第3章
fushiyanshangqianyibu，gaodadeshenyingzhebitatoudingdeguangxian，jiangtazhenggerendoulongzhaozaiyinyingzhong。
“shenlichu，ninaopiqiyeyaofenchanghe，jujiedianhua，ranhoubazijigaochengzheiyang，xiangyaoguyijisheikan？”
闹脾气？
tadangshizhixiangzhezenmehuozhetaochulai，dahuochadianbatashaosi，tazhenggerendouxianruhunmi，bieshuoshidianhua，yanwanglailedoubuyidingnengjiaoxingta。
suoyoujieshidehuakazaihoulongli。
她只觉得身心俱疲。
“fushiyan，yourenxiangshawo。”
zuihou，tazhinengyouqiwulidigaosutazheijianshi。
tagangcongxiuxishichulai，jiubeirenzhuangdaozaidi，niushanglejiaohuai，dengtaliangqiangzhepaqilai，renqundoufenfenchongxiangmenkou，dandengtayiqueyiguaidinuodaomenkoushi，menquebeiluolesuo。
dahuozaiji，suoyourendoumangzhetaoming，zenmehaiyouxinsilaisuomen？
henmingxianshiyourenguyiweizhi。
danfushiyanquelengxiaoyisheng，“niyoubeihaiwangxiangzhengma？”
“wokanjintiandeyiqiedoushinizidaoziyan，yihuieryaogenwolihun，yihuieryaoshuoyourenyaoshani，xianzaini？yongkuroujibazijigaochengzheifuguiyangzitangzaizheixiangrangwokelianni？”
“shenlichu，nizuihuiyongkuroujile，dangniannibujiushikaozheiyizhaocaijiajiwodema？”
simuxiangdui，taguanyongshangweizhedeyanshenbashenlichubidewuluketao。
guoquyinweiaidetaixiaoxinyiyi，tazongshiyouxiejidanfushiyan，suoyihetaduishishizongshixiandediqibuzu。
tazuanjinshouzhang，xinzangyouxiefama。
congshiliusuidaoershiliusui，siniananlian，sannianjiaowang，sannianhunyin，zhengzhengshinian，shenlichujihudabangeqingchundoutourudaozheigenanrenshenshang。
danshizaitayanli，zijiqueshineimebukandeyigeren。
xianzaitahuranyaochouli，nanmianyouxiechousibojianditonggan。
tazhanglezhangzui，haimeihuida，jiubeifushiyanbunaifandidaduan。
“jinwandeshinidaociweici，woxiwangnianfendian，biezaizuozheizhonghaowuyiyidechunshi。”
yuanlaitalianzuihoudeyuanyindoulandezhidao。
tazhanqishen，lilelishenshangxizhuangdezhezhou，yuqilengdehaositigudao。
“tangwanzuijinbunengbeiqianlian，wohetayeshiqingbaide，nibuyongdaochuluancai，ruguozairangwofaxiannizuoshenmebugaiyoudexiaodongzuo，bieguaiwoduinibukeqi。”
yuanlai，tayiweishenlichuzuozheixiedoushiweilezhenduitangwan。
keshitazenmeyoulianshuozijihetangwanshiqingbaideni？
shenlichuyanjianzhanleyishun，ditouhuileyisheng：“hao。”
danpianpianzheigehaozi，rangfushiyanxinligengjiafanzao。
tazuihouditouniletayiyan，qifendizhuanshenlikai。
dengdaobingfangdedamenzhongzhongheshang，shenlichucaiqingqingtuleyikouqi。
“fushiyan，zhengzhengliunian，niweilepianwoyezhenshishafeikuxin。”
zaifaxiantahetangwandedixialianqingzhiqian，shenlichuhaizaishashajiujiezijidaodinalizuodebuhao，weishenmefushiyanjiehunzhihoujiuxiangbianlegeren。
suirantayizhishigelengbingbing，bushanyubiaodaganqingderen。
danshizaijiaowangdeneisannian，tayesuandeshangtitie，nanpengyougaiyoudezerenheyiwu，tadouhuishiwujuxidilvxing。
tahuizaimeigejierijitazhunbeiliwu，huiyinweitaduokanlenatiaoxianglianyiyan，jiuyishengbuxiangdizhijiemaixia。
neishi，tayiweizhendededaolefushiyanduyiwuerdechongai。
zhidaomoutian，zuijiudefushiyanzaihetaqinreshi，qingnanzikongdihanchule“wanwan”。
neiyishun，taruzaoleiji。
yuanlaiguoqufushiyanzuodeyiqiebuguodoushizaijitadazaoyigexinganqingyuandelaolong，haorangtabazijikunjinqu。
bijingduiyufushiyaneryan，zaitashenshangtourujinqianyuanbitouruganqinghejingliyaofangbiandeduo。
ertahetangwandemimiyidanbeixiankaiyijiao，wanghousuoyouzhusimajijiuhuizidongfuxianzaiyanqian。
yuanlaitabeilengluodemeiyigeyewan，fushiyandouyijiabanweijiekoupeizhetangwanzaijuzuaoye。
yuanlaitadabingruyuanmeirenzhaogudeshihou，fushiyanzhengzaiqinggongyanshangtitangwandangjiu。
yuanlailiunianqianfushiyantichuyaogentazaiyiqideshihou，jiuyijingxianghaogaizenmefahuihaotazheikuaidangjianpaidezuoyong。
原来她真的是小丑。
shenlichuzuijiaofanqiyisikuxiao，huitoukankanguoqushinian，haoxianglianggerensuoyoudegushidoushitazaiyixiangqingyuandezidaoziyan。
jiexialaizhuyuandejitian，fushiyanzaiyemeilaikanwangguota。
zhiyouzhouqishibushiguolaijitasongdianshenghuoyongpin。
“taitai，fuzongzheijitiangongsihenmang，bunengguolai，niyaoshiyoushenmefenfu，zhijiegenwoshuo。”
“meishi。”shenlichuyandipingjing，wenheyixiao，“nixianqumangba，wozijikeyide。”
zhouqidiantou，huidayige“hao”。
zhengyaozhuanshenlikaideshihou，shenlichuhuranyoujiaozhuleta。
“zhouqi，guoqufushiyansongwodeliwuqishidoushinizhunbeideba？”
zhouqiweidun，biaoqingyouyishundecuoe。
hezhishisongtadeliwu，jiulianpingshitadexihaojikou，hetaduokanleyiyanshenme，zhouqidouhuishiwujuxidejiluxialai，ranhouzhunbeihaoxiangduiyingdeliwunajifushiyan。
zheishifushiyanjiaojitaderenwu。
danshishenlichuzenmehuizhidaozheixie？
jiantabiaoqingcuoe，shenlichuqingxiaoyisheng，yuqipingdan，tingbuchuxinu，“yanguangbucuo，xiexieni。”
zhouqihuangluandiyinglesheng，zhuanshenlikai。
anjingdebingfangli，youzhishengshenlichuyigeren。
tengtongdeshentihezaogaodeqingxuxiangshikusedehaishui，jihuyaojiangtatunmei。
yanleizaiyankuanglizhuanleyiquanyouyiquan，youbeitataitouyingshengshengbihuiqu。
这么多年了。
budoushitazijiyudun，youyixiangqingyuanma？
她哪还有脸哭。
ershiliusuishengrizheitian，tajuedingyaozheyacongxindibadiaoneigenjiaofushiyandeci。
zhishitameixiangdao，shenmaixueroushiniandezhangci，zaibachushijingranhuizheiyangtongbuyusheng，jihuyaojiangtadexueroudouchequdaban。
dangchutacuoyiweiaiqingshishuangxiangbenfu，zaishenjiamingquegaosutafujiayagenjiumeiqutadedasuanshi，tabuguanbugugenjialifankang。
“shiyanneimeaiwo，zenmekenengbuyuanyiquwo？doushinimendejiekoubale！”
tawunizhangbei，beifaguizaicitangsantiansanye，zhidaotilibuzhiyanzhongyingyangbulianghunsiguoqu，fushiyancaishanshanlaichihetajianleyimian。
shenlichutangzaichuangshang，kuzhelazhutadeyijiaowen，“shiyan，nihuiquwodeduibudui？”
neishitahulvenanrenyanjiaoyishanerguodeyane，zhitingdaotahaowuganqingdihuidaleyigezi。
“对。”
jiuneiyigezi，rangbinlinjuewangdishenlichuyouzhongxinranqixiwang，ganyuanzaiyiciweitachongjinzangshendehuohai。
zhongjiushinianqingqisheng，rangtahuogaidiejinshenyuan。
jiehunhou，fushiyantaiduyibaibashiduzhuanwan，zaiyebuxianglianaishineibantitiewenrou。
shenlichucengkuzhewentaweishenme。
“yinweinidesichanlandarangwojuedeexin。”
tadehuidaxiangshiyibalirenchuozhongtadexinzang。
yuanlaizheimeiqizizaozaisannianqianjiubeitafangqile。
shishenlichushangganzhejizijiyanzhanglesannianbeiliyongdeqixian。