第五章
jiangzhizaimenkouguileyizhengye，naodaihunhunchenchen。
dagaishiyinweizhangchenrandehua，tajingranxiangqilehefuqinduanjueguanxideshi。
muqinzaishengtadeshihounanchan，douhaimeilaidejibaobaotajiulishile。
youyinweitashigenvhaizi，congxiaojiubushoufuqindedaijian。
整整二十年的虐待。
zhidaojiangfuweilejibuzhengqidesishengzipulu，batasongdaogaoguandechuangshang。
zaitajuewangdaozhunbeiyaoshezijindeshihou，shigulinchuanchuxianjiuleta。
yinweizheijianshi，tadiyicizhiwenfuqin，naodaozuihoufuqindongshouyaodata，
shigulinchuanbataladaoshenhou，yingshengshengdititaaileneiyibazhang。
beiganchujiamenliuluojietoudeshihou，tadunzaibianlidianmenkouhaotaodaku，haishigulinchuan。
taxintengdicaqutadeyanlei，batabaojinhuaili：
“zhizhi，hewojiehunba！wohuijiniyigejia，weinizhefengdangyu。”
“yihouwojiushinidejiaren，shinidekaoshan。”
zheiyangdehua，tadangshibeigandongdezaitahuailiyoukulelianggexiaoshi。
wuneichuanlaichixuaimeideqinwensheng，rangjiangzhidenaodaishunjianqingxingbushao。
gulinchuanguangluozheshangshendakaifangmen，bandunzaitamianqianjuqishouji。
jiangzhisaoleyiyan，putiangaidiquanshiduitadangxiaosanderuma。
“zhizhi，xiangxianzaiyiyangchengweiguojielaoshushinixiangyaodeme？zhiyaonikenfugeruan，wojiuchelezheixiefumianyulun，womenhaixiangzhiqianyiyang。”
jiangzhizhuyidaotabojiandewenhen，bieguotoumeiyoushuohua。
zheiyijudongzhijierenaolegulinchuan，tazhanqishen，yuqiyemeileganggangdenaixin：
“guannidedifangyijingdingle，santianhouwohuiqinzisongniguoqu。”
zhangchenranzheishizoulechulai，qinghuangzhegulinchuandeshoubeisajiao：
“wohezhizhizheimeduoniandeganqing，haiyouxieshebudeni！laozhaideyongrenyongzhebushunshou，buruzhizhizouzhiqianjiurangtalaisihouwoba！”
dibuzhuzhangchenrandeyangqiu，gulinchuanhaishidiantoudayingle。
weilefangzhitataozou，gulinchuannazouletadeshoujiheyinxingka，shenzhijitadaishangleshoukaojiaoliao。
jiangzhibijianyisuan，zijixianzaihefanrenyoushenmeliangyang。
“zhizhi，wohebaobaoele，mafannibangchufangdezaofanduanguolaiba！”
zhangchenranzuozaicanzhuoqian，shihuanqileta。
zhishihaimeidengjiangzhibazaocanduanshangzhuo，zhangchenranjiubieqilezui。
“zenmeyoushibaizhou，zhizhininengbangwoxiagejidanmianme？”
jiangzhimeihuida，zhishimomozhuanshenhuidaolechufang。
tayijinghenjiumeiyouzuofanle。
zicongjiehunhou，gulinchuanhaipadaojushangdaota，jiujinzhitajinchufang。
dantaderichangyinshi，jibenshangdoushigulinchuanqinliqinwei。
zhibuguoxianzaizheiyiqietadoujilebieren。
jiangzhituozhechenzhongdeliaokao，bamianfangzailezhangchenrandemianqian。
“wobuchiconghua，zhongzuoyiwanba！”
jiangzhishenxiyikouqi，youzhuanshenhuilechufang。
“zheiwantaixianle，zhongzuo！”
“taiqingdanle，zhongzuo！”
“太油了，重做！”
……
jiangzhiduanzhedishiwanmianchulaishi，zuihoudenaixinbeiquanbuhaoguang。
talengzhelianzhongzhongdijiangwanfangzaizhuozishang。
zhangchenrankanchulejiangzhidebuman，kaozheyibeikaishiduijiangzhiyinyangguaiqi：
“womenzhizhixianzaishibuyiyangle，zaiwangshangmingqidale，piqiyegenzhedalebushao。rangnijiwozuogefanhainengfazheimedadelaosao！neiwojiushiyaonizaijiwozhongzuoni？”
zhangchenranduanqimianwan，guyishuaizaijiangzhidejiaobian。
guntangdemiantangtanghonglejiangzhidexiaotui，tabennengfanyingdijianjiaoduokai。
tingdaotadeshengyin，waimiangouwolidejinmaobeixiyinlejinlai。
tadangzaijiangzhidemianqian，chaozhangchenranziyaliezuidijiaoleliangsheng。
jiushizheiliangsheng，zhangchenranbeihedelianlianhoutuidiezuozaiyizishang，zhijiedakulechulai。
“晨染！”
jiangzhibeicongcongganlaidegulinchuanyibatuixiangpangbiandezhuoguai。
dengtaganshoudaotengtongshi，jiukanjiangulinchuanbazhangchenranbaozaihuaili。
“jiangzhi！wohaizhenshixiaokannile！”
“nijuranlianhaimeichushidehaizidoubufangguo，sangxinbingkuangdaozhishiyitiaogouquhairen！”
zhangchenranwozaigulinchuandehuaili，chouqizhebasuoyoushiqingtianyoujiacudishuoleyibian，wanquanbujijiangzhijieshidejihui。
gulinchuantingwanzhihou，liansezhijieyinchenlexialai。
“lairen，bazheigechushenghaohaojiaoxunyidun！”
“你要干什么？”
jiangzhijinzhangbuandibajinmaohuzaishenxia，quebeirenliantuodaizhuaidilakai。
jiuzheimeyanzhengzhengdikanzhejigebaobiaolunzhetiegundazaijinmaoshenshang。
“doushiwodecuo。woqiuqiunilebiedale，woshenmedoumeiyoulejiuzhishengtale，qiunile……”
jiangzhishuodaozuihouqingxubengkui，qibuchengsheng。
zheitiaogoushidangshijiangzhihaimeihuaiyundeshihou，gulinchuansongjitade。
lianggerenyizhibatadangchenghaiziyiyangzaiyang。
gulinchuanzhenglengleyishun，yigeyanshenshiyishouxiaderentingxia。
“zhizhi，niqiuwo，suoyiwoyuanyifanglezheigechusheng。”
“danyaoshihaiyouxiaci，jiubushizheimejiandandeshile。”