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儿子急需肾脏移植,
shenweiweiyipeixingzhedezhangfuquelengmodiqianxialejujuejuanzengshu。
erzishengsiguantou,woguiqiupopoquanshuozhangfu,quezaimenwaitingjian。
“ge,nizhenyaojineigeyezhongjuanshen?lelecaishinideqinerzi!”
“yanxieryi。taxianzaishiwokongzhitadeweiyichouma,zhiyaotahaibingzhe,tabaneixiegufenjiuhaishiwode。”
“tataokongniangjiajiwomenjialelejiaotianjiaxuefei,woburangtakandaodianxiwang,tazenmehuijixudangzheigeyuandatou?”
popobufangxin:“wanyitafaxianleledecunzaizenmeban?”
“faxianyouzenyang?tadangleshinianquanzhizhufuzaojiufeile,lilewo,sheijitaerzichutianjiadeyiyaofei?”
“ma,nifangxin。tajiusuanzhidaole,weileerziyezhinengguaiguaidangwodetikuanji。”
shinianqian,woyiwaishishen,shitabuguyiqiequwoguomen,fashihuishihaizirujichu。
zheixienianwotaokongniangjia,haojinxinxue,yiweizijijiajileaiqing,
daotoulaiquefaxianconghunyindaohaizi,doushiyichangjingxinsuanjiwodepianju。
huanghuzhong,wokanjianzhangfuzhengheyigenvrenshipin,tabaozheyigemeiyanyutakusidenanhaihan“erzi”。
wocaganyanlei,botonglejialilvshidedianhua。
“我要离婚!”
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woguizaiyiyuanbinglengdedibanshang,shoulishierzianandebingweitongzhishu。
guyanchenlaile,tajiangyifen《shenzangjuanzengjujueshu》fangzaiwomianqian。
“wanwan,bushiwobuxiangjiu。”tatanqi。
“shiwodeshentibunengkua,zheigejiaxuyaowo。”
我麻木地看着他。
erbianhuixiangzhegangcaitoutingdaodeneixiehua——“yanxieryi”、“tikuanji”、“yezhong”。
十年。
zhengzhengshinian,wobazheigenanrendangchengjiushizhu。
wotaitoukanta:“ruguowonengzhaodaobiedeyuantouni?”
taqingmiedixiaole:“sheihuijiuyigeyezhong?”
huayichukou,talikeyishidaozijishuoloulezui。
lianseshunjianbianhuan,youqiehuanhuineifu“danyou”debiaoqing:“laopo,bieji,wozaiquxiangxiangbanfa。”
yuanlaicongtoudaowei,wodoushigexiaohua。
wotaokongniangjiajitamenjianeigesishengzijiaotianjiaxuefei,taquezaizheiligenwoyanxi。
wopinminggongzuozhuanqianjiananzhibing,taquebawodangtikuanji。
woyiweijiajileaiqing,quefaxianjiajileyigeemo。
woqiangren,jichuyigebikuhainankandexiao:“hao,woxiangxinni。”
tamanyidipaipaiwodelian,zhuanshenliqu。
hushizouguolai,shengyinhenqing:“taitai,ninhaihaoma?”
我摇摇头,站起身。
tuiyouxiefaruan,chadianshuaidao。
“我没事。”
wozouxianganandebingfang。erzitangzaibingchuangshang,tazhengkaiyanjingkanwo,xuruodixiaolexiao:“mama,babatongyilema?”
womomotadetou,shengyingengyan:“mamazaixiangxiangbiedebanfa。”
“mamabieku。”ananshenchushoudezhishengpibaogudexiaoshou,bangwocayanlei。
“我不怕的。”
zheimedongshidehaizi,zaiguyanchenyanlijingranshi“yezhong”。
“mama,wotingjianbabashuowoshiyezhong。”anandeshengyinhenxiao。
“yezhongshishenmeyisi?”
wodexinzangzhourantingzhitiaodong。