第4章
jiangyichenhaobuyouyudehuileyigezi，“shi！”
qintingkanzhejiangyichen，leishuizaiyankuangzhongdazhuan，“nandaoniwangledayingguowogegedeshiqing？”
“meiwang，yebuhuiwang。”
“neiwoyaonijintianwanshangpeiwo。”tadangzhesuxiaodemian，tichuzheiyangdeyaoqiu。
jiangyichenyikoudaying，“hao。”
suizhetadeyingyun，suxiaoganggangyousuoqifudexin，zaizheiyikehuifulepingjing。
jiulianganggangxiangyaoshuochutamenzhijianguowangdeyu、wang，yezaizheiyikebeijiaomie。
huoxu，tacongweijiangguoqufangzaixinshang，suoyitayouhebinaguoqulaiqitaotadelianmin？
qintingjianjiangyichendaying，zheicaimanyideshouhuimuguang。
jianfuwushengduanzhejiuguolai，tazhijiezhuaqiyibei，haobuyouyudepoxiangsuxiao。
suxiaobingmeiyoujinghu，yemeiyouhuangluan，ershiyanjishoukuaidehailetayibeijiu。
beipolegemanliandeqintingjinghuyisheng，“a......”
jiangyichenweiweiningmei，“suxiao？”
suxiaofangxiajiubei，kanxiangjiangyichenshiyanshenbingwushanduo。
“nishuoguowoshijiangtaitai，jinriwomendahun，buhaozheigeyangzidiulenidemianzi，gengbunengdiuleyeyedemianzi，woquhuanshenyifuzailaizhaodainidepengyou。”
tabubeibukangdeshuowan，dafangdezhuanshenlikai。
meiyourenzhidaotadetuidouzaidazhan，kejibianxinlizaipa，tayebunengtuisuo。
yinweiyeyeganggangshuoguo，tashijiangjiadezhangsunxi，bunengsuiyibeirenqiru，suoyitacaihaileshou。
qintingzhengyaoshangqian，quebeijiangyichenyibalazhushouwan，“quchelidengwo。”
“奕尘。”
“ruguonihaixiangwopeinidehua，jiuquchelidengzhe。”tadeshengyinyijingtouzhelengqi，henmingxiantaderennaiyedaolejixian。
qintingbuganweibeitadeyisi，jibianduisuxiaohendeyayangyang，queyezhinengfuqilikai。
yanhuishanghenduorendouzaikanzhezheibian，youderenyijingnaguoshoujitou**she。
dankexideshi，jibianpaileyemeishenmeyong，fenfenzhongbeijiangyichenderenzhaoshangshanchulezhaopianheshipin。
laidaoloushang，suxiaosuishounalejianqipaohuanshang，benxiangzaifangjianneixiuxiyixia，jieguojiutingjianyourenqiaomen。
shangqianlakaifangmen，kanzhezhanzaimenkoudejiangyichen，suxiaoxinligedengleyisheng。
jiangyichendemuguangtingliuzaitadeshenshang，suirantakanzheqingshou，kemeixiangdaoshencaijingranshizheibandehao。
huixiangneitianwanshangdeshougan，yijitarou、ruandeyaoshen，jingrangtayoupiankedeshishen。
“nishilaigenwosuanzhangde？”
jiangyichenbeitadehualahuisixu，taijiaozoujinlaihou，yibajiangtadizaiqiangbishang。
“chenglejiangtaitaijiubuxiangzaizhuangle？”
suxiaoxianshihuanlekouqi，taiyankanxiangtashi，youweiquyouhaipa，dangranyeyoujueqiang。
“nijiranshuole，woshijiangtaitai，neimejiubugaibeirenqifuquehaowuhaishouzhili。”
jiangyichentaishoupailepaitadelian，“neiwozaitixingniyibian，qunijiushiweitadangmingqianganjian，kebushirangnilaiyaowuyangweide，yihoukanjiantazuihaojiwokeqiyidian，fouzebieguaiwoduinibukeqi。”
shuowan，tafangkaishou，dongzuoxiaosadezhenglileyixiayifu。
suxiaozhanwenjiaogen，weiweidianlexiatou，“zhiyaotabuguyizhaowomafan，wojueduiraozhetazou。”
“tajiusuanzhaonimafan，niyedejiwoshouzhe，ruoshiniganshangleta，woyaonideming！”
suxiaorenbuzhuzhenjingdekanxiangta，zuihouwenchulexinlideyihuo。
“nijiranzheimezaihuta，weihehaiyaogenwojiehun？pingnidebenshixiangyaobaohutayebushishenmenanshi，hebirangtarucishangxindelaiweinanwo？”
“woshuole，woxuyaoyigepaohuidangzaitashenqian，ernizhengheshi，shoushihaojiuganjingunxialai。”shuowan，talvxianzouchufangmen。
fangjianneidesuxiaohunshendouzaizhandou，tabuzhidaoshizijiyoukaishifashaole，haishiyinweitadehuarangtahunshenfahan。
taishoupailepaizijidelian，tagaosuzijibuyaohusiluanxiang，taqutabenjiubushiyinweixihuan，tayouhebiyoutaiduodeshewang？
jiusuanrangtaxiangqiziji，jiusuanrangtazhidaotashidangniandeneigeroududu，younenggaibianshenmeni？
shenshendetulekouqi，zaiquedingzijiyizhedetizhihou，kaimenzoulechuqu。
laidaolouxiashi，henduorenkantadeyanshendoudaizheguaiyi，youqingmie，youbiyi，dangranhaiyoulianmin。
sulilaidaotashenbian，yuqibuxiededao，“suxiao，wohaiyiweiniyouduolihai，kanzheiyangnizheishenzisuanshibaibailangfeile。”
“你喜欢江奕尘？”
“shi。”sulihaobuyanshidehuida。
suxiaokanzhetazhuiwenleyiju，“jiranxihuanta，youweiheyaosuanjiwo？”
“neishiyinweichuanyanyouwu，woyaoshizhidaotazheimeyouxiu，dingranbuhuirangnipashangtadechuang。”
“所以呢？”
“suoyiniyaozuohaojiwopuludezhunbei，ruowoxuyaonitigongtadexinxi，niyaowutiaojiandepeihecaixing。”
suxiaocetoukanxiangsuli，shoujinwochengquan，“nideyisishi，nixianzaiyaogouyinwodezhangfu，quehaiyaowojinizhizaojihui，jinitigongxinxi？”
“是。”
“nipingshenmejuedewohuidaying？”
sulixiaozhegentalailegeyongbao，ranhouxiaoshengdezaitaerbianshuodao，“yinweibabamamahuibangwode。”
jiandandeyijuhua，rangsuxiaodeneixindierushenyuan。
yinweitashuodemeicuo，buguanshenmeshiqing，zhiyaotakaikou，fumudouhuitongyishenzhixiangjinbanfamanzu。
naparangtashangdaoshanxiahuohai，tamenyehaobuyouyu。
youshihoubuguansuliyinweishenmeshoushang，tadouyaobeimamahenzouyidun，gegegengshijingchangduitaquandajiaoti。
fuqinsuiranhenshaodongshou，danjiusuankanjiantabeidadezhishengyikouqi，tayebuhuizulan。
因为他也讨厌自己！
suoyi，zaisujia，chuleguoshideyeyezhiwai，zaiwuyigerenduitahao。
jiantafaleng，sulimeihaoqidetuiletayixia，“yabale？”
suxiaokanletayiyan，“woxianzaiyijinglikaisujiale，nijuedewohaihuixiangyiqianyiyangrennimenqifuma？”
“ni......”sulizhengyaofahuo，jiujianjiangyichenzouguolai，yushilijibilezui。
“haibugenwoquzhaohukeren？”jiangyichenkanleyansuli，youkanleyanquantoujinwodesuxiao，buyongshuoyezhidaotamenxiangchudebingbuyukuai。
suirantabuxihuansuxiao，dangensulixiangbi，tagengtaoyanhouzhe。
suxiaodiantou，zoudaotashenbian。
jiangyichenkanletayiyan，shengyinbudabuxiaodeshuodao，“nihaizhenshibuzhaorendaijian。”
suxiaomeishuohua，xinzhongxiangshiyoubei、chalegenzhenyiyangdetengleyixia。
shengxiadeshijian，tabuzhidaoshizenmeduguode，dagaijiushihejiu，peixiao。
zhidaohunyanjieshu，songzouleliangjiazhangbei，yijisuolaidebinke，tajuedezijidouyaoleitanle......