第1章
葬礼结束后。
shennanguidilaiyifenwenjian，sangyinyiguanliangbo：“qianle。”
“lihunxieyishu”wugedazicubujifangyingruyanlian，zhouzhimianseshunjiancangbai，ruzaoleipi，zhengzaiyuandi。
chuizailiangcedeshouzhuaijin，takanzheyanqiannanrenjunmeijingzhidelianpang，yiruchujianbanlingtaxindongbuyi。
“keyizaiwanliangtianma？”
zhouzhitingjianzijidoudebuchengyangdeshengyin，daizhebeiweideqiqiu。
liangtianhou，shitamenjiehunsanzhouniandejinianri，tazhidaozijizhongjiumeifaliuzhuzheigenanren，shifenzhenxitamenduchudemeiyiduanshiguang。
tatanlandexiangyaozhuazhunenggouyongyoushennanguidesuoyoujihui。
“tuozheyouyisima？yeyebuzaile，niyiweisheihainengzuzhuwolihun？”
shennanguiduinvrendebupeihe，xiandeyouxiefanzao，tajianglihunxieyishutuidaotamianqian，“nijinxinzhaogulewosannian，zheidongfangziyijiwuqianwansuanshijinidebuchang。”
nanrenmiansejileng，moudigengshibingliangyipian，takantadeyanshentebiebunaihexiane，fangfotamenbushifuqi，ershichouren。
“hetongdaoqihaiyouliangtian，weishenmefeiyaoxianzaitilihun？”
zhouzhifanhongdeyanquanli，lianyanzhebugandeshuiguang。
shennanguishensuideyanmouluozaitaxiaoqiaodelianshang，kanjiantayanzhongqiangrendelei，buzhiweihe，yigufanzaoxishangxintou。
danshixianyouluozainvrenlianshangheihongsedetaijishi，haobuyanshizijideyane。
zhouzhibeitaxianqidemuguangcidexintouyitong，“shiyinweiwodelianma？”
tadelianshangyouyikuaichouloudetaiji，yinweizheigeyuanyin，shennanguicongweidaitachuxiguogonggongchanghe，waijiezhizhidaoshennanguiyihun，quebuzhidaotadecunzai。
shennanguibixuchengren，ruguomeiyouzheigetaiji，zhouzhidezheizhanglian，shuotashiachengdiyimeirenyebuweiguo。
tacongbushifuqianzhiren，danweilejinkuailihun，taweixindao：“dui！woxihuannianqingpiaoliangdenvren，erni，yiyangbuzhan，duizhenizheizhanglian，worenlesannian，rengoule！”
zhouzhifushangzijidelianjia，mousefuza。
这个胎记是假的。
bendasuanzaijiehunsanzhouniandejinianri，jiangzhenxianggaosushennangui，rujinsihushimeiyoujihuile......
“ruguowoxianzaiquzuozhengxingshoushu，kebukeyibuyaohewolihun？”
xinlizhongjiushiaizhezheigenanrende，zhouzhifangxiazizun，zaiciqiqiu。
“nizuoshenmedouwufagaibianwodejueding。”talenglengdeqiangdiaotouzhewujinsenliang，caisuitasuoyoudezunyan，“wanerhuilaile，woyaoquta，wanchengsannianqiandechengnuo。”
zhouzhidanbodeshenxingxiangshibeileipileyixia，naodai‘hong’dezhakai，yipiankongbai。
sannianqian，shennanguihelinzhiwanzaihunliqianxi，yiwaifashengchehuo，linzhiwanliqishizong，shennanguichenglezhiwuren。
zaitahunmiqijian，shenlaoyeziqinziweitatiaoxuansunxi，jiangshenweiguerdezhouzhixupeijita。
yinweishenshiqingbai，guaiqiaotinghua，fangbianzhangkong。
shennanguixinglaihou，dezhixinaidenvrenshizong，zijiyouhuilerong，beishoudaji，zhenggerenxingqingdabian！
tabuyuanjieshoulailubumingdezhouzhi，bianranglvshinileyifenxieyi——sannianhoudejiehunri，liangrenhuizidongjiechuhunyinguanxi，zhouzhiwutiaojianlikaishenjia，qieyushenjiaduanjueyiqieguanxi！
zheigexieyiduizhouzhilaishuobingbugongping，danweilezhaogudangshishennanguideqingxu，tatongyile。
tayiweisanniangoujiu，yiqiangzhenxinhuihuanlaiduifangdeai，kelinzhiwandehuigui，lingtasuoyoudefuchuheailianjiechenglexiaohua。
zhouzhizichaodexiaolexiao，zuozuihouzhengzha，“shennangui，wozaiwenniyiju，zhendebunengzaiyanhuanliangtian？”
shennanguilenglideyanmoukanxiangta，“wanerdenglewosannian，wobuxianggufuta。”
buxianggufulinzhiwan，jiurenxinshanghaita？
yinrendeleishui，zhongjiudiaolexialai。
zhouzhibieguotou，burangtakanjianzijilianshangdelei，houlongganyadao：“hao，woqian。”
sannianle，zheiyitianzhongjiuhaishilaile。
zheishi，shennanguideshoujixiangle，kanjianshilinzhiwandalaide，talikejieting。
“婉儿，怎么了？”
nanrendeyudiaowenrousishui，nalihaiyoupingshilengbingbingdeyangzi？
“nange，gangcaihushiweiwochiyao，haokua，ninengbunengmaidianxiaodangaojiwochi？”neibianchuanlailinzhiwanjiaochendeshengyin。
“hao，woxianzaijiuqumai。”
“xiexienange，zuiainile。”
shuowan，shennanguibuzaiduokanzhouzhiyiyan，xunsulikai。
nanrenzouhou，qiangchengzhedezhouzhichedizhanbuzhule，shouxuedeshenquyanzhezhuobianhuanhuanxiahua。
takanzheqiangshangguazhedeshizhong，turanxiaolechulai。
lingchensandian，tadelaogongbushihetazaichuangshangqingqingwowo，ershizijiangshenfenpaoqumaixiaodangao，weiletaohaolingyigenvren。
zhouzhixiangqigangjiehunneihuier，taweiledengtahuilaichifan，shengshengechuleweiyan，meiciweitengshi，tongdezaichuangshangdagun。
tayangqiushennanguichumenbangtamaiweiyao，neigenanrenquehenxindao：“weitengeryi，sibuleren，zheimejiaoqingzuoshenme？”
tayiweishennanguijiushilengdandexingzi，duishenmedoubuzaihu，kefaxiantanengxiangershisixiaonanyoutiexinzhaogulinzhiwandeshihou，caimingbai，neigenanrenshiyouxinde。
只是不属于她罢了。
是时候放手了。
zhouzhishenshentulekouqi，zhanqishen，naqizhuoshangdeqianzibi，fandaolihunxieyidezuihouyimian，meiyourenheyouyu，qianxiazijidemingzi。
......
shennanguiyiyeweigui，zhouzhigetianjiujiangxinglidabaohao。
laideshihoushenmedoumeidai，zoudeshihou，shennanguijitadedongxi，yeyiyangmeiyao。
gangzouchuxiaoqu，yilianghongsebaoshijiebianhuanhuantingzaitamianqian。
zhouzhijiangxinglifangjinhoubeixiang，lakaichemenzuolejinqu。
“laoda，gongxinihuifuziyou。”jiashizuoshangzuozheyigezhangxiangyaoniedenianqingnanren。
zhouzhikaozuozaihoupai，shensedandandao：“kaiche，huizhoujia。”
“haole。”fujinshigezuisuizi，yibianfadongchezi，yibiantucao：“neigeshennanguishenmewanyier，dangniantachehuohuirong，niweilezhaogutadeqingxu，guyibanchoupeizaitashenbianjitazhilian，meixiangdaotajingranxiannichou？haiweilelinzhiwanneigesilvchahenilihun，zheigesizhanan，dangnianzenmemeibeizhuangsi？”
“xingle，bizuiba，haohaokainideche。”zhouzhijianfujinqingxujidong，renbuzhukaikoudao：“niyaoshibujiansu，beizhuangsidejiushiwomen！”
zheihuagangshuowan，duimianyiliangbaisebaomabianzhichongchongzhuangleguolai。