第1章
weilehuanxingleneigefakuangshilianzijidousiyaodenanrenlifeng，woyongwoyumengshouhuobanmende“linghunqiyue”zuoweiduzhu。
daijiashi，woshiquleyushoutonglingdenengli，erta，wanglewohewomendeerzixiaobao。
woyiweitazhishiwangle，zongyouyitianhuixiangqilai。
quezaitaweixinhuanbaiweiweimaixiadefeiqimaxituanshang，tingdaobaiweiweijiaosuota：
“feng，neigenvrenhuaizhebierendeyezhongchenzhenibingfaguyipashangnidechuang！”
woxiangjieshi，ketadangjimingrenjiangwonaxia，xuanbubaiweiweicaishita“mingzhongzhudingdejiushuzhe”。
suijirangrenbawohexiaobaoguanjinlehoutaishengxiudemengshoutielongli。
yigeyuehou，maxituan“kuanghuanye”。
xiaobaobeidanduguanzaidiaozaishangfangdetielongli，erwo，beibangzaizhuwutaizhongyang。
dapingmushang，heranchuxianle100gemohudeshipin！
lifenglouzhebaiweiwei，xiangkanlajiyiyangkanzhewo：
“jiangnian，womenlaiwangeyouxi，yinglenihenideyezhongyiqigundan，shule...jiuyonglaidangyeshoudekouliang。”
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“geweiguibin，jinwanyouxingyaoqingzhuweicanjiamaxituanzhongkaishengdian，chulejingcaidebiaoyanwai，womenhaizhunbeileyigetebiezhuxingjiemu。”
lifengdeshengyinlengjingdelingwofazhan：
“zhei100geshipinli，zhiyou1geshinierzideshipin，qita99gedoushinizaichuangshangdejingcaitexie。”
“xuanzecuowu，jiangbofanggaishipinrangzhongrenxinshangyixianideshenzi，tongshi，xiaoyezhongdetielongjiangxiajiangyimi！”
baiweiweiyiweizailifenghuaili，dengzhekanwobeigongkaichuxing。
我嘶声喊道：
“厉封！”
“nizenmenengzheiyangduiwohexiaobao？tashinideerzi！”
lifengkandoumeikanwoyiyan，zhishishenshouweibaiweiweicashizuijiaodexiangbinzi。
wozhengzhazhe，shenshangdetielianpengzhuangfachushengxiang：
“nifenglema？weishenmeyaozheiyangduiwomen？”
厉封终于看向我：
“nihaizhenshibuzhihaodai，yige**heyigeyezhonghaiwenwoweishenme？”
tazhuanxiangbaiweiwei，yuqiwenrou：
“qinaide，nishuo，shixianrangdajiaxinshangtadechuangji，haishixiankankanneixiaoyezhongdiaoxiaquweishizigengyouqu？”
zhouweibaofachuyizheneyidehongxiaoheqidaidekoushaosheng。
“zhei**haishuoneihaizishilishaode，wokanxiangmaxituanlinagexicesuodeyezhongba，shuobudingshi**zajiaoni。”
“jiushi！tingshuotahaijiezhejilishaozhibingdejihuixiayao，chenrenzhiwei！”
“lishao，xiankanshipin！kankanzheige**chuangshangdefengcai！”
wohunshenfadou，bushiyinweikongju，ershifennuhejuewang。
xuanguazaiwutaishangfangdetielongzhong，xiaobaozhengquansuozaijiaoluo，yanjinghongzhong，xianrankulehenjiu。
“妈妈…”
他小声呼唤。
我心如刀割：
“xiaobaobiepa，mamazaizheili！”
baiweiweixiaodegengjiadeyi，taduanqijiubei，qingheyikou：
“wojuedeyinggaixianrangtacaicainageshitaerzideshipin。bijing，yigehaomuqinyinggairendechuzijidehaizi，bushima？”
binkemenfenfenjubeifuhe，yourengaoshenghandao：
“bai**zhenshishouduangaoming，banglishaoqinglilaji！”
“shia，zheizhongnvrenjiugaidedaojiaoxun！”
“wodushiwan，diyigeshipinjiurangneixiaozazhongdiaoxiaqu！”
