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woqucheganquleyiyuan，meixiangdaozheiyiqu，jingrangwoshenghuodedixianchedibengsui。
jiusuidehanhanzaizheiciyundaozhihou，turanchachulebaixuebing，shiwonanyizhixinde。
jieerliansandedajirangwochuanbuguoqi。
hanhan，wodenver......
tacaizhiyoujiusui，anzhaozheibiandexisushisuishengrihuidaban，haimeiyoudengdaoshisuishibabamamajiazudezhufu。
lingchensidian，wotanzuozaiicudebingfangwai，tounaowengwengzuoxiang。
woshenzhi，ruguogusuipeixingshibai，zheishijihuzhibuhaodejuezheng。
wozaiwujunbingfangwaikanzhenverhunshuidexiaolian。
neijichenglesongshendelianggeqianqiandeliwo。
tadexiaozuizaiyangqizhaoxiayizhangyihe，fenmingshizaihanlianggezi：“baba。”
wodeleishuihuranjiuduokuangerchu。
wozhandouzhebotonglesongshendedianhua，nverxiangjianta，wulunwomenzhijianyoushenmeenyuan，xianzaidoushiyihanhanweizhong。
kewomeiyoudatong，ershishoudaoleyizhangchuangzhao。
songshenweixinfalaideshipinli，tajingzhuang**dehuaibaolilouzhexiaoniaoyirendexiaweiran。
tafenhongdechunbanweizhang，jiaoruanninanzhe：
“gegezaibangwojingyou**ni，niyoushenmeshima？”
woyigubushangzheiyangdetiaoxin。
“rangsongshenjiedianhua，woyouhuayaoduitashuo。”
kedangsongshenjieguoshi，worugengzaihou，tabunaifandedaduanlewo。
“nizhanyousongtaitaizheigeweizhiyijinggoujiule，wojiniwushiwan，niganjinjingshenchuhu，qitadedongxidoushishuyuweirande。”
lianzhupaosideyanyujian，taweixiewolihun。
ruguobujingshenchuhujiurangwobeifushangjuezhaiwu，zhiqianwodandangletayijiafengongsidefarendaibiao，danshikuisunle。
tajiuyaoyongzheizhongxiasanlandeshouduanyazhiwo。
wogengyandeshuo，“wokeyishenmedoubuyao，danshiwoyaohanhandefuyangquan，hanhanbingle，haixuyaowubaiwandezhiliaofei......”
raner，songshenxianzaiwenxiangruanyuzaihuai，genbentingbujinqu。
甚至对我冷嘲热讽。
“hehe，xuyue，nizheigetanmuxurongdenvren，genwosichanlandabujiushiweileqianma？jingranhaibianchuhanhanshengbingzheizhongxiahua。”
“woyaojixiaweiranwanzhengwuquedeai，ruguonibukenweiweiranrangwei，niyigeziyebiexiangnadaoshou。”
为了钱？
wohesongshenzaiyiqishi，yeshigefujiaqianjin。
houlaiwobayinbingqushi，liuxiaruodadegongsihecaichanquanbujilewozheigedushengnv，woyouquanquanjiaojilesongshen。
yinweixinrentadeshangyecaineng，qiyuejiehunjiushigequsuoxu，tayedequedaizhewofuqindegongsiyuezuoyueqiang。
meixiangdaotahaiheilewoyigecubujifang。
songshenguadiaodianhuahou，jiuzaiyedabutong，jielianjitiandoushiruci。
zhiliaonverdebingxuyaogaoangdefeiyong，jishiwoshoutouyouxiejixu，yeyuanyuanbugou。
wohenverxianjinxinglegusuipeixing。
bingfangnei，hanhanyuanbenyuanrunbaomandexiaoliandan，zheixierizizhuyuandoubiandeqiaocui。
“mama，babaweishenmehaibulaikanwo，tazhidaowoshengbinglema？”
yishijian，wowangzhenverqingchedeyanshen，jingranbuzhidaogaishuoshenme。
gaiyuansheini？yuanwocuobayumudangzhenzhu。
zhishitajirancongweiaiguowohehanhan，dangchuyouweishenmezhaorewo，haiwocuofulezhongshen。
woqiangrenyanlei，anweitashuo：
“hanhanguai，babazhishigongzuotaimangle，bushibulaikanni。”
hanhandaizheyangqizhao，xuruodedianlediantou，muguanghaibushidingxiangmenwai。
dangwozaicizhandouzhebotongsongshendedianhua，limianchuanlainvrendeshengyin。
tadeyuqizhongdaizheyisiyonglan。
“nishijianbudewomenjiubiezhongfengguoerrenshijiema？songshenyijingshuoguoyaogennilihunle，buyaozaisichanlandale。”
songshenyouqupeitale，wokuxiao。
“zhiyuninverdebingqing，yinggaihenjiba？”
“meiguanxi，zhiyaosonghansile，shijieshangjiuzaiyebuhuiyourenhewomenweilaidehaizizhengduocaichanle。”
taqingmandehua，meiyigezidouruzhuizicizaiwodexinshang。
zheijitianwotongguozhulixiangsongshendiguoduocixiaoxi，xianggaosutanverdebingqing。
meixiangdaotajingranbuguanbugu，yuanlaineixiexiaoxi，doubeixiaweiranlanxialaile。
woyaoya：“songhanshitaqinnver！niyiweinengmandezhuyishi，hainengmandezhuyishima？”
xiaweiranquehaobuyouyudiqingxiaoqilai。
“mandezhuyishijiugoule，zhiyaotuodaonimenlilehun，genghekuang，neigexiaodenabudaozhiliaofei，yinggaimeiyoujitiankehuoleba？”
dianhuazaitasiyidexiaoshengzhongbeikouduan，woleiliumanmian。
taxiangqinyankanzhewomenmunvhuifeiyanmie，guroufenli！
yiyuanchuanlailewohenverpeixingchenggongdexiaoxi，hanhanxuyaowoshuxuehegusuiyizhi。
culvegujixialaizhiliaofeizhishaojibaiwan。
neibianbizhewojingshenchuhu，zheibianyouyoujibaiwanbizhewoguroufenlizhitong。
nandaolaotianyeyidingyaozhaganwodeshenxin......yaowosima？
wotongkudiquansuozaiyiyuanzoulangli，gandaoshenshendejuewang。
zheishi，songshenqueturanjiwohuiboledianhua，yuqishifenjiaoji：
“xuyuenigenwoshuoqingchu，hanhantadaodizenmele？”