1.
laogongzaijiehunjinianrifangwogezi,haihewaimiandexiaosanaiderehuochaotian。
我决定转身离开时。
他却告诉我:
“zhizhi,wohuanbingle,haiyouyigeyuejiusile。”
“nengbuneng,nengbunenghewoguowanshengxiaderizi?”
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haigangdefengchuifu,wozhizhexiabazaidingcengdengdailujiuxiaodedaolai。
xianhua,zhuguang,wozanlehenjiudeqianweitajingxintiaoxuandebaidafeili。
zheixiewozaozaojiubeihao,keshizaiditoukanyanshijian。
xiawuliudiandaoxianzaideshiyidian。
wolaogonghaishimeiyoudaozheierlai。
dianhuadabutong,weixindelianxiyebuhuifu。
dianyuanzaicidaowoshenbianlaishi,lianyuqiyebiandelveweiyoudianbunaifan:
“**,womenkuaiyaodayangle,ninkan......”
wodiandiantou,jielezhang,qishenkaishiwangjializou。
wobuzhidaolujiuxiaoweishenmedayingdihaohaode,zuihouquemeiyoulai。
tashiwangjiwomenjiehunqizhounianjinianrile?haishiyinweishenmeshiqingdangele?
xiangbutong,woxinliyinyinyouzheshiluo。meixiangdaocaihuidaowoshi,jiukanjianlujiuxiaoyigerentangzaichuangshangshuideanwen。
wobianbajiaobutaidehenqinghenqing,shengpachaodaota。
zoudaotashenbian,bangtayanleyanbeizi,youbatalingluandefasiqingqingyandaoerhou。
tazuoweigongsidelaoban,henmang,wolijie。keshi......
wohuranzhuyidaoletazuoshoulijinjinwozhudeshouji。
pingmuyishan,yourenjitafalailexiaoxi。
shiweixinbeizhumingjiaozuo“gourenxiaoyaojing”de,duifangyijiqiaimeidehuifuhuayuchuxianzailelujiuxiaodeshoujiyemian。
wobashoujichouchulai,kandehenqingchu,xiedeshi:
“gege,shenmeshihouzailaiyipaoni?zheiciwandehenjinxingyo,xiaciwohuirangnigengmanyide!”
yinweiwocongbukanlujiuxiaodeshouji,zheicizhishigeyiwai,suoyilujiuxiaodeshoujibushemima,woqingeryijujiunengdiankaikanjiantahe“gourenxiaoyaojing”deliaotianjilu。
gongzuoyalidadeshihoucongjiubarenshide,zhishizhaolaixinxianyixiade,gandebucuogeyuanyizhangshijiantoutouyangzhenide。
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zizijuju,xiangyibafenglidedaohaobuliuqingdicizaiwoxinkou。
wodexiaoxitaquanbudule,danquanbudoushiweihui。
zheige“gourenxiaoyaojing”dexinxi,huifudedaoshijishi。
lingchensandiandaoxiawukaihuisidianban,chabuduorelongdisuijiaosuidao。
wotaiyankankanhezheyanshuideanwendelujiuxiao,youxiangqiqinianqiandesiyueshisanri,neishitajiazhefeijiqianlizhuiwo,shenqingkuankuanduiwoxuxiaguodenuoyan:
“zhizhi,zheibeiziwobuhuirangniweiwoshangxin。woyaorangniyushengxingfu,jueduiduiniyixinyiyi。”
xinshidandan,qingzhenyiqie。woxinlezhengzhengqinian。
kekandaozheixieliaotianjiludeshihou,huangranfajue:yexucongtalandedaliwoshi,zhenxinjiuyijingdangranwucunleba。
3.
daolebeikafei,wozuozaiyangtaishang。
kantianerongbandeyemumanmanbeizuanlandaiti,youbeichenghongsedeyunwuqugan。
shiqianshiyi,kanlailudaojintoushiyaojishidiaotou,meiruqiongxiangcaishi。
wobuxihuanzuohuizhiwanyideren,yebuxihuanzuoziqiqirenderen。
suoyiwonilelihunxieyishu,juedingfangshoushijiuyaoguoduandizhuanshenlikai。
xinqingchenzhongdiniezhelihunxieyishu,wozhandaolelujiuxiaodechuangbian,kantashuiyimenglongdirourouxingzhongshuiyan,kantaxiayishidinashoumolemozijihaiyouwenhendexiongji。
tazhouzhemeikanxiangwo,xiangyiwangyiyangfenfuzhe:
“shenzhizhi,kouke,daoshui。”