“ei,nipingshenmedarena?”
neinvrenjianchenhaobeida,jile,congtabeihoutanchushen,dengxiangwo。
凭什么?
wolengyanniletayiyan,“pingwoshitalaopo。”
nvrenqiye,yousuolehuiqu。
“chenhao,biebawodangshazi!woxiangxinzijiyanjingkandaode,tingdaode。”
duishangchenhaoyanlidekuijiu,wosangyinweizhan,zhenzhensuanchuzaixindimanyankailai,chuizaishencedeyoushouzhandouzhe,zhangxinguntangfama。
tashizenmeshuodechukoude,buxiangyaohaizi?
wocengjingyezhenyiweitabuzaihuyoumeiyouhaizi,yezhendexiangxintasuoshuode,wobihaizizhongyao。
kezhidaozheiyike,wocaichedimingbaizijidexiangfayouduometianzhenkexiao。
“……老婆……”
chenhaofangxiashou,meiyanjiandekuijiuyushen,zuichundongledong,zuihoushuoleju:“duibuqi。”
woxiaodekuse,“niyiwei,yijuduibuqijiunengmoshadiaoniduiwodeqipianhebeipan?”
“zheixienianzhenshiweiqunile,genwozheimeyigeshengbulehaizidenvren,banyanfuqiqingshen,tingleideba?”
“bushide,xiyue,woshizhendeaini,woaidezhiyouni……”
chenhaojimangshangqiangenwojieshi,lianshangxiemanlexinteng。
“你爱我?”
wotiaojianfanshedihoutuijibu,xinzhongbeifenzaiyeyayibuzhu,chaotakuhandao:
“niaiwo,nihuigenbiedenvrentiantianshangchuang,hairangtahuaiyun?”
“niaiwo,nihaizheiyangcanrendishanghaiwo?nizenmerenxinde?”
“……对不起。”
chenhaodiyicijianworucishangxinyujuedemoyang,shenseyeranshanglejifentongkuyufuza,xiangchao**jin,queyouchouchu。
"buyaogenwoshuoduibuqi!"
wohunshenzhibuzhudizhandou,qiangrenzheyankuangdeleizhubuyaoluoxialai:
“dayinggennijiehunshiwojiushuoguo,ruguozheiliangnianwomeibanfahuaishanghaizi,wohuizhudonggennilihun,wobuhuidanwunidehoubanbeizi……woshuoguode……”
wosangyinyuya,daizhegengyan,“weishenme?weishenmenilianzuihousangeyuedoudengbule?weishenmeyaobeizhewo……genbiedenvren……”
“……laopo,womeixiangguobeipanni,wobushiyouxinde,wo……”
chenhaosangyinanya,chongmanlehuihen,gangchaowozouleyibu,neinvrenbianjinjinzhuaizhuta,sangyinyouqiyouji:“chenhao!”
tashentiyidun,nvhaimanyidigouqichun,mingmuzhangdandiwanzhetagebo,zhigaoqiyangdimianxiangwo:
“shenxiyue,wolaigaosuniweishenme。”
“yinweinishengbulehaizi!erwonengsheng!”
wolianyibai,chuizaishencedeshouzhouranquanjin。
“yinweinijiajingpinhan,shiyeshangduitayidianbangzhudoumeiyou,fanerzhihuituoleita!erwobutong,wojiayouquanyoushi,wonengbangtadedaotaxiangyaodeyiqie,nengrangchenjiazaijingshifuguiquanligengshangyicenglou。erni……”
tachixiaoyisheng:“yaoshenmemeishenme,tapingshenmebunengzhaobiedenvren?niyaoshizhenaita,jiuyinggaizhudongfangshouchengquanta。”
shuozhe,tafulefuduzi,chongwoyangqixiaba:“woxianzaiyouletadehaizi,shiqude,nijiuganjinbachentaitaiweizhirangchulai,chengquanwomenyijiasankou。”
tayifanhaowudaodedixiandehua,zheshirangwodakaiyanjie,wokuaiqixiaole,sisiwojinquantou,caimianqiangkezhizhuxiangchaoyanqianliangrenhuishoudechongdong。
“laopo,bietingtahushuobadao。”
chenhaoyinchenzhelianchekainvrendeshoubei,“nishaozaizhei……”
houmiandehuahaiweichukou,nvrenjinghuranwanyaopengzheduzi,tongku**:“……duzi……duzihaotenga……chenhao……baobao……”
“biepa,wodainiquzhaoyisheng。”
chenhaoliansedunbian,jimangjiangtadahengbaoqi,zhuanshenjiuxiangquzhaoyisheng。
keanquantongdaomenquebeiliangrenchulaishiguanjin,tashuangshoubaoren,tengbukaishouqukaimen,zhuantoubianchaowolishenghoudao:
“haichuzheganma?kuaikaimen!”
beihoudecubujifang,woxinkouweizhan,shenxiyikouqi,songlesongbeizhijiacideshengtengdezhangxin,zhengzhunbeitaijiao……
“xiyue,xianzaibushiduqideshihou,youshenmeshichongzhewolai,taduzilidehaizishiwugude。”
tasangyinyinchen,siyazhenu,woxuelinlindexinkouyoubeihualeyidao,lenglengsaoletayiyan,mengdishangqiantuikaimen。
tabaozheneinvrenjibuliqu,cashenerguodeshunjian,nvrenyanlidedeyiyujichaoshiruciciyan。
woshenqingmurandikanzheliangrenxiaoshidebeiying,yuanyuanhainengtingjianchenhaozaijiqiedijiaohuanyisheng,xianqianrouchengyituandetijianbaogaobuzhiheshidiaozaidishang。
wanyaojianqihuanhuanshoujin,bansuizheyanjiaoyidireleigunluo,chunbiandezichaoyuecheyueda。
zhetenglezheimejiudeshenti,buguojiushiyichangxiaohua。
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daxuebiyehouwoliuzaijingshi,jinleyijiaguanggaogongsizuoguanggaocehua,diyigexiangmujiushichenhaojiagongsi,diyicipengmian,tajingyadijiaowomingzishicaizhidao,tajingshidawoyijiedexuezhang。
zineizhihou,tapinpinyuewochifan,aiyutashijiafangjinzhu,wobuhaojujue,fulejiciyuehou,tabianmingquebiaoshilezhuiwodeyitu。
chulejingyawai,wodiyifanyingjiushijujue。
bijingtashifuerdai,woputongjiatingchushen,liangrenjiashibeijingchajutaida,shenghuoguan、jiazhiguandoubuyiyang,rongrubudaoyiqidelianggeren,zenmekenengchengweiqinglv?
beiwojujuehou,tabingmeiyoufangqi。
zhidaowopingshixihuanzhanhuanongcao,biantouqisuohao,qulejiegezhonghuahuacaocao,shenzhiquxuelechahua,jiuweileyuwoyougongtonghuati。
zaiwomianqian,tayongyuanmeiyoufujiazidideaoqi,youdezhishiduiwodezhenchengyuzunzhong。
meiridexuhanwennuanyutitieruweideguanhuai,rangwodexinjianjiandongyaole,erzuizhongrangwojieshoutade,shibannianhouwotufadeyichanglanweiyan。
jialirengedeyuan,womahaidezhaoguzhengzaishanggaozhongdedidi,buxiangrangtamendanxin,suoxingjiumeitongzhijiali。
shitadiyishijianjiwozhaolehugong,kechuleshangxishoujianhexishuwai,zhengzhengyigexingqi,doushitaqinzizaizhaoguwo。
shenzhizaishoushuhoumeiduojiu,hugongbuzaideqingkuangxia,jiwodaoleniaodai。
kanzhetayishenmingguixizhuang,quesihaobuxianqidemoyang,wocaizhenzhengganshoudao,taduiwo,shizhendeai。
napadaoxianzai,wodoubucenghuaiyiguo,dangchutaduiwodeaishizuojia。
wozhishixiangbumingbai,daodishicongshenmeshihouqi,zheifenaijiubianlexinni?
wokuseyixiao,yanquanfanhong,yangtouyouchaozuiliguanleyikoupijiu,chuizaiqiaoxiadexiaotuihuanglehuang,duxianghubiandeyoujing。
zheishijingdagebideyigexiaogongyuan,huanjingyoujing,kongqihao,lizijikaidehuadianbuyuan,ouerxinqingfanmenshi,jiuxihuanlaizheizuozuo。
shengxiadeyewan,zaorewubi,zaijiashangheledianjiu,xinliyuqigengjianansan。
wojiangpijiupingwangpangbianlanganshangyige,shuangshouquanzaizuibian,chaoboguanglinlindehumiandahanfaxie:
“chenhao!nijiushigewangbadan、zhanan——woyaohenilihun——”
lihunlianggezituokouerchushi,woshudixiangdaoshenme,taiqizuoshoushangliuguangyicaidezuanshihunjie。
neishichenhaoteyidaizhewoquguowaidingzhide。
hunlishang,tagengshipengzhezheimeijiezhi,banguizaidishangtaojinwowumingzhi,bingchengnuohuiaiwoyibeizi。
xintouyoushiyisuan,woyonglijiangjiezhicongshouzhishangchelexialai,taishoujiuwanghulireng,kezhuannianxiangdaotajiazhibufei,dongzuomodidunlexia。
jiushizheiyiyouyu,jiezhimeidiuchuqu,zuozailanganshangdeshentidaoshihuanglehuang,chadianmeiyitouzaijinhuli。
haozaiqianjunyifazhiji,wohexingouwen,jiuzaiwoliangshougangchudaoshentiliangcedelanganshi,quebuxiang,yigudalicubujifangcongwobeihouxilai。