厉封冷笑着看向我：
“nitingdaole？dajiadoudengbujile。”
wokanzheneixiemoshengrendezuilian，turanxiangqicengjingzaimaxituanshi，woruheanfuneixiebeiguanzailongzilidemengshou。
xianzai，wohexiaobaochenglelongzhongkunshou，ercengjingbeiwojiushudenanren，quechenglezuilengxuedeguanzhong。
woshengyinsiya，yanleimohuleshixian：
“lifeng，nizhendewanglema？”
“sannianqianneigeyuye，nifabingshichadianyaoduanzijideshouwan，shiwoyongshenmefangfarangnipingjingxialaide？”
lifengdebiaoqingweiweiyizhi。
白薇薇立刻插话：
“feng，bietingtahushuo！tajiushixiangraoluannidepanduan！”
我直视厉封的眼睛：
“fangkaiwo，wokeyizhengming。”
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“niyoujianjiaguxiayouyidaoyueyaxingdeba，neishinidiyicifabingshi，woweilezhizhuniliuxiade。nimeicikandaoneigeba，doushuoneishinidejiushuyinji。”
lifengdeyanshenshanshuoleyixia，shoubuzijuedimoxiangyoujian。
人群中有人喊道：
“lishao，biebeitapianle！zheizhongshisuibiandatingyixiajiuzhidao！”
“shia，xiankanshipin！rangtazaizhongrenmianqianxianyuanxing！”
“wodengbujikanneigeyezhongdiaoxiaquweishizile！”
renqundehushengyuelaiyuegao，erwo，zhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhezheiyiqie。
sannianqianneigeyuye，lifengshikong，woyaoyagekaishouwan。
woyongxuehejingshenlizuoweimeijie，qiangxinganfuleta，querangfuzhongdexiaobaochadianyaozhe。
rujin，longzixiafangdeshihubuandiduobu，dangchuweilechedizhiyulifeng，woshiqulewodenengli，wozaiyewufaanfutamen。
baiweiweijiayiguanqiediwen：
“zenmele，xunshoushidaren？”
“nibushihenshanzhangheye**liuma？nandaoneiyeshipianrendebaxi？”
wobeilianggebiaoxingdahantuodaodapingmuqian，shuangtuifaruanqueqiangchengzhebukenguixia。
wojinbizuichun，sisidingzhelifeng，xiwangcongtayanzhongzhaodaocengjingdewendu。
可是什么都没有。
tazaiyebushineigeduiwoyouaiheganendelifeng。
dapingmukaishisuijishanshuoneixiebukanrumudesuolvetu。
“guizehenjiandan，zhiyaonixuanduisanciyezhongdeshipin，wojiufangnimenyiqigun。”
我嘶吼着：
“他不是野种！”
“tashinidexuemai！lifeng，nizenmenengzheiyang！”
lifenglianyanjingdoumeizhayixia。
主持人拿起话筒：
“zunjingdeguibinmen，womendejiemuzhengshikaishi！jiangnian**，qingcong1dao100haoshipinzhongxuanzeyigebianhao。”
全场紧盯着我。
“妈妈！”
xiaobaodekuhancizhewodexinzang。
zhuchirendunledunjiezheshuodao：
“sanmi，jiushisancijihui。”
“disicicuowu，xiaobaoxianshengjiangyouxinghewomendedongwumingxingmen…jinjulijiechu！”
人群爆发出欢呼。
wobishangyan，shuochuyigekanqilaixiangshixiaobaobenpaodesuolvetu：
“58号！”
58haoshipinbeifangda，quanchangbaofachugengdadechaoxiao。
huamianshangdewoyishanbuzheng，beilifengyazaishenxia，tashuangmuchihong，wanquanshishikongzhuangtai，bukanruerdeshengyinxiangchequanchang！
tongshi，xiaobaodetielongxiajiang，bansuizhetieliandemocashenghexiaobaodejianjiao！
wobengkuijianjiao，leishuimohuleshixian：
“bu！neibushizhende！bushizheiyangde！”
“neishinifabingshi...”
厉封冷笑：
“nanbuchenghaishiwoqiangponide？nikankannizheifusaoyang。”
“jiangnian，nihaizhenhuiwangzijilianshangtiejin！”
baiweiweilouzhutadeshoubei：
“feng，bieshengqi，zheizhongnvrenjiushijian，mingmingshitagouyinni，xianzaiquezhuangchengshouhaizhe。”
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pingmushangdehuamiandinggezaizuixiuchideyike。
xiamiandeshizibuduandipuxiangtielongfangxiang，xiaobaojianjiaozhe，sesuozailongzidejiaoluo。
woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，wangzhedapingmushangneixiesuolvetu。
人群已经开始下注。
“wodutaxiayigeyexuancuo！”
“yibaiwanduzheigexiaozazhongsanlunzhineijiudiaoxiaqu！”
“kantaneifuyangzi，zhenyiweizijishishenmegaoguirenwu？buguoshigekaoshentishangweide**huo！”
baiweiweituranjiaodididikaozailifengshenshang：
“feng，buruzheiyilunrangwotisu**xuanba？ruguowoxuanduile，jiudangshiwotinihailetayidianfuchushentideqingfen，rangtazaodianjietuo，haobuhao？”
xianchangdunshixiangqiyipianduibaiweiweishanliangdadudechengzansheng。
“weiwei**zhendongshi，buxiangyouxieren…”
“zheicaishilishaogaiqudenvrena！”
baiweiweilianshangguazheshenglizhedeweixiao，lifengdiantou：
“准了。”
wogandaoyizhongqiansuoweiyoudemamu。
baiweiweizoudaowomianqian，zhijiahuaguowodelian，quebaozhiyouwonengtingjian：
“jiangnian，renmingba，nidoubuguowode。shixiangdian，biezaizuowuweidezhengzhale。”
“woyaokanzheniheneigexiaozazhongyiqihuimie。”
woyikoutuomojingzhundituzaitajingzhidezhuangrongshang。
白薇薇尖叫着后退：
“**！”
她抬手就要打我。
lifengyibajiangbaiweiweiladaoshenhou，henhenyibazhangshuaizaiwolianshang：
“haiganwuruwodeweiwei，jilianbuyaolian！”
wodezuijiaoyichuxuesi，quexiaole：
“lifeng，nijiushigebeitawannongyuguzhangdechunhuo！”
baiweiweicadiaolianshangdetuomo，weiqudao：
“feng，nikanta，fengle，xianggepofuyiyang。”
厉封轻拍她的背：
“别怕，有我在。”
baiweiweitaitouxuanbu，yanjiaoxiangwotoulaiyigedeyideyanshen：
“我来选87号。”
huamianzhongdewobeishikongzhuangtaixiadelifenganzaiyushiqiangshang，yibubiti，changmianbishangyiduangengjiasimihebukan！
xiaobaodelongzizaicixiajiang，yijingjiejindaonengwendaoxiafangmengshouhuchudexingqidechengdu！
baiweiweideyidiwanzhelifengdeshoubei，fushizhewo：
“zhenyihan，woxuancuoleni。”
厉封搂着他说道：
“meiguanxi，nidexinyicaishizuizhongyaode。”
wodingzhelifengdeyanjing，zheihaishineigecengjingzaiyelifabing，beiwobaozaihuailianfudenanrenma？
neishuangyanjingliderouqing，cuiruo，zhenshiderenxing，quandoubuzaile。
主持人的声音响起：
“zuihouyicijihuile，jiangnian。”
“zheicixuancuo，nidebaobeierzijiuyaohewomendedongwumingxingmengongwule！”
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“妈妈，我怕。”
xiaobaodeshengyinconglongzilichuanlai。
“biepa，baobei，mamazaizheili。”
wojinliangrangshengyintingqilaizhending，jishineixinyijingzhiliposui。
baiweiweiturancongzuoweishangzhanqi，naqiyigenjiguangbi，eyidijianghongdianzaixiaobaodelianshangheshizideyanjingzhijianlaihuiyidong。
shizibei**debaozaobuan，chaozhelongzifangxiangdihou。
“住手！”
我嘶喊。
baiweiweideyidiyangqixiaba：
“怎么，心疼了？”
“jiangnian，zhiyaonixianzaiguixialai，chengrennidangnianshishejipashanglishaodechuang，qipiantadeganqing，shengxiazheigeyezhongxiangezhalijia，wojiuranglishaoraolenimenmuzi，zenmeyang？”
quanchanganjingxialai，suoyourendoudengzhekanwochuchou。
我啐了一口：
“**做梦！”
baiweiweihuangdongzhejiguangbi：
“呵，还挺硬气。”
“kankannierzidelongzi，haishengduoshaojuli？”
wokanxiangxiaobao，tasuozailongzijiaoluo，manlianleishui。
weileta，wonengchengshourenhewuru。
xigaiyiruan，wohuanhuanwanxiashenti。
“妈妈不要！”
小宝哭喊着。
jiuzaiwoxigaijijiangchudideshunjian，lifengdeshouqiazhulewodebozi，jiangwolinqi：
“jiangnian，niyiweiniguixiajiuwanle？”
talingyizhishounaqiyibamaxituanbiaoyanyongdezhangbian，zuoshiyaochouxiangxiaobaodelongzi。
“feng，jitadianjiaoxun！”baiweiweizaipangbianshanfengdianhuo。
wogandaoyizhenzhixi，bujinshiyinweitadeshouqiazhewodehoulong，gengshiyinweitadewuqing。
neigewofuchulesuoyoutianfujiuhuilaidenanren，rujinduiwoganjinshajue。
lifengshouzhongdezhangbiangaogaoyangqi。
jiuzaizheishi，jiaoluolichuanlaiyishengpaoxiao。
neishi“xuefeng”，cengshiwozuixinrendehuoban，yitouhanjiandebaihu。
“拦住它！”
yourenjinghuangshicuodihandao。
xuefengmeiyougongjirenheren，ershizhijiechongxiangwutai，qingqingcenglecengxiaobaodelongzi。
baiweiweijianjiaozheduodaolifengshenhou：
“快杀了这畜生！”
lifengxiayishihoutuileyibu，songkaileqiazhuwodeshou。
yigefengkuangdeniantouzaiwonaohaizhongchengxing。
我突然大笑起来：
“lifeng！nizheigewangenfuyidechunhuo！dangnianshisheizainifabingshibulibuqi？”
“lianxuefengdoujidewoduitadehao，tanengjizhuwojiuguota，ernini？niqueqinshouhuileweiyinengjiunideren！”
huayingangluo，liqideshiqingfashengle。
wodeshenshangsanfachuyidaoqiyiguangyun。
lifengwuzhuxiongkou，guidaozaidi，shuangyanturanbiandeqingming，tataitoukanxiangwo：
“念…念？”
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卡点卡点卡点。
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binkemenmianmianxiangqu，qieqiesiyu。
“taduilishaozuoleshenme？wodangchujiushuozheinvrenbuzhengchang。”
“kendingshishenmexiemendexunshoushu！”
baiweiweiliansecanbai，lifengdefanyingwanquanchaochutadeyuliao。
tahuangluandishangqian，shitufuqita。
“封，你怎么了？”
lifengtuikaita，baiweiweiliangqiangzhehoutuijibu，chadianshuaidao。
“别碰我！”
wozhanzaiyuandi，ganshouzhetineineigushufuwoduoniandeqiyueliliangzhengzaixiaosan。
baiweiweijianjiaozhe，shengyincier：
“feng！tajinixiayaole！”
“tazaizhuangde！biebeitapianle！”
lifengchongerbuwen，tademuguangsuodingzaiwoshenshang，yanshenkunhuoertongku。
zheishi，huichangdamenbeituikai。
lijiadelaoguanjialinshudaizhejimingbaoanchonglejinlai，shenhougenzheyiweizhuzheguaizhangdelaoren。
“zhushou！zheilidaodifashengleshenme？”
linshuhuangusizhou，kandaoxiaobaozailongzilisesefadou。
baiweiweijianzhuang，xunsudiaozhengzitai，yanleishuolaijiulai：
“linshu，ninzongsuanlaile！jiangniantayongxieshukongzhilefeng，haixiangshanghaiwomen…”
林叔厉声打断：
“闭嘴！”
“nisuanshenmedongxi？yeganzaiwomianqianzhuangkelian？”
“wogenzailaoyeshenbianwushinian，shenmeyaomoguiguaimeijianguo？jiunizheisanjiaomaogongfu，yexianghunongwo？”
tazhuanxiangwo，yuqiwenhedepanruoliangren：
“furen，zheiduanrizininshoukule。”
zheiyisheng“furen”，rangxianchangqifenninggu。
baiweiweiliansedabian，yongliyaozhexiachun，shiturangzijikanqilaigengjiaweiqu：
“linshu，wobumingbaininweishenmepiantanta。woduifengdexinyi，zhenggelijiashangxiadoukanzaiyanli。shijiangnianyongbeibishouduanshejixianhaiwo。”
linshuzuijiaoyipie，luchujifengdexiao：
“zhenxin？niyoushenmezhenxin？”
tapailepaishou，shenhoudezhushoulikedishangyigepingbandiannao。
pingmushangfangyingdehuamianrangzaichangsuoyourendaoxiyikouliangqi。
“zheishinitouzoufurenxunshoubiandejiankong，zheishinijishaoyexiayaodezhengju，zheishinicuangaishipinzaizangfurendehenji。”
linshuyiyizhizhepingmushangdehuamian，shengyinbingleng：
“haiyouzheige，niwangshaoyedeyaolitianjianengjifatakuangzaodeteshuchengfen，zheigeyaopingshangdezhiwen，shisheide？”
“xianzai，nishuoniyouzhenxin？”