gongjiguimixieleyixiangziqingshumanlewosannian
"xiaoxue，nikuaiguolaikankanzheige！"
wozhengzaizhenglibanjiadewupin，tingdaochenhaoranzaichuwujianlidahan。jiehunsannian，womenzhongyuzangouqianmailexinfangzi，jintianzhengshibanjia。
zoudaochuwujianmenkou，wokandaolaogongdunzaijiaoluo，shoulinazheyigechenjiudetiehezi，lianseyouxiebuziran。
"zheishenme？"wohaoqidicouguoqu。
chenhaoranxunsubaheziheshang，"meishenme，jiushixiejiudongxi。"
tadedongzuotaijile，jidaowoshunjianqileyixin。jiehunzheimejiu，wohaicongmeijianguotazheimejinzhangdeyangzi。
"rangwokankan。"woshenshouxiangyaonaguohezi。
"zhendemeishenmehaokande。"chenhaoranzhanqishen，xiangyaobahezizangdaoshenhou，quebuxiaoxinkedaoleqiangjiao。
"啪！"
hezidiaozaidishang，gaizidankaile。
yidiedieyonghongshengkunbangdexinjianherijibensanluoyidi，meiyikundoutiezhebutongnianfendebiaoqian：2018nian、2019nian、2020nian...yizhidaoqunian。
wolengzhule。zheixienianfen，zhenghaoshiwomenxiangshidaojiehundequanbushijian。
chenhaorandelianshunjianshabai，huangmangdunxiaqushoushi，"xiaoxue，zheixiezhendebuzhongyao..."
danwoyijingkandaoleqizhongyibenrijidefengmian，shangmianyongheiseqianzibixiezhejigezi：zhiwozuiaidewaner。
婉儿？
suwaner，wozuihaodeguimi，womencongchuzhongkaishijiushiwuhuabutandehaopengyou，tahaishiwodebanniang。
wodexintiaokaishijiasu，xueyeyongshangdanao，erduoliwengwengzuoxiang。
"zheishishenmeyisi？"wodeshengyinkaishizhandou。
chenhaoranbaozhehezizhanqilai，bikaiwodeyanshen，"xiaoxue，nibieduoxiang，zheixiedoushihenjiuyiqiandeshile..."
henjiuyiqian？zuixindebiaoqianmingmingshiqunian！womenquniangangjubanjiehunyizhounianjinian！
"jiwokan！"wodeshengyintigaolebadu。
"buxing！"chenhaoranbaozheheziwanghoutui，"zheixieshiwodeyinsi！"
yinsi？jiehunsannian，tagenwoshuoyinsi？
woshenxiyikouqi，nulirangzijilengjingxialai。"chenhaoran，womenshifuqi。ruguozheixiedongxizhendemeishenme，niweishenmebunengjiwokan？"
tachenmolejimiaozhong，ranhoushuo："yinweinikanlehuibukaixin。"
zheijuhuachedidianranlewoxinzhongdenuhuo。"woxianzaijiuyijinghenbukaixinle！nidaodizaiyinmanshenme？"
chenhaoranbaozhehezibushuohua，yanshenpiaohubuding。
zheishi，wodeshoujixiangle。shisuwanerdalaide。
"xiaoxue，banjiashunlima？xuyaowoguoqubangmangma？"tatianmeideshengyincongtingtonglichuanchulai。
wokanzhechenhaoran，tadelianseyoubailejifen。
"buyongle，womenkuaibanwanle。"wodingzhelaogongshuo。
"neihaoba，dengnimenandunhaole，woguoqukankanxinfangzi，jinimennuanfang！"
gualedianhua，wohechenhaoransimuxiangdui。
"xianzaininenggaosuwozheishishenmelema？"wozhizhehezi。
chenhaoranyouyulehenjiu，zuihoutanlekouqi："haoba，wogaosuni。danshiniyaodayingwo，kanwanzhihoubuyaoshengqi。"
buyaoshengqi？tadouzheiyangle，wozenmekenengbushengqi？
"hao，wodayingni。"wosalegehuang。
chenhaoranxiaoxinyiyididakaihezi，nachuzuishangmiandeyibenriji，dijiwo。
wojieguolai，fengmianshangqueshixiezhe"zhiwozuiaidewaner"，luokuanshi2023nian1yue。
翻开第一页：
"2023nian1yue1ri，xinniankuaile，waner。suiranniyongyuanbuhuikandaozheixiewenzi，danwohaishixiangjiluxiaduinidesinian。jintianshixinnian，xiaoxuetiyiwomensangeyiqichifan，nichuanleneijianbaisemaoyi，xiaoqilaihaishineimemei。wozhidaowobuyinggaiyouzheiyangdexiangfa，danshiwokongzhibuzhuziji..."
wodeshoukaishifadou，jihunabuwenzheibenriji。
继续往下翻：
"2023nian1yue15ri，jintianxiaoxuejiaban，wohenidandukanledianying。zuozaiheianzhong，wonengwendaonishenshangdandandexiangshuiwei，zhenxiangshijiantingzhizaizheiyike。nishuonizuijinzaikaolvhuangongzuo，wozhenxianggaosuni，laiwomengongsiba，zheiyangwojiunengmeitiankandaonile..."
wodeshixiankaishimohu，yanleibuzhengqididiaolexialai。
"2023nian2yue14ri，qingrenjie。wojixiaoxuemailemeiguihua，danshixinlixiangdequeshini。ruguowodangchuyongganyidian，xianzaiyongbaowodehuibuhuishini？"
wozaiyekanbuxiaqule，heshangrijiben，sisidingzhechenhaoran。
"zheijiushinishuode'henjiuyiqian'？"wodeshengyinyijingwanquanbianle。
chenhaorandizhetou，"xiaoxue，wozhidaozheiyangbudui，danshiwozhendekongzhibuzhu..."
"kongzhibuzhu？neiniweishenmeyaoquwo？"wohouchulesheng。
"yinweiwoainia！"tajimangshuo，"suiranwoduiwaneryouganqing，danwoqudeshini，xuanzedeyeshini！"
"aiwo？"wolengxiao，"yigeaiwoderen，huizaiwomenjiehunyizhouniandeshihouxierijishuoxiangnianbiedenvren？"
陈浩然哑口无言。
wodunxiashen，kaishifankandishangsanluodeqitarijiben。2022niande，2021niande，2020niande...meiyibenfengmianshangdouxiezhetongyigemingzi：waner。
wosuibiannaqiyiben2021nianderiji：
"2021nian5yue20ri，jintianshiwohexiaoxuededinghunri。wanerzuoweibanniang，zhanzaixiaoxueshenbian，chuanzhefenselifu，meiderangwoyibukaiyan。jiaohuanjiezhideshihou，wotoutoukanletayiyan，tazhengzaiweixiao，danyanshenlisihuyouxieshiluo。woxiang，tashibushiye..."
wozaiyekanbuxiaqule，barijibenhenhenshuaizaidishang。
"chenhaoran，nizhidaonizaizuoshenmema？nizheishizaimadewomendehunyin！"
tashitushangqianbaowo，"xiaoxue，tingwojieshi..."
"jieshishenme？jieshinizheisannianlaiyizhizaiyiyinwozuihaodepengyou？"wotuikaita，"nizhidaowanerbanidangshenmema？tabanidangjiefu！taxiangxinni！woyexiangxinni！"
"womeiyouzuoduibuqinideshi！"chenhaoranjile，"woconglaimeiyoupengguota，shenzhimeiyouanshiguoshenme！"
"neizheiyixiangzirijishishenme？"wotiletidishangdehezi，"nijuedejingshenchuguibusuanchuguima？"
fangjianlianjingdekepa，zhinengtingdaowomenlianggerenchenzhongdehuxisheng。
guolehenjiu，chenhaorancaikaikou："xiaoxue，wochengrenwozuocuole。danshiganqingzheizhongshiqing，zhendebushiwonengkongzhide。woshiguowangjita，shiguobazhuyiliquanbufangzainishenshang，keshi..."
"可是什么？"
"keshimeicikandaota，woxinlihaishihuitiaodehenkuai。"
zheijuhuaxiangyibadao，zhijie**lewodexinzang。
wozhanzaineili，kanzheyanqianzheigeyuwochaoxixiangchusanniandenanren，ganjuetaturanbianchenglemoshengren。
"chenhaoran，"wodeshengyinhenqing，henleng，"ruguonicongyikaishijiuzhidaozijiaideshibieren，weishenmeyaoquwo？"
tachenmolehenjiu，zuihoushuo："yinweiwoyiweishijianhuichongdanyiqie。woyiweihenijiehunzhihou，wojiunengchediwangjita。"
"neixianzaini？niwangjilema？"
tameiyouhuida，dandaanyijinghenmingxianle。
wocaganyanlei，kaishiwangwaizou。
"晓雪，你去哪？"
"woxuyaolengjingyixia。"wotouyebuhuidishuo，"nizijishoushizheixiedongxiba。"
zoudaomenkou，woturantingxiajiaobu，huitouwenleyiju："chenhaoran，wowennizuihouyigewenti。ruguosuwanerxianzaishuotaaini，nihuizenmexuanze？"
talengzhule，zhanglezhangzui，quemeiyoushuochuhualai。
wokuxiaoleyixia："womingbaile。"