"nizhongyuchengrenle。"wofangxiashoulideyifu，zhishizhelinjiaojiao。
tadeliangengbaile，zuichunweiweizhandou："jiejie，wo......"
"biejieshi。"wozoudaotamianqian，"wozhixiangzhidao，nidexinzangbingdaodishenmeshihouhaode？"
linjiaojiaodizhetou，bantianbushuohua。
"yinian？liangnian？haishishuo，congyikaishijiumeibingguo？"
"jiejie，nibiebiwo......"
"bini？"wolengxiao，"linjiaojiao，shinirangwodanglesanniantishen，xianzaifanguolaishuowobini？"
"womeiyouxiangrangnidangneimejiutishende！"linjiaojiaoturantaitou，yanzhongdaizhehuangluan，"wobenlaixiangzaodianhuilaide，keshi......"
"可是什么？"
"keshiwofaxianhanshengegeduini......"tahuashuodaoyiban，youzhulekou。
woxintouyitiao："taduiwozenmele？"
linjiaojiaoyaozhechun，yanshenshanduo："meishenme。jiejie，woquguowaizhibingle，nizhaoguhaoziji。"
tazhuanshenyaozou，woyibalazhuta："shuoqingchu！guhanshenduiwozenmele？"
"songshou！"linjiaojiaozhengzhazhe。
"bushuoqingchuwobusongshou。linjiaojiao，woyijingshiqusannianqingchunle，nizhishaoyaorangwozhidaoweishenme！"
"nixiangzhidao？"linjiaojiaoturantingzhizhengzha，huitoukanzhewo，yanzhongmanshihenyi，"hao，wogaosuni。wodexinzangbingyinianqianjiuhaole。danshiwobuganhuilai，yinweiwofaxianhanshengege...taaishangnile！"
我愣住了。
"nitingjianlema？taaishanglenizheigetishen！"linjiaojiaodeshengyinjianruiqilai，"benlainizhishigegongju，keshitajuranduigongjudonglezhenxin！nizhidaowoyouduohenma？"
"nishuoshenme？"wodeshengyinzhandouzhe，"taaishanglewo？"
"shia！"linjiaojiaoyanzhongmanshijidu，"qunianwotoutouhuilaiguoyici，duozaianchukannimen。wokandaotakannideyanshen，neimewenrou，neimechongni。neishitaconglaimeiyoujiguowodeyanshen！"
wodenaoziyouxiehunluan。ruguoguhanshenzhendeaishanglewo，weishenmejintianyaoneiyangxiuruwo？
"你骗我。"
"wopianni？"linjiaojiaolengxiao，"linweiwei，nizijimeifaxianma？zheisannianli，taconglaimeiyoupengguoni。nizhidaoweishenmema？"
woqueshimeiyoufaxianzheiyidian。sannianlai，womensuiranzhuzaitongyigefangjian，danguhanshenconglaimeiyouzhenzhengpengguowo。woyiweitazhishibawodangtishen，buxiangyuejie。
"yinweitapashanghaidaoni。"linjiaojiaoyiziyidundishuo，"tazhidaonishiwugude，tabuxiangzainishenshangfaxietaduiwodesinian。keshitabuzhidao，zheiyangdewenrou，rangniwuyiweitaaini。"
"neiniweishenmexianzaihuilai？"wowen。
"yinweiwodengbuxiaqule！"linjiaojiaodeyanleiliulexialai，"wozaiguowaikanzhenimendezhaopian，kanzhenichuanzhebengaishuyuwodehunsha，zhuzaibengaishuyuwodefangjian，xiangshoubengaishuyuwodechongai！wokuaifengle！"
"所以你回来了。"
"dui，wohuilaile。"linjiaojiaocaganyanlei，huifulewangrideyouya，"buguantashibushiaishangleni，wodouyaobashuyuwodedongxinahuilai。"
wokanzheta，zheigewojiaoleshibanianmeimeideren，xianzaiquexianggemoshengren。
"linjiaojiao，neiwoni？"wowen，"wozheisanniansuanshenme？"
"ni？"tawaizhetouxianglexiang，"nisuanshibanglewoyigemangba。ruguomeiyounizheisanniandepeiban，hanshengegeshuobudinghuiwangjiwo。xianzaihaole，youleduibi，tahuigengzhenxiwode。"
有了对比。
yuanlaiwobuguoshigeduibidegongju。
"linweiwei，nibuyongzheimekanzhewo。"linjiaojiaozoudaoshuzhuangtaiqian，duizhejingzibuzhuang，"benlaizheiyiqiedoushiwode。shibamarangnilaizuotishende，youbushiwobinide。"
"neixianzaini？xianzainiyijingnahuileshuyunideyiqie，woyinggaizenmeban？"
"zenmeban？"linjiaojiaocongjingzilikanzhewo，"dangranshilikaia。weiweijiejie，nibuhuizhendeyiweizijinengliuzaizheiliba？"
我没说话。
"buguonifangxin，bamabuhuikuidainide。tamenhuijiniyibiqian，rangnizaiwaimianhaohaoshenghuo。bijing，niyesuanshiweilinjiazuoguogongxiande。"
一笔钱？
tamenyongyibiqian，jiuxiangdafawozheisanniandeqingchun？
"weiweijiejie，nigaizoule。"linjiaojiaozhanqishen，"hanshengegezailouxiadengzheni，woyaoqupeitale。"
tajingguowoshenbianshi，tinglexialai："duile，yihoubiezaiyonglinweiweizheigemingzile。zheishilinjiaqianjindemingzi，bushinide。"
shuowan，tacaizhegaogenxiexialoule。
wozhanzaifangjianli，kanzhejingzizhongdeziji。
zheizhanglian，queshihelinjiaojiaohenxiang。nanguaisuoyourendoushuowoshiwanmeidetishen。
keshiwowangle，tishenyongyuanzhishitishen。dengzhenzhengdezhurenhuilai，tishenjiugaixiaoshile。
wonaqixinglixiang，zuihoukanleyiyanzheigezhulesanniandefangjian。qiangshanghaitiezhewoheguhanshendehezhao，neishiquniantashengrishipaide。zhaopianlidetaxiaodehenwenrou，erwoxiaodehenxingfu。
yuanlaineishihoudewenroushizhende。
可是又有什么用呢？
louxiachuanlaihuanshengxiaoyu，shiguhanshenhelinjiaojiaozaikandianshi。
womeiyouxialougaobie，zhijieconghoumenlikailegujia。
zouchudamendeneiyike，wohuitoukanleyiyanzheidongbieshu。sannianqian，wohuaizhetantedexinqingzoujinqu，zuolesanniandetishenxinniang。sannianhou，wodaizhemanshenshanghenzouchulai，shenmedoumeiyoudedao。
yefenghenleng，wolajinlewaitao。
shoujixiangle，shilinjiadesijidalaide。
"weiwei**，furenrangwolaijienin。"
"我不回去。"
"furenshuo，youxiehuayaogennintantan。"
woxiangguaduandianhua，keshixianglexiang，haishishangleche。
youxiezhang，queshigaisuansuanle。
huidaolinjia，neigewoshenghuoleshibaniandedifang，xianzaiquexianggemoshengdedifang。
"weiwei，nihuilaile。"linfurenzuozaishafashang，kanqilaiyouxiepibei。
"ninzhaowoyoushenmeshi？"womeiyouzuoxia。
"先坐下说话。"
"buyongle，ninzhijieshuoba。"
linfurenkanzhewo，tanlekouqi："weiwei，wozhidaonixinliyouyuanqi。keshizheijianshi，womenyeshimeibanfade。"
"meibanfa？"wolengxiao，"nindeqinshengnvershengbing，jiurangyangnvquzuotishen，zheijiaomeibanfa？"
"weiwei！"linfurendeshengyinyanliqilai，"nizenmenengzheimeshuohua？jiaojiaosuiranbushiwoqinshengde，danwodaitaruqinshengnver！erni......"
"而我什么？"
"ernibenlaijiubushilinjiadehaizi！"
linfurendehuaxiangleiyiyangpizaiwotoushang。
wolenglengdikanzheta："nin...ninshuoshenme？"
"woshuonibushilinjiadehaizi。"linfurenzhanqishen，"weiwei，niyiweizheimeduonianwoweishenmeduijiaojiaobiduinihao？yinweijiaojiaocaishiwodeqinshengnver！"
woganjuetianxuandizhuan，chadianzhanbuwen。
"bukeneng......"woyaozhetou，"bukenengde......woshininqinshengde，jiaojiaoshininlingyangde......"
"nixiangcuole。"linfurenzoudaowomianqian，"shibanianqian，yiyuanbaocuolehaizi。wodeqinshengnverbeibierenbaozoule，erwobaohuilaide，shini。"
"dengdengfaxianzheigecuowu，nimenyijingsansuile。neishihouwobenxiangbanisonghuiqu，bajiaojiaojiehuilai。keshiniqinshengfumubutongyi，tamenshuojiranyanglesannian，jiuyaojixuyangxiaqu。"
"houlaiwoxiangxiangyedui，bijingdouyanglesannianle，youganqingle。jiuzheiyang，nimenlianggedouliuzailelinjia。danshijiaojiaoyongyuanshiwodeqinshengnver，erni......"
"erwozhishigewairen。"wojieguotadehua。
"yebunengzheimeshuo。"linfurendeyuqiyouxiekuijiu，"zheixienianwoyebanidangnveryang。zhishijiaojiaobijingshiwoqinshengde，woduitahaoyixieyeshirenzhichangqing。"
我终于明白了。
weishenmecongxiaodaoda，linfurenduilinjiaojiaozongshigewaichongai。
weishenmewofanlecuohuibeiyanlizefa，erlinjiaojiaofantongyangdecuoquezhishibeiqingqingzebei。
weishenmedanggujiatiqinshi，linfurenhaobuyouyudirangwozuotishen。
yuanlaiwocongyikaishijiushigejuwairen。
"weiwei，nibiezheiyangkanzhewo。"linfurenyouxiebuzizai，"zheimeduonian，woduiniyebubo。xianzaijiaojiaoyaojiehunle，wojinizhunbeileyibiqian，gouniguoyibeizile。"
"多少钱？"我问。
"五十万。"
五十万。
wozheishibaniandeqingchun，sanniandetishenshengya，jiuzhiwushiwan。
"zenmeyang？bushaoleba？"linfurenyiweiwoshixianshao，"yaozhidao，nibenlaijiubushilinjiadehaizi，wonengjinizheixieyijinghenbucuole。"
wokanzhezheigeyanglewoshibaniandenvren，turanxiaole。
"queshibushao。"wodiandiantou，"neiwodeqinshengfumuni？tamenxianzaizainali？"
linfurenlengleyixia："niwenzheigeganshenme？"
"我想见见他们。"
"weiwei......"linfurendebiaoqingyouxieguguai，"niqinshengfumu......tamenzaishinianqianjiuyijingqushile。"
我的笑容僵在脸上。
去世了？
"怎么去世的？"
"chehuo。"linfurenshuodehenpingjing，"henturandechehuo。dangshinihaizaishanggaozhong，wopayingxiangnixuexi，jiumeigaosuni。"
车祸。
十年前。
wojideshinianqian，linjiaojiaoshengleyichangdabing，linfurenweilejitazhibing，jihuqingjiadangchan。
"weiwei，jieaiba。"linfurenpaipaiwodejianbang，"rensibunengfusheng。nixianzaiyinggaikaolvdeshizijidejianglai。"
woshuaikaitadeshou："woqinshengfumudechehuo，henimenyouguanxima？"
"weiwei，nihushuoshenme？"linfurenlianseyibian，"zenmekenengyouguanxi？"
"zhendemeiyouguanxi？"wodingzhetadeyanjing，"shinianqianlinjiaojiaoshengbing，nimenjixuyongqian。woqinshengfumuquezaineigeshihouchulechehuo。huibuhuitaiqiaole？"
"ni......"linfurenliansecangbai，"nizaihuaiyishenme？"
"wohuaiyinimenweilenadaowoqinshengfumudeyichan，cehualeneichangchehuo。"
"hushuobadao！"linfurenfennudipaizhuozi，"weiwei，nizenmenengzheiyangxiang？womensuiranbushiniqinshengfumu，danyeyanglenishibanian！nizenmenengzheiyangeyichuaicewomen？"
"eyichuaice？"wolengxiao，"neininjieshiyixia，weishenmewoqinshengfumudeyichanzuihoudoudaolelinjiadezhanghushang？"
linfurenlengzhule："ni...nizenmezhidao？"
果然有问题。
"kanlaiwocaiduile。"wokanzhetajinghuangdebiaoqing，"ninshalewodeqinshengfumu，nazouletamendeyichan，hairangwojinimendenverdanglesanniantishen。linfuren，nindeliangxinbuhuitongma？"
"womeiyousharen！"linfurenjimangfouren，"neizhendeshiyiwai！zhendeshiyiwai！"
"yiwai？"wobububijin，"shenmeyangdeyiwai，huirangwoqinshengfumutongshisiyuchehuo，ertamendeyichanquequanbuzhuandaolelinjia？"
"wo......"linfurenshuobuchuhualai。
jiuzaizheishi，menwaichuanlaiqichesheng。
林先生回来了。