第3章 我想不开

zheibeizi,womeiduguoqian。

wozhaolegemajiangguan,genmoshengrendaleyiquanmajiang,shuleliangbaikuai。

zheibeizi,womeilanzuiguo。

wozhaolegexiaojiuguan,maileliangpingerguotou,bazijiguandemanjieshuaigentou。

zheibeizi,woyemeibeipanguowolaopo,zhaoguoxiaoniu。

wozhaolegexitoufang,jiaoleyigexiaoniu……

woyaobawomeiganguodeshi,quanganyigebian!

xiaoniubusuanhaokan,shenziyeburuwolaopobai。

wojitashuo:“guniang,womeiqianle,shenshangsuoyouqianjiaqilaibudaoyibaikuai。nikankannengxingma?”

“能你娘个老痹!”

xiaoniufanlianle,mawodao:“lianyibaikuaidoumeiyou,hailaizhaoxiaoniu,huijiazhaoninianglaobiqu!”

tamawomeishi,tabiemawoma。

jiujingshanglai,wojiyanle。

dengwojiuxingdeshihou,jiuyijingzaipaichusuozuobilule。

jingchashushugaosuwo,woshanleneigexiaoniuyierguang,dazhongletadelian。

xitoufangderenbawozouleyidun——woshenshangdejiaoyin、wolianshangdeqingzhonghexiongmaoyan,jiushizheimelaide。

zhibuguo,dawoderenpaole。

dalexiaoniudewo,zuozaipaichusuolukougong。

xiaoniuyaoqiuwopeisanqiankuaiyiyaofei,keyibugaowo。

jingchagaosuwo,ruguoxiaoniugaowo,wojiangmianlinqitianjuliuheliangqiankuaifakuan,waijiapeichangxiaoniuyiyaofei。

我选赔三千。

shenruiguolaitiwojiaodeqian,ranhoubawolingchupaichusuo,haijiujinzhaoleyigezaodiantan,qingwochileyidunzaocan。

“yinuoge,xiangkaidian。”

taquanwoshuodao:“nanrenma,dabulelihun,zhongtouzailai!”

我想不开。

wolaojiashinongcunde,shiwunianqian,tongguokaoxue,laidaolerenshengdibushudeshengcheng。

danzhengshizheizuochengshi,rangwokandaolefanhua,kandaolemeihao。

wobuxiangzaihuilaojiamianchaohuangtubeichaotian,woxiangliuzaizheizuochengshili。

suoyi,wowakongxinsi,zaishangxuedeshihou,jiukaishiweiwodeweilaimouchulu。

keyushijian,woxiehaoyipianpiandegaozi,qiaokechuqu,dingzhesishidudedataiyang,zoulianggexiaoshiqubaoshetougao。

yexunihuishuo,nishaya,weishenmebuzuogongjiaoche?

shihuashishuo,woneishihoumeiqianzuoche,wocongshenghuofeilijichulaideqian,deliuzhemaifanggegaozhi。

bashiyeyitadefanggegaozhi,yaoliangkuaiqian。

woyigeyueshenghuofeicaibudaowushikuai!

womeiqian,danwoyouxiangfa,woyouliqi,woyoutui。

woyicicidepaobaoshetougao,yicicidebeituigao。

yizhidaoyougebaoshedebianjikanzhonglewohuadehuabianjianbihua,rangwoyigeyuejitahuashige。

yigejianbihua,ershikuaiqian。

shigejianbihua,erbaikuaiqian!

我有钱了!

shiliusui,wokaowozijizhenglaideqian,maileyiliangershouzixingche,jieshuletuizhepaobaoshedeshengya。

ranhou,wozaibaoshenadaolezuoshiximeishubianjidejihui。

ranhou,wozuodebandedaoledalaobanshangshi。

ranhou,shibasui,wocongneisuozhongzhuanxuexiaobiyedeshihou,yijingshineijiabaoshedezhuanzhimeishubianji!

zairanhou,ershisansui,wochengleneijiabaoshesuoshuchuanmeijituandeshejibujingli!

suiran,woxuelibugou,zhinengzuolinshigong,danwozijizhengqudaoleliuzaizheizuochengshidequanli。

zheiyiqie,doushiwozijinulihuanlaide。

doushiwodangniandingzhedataiyang,yijiaoyijiaozouchulaide!

woxinfeng,zhiyaohaohaonuli,mianbaohuiyoude,meijiuhuiyoude,aiqingyehuiyoude。

woxinfeng,dongzijidenaozi,zouzijidelu,liuzijidehan,yiqiedouhuihaoqilaide!

zaichuanmeijituangongzuodeshihou,shizheiyang。

chulaizijichuangbanyinuoshejigongsideshihou,yeshizheiyang!

可结果呢?

woxinxinkukuzhuanlaideqian,jiaowozuihaodepengyouwuguangming,lianhewairen,jiwopianleyigejingguang!

woyongjinquanliquaidelaopo,beipanlewo,huailebierendehaizi,haipianwoshiwodezhong!

我怎么想的开?

我想不开。

gaobieshenrui,huidaozijidebangongshi,wozhanzai33cengloudechuangtaishang,xiangtiaoxiaqu。

wangxiakankan,malushangdonglaixiwangdecheliangdouxiangshiwanjuche,renxingdaoshanghuokuaihuomandexingrenbingbubimayidaduoshao。

woxiangwocongzheilitiaoxiaqu,yidingnengsidetoutoude。

这样挺好。

一了百了。

woxiangwaimaichuyizhijiao,zhunbeisongkaizhuazhechuangkuangdeshuangshou。

滴铃铃……

shouji**,huranxiangqi。