4
wonachubaolidelihunxieyishu,qianshangzijidemingzi。
huiqubieshunahaozaojiushoushihaodexingli,zuochehuilewohunqianzudefangzi。
wubiqingxingdangchumeiyoutuidiao。
getianjiuxianggongsishenqingquguowaituozhanhaiwaiyewu。
xianzaijiuzhichanadaolihunzhengle。
wodatadedianhua,yirujiwangdabutong。
jiranlianxibudaota,zhihaojianglihunxieyijidaotadegongsi。
wozaicijiedaotadedianhua,shizaiyizhouhou。
xiangbizheiyizhoutayeyizhimeiyouhuijia,buranyebuhuixianzaicaijiwodadianhua。
“qian,niyouxiangzuoshenme,womeineimeduoxiangongfuzhengtianzaizheipeiniyanxi。”
“zenme,zheicixuecongmingle,buzaibazijiwangbierenchuangshangsongle?”
“haishishuonifuqinyouyoushenmexinxiangmuxuyaowozhuzi。”
“suanjidemingmingbaibai,haiyaozhuangchuyifuaiwodemoyang。**lipaifangma?”
“nijianzhidianwuleaizheigezi。”
……
zaitadeyanli,wulunwozuoshenme,doushibieyouxinsi。
zhikexizheicitacuole,wozhishidanchundexiangyaolihun。
“lizong,nimeikandaoma?lihunxieyishushininzhiqianjideneifen,woyijingbamingziqianshangle。”
“你一直留着?”
womeiyouhuida,jiezheshuowan“ruguoniduizheifenxieyiyouyiwen,yekeyiranglvshilingwaiqicaoyifenjiguolaijiwo。”
“youhuozhenijuedexieyilimianfenpeijiwodecaichanjuedetaiduo,womenyekeyizaishangliangyixia。”
“chekeyibuyao,danfangzihