第1章

张爱玲曾写道:

“qulehongmeigui,jiuerjiuzhi,hongdebianleqiangshangdeyimowenzixue,baidehaishi‘chuangqianmingyueguang’。”

duiyushuxueyingdezhengweizhangfuchuyanjianglaishuo,shuxueyingbenrenjiushineimowenzixue。

ertadebaiyueguangtangzaiyifangmubeixia,jiuqingeryijudijiangtamenlianggekunlexuduonian。

……

chuyanjiangshengrenhuabeijunquzhengwei,buduikaidahuijinxingbiaozhang。

weilejitaqingzhu,shuxueyingzhunbeileshoupenghuaheqinshouzhizuodeyizhijixieshoubiao。

gengtiqianbangeyue,zaifandiandinglezhuozizhunbeiqingtadezhanyoumenyiqirenaorenao。

keshuxueyingnazheliwushangtaishi,huacaigangkaikou:“yanjiang,gongxi……”

chuyanjiangjiuzhijiejieguopenghuaheliwu:“xiexie。”

tadanshengdaolexie,kandoumeikantadeliwu。

jiehunwunian,tahaishizheiyangketaoyoushuli。

shuxueyingbeitadetaiducileyixia,yishibuzhidaogaizuohefanying。

“lai,dajiayiqiheyingliunian!”

junqujizhezhaohuzhe,lingdaomenxiaohehedishangtai,teyirangshuxueyingtamenliangkouziyiqizhanzaizhongjian。

shuxueyingzhinengyaxiaqingxu,xunsuqianqiyimoxiao,hechuyanjiangyiqikanxiangjingtou。

jiuzaizheishi,buzhicongnafeilaiyizhibaisedehudie,raozhechuyanjiangpianxianpanxuan。

chuyanjiangmuguangjinjindingzheneizhihudie,sihuyouxiebukezhixin。

zhidaohudiehuanhuantingzaitaxiongqianjiangzhangshangdeshunjian,tachedihongleyanquan。

zaichangqitarendoujingtandikanzhezheiyimu。

youlingdaogankaidishuoleyiju:“sishigurenlaiya……”

shuxueyingkanzhezheimingyunbandehuamian,yanzhongyejianjianqinleleishui。

tamensuoyourendoumeiyoutiqineigemingzi,keyizhixiaoxiaodehudie,jiurangdajiatongshixiangqileta。

neigezaiqinianqian,yongzijideshengmingjiuxiachuyanjiangdelieshi——junyijiangyun。

suoyourenxinlidangzhiwukuidebaiyueguang。

chuyanjiangxiaoxinyiyidizhuandongshentimianxiangjingtou,diyicixiaodexianggededaoletangdehaizi。

haoxiangduitalaishuo,dedaobiaozhangshengqian,douburujiangyundelinghunhuazuohudietingliuyishun。

shuxueyingbizhezijiyikaimuguang,qiangpozijixiaodecanlan。

heyingjieshu,hudieyefeizoule。

shuxueyingkanzhechuyanjiangchangranruoshidebiaoqing,qiangdaqijingshenzhudongkaikou。

“yanjiang,wodinglefandian,yuelezhanyoumenyiqijiniqingzhu,ni……”

huameishuowan,chuyanjiangshihunluopodiyaoleyaotou:“bule,nimenquba。”

shuowan,tajiucongcongchulehuichang。

shuxueyingbeiliuzaizhanzairenshengdingfeiderenaolitang,nankandekuaiyaochuanbuguoqilai。

zhanyoumenmianmianxiangqu,zhudongshangqiananweita。

“xueyingjie,nibietaijieyi,jiangyuntongzhihechuzhengweiqingmeizhuma,youweilejiutaxisheng,takendingguobuquzheigekan,dannicaishitaxifu……”

meicichuyanjiangyinweijiangyunbashuxueyingdiuxia,douhuiyourenzheiyangquanta。

congshuxueyingdaodongnanjunqudiyitianqi,tajiutingshuoguochuyanjianghejiangyunzhijiandeshiji。