我认罪！
suoyoudeyiqie，fuqinde，zijide。
guyaorenshidesongzhaoxizaichuangshangyaoyanrugu，chuanshangyifujiuganlianpola，tajuebuhuirenshu。
tayuanxiangzheigeguansihaiyaodahenduoci，yisongzhaoxidexingzi，tabudamudeshibuhuibaxiude。
dangsongzhaoxishuochu“worenzui”sangezideshihou，guyaoyizhenhuanghu，tuitinghou，tazuolehenjiuzaizhanqilai。
脑子里嗡嗡乱叫。
“congcihou，womenliangqingle。”
两清？
十年，两清？
“guoqushinian，woconglaimeiyouyujianguoni……”
没有遇见过？
zaitafuqinjinicuneitianzhiqian，tameiyoukanjiantakuguo，xianzaimannaozidoushitalianshangdeleishui。
guyaoshuaileshuaitou，“liangqingle！”
tataibulikaiyuangaoxi，zhiyibu，chadiantakongzhanbuwen。
“liangqingle！”taxiangqitashuochuzheisangezishidejuejue，haoxiangshinazhexiangmubiaoshuaizaihuiyizhuoshang，“zheigexiangmubixushiwode！”
势在必得！
songzhaoxi，meiyoutazuobudaodeshiqing。
guyaochelechelingdai，zouchufating，tayihoudeshenghuozhong，buhuizaiyousongzhaoxi。
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监狱
songzhaoxizuijiaoliuxueqizaiyigenvfanrendeshenshang，shouzhongdexiebazhangpapashuaizainvfanrendelianshang：“yihouhaiganbugankaojinwo！”
“buganle！buganle！”
“yihouhaiganbuganbachibuxiadedongxidaowocanpan？”shuowan，youshi“papa”liangxiebazhang。
“buganle！buganle！”nvfanlianlianqiurao。
songzhaoxitaiquandao，chuledabuguoguyao，yibanrenbushitadeduishou。
zaijianyuzheizhongdifang，nanmianhuibeirenqifu，tabenxiangxishiningren，quebuxiangzheixiegouniangyangdeqirentaishen！
zheigeweixin，tabixuliqilai，buranyihousheidoukeyipadaotadetoushanglai。
zheigeshijieshang，zhiyouguyaokeyiqifuta，bingqierangtahaowufankangdenengli。
dantayezhinengbeitashangzheiyici！
仅此一次！
suoyoudenvyuyou，douhaipasongzhaoxi，tajiuxianggemuyechayiyangxionghan。
songzhaoxidezhizijihuaiyunshi，shouzuwucuo，tabuzhidaogaizenmeban。
dangxiaomingtanshisongzhaoxishi，songzhaoxizhongyukandaolexiwang，tagezhehouhoudeboli，qiqiudekanzhexiaoming，“xiaoming，bangwoyigemangba。”
xiaomingyanzhongdesongzhaoxishoudebuxiangyangzi，zuichunqidezhandou，“guyaoweishenmehuizheiyangduini？tatugeshenme？dangchutajinggaowobuzhunkaojinni，woyiweitashizhendeaini，woshikannineimeaitawocaifangshoude，niweishenmemeiyoudedaoxingfu！”
xiaomingyankuangfahong，“songzhaoxi！nizheigeshabi！niguoqushiniandeaiqingdouweigoulema？”
songzhaoxijinjinminzhezuichun，“ruguomeiyoujingliguo，wozenmehuizhidaozijishishabi？yiqiedoushiyinguo，guoqudejiubutile。”
“butile？pingshenmebutile？taqinshoubanisongjinjianyu！pingshenmebutile？”
“woqiantade，gaihai。”songzhaoxishenhuxi，tajinliangburangzijineibuzhengqideleishuiliuchulai，“xianzaihaiqingle。”
xiaominghaixiangshuoshenme，renleren，daozuidehuayandaoleduzili。
songzhaoxidao，“bangwoxianggebanfa，niyidingkeyi，wohuaiyunle，bierangwohuaiyundeshiqingrangwaimianderenchadao，jiusuanchadaole，yeyaobangwoxiangbanfazhengmingzheihaizishibierende。”
“顾尧的孩子？”
“是。”
“为什么不打掉？”
“不能？”
“为什么？”
“woyihou，buhuizaiaishangrenheyigeren，nanren，zheibeiziwodoubuganpengle，dan，haizishiwode。”songzhaoxikanzhexiaomingdeyanjing，yanzhongdeleishuizhongyuguanbuzhu，gunluoleyilian。
xiaomingdequantou，henhenzazaishitaishang，“nijingranweiletayigerenfoudinglesuoyourenma？”
“zhishaoxianzaixinlidexiangfashi，buganzaiyaoaiqingle。”
xiaomingzhidaosongzhaoxishishangtoule，ertaxianzaibixuyaohaohaodiaozhengziji，fouzehuichushi，tabunengbita。
“我答应你。”
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songzhaoxishengchanneitian，yishengzhouzhemeitoujiyijingquanshenmazuidesongzhaoxizuopoufuchanshoushu，“ai，jingjifanzui，qishidouhencongmingderen，donglewaixinsieryi，yaoshibazheixinsiyongzaizhengdaoshang，zenmekenengzoudaozheiyibu？”
“ai，nianjiqingqingde，zhiyouyigeshenle。”
只有一个肾了。
songzhaoximihuzhongtingdaoyishengdetanhua。
fatingshang，takongsuzhe，“wohenbudebamingdoujini，haibugouma？”
guyao，nizenmenengduiwozheiyanghen？
还好，我们两清了。