第3章
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mengjingnianzaimenwaiduiwobiaolejijuzhongxin。
jielegedianhuajiucongconglikaile。
mowanwanzhuanshenyouzaiyouzaizuohuishafashang，buxiedichongwoxiao。
“tongxiaoyu，nengbunengbiezaizheimaicandangxiaobaihua，mengdagekebuchinizheiyitao。”
“shengshijituanzheimedachanye，quankaotayigerenzhicheng，nizuoweilaopokebuyaoyizhijitatianluanya。”
“nishuoni，shenglegepeiqianhuo，haibazijijiazitaidegaogaode，dengsheilaihongnini？”
“mengdagedemamashuole，tamenneigeniandaishengwanhaizidounengxiadini，wolai，jiushifengmingjiaojiaonizenmedanghaobierendexifu。”
wohuangrandawu，yuanlaitaduiwozheigetaidu，shiyiweiwozaihuamengjingniandeqiana。
笑死！
shengshijituanzheibaiyizichanzenmekenengshimengjingniande，shengshishicongwomademingziliquchulaide，zhenggejituandoushiwobayishouchuangli，mengjingnian，buguoshigezhixingjingli。
patazhuixudemingtoutainanting，caiduiwaishuotaquanquanfuze。
kexingyenei，sheibuzhidaoni？
wolandehetaduoshuohua，zhijienaqishoujijimengjingniandadianhua，xiangrangtabazheigefengzizhengzou。
meixiangdaomowanwanyigejianbuguolaiduozouwodeshouji，yilianfenhenzhizhewo。
“youxiangzhaomengdagelaishiba？biejilianbuyaolian？”
“tongxiaoyu，wogaosuni，nishenglepeiqianhuo，mengdagedemamakebugaoxing，niyaohaibujiazheweibazuoren，haohaohongzhewo，wojiuquzhaoshenshen。daoshihoutarangmengdagexiuleniquwo，wonengjitashengshigebagedapangxiaozini。”
“laolaoshishijihaiziweinai，chanfukanshoujifushetaigaole，wotinibaoguan。”
shuozheyibajianghaizisongdaowoshoushang，zhengzheyankanwo。
我羞怒不堪，
“你能不能别看！”
“yo！doushinvren，wokankanzenmelewobushipaniweidebuduima，nikanzheimebantiandoubuxianai，wojininagexinaiqiba。”
shuozhetanachulianggeyifujiazi，henhenjiazaiwodexiongshang。
tengtongjiliedaowochadianbahaizirengchuqu。
woqiangrenzherengdiaojiazi，shuangruyijingyichuxianxue。
kantashuangyanqihei，fanzherusheyiyangyinlengdemuguang，youxiangqishouzhongdehaizi，woqiangrenzhemeiyouchusheng。
kenengshikanwoguaiqiao，mowanwankanhaizichiwan，baodaoxiaochuangshangjiuguanshangledeng。
shafashang，mowanwanjuzheshoujiherendaqiledianhua。
“fangxinba，mengdage，jiejieshuidehenhao。”
“ngni，niqukaihuiba，youwozaibuhuiyouyiwaide。”
“meishi，wobushuimeiguanxide。”
“nijiwomaideweitamingzaishenshangni，wozhidaola，haolaotaoya。”
dianhuaneibianyinyuetingjianmengjingniandiaoxiaodeshengyin，
“xianzaixianwolaotao，yihoutanlianainiduixianglaotaozenmeban？”
“wocaibutanlianai，wojiuyaoyibeizigenzainishenbian。”
“haohaohao，xiaozuzong。”
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wodexinruzhuiruhanbingdiyu，lianhuxidoudaizhelengyi。
naozhongquanshitaliangliaotiandehuayu。
yiziyiju，rutongwanjianchuanxin。
buzhidaoshuoleduojiu，mowanwancaisajiaoshuolewanan。
ranhouzoudaowoshenbian，yiziyijuruguimei：
“shenglegepeiqianhuoyexianglanzhumengdagedexin？”
“tongxiaoyu，nijuedemengdagezhendeainima？bushishenmechouyulanxiadounengdedaomengdagedeqinglai。”
wojinbishuangyan，zhijiasisiqianrushouxin，shenzhiganshoudaolexianxue。
wobunengkaikou，tashenqiangtizhuang。
而我带着孩子，
不能赌。