第1章
zuoweifuchankeshengshou，wolianxujiabanleyizhou。
chachuhuaiyundeneiyitian，woyundaozailezhibanshi。
zhengdangwoqiangchengzhebingtixiangbazheigehaoxiaoxigaosuyizhichuchazaiwaidelaogong。
yiyuanquelailegeqingkuangweijideyunfu，ertadejiashu，shiwolaogong。
woshunjianmingbaisuoweidechuchabuguoshiweilezhaogutadebaiyueguang。
kandaowodeshihou，talengleyimiao，jiezhebuguwodexuruozhuaizhewojitadebaiyueguangjiesheng。
“niyishushichankezuihaode，ganjinxinxinjieshengba！”
“nibenlaiyezuobulemuqin，bunengrangxinxinyeshiquhaiziba！”
wenyan，woxinhuiyileng，wuzhexiaofuzoushangshoushutai。
haoshi11gexiaoshi，baiyueguangmuzipingan，wodehaiziquemeile......
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chanfuzhongtunanchan，yichangshoushuzuoleshiyigexiaoshi。
wozheihuierhenlei，zhanzaishoushutaipangjiukaishihuangshen。
“shenyisheng，shenyisheng。”hushideshengyinchehuilewodesixu。
“chanfuzhengwenninhuani。”tachaozaishoushutaishangdexinshoumamadiandiantou。
wowangxiangbingchuang，neinvrenchaowoxiaolexiao，wozhidaota，tashiwolaogongxueshengshiqidebaiyueguang，tongchuxin。
tajibianmiansepibei，yeyangaibulepiaoliangderongyan。
“shenyisheng，wohaizihaihaoba？“tayouxiedanyoudiwendao。
“muqiankanlaimeishenmewenti，“woyaxiaxinlidesuanchuduitashuo。
tingdaoyishengdekendinghuida，tadelianjiafanqilejidongdehongyun。
“wolaogongzheihuieryidingzaiwaimiandengwoba。womenliangkouziyouzheigehaiziburongyi，wolaogongdoukuaisishile，daihuiertakanjianhaizi，yidinghengaoxing。”
tayueshuoyuexingfen，erwodexinqueyuelaiyueliang。
budengwotuoxiawujunfu，wobianyanqianyihei，yunleguoqu。
yishilizhitingjianhushizaijiaowodemingzi。
wohaoxiangzuolegemeng，mengjianyouzhixiaohudiecongwoduzilifeichulai。
tazaiwoyanqianshanzhechibang，quehenkuaifeizoule，wozaihoumianzenmezhuiyezhuibushang。
zhidaokanjianyizhenliangguang，woxingleguolai。
yanqianshiyiyuanbingfangdetianhuaban，wotiantiankan，shudebunengzaishule。
shoubeishanghaidazhediaozhen，bingliangdezhenshuihuanhuanliujinwodeshenti。
bingfanglizhiyouyigexiaohushi，kanjianwoxinglaijimangpaoguolai：“shenyisheng，niganjuezenmeyang？”
“我怎么了？”
xiaohushizhizhiwuwubantiancaishuo：“nizuoleshiyigexiaoshideshoushu，taileile，jiu......jiu......liuchanle。”
流产了？
wogangdezhizijiduziliyouzheigehaiziyebuguojiushiyigexiaoshi，woqinziyingjielelaogongbaiyueguangdehaizi，queyebazijidehaizisongzoule。
wojixiedizuoqilaikanxiangchuangwai，xiangdaomenglineizhifeizoudexiaohudie，yidingshiwodehaizizaixiangwogaobie。
woshenzhiliandongxidoumeiyouchi，jiubeiwolaogonglutianqinyonglihunbijinleshoushushi，kezhidaowodouzuowanleliuchanshoushu，tayemeichuxianwenhouyiju。
womoguochuangtoudeshoujijitadalegedianhua，quexianshiwurenjieting。
yanleihaowuzhengzhaodiliulexialai，wocadiao，youjixuwangxiadiao，yuelaiyueduo，zhidaobawoshixiandouzhezhu。
wowuzhuzui，gengyandeshengxiangcongzhifengjianlouchu。
hushijiwodileliangzhangzhi，kanjianwobeitongdemoyang，tanlekouqilikaile。
yizhidaodiaozhendawan，wocaixiachuangzhunbeiquyiyuanshitangmaidiandongxichi，meixiangdaoluguogebibingfang，congchuangkoukanjianletongchuxintangzaichuangshang。
lutianqinzhengzaiyongganjingdemaojinjitacahan，liangrenkanzhetabeiwanlidehaizi，xiaodeshifenxingfu。
tongchuxinzaixiangtasajiao：“laogong，niyoulehaizi，huibuhuijiubuaiwole？”
lutianqinwenroudishuo：“zenmehuini，nishiwodedagongchenya！”
shuozheyouqukanqiangbaolidehaizi：“zheixiaozihewoxiaoshihouyimoyiyang。”
“weilejianglinimenniangliang，woyijingjinimaihaolebieshu，dengnichuyuanwomenjiuquguohu，haiyounixiangyaodewukelazuanjie。”
“老公，你真好。”
tongchuxindexiaorongcidewoyanjingshengteng，wozhanzaimenwaikanzhe，zhijuedeshifenexin。
helutianqinjiehunshinianyouyu，tasongwodedongxizhiyouyimeisuquanyinjiezhi。
neishiwomendouhaihenqiong，meiqianmaizuanjie，taqushouzuodianqinshoujiwodaleyimei。
wodangshijidongdibaozhuta，dayingletadeqiuhun。
hunhoutazaiyemeiyousongguoworenhedongxi，woyezhidangshitayiqianqiongpale，shebudepuzhanglangfei。
shizhijinriwocaimingbai，tabingbushijiejian，zhishiaizainali，qianjiuzaineili。
jinguandangshitongchuxinshiyinweixiantaqiongcailikaitade，zaihuilai，tayezhihuibujiqianxiandiyijiuaita。
erwozishizhizhongdouzhishiyigeshihejiehundeduixiangbale。
xianzaixiangxiang，tashenzhimeiyoushuoguoaiwo。
wojuedezijishizaikexiao，jinxinjinliweilezheigejiacaochishinian，quezuoletahebaiyueguangdedianjiaoshi。
这讽刺，刻骨铭心。
woqushitangmailewanzhou，zhouweilailaiwangwangde，buguanshibingrenhaishijiashu，douyourenpeiban。
wozhiyouziji，zaixuanxiaozhongjingmo。
woqiangrenzheyingjifanyingdeexin，qiangpozijichixia。
hunyinyisi，kewohaidehuozhe。