zhidaotiansejianwan,shenzhilicailaikanwo。
tawangzhewoshi,lianshangdeguanqiebushizuojia,kewoyijiubeipaidaozuihou。
congqianwozhiyiweitanamengwandangmeimei,gegechongmeimeibenshitianjingdiyideshiqing,queyuanlaibushide。
wo—zhibucengtilihundeyuanyin,shiyinweiwushiyuzaidexiangban,bianshirijijiubaizaiwodemianqian,woshenzhidoubuganxiangxin。
neishiwushijinian,jiwangeririyeye,wodezhenbianrena!
zaishengsiguantou,tafangqilewo,zhidaoxianzaiwocaizhongyusixin。
—guchilaidenuyijihuyaojiangwoyanmei,woyijinghenjiumeiyouzheiyangdadeqingxuqifule。
neixiebeiwoshenshenyazhizaixindizuishenchudexiangfa,feng—banyongxianchulai。
他日记上写着:
【wanwan,wozainulichangshiailing—geren,qingqingshigehaonvhai,aitayuniwodoushizuihaodejieju,keshiwoshibaile,yuanlaiaishi
不能勉强的。】
wowushucizhiwenziji,woxiangwozhendezheimebuzhideaime?
neishiwushijizai,renshengdabandesuiyue,zheizhongjiannapayou—ke,takecengduiwodongguoxin。
keshiwozhongjiushenmedoumeiyouwen,yinweibuzhongyaole,zhendebuzhongyaole。
「shenzhili,《yuanfang》paishewan,womenjiuqulihunba!」
shenzhilimanliandebukezhixin,xiangqian—bu,zhuazhuwodeshou:
「yangqing,wokeyijieshide~」
wonulixiangyaozhengkaitadeshou,zheiyangdepengchuzongrangwoxiangqiwokexiaode—sheng。
hushizoulejinlai,kanzhetadeliansebushan:
「nishibingrendeshenmeren?
「bingrenshuaidaohounaoshao,naozhendang,ruoshizaizhongyidian,zhipaniyi
经看不到她了。」
zhidaoxianzai,shenzhilisihucaizhidaowodeshangshi:
「qingqing,wo……wobuzhidao。」
tayuqiyouxiejieba,shenqingjiandoushiaohuiyuhoupa。
zhejimanghuangdixiangqian,xiangyaochakanwoshenshangdeshangshi,zaiwangjianwoqingzideshangkoushi,shenqingxintengwubi。
houlaijitian,shenzhiliyizhishouzaiwoshenbian,wulunwozenmelengyanlengyu。
woyoushiwangzhetashihuiyouxiexudichushen,shangyibeiziwozuoguoyigeshoushu,shenzhilituilesuoyoudegongzuo,zaiwoshenbianzhaoguwozhaogule
zhengzhengyinian,yeyincirangwowurenweitaaiwo。
keaishijingbuqibijiaode,biruzaimengwanmianqian,woyongyuanzhishitadediershunwei。