第3章想找死直说
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lianggezhananjiannv，zhengzhejingshuoxiahua，wodoukuaiyaobeiqisile。
danrujin，woyitiaoxiaomingdouzairenjiajiaoxia。
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shuozhe，chenqianqianyoujiangguquan**baogaorengzaiwodelianshang。
rujindewoqueshihenbudekuaidiandedaoziyou。
kewotongkuaideqianle**xieyi，chenqianqianyoubumanyile，lianzhechuailewohaojijiao，caimanlianxingfendebaozhexieyishuchuqule。
kanzhechenqianqianbeichongdejiaozongbukandemoyang。
我的心彻底死了！
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shouwanshangneiyijingjiejiadezhengningshangbashunjianbiaoxue。
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“xuyining，nishiyaohuilewodegongsima？”
“pingwoxianzaizheifuyangzi，nalinenghuilegongsi......”
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fushengzeshuangshousisideqiazhewodebozi。
“wokannijiushizaizhaosi！”
wopinmingdezhengzha，shoushangzhongyuzhuadaoleyigehuaping，zhaozhefushengzedetoushangjiuzaleguoqu。
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keshixiongneibianyebuzhizaimangshenme，bantianyemeijiedianhua。
mamameizaijiali，wozhinengkaicheyouquleliaoyangyuan。
sheizhidaolezhihou，wocaizhenjingdefaxianfushengzejingranyizhizaipianwo！