taishoudeshunjian,shouwanshangdeshabuyiranjinchuxueji。
gujinsenxiangshicaikandaoyiban,qingchiyisheng:“zenme,zican?zheishinixiangdaodelingyigezhengchongdefazi?”
taqingmiediwangzhewo,yuqizhongmanshibuxie:“niyiweinizheiyangzuo,jiunengrangwoyouyixiekuijiuma?kenizenmebuxiangxiang,dangchuzijishiyongshenmexiazuodefangfahewojielehun。”
“rujinzheiyiqie,doushinizijixuande,nihuogaishouzhe!”
huanhaoyifudeqinyouyanyilianwugujinghuangdezouchulai:“jinsengege,nimenbiechao。”
“doushiwodecuo,woyijingzhenglihaole,womashangjiuzou……”
“buyong。”gujinsenyibalazhutadeshou,heimouyizhabuzhadidingzhewo,yiziyidundao,“zuijinzheiduanshijian,nijiuzhuzaijialiba。”
“fanzhengtayebanchuqule,buhuiyoushenmebufangbiande。”
qinyouyanmianluchiyi:“zhei……haoma?”
talanzhuqinyouyandejianbang,yuqizhongshiduiwocongweiyouguodewenrouxizhi:“nitoufazhang,burongyigan,xianqubatoufachuile。”
“zheimejiumeichifan,woxianquxiawanmian,dengnichuiwantoufajiuchulaichimian。”
tamenzhiliujiwonongqingmiyidebeiying。
wogulinglingdilinzhexinglixiang,zhanzaimenkou。
woyiweizijihuiyouneimeyidianshangxinnanguo。
可是,并没有。
wocengjingneiduigujinsenmandaojihuyichulai,lingrenyanmangxinmangdeaiyi,yishidangranwucun。
我只剩下恨他。
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hewojiehun,queshibingfeigujinsensuoyuan。
muqinhegumushixiangshiduoniandehaoguimi,gumuyinjiyujiajigujiahou,shenghuofashengfantianfudidebianhua,liangrenlianxizhujianbianshao。
houlaizailianxishang,shifuqinqushi,dangguanlequanzhitaitaidemuqinbixuyaochulaizhaogegongzuocainengyanghuowo,yushizhaodaolegumu。
neishihoudegumu,yinweizhangfuqushi,jichengle“lanqin”gongsi45%degufen,feichangyouqian,yanghuowomahewoliangzhangzui,buzaihuaxia。
zici,muqinbianzaigujialiuxiazuozhujiabaomu,woyeyiqi。
gujinsenzheiren,hennanburanghuaichundeshaonvxihuan。
wotoutoudianlianletahenduonian。
zhidao,yiciouran,gumuhemuqinzaiguangjieshiyiwaibeibangjia,weilebaohugumu,muqinshengchengzijicaishi“lanqin”gudonggufuren,gumutaolishengtian,wodemuqin,queyongyuandiliuzaileneigepianpikongkuangdefeiqigongchang,lianquanshidoumeiyouliuxia。
gumudayinglemuqinyaohaohaozhaoguwo,wodaxuebiyehou,bianmanhuaixinxi,zaigumudeanpaixiajiajilegujinsen。
neishiwonengxiangxiangdaode,zuishengdadeyichanghunli。
womenduibicixunuo,shuozhe“woyuanyi”。
woyiweizijiweilaiderenshengjiangshiyipiantantu。
quebuxiang,neicaishiwobeicandekaishi。
zhiyinwei,gujinsenbingbuaiwo。
jiehunqinian,wosuiyutaxiangjingrubin,kequecongweiganshoudaotashenshangdeaiyi,woyiweitazheirenxingqingdangshiruci,zhidaoqinyouyanhuiguo。
yuanlai,neigebudongguanxinde“zhinan”,lianqinyouyanjintiandetoushengyansebuyiyang,dounengkanchulai。
yuanlai,neigezongshichajuebuchuniqingxude“diqingshang”,lianqinyouyanyipiezui,dounengkanchutajintianyouneimeyidianbukaixin。
他只是,不爱我。
shenzhihenwozhanletadeqiziweizhi。
gumuchengzheheisan,zhanzaiwodeshence:“gushidegufen,wolaichuli,nibuyongdanxin。”
“miaomiao,shiwodanwuleni,woyidinghuijinixiangyingdepeichang。”
tachuixiayan,yanleicongyankuanggunluoerchu,yanshenzhongmanshiduiyuanyuandekuijiuyuhuihen。