第4章 她不配得到我的道歉

di4zhangtabupeidedaowodedaoqian

jiyanchuanchaowozoulai,shenshangdexizhuangzhoubaba。

takaojindeshunjian,xiangshuiweihunzheqingyuguohoudeshexiangpumianerlai。

zheiweidaoheshenweiweishenshangdeyimoyiyang。

tazhouzhemei,ditouchakanwodecelian。

“zenmemeiquwojinianpaideyiyuan?”

duokexiao,rangwoshoushenruyu。

ketazijibocedewenhenyilanwuyu。

wozhengzhazheyaochoushou,quebeitazhuaizhechulezhenshi。

jiyanchuanchenzhelian,liansezhuomobuding:

“xiezhixing,jizhunideshenfen。shenweiwodeqizi,jiubugaihebiedenanrenlalacheche。”

tuisangzhong,tatingzaiyijianbingfangqian。

touguobolichuang,wokanjianjiyiyanzhengxiaoxinyiyiweishenweiweihezhou。

jiyanchuandejiaobumengrandunzhu。

tasisidingzhebingfangneidechangjing。

shenweiweicetangzaibingchuangshang,xiaofuyipianpingtan。

womeiyoucuoguojiyanchuanyanzhongyishanerguodecuoe。

tamengdituikaifangmen:“yiyan,nibiweiweiduotai?”

jiyiyankanjianwo,chongguolaiyibaqiazhuwodehoulong。

“xie、wan、xing,nizenmegan?!”

woyanqianfahei,quetingjianjiyanchuanjishilanzhuleta。

“zhushou!tashinideshenshen!”

jiyiyanbeiposongshou,quesisidingzhewo:

“wenwennidehaoqizi,duiweiweizuoleshenme?”

“yishengshuo,weiweikeneng......yongyuandoudangbulemuqinle。”

shenweiweiquansuozaibingchuangjiaoluoli,yanleiwushenghualuo。

“yanchuange......doushiwodecuo,wobugaihetazhengzhi,doushiwohaidezijishiqulehaizi。”

jiyanchuanhuanhuanzhuantoukanwo,yanshenbuyaneryu。

“xiezhixing,nihaiyoushenmeyaojieshide?”

wowangzheta,huranxiaole。

dangnianhaizimeilehou,wofafengzhiwenta,taquebawoguanzaidixiashi。

tarangwojieshi,weishenmefeiyaojinushenweiwei。

wobukentuoxie,jiyanchuanjiuyizhiguanzhewo。

zhidaowogaoshaohunmi,tacaihuangzhangdibawosongjinyiyuan。

houlaiwobuchaole,yinweitashuowomenhaihuiyouhaizi。

erxianzai,youyicilishizhongyan。

shenweiweishiqulehaizi,tahaiyaowolaijieshi。

wotaishou,qingqingfushangzijidexiaofu,shengyinpingjingdekepa:

“jiyanchuan,nipeirangwojieshima?”

“nigaosuwo,nizuowanqunalile?”

jiyanchuanlengzhule,xiayishikanxiangbingchuangshangdeshenweiwei。

jiyiyanchiyizaiyuandi,yanshenzaitamenzhijianyouyi。

shenweiweidechuoqishengchuanlai,“fangguoshenshen,doushiwodecuo......”

jiyiyanbuzaichiyi,mengdikouzhuwodejianbang:“guixiajiweiweidaoqian。”

jutongchuanlai,wotaitoukanxiangjiyanchuan,tazhengzaihongzheshenweiwei。

tazhenggerenjihumaijinjiyanchuanhuaili:

“yanchuange......woheyiyanmingtianjiuhuiguowai......zaiyebuhuireshenshenshengqile......”

jiyanchuandeyanshenshunjianyinchen。

tadabumaixiangwo,erguangluoxiadeshunjian,wodeermowengwengzuoxiang。

tafushenkaojin,tiezhewodeerce,shengyinqingdezhiyouwomenlianggerencainengtingdejian。

“niguaiguaidaoqian,wotinianpaizuihaodeyisheng。”

woerbianwengming,zhikanjiantazuichunkaikaihehe,quetingbuqingtadehua。

huranxiangqijiehunneitian,taxiankaiwodetousha,fushangwodechun:

“zheimemeidexinniang,jiyiyandaoshimeifuqi。”

woyanxiazuilidexue,shengyinsiya:“jiyiyanzhidaoma,neihaizidefuqinshi......”

jiyanchuanjiangzaiyuandi,yanlishanguoyisihuangluan。

xiayimiao,jiyiyanyijiaochuaizaiwodefubu

tazhuaiqiwodetoufa,biwotaitou:“jiweiweidaoqian。”

wosisiyaozhuzuichun,bukenchusheng。

yanshenhunhunmiemie,wenredexueyecongshenxialiuchu。

jiyiyandunlexialai,henhenqiazhuwodexiaba:“zheishiniqianweiweide。”

yishimohuzhiji,bingfangmenbeimengdizhuangkai。

yishuangshouzhandouzhejiangwobaoqi,neirenxiongtangjulieqifu。

“wochadian......youshiqunile。”

wonulijujiaoshixian,zhiyinyinyueyuezhongkanjianguhuaixudeshuangyanfanhong。

为什么要说“又”?

guhuaixuxiaoxinyiyijiangwoloujin,xiangshierfudeyiban。

季宴川厉声阻拦:

“gushao,zheishijijiadeshiqing,lunbudaoniyigewairenchashou。”

“qingnifangkaiwodeqizi。”

shuodao“qizi”erzi,takeyijiazhongleyuqi。

guhuaixuchixiao,nuqichongchongdao:

“fangpi!lihunxieyiniqiandezi!nizhuangshenmezhuang!”

嘈杂的脚步声逼近。

jiyanchuandezhiyouchonglejinlai:“yanchuan,saozihuailenidehaizi,nihutua!”

haiyouzhulijinghuangdeshengyin:“jizong!xieshituranchezi,dongshihuiyaoqiuninlike......”

zuihou,wokanjianjiyanchuanmianrusihuidizhanzaiyuandi。

quemeifaxian,jiyiyanhuaizhongdeshenweiwei,sisididingzheguhuaixu,xuesejinshi。