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儿子急需肾脏移植,

shenweiweiyipeixingzhedezhangfuquelengmodiqianxialejujuejuanzengshu。

erzishengsiguantou,woguiqiupopoquanshuozhangfu,quezaimenwaitingjian。

“ge,nizhenyaojineigeyezhongjuanshen?lelecaishinideqinerzi!”

“yanxieryi。taxianzaishiwokongzhitadeweiyichouma,zhiyaotahaibingzhe,tabaneixiegufenjiuhaishiwode。”

“tataokongniangjiajiwomenjialelejiaotianjiaxuefei,woburangtakandaodianxiwang,tazenmehuijixudangzheigeyuandatou?”

popobufangxin:“wanyitafaxianleledecunzaizenmeban?”

“faxianyouzenyang?tadangleshinianquanzhizhufuzaojiufeile,lilewo,sheijitaerzichutianjiadeyiyaofei?”

“ma,nifangxin。tajiusuanzhidaole,weileerziyezhinengguaiguaidangwodetikuanji。”

shinianqian,woyiwaishishen,shitabuguyiqiequwoguomen,fashihuishihaizirujichu。

zheixienianwotaokongniangjia,haojinxinxue,yiweizijijiajileaiqing,

daotoulaiquefaxianconghunyindaohaizi,doushiyichangjingxinsuanjiwodepianju。

huanghuzhong,wokanjianzhangfuzhengheyigenvrenshipin,tabaozheyigemeiyanyutakusidenanhaihan“erzi”。

wocaganyanlei,botonglejialilvshidedianhua。

“我要离婚!”

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woguizaiyiyuanbinglengdedibanshang,shoulishierzianandebingweitongzhishu。

guyanchenlaile,tajiangyifen《shenzangjuanzengjujueshu》fangzaiwomianqian。

“wanwan,bushiwobuxiangjiu。”tatanqi。

“shiwodeshentibunengkua,zheigejiaxuyaowo。”

我麻木地看着他。

erbianhuixiangzhegangcaitoutingdaodeneixiehua——“yanxieryi”、“tikuanji”、“yezhong”。

十年。

zhengzhengshinian,wobazheigenanrendangchengjiushizhu。

wotaitoukanta:“ruguowonengzhaodaobiedeyuantouni?”

taqingmiedixiaole:“sheihuijiuyigeyezhong?”

huayichukou,talikeyishidaozijishuoloulezui。

lianseshunjianbianhuan,youqiehuanhuineifu“danyou”debiaoqing:“laopo,bieji,wozaiquxiangxiangbanfa。”

yuanlaicongtoudaowei,wodoushigexiaohua。

wotaokongniangjiajitamenjianeigesishengzijiaotianjiaxuefei,taquezaizheiligenwoyanxi。

wopinminggongzuozhuanqianjiananzhibing,taquebawodangtikuanji。

woyiweijiajileaiqing,quefaxianjiajileyigeemo。

woqiangren,jichuyigebikuhainankandexiao:“hao,woxiangxinni。”

tamanyidipaipaiwodelian,zhuanshenliqu。

hushizouguolai,shengyinhenqing:“taitai,ninhaihaoma?”

我摇摇头,站起身。

tuiyouxiefaruan,chadianshuaidao。

“我没事。”

wozouxianganandebingfang。erzitangzaibingchuangshang,tazhengkaiyanjingkanwo,xuruodixiaolexiao:“mama,babatongyilema?”

womomotadetou,shengyingengyan:“mamazaixiangxiangbiedebanfa。”

“mamabieku。”ananshenchushoudezhishengpibaogudexiaoshou,bangwocayanlei。

“我不怕的。”

zheimedongshidehaizi,zaiguyanchenyanlijingranshi“yezhong”。

“mama,wotingjianbabashuowoshiyezhong。”anandeshengyinhenxiao。

“yezhongshishenmeyisi?”

wodexinzangzhourantingzhitiaodong。