第1章
海城，医院。
“chen**，nihuaiyunlelianggeyuele，zheigehaizi，niyaohaishibuyao？”
chenxitingwanyishengdehua，yishunlengzaidangchang。
tajiajipeifangsinianlehaimeitongfang。
tazhidaotaxinlihaimeifangxiadangnianneijianshi，napapeinainaihepopoyizhicuizhetashenghaizi，tayewudongyuzhong。
zhidaolianggeyueqianzaipeinainaideshouyanshang，taduoheleliangbei，jiezhejiujingzhudonggouyinleta。
tianzhidao，tazaoshangxinglaideshihou，kanjianlingluandechuangdanliguozhepeifangdexizhuangdeshihou，youduogaoxing。
zheidaibiaopeifangzhongyukenjieshouta，jieshoutadeaile。
zheigehaizi，tapanlesinian，kelaidequehaoxiangbutaishishihou。
tagenpeifangzuotianhaizailengzhan，chenxiyouyuleyixia，naqibaogaodan，genyishengshuo：“ninshaodengyixia，wojiwozhangfudagedianhua。”
tashitanzhejipeifangbolegedianhuaguoqu，duimianhenkuaijieqi，nanrenlvedaibunaideshengyincongtingtonglichuanchulai，“youshi？”
chenxizuanjinshouji，shengyindaizheshitan，“laogong，womenyou......”
孩子了......
huameishuowan，jiutingjianneibianchuanlaihushideshengyin，“fuwanwandejiashuzaima？fuwanwandejiashu？”
peifangyingleyisheng，“wozai。”
“ninqizigangcaijianchadeshihou，baneiyinongzangle，niqulouxiazhongxinmaiyitiaoba。”
“好。”
peifangshuowan，sihucaixiangqidianhuameigua，congcongduizhedianhualidechenxijieshileyiju，“wanwantongjing，tengyunguoqule，wosongtalaiyiyuan。nibiequnainaineihushuobadao。”
shuowan，tajiuzhijieguaduanledianhua。
chenxideliansequeshicangbairuzhi。
meiciyudaofuwanwandeshi，tadeyouxianxuanzeli，jiuzhiyouzheigemingzi。
liangrenmingmingyijingfenshoule，queyixiongmeixiangcheng，chenxijiduguo，kangjuguo，quezhihuanlailepeifangdeyishengjinggao，“tayijingyiwusuoyoule，niyaoshihaiweinanta，bieguaiwobukeqi。”
suoweidebukeqi，jiushilihun。
chenxishebudeta，shebudezheisiniandehunyin，yizhixuanzerennai。
tadiyicigentajieshi，queshipataqupeinainaineigaozhuang。
tazhijianzhandoudifushangzijidexiaofu，yanleisuandefazhang。
她一个人来产检。
tadezhangfu，zaijibiedenvrenmai**，kantongjing。
tazheisiniandejianchi，xiangshiyichangxiaohuayiyang。
chenxizhongxinhuidaozhenshili，lianshangyijinghuifulepingjing，bazuandefazhoudejianchadanzhongxinlvpingdijiyisheng，“yisheng，zheigehaiziwobuyaole。”
yishengjingyadikanzheta，gangcai，tamingmingkanchulaichenxiyinweihuaiyunhenhuanxi。
“niquedingma？haizishifumudeyuanfen，laiyigeburongyi。nigennizhangfushanglianghaolema？”
chenxihoutoufanku，“ng，xianghaole。woshenmeshihoulaizuoshoushu？”
yishengtanxiyisheng，jitakailejianchadan，zixidingzhu，“wokannixuetangtingdide，zheijitianyaohaohaoxiuxi，haohaochifan。zhuyijikou，buyaohejiu、chixinla**dedongxi，buyaoyoufuqishenghuo。xiazhouyiguolaizuojiancha，zhibiaozhengchangjiukeyizuoshoushule。”
“suiranbuzhidaonimenweishenmexuanzebuyaohaizi，danshibiepa，renshenghenzhang，haizihaihuizaiyoude......”
chenxiditouguaiqiaodaoxie，“xiexieyisheng。”
......
congyiyuanhuilai，yijingtianhei。
guanjiayilianqingxingdiyingshanglai，“furen，ninkesuanhuilaile。gangcaipeizongdadianhualai，rangzuodianhongtangzaogaohexiaomizhousongquyiyuan。”
peifangdeweibuhao，zhiqiandeyinshiqiju，doushichenxiqinzifuzede。
guanjiahepeifangdoushilisuodangranrenwei，tichuyaoqiu，jiushirangchenxizuo。
chenxizheiyici，quelengdanjujuele，“jiranshipeizongrangzuo，neinimenzuolesongqujiushile。”
她做不了。
xiaomizhoukenengshipeifangyaode，dantabuaichitian，suoyihongtangfagaoyinggaishijifuwanwanzhunbeide。
tazhizhidaotahuizuohongtangfagao，danshiquebuzhidaotahuizheigeshiyinweizijiyetongjinglihai，meicidoushikaochibuluofenchengguoqude，zheishitakaolaozijideyidianxiaotiantou。
chenxibeicidaoxinkoufasuan，buguguanjiajingyadeshense，tibuwangloushangzou。
jiehunzheijinian，chenxiduipeifangkesuanshiyouqiubiying，guaiqiaodebuxing。
zheihaishidiyicijujuepeifangdeyaoqiu，guanjiayouyuleyixia，haishijipeifangdalegedianhua，“shaoye，hongtangfagaoyaojifentiande？”
peifangnalizhidaoyaojifentian？zhijiewen，“shaofurenni？tajingchangzuohaibuzhidao？”
guanjiakanleyiyanloushang，“shaofurenhaoxiangshentibutaishufu，shanglouxiuxile。woxianzaizuolejininsongqu。”dunledun，tahaishiquandao，“shaofurenkanqilaizhuangtaiqueshibutaihao，ninyaobudagedianhuawenwen？”
裴放冷嗤。
shibushufu，haishiyouyinweifuwanwangentanaopiqi？
peifanglengdan，“bushufujiuquyiyuan，woyoubushiyisheng，tabushufuwodagedianhuajiunenghaolema？”
“buyuanyizuojiusuanle。suibianta。”
liangrenyebushimeichaoguojia，meici，doushichenxiditoulaizhaotadaoqian。
chenxizheidianxiaopiqi，peifangbingmeiyoufangzaiyanli。
guanjiahaixiangshuoshenme，peifangyijingzhijiegualedianhua，tatanqi，“chizaoyounihouhuideshihou。”
chenxibingbuzhidaolouxiadefengbo，jianchazhetengleyitian，taqishihenlei，jiandanxishuleyixiajiuxiangquxiuxi，danrengangcongweishengjianchulai，jiujiedaoermidedianhua，shuozhaobudaopeifang，rangtabangmanglianxiyixia。
shejigongzuo，chenximeiyouyouyu，zhijiejipeifangqulegedianhua，dianhuajietonghenkuai，duimianquebushipeifang，ershifuwanwan，jiaoqiezhongdaizhetante，“chenxijie。”
chenxizuanzheshoujideshouyijin，“peizongni？”
fuwanwandeyuqili，jiudaileyidianxiweidedeyi，“peifanggequjiwomaihongtangfagaole，wangjidaishouji。zheimewanle，youshenmeshima？wokeyibangnizhuanda。”
tabujizuo，peifangjiuqinziqumai。
zheiyangwuweibuzhideshi，tacongmeititazuoguo。
chenxicongpingjingdaoxinsi，buguoyishunjiandeshi，jingmolejimiaocaidao，“tahuilaizhihou，rangtajisonghaodagedianhua。yougewenjianxuyaotaqinzihedui。”
guaduanledianhua，chenxizaichuangbianzuolehenjiu，ranhouxiangshixiadinglemouzhongjuexin，dakaishoujifaletiaoxinxichuqu，“zaima？ji**niyifenlihunxieyi。”
对面回了三个问号。
chenxi，“yigexiaoshinenghaoma？”
“laoda，nizaizhiyiwodezhuanyenengli？”
quedingkeyi，chenxijiuqishenkaishishoushidongxi。
zheidongbieshu，shitamenjiehundehunfang。
congzhuangxiudaobuzhidoushitaqinzilaide，chuchudoutouzhewenxin，rujin，douxiandeneimebuzhiyiti，tabajingxintiaoxuandebaijianyijianjianfangjinlajitonglideshihou，naohailishanguohenduohuamian。
xiangqitaweilejiajipeifang，jitadangleliuniantiangou，gezhongtaohaota，taohaotashenbianderen。
qinzijitazuofan，jitaxiyifu......
fangqiyiqie，xinganqingyuanzaitashenbiandanggemishu。
chuleyingzhuang，neixieguowangdoudiujinlajitong，zhiyonglelianggechaodahaodelajidai。
那样重，又那样轻。
chenxizhiliulejitaogangjiajinpeijiadeshihouchuandeyifuzhuangjinzijidexiangzili，qiyudedoudabaozhuangxiang，liandaisuoyoutayongguodedongxiyiqidabao，quanbudiudiao。
tazhiliuleyizhangka，limianyouzheixienianpeijiajitadesuoyouqian，tagongzigouyong，zheixieqiandouyifenbushaodecunleqilai，qiqibabajiazaiyiqi，juranyouyigexiaomubiao。
peifangmeishaoyinweizheixieqianyinyangguaiqita，shuotaweileqianshenmedoukenzuo，taweilezizhengqingbaicaiyifenbudong。
rujin，talisuodangrandifangjinkoudai，buranbaidanleneimeduodemaming。
quedingloushangmeiyouzijidedongxile，chenxicaiqushufang，bachuanguolaidelihunxieyidahao，qianzi，fangzaishufangdezhuozishang，zhuanshenxialou。
guanjiahaimeishui，jiantatilegexiangzi，xiayishiwendao，“shaofuren，ninzheishiyaochuchama？”
chenxi，“bushi，woyaogenpeifanglihun。”
“......”