile,wojinqudeshihouhejiudehejiu,changgedechangge。anyanzuozailuochengdezuobian,wohuanshileyiquanbingmeiyoukandaojingweiran。
anyanxiangwozhaolezhaoshou,wozouguoquzhenghaokanjianluochengtaiqitoulailvedaitanjiudeyanguang。
wozongjuedeluochengbingbuxiangbiaomianshangkanqilaideneimejiandan,wozhidaohuoxudaozuihouanyankenenghuishoushang,danshiwoquemeiyouzuzhi。yinweiwozhidaoxianzaibuguanwoshuoshenmedoumeiyouyong,anyanyijingxiadingjuexinyaoheluochengzaiyiqi。ruguowoshuoxieshenmedehua,huoxuwoheanyanbianhuichanshengwuhui。
woningkekanzhetabeishanghaihoubaozhewoku,yebuyuanboduoshuyutaxianzaidexingfu。
anyandezuijiaoshizhibuzhudexiaoyi,tashuo:“ningxiaa,womenzheikejiuzaidengniyigeren,luochenghaishuotajintianxiangqingnichifanni。”
zaiwomianqiandeanyanxiaodeshineimedekaixin,xiangshishouliwozhulezheiyizhenggeshijiedexingfu。
suiranwobuqingchuluochengdeyongyidaodishishenme,danwoquebunengjujue。yinweiwobuyuankandaoanyanshiluodeyanshen,woxianzainingkexiangxinzheyinweiwoshianyandepengyou,suoyiluochengqingwochifan。
zhishi,zheigekenenghuichengweizhendeme。
wolilelixinlifanzadesixu,xiaozhemianduianyan,yirujiwangdehetashuoxiaozhe。kemeidangwokanjianluochengwangxiangwodeyanguangshi,wozongjuedeshiqinggenbenbusiwoxiangdeneiyang。
wodaole“wanan”meiyouduojiu,luochengbiantiyichuquchifan。yushiyidabangziderenhaohaodangdangdeshadaolelixuexiaobuyuandeneijiashaokaodian。
yinweijintianshizhouwumingtianfangjiadeguanxi,suoyiwomenqudeshihouneijiadianneiyijingzuomanlexuduodexuesheng。
keshiluochengdemingshengsihuhenda,pangbianderenzhishishuochuletademingziwomenbianshunlideyouleweizhi。zheishiwobudebugengjiadedanxin,bijingwobunengquedingluochengduianyandexinyidaodishiruhe。
anyanmeiyouyisichajuedaowodedanxin,zhishikaixindedianzhecan。
taguzuoxionghendeshuodao:“ningxia,shangciwozaizheilikeshijinihenhendefangdaoguo。jintianzanliangbuzuibugui,woyadehaijiubuxinwohebuguoni。”
tingwantadehuawobujinxiaoleqilai。
shangzhoumodeshihouwoxianzhewuliaobianheanyanyuehaoyiqidaozheibianlaichishaokao,kaishiyemeizhunbeihejiude,bijinglianggenvhaizijiadehezuileshenbianmeiyouqitarenhenyoukenengchushide。danshiwoheanyanmeichidaoyiban,tabiansihuoyaogenwopinjiu,shuoshiyijingshujiwotaiduocishizaitaidiumianzile。
tazongshishuoyaoheguowo,danshimeiyicitadoushizuidezuikuaide。
anyanshouxiankailepingpijiujiwo,tashuo:“ningxia,niyadejintianbiejiwozhuang。youshenmebenshidoujiwoliangchulai,wohaizhenbuxinlei。”
wojieguojiupingxianheleyikou,kusedeweidaoyishunjianchongchilezhenggeweilei。shuoshihua,wobuxihuanpijiu,danshiwohenduoshihouquebudebuhetadazhaohu。
anyanjianwohe,yelvxianheleyikou。zhishisihuhedetaikuai,yikoubianqianglechulai。wohaoxiaodekanzheta,ranhoucongbaolinaguoyibaozhidijita。
luochengzuozaianyandepangbian,kaikouwendao:“haihaoba?”
tadeshengyinhendan,meiyouduodadeqifu。danshianyanqueyinweizheijuhualianjiakaishichuxianweiweidehongyun。
budebuchengren,aiqingzhendeshiweidade。tanenggouchedidegaibianyigeren,tashidecongqianneigezhangyawuzhuadeanyanbianchengzheibanwenwananrandemoyang。
yidunfanchidemeiyouduodadeyisi,bijingchuleanyanwoheqitarenyidiandoubushushi。chiwanfanhouwobianxianlikaile,woxiangliuduodiandeshijianjianyan。
lushangderenhenshao,anhuangdeludengzaijiedaobiantoushechuyigeyouyigebeishangdejianying。woturanbuxianghuijia,yushiwodaoershisixiaoshiyingyechaoshimaileyihekouxiangtangbianzailubianzuolexialai。
woyibianjiaozhekouxiangtangyibianxiangyixiewuguantongyangdeshiqing。woxiangqijialineizhijiaozuo“huahua”dewugui;woxiangqilejiejianyandeneigecd,douzheimezhangshijianletahaimeihaijiwo;woxiangqilehenduodeshi。
ranhouzaiwowanzhihouwoyoukaishisikaowodaodiweishenmexiangqizheixie。
zaixiangleshifenzhongyijiumeiyoudedaojielunzhihou,woturanjuedewojiushizaifafeng。yigerengudanjiule,yushixinlibupingheng。
wohenhendetudiaozuilidekouxiangtangranhouzhanqishenlai,huanghuangyouyoudewangjiazouqu。
diertianzaoshangtiangangmengmengliangqiwobianbeihuanledeshouji**jichaoxingle。yuanbenyiweizheigezhouliukeyizaijiahaohaodibugejue,meixiangdaozheigejihuayijiupaotang。
wobanshuimianzhuangtaidenaqishoujifangdaoerbian,zhitingjiandianhuaneiduandeanyanxiaojieyudiaohuankuaidehewoshuotajintianyaoquheluochengyuehui,rangwojitazhizhizhao。
woyitingbiannule,woehenhendishuodao:“niyadeyidazaojiuweizheishibawochaoxing。wogaosuni,guniangwoxianzaikundehen,niyadeyaoshizaiganjiwodadianhua,womashangshadaonijiarangnijintianmeilianchuqujianren。”
ranhoudianhuayigua,mengtoukaishishuileqilai。
buzhidaoshiwodehuaqilezuoyonghaishibiede,zongzhiwoyijueshuidaolexiawuliangdianduo。
chufangmenluguocanzhuodeshihoukanjianlewomaliujiwodezhitiao,shuotajintianwanshangyougehuiyibunenghuijiachifanle。wokanwanhousuishoudiujinlajitong,ranhourouzhewoneiyitoudedaocaodaochuzhaoliangshi。
zaifaxianwojiadebingxiangshikongdehouwohaishijuedingchumenyitang。
zuozai12ludegongjiaocheshangwoturanbuzhidaozijiyaoquna。anyanyijingheluochengyuehuiqule,bamadouzaigongzuo。erxulinbeixianzaiyebingbuzaiwodeshenbian。
woshizaizhongdianzhanxiadeche,keshixialechezhihouwoqueyijiubuzhidaowangnalizou。
luguodianyingyuandeshihouwotufaqixiangdexiangqukanchangdianying,yichangyigerendedianying。worangshoupiaoyuansuibianjiwoyizhangpiao,erdangwonazhepiaojinruabofangshideshihouwocaifaxianneilimianzhiyouwoyigeren。
jibairendebofangshineizhiyouwoyigeren,wohuranjuedekongkuangdeyoudiankepa。
wozaizhongjiandeweizhizuolexialai,yihuipingmukaishichuxianlehuamian。《wangjiaokamen》,henduonianqiandeyibudianying。wojidehexulinbeikanguoyici,neishiwohaijiliedehetataolunwangjiaweizheibuchunvzuodaodishipianwenyihaishipianaiqingyidian。
kerujin,cengjingyiqikanzhedianyingderenzaoyibuzhisuozongle。
erdangwokandaoliudehuaquzhaozhangmanyudeneiduanshi,wohaishikulechulai。yinweiwoturanxiangqilexulinbei,bingqiewubidexiangnianzheta。zaidianyingjieshudeshihou,woyibianmoyanleiyibianmazijimeichuxi。
wochudianyingyuandeshihouyijingshixiawuwudianduole,tiankongyijiuhenqinglang。lubianduolexuduolailaiwangwangderenqun,wowanglewangtiankongzuizhonghaishijuedingxianquzhaogedifangchishangyidun。
buzhizenmede,“watchwell—being”demingzituranjiufuxianzailewodenaohaili。
wozhaoleliangche,bianwangxiangshuijieganqu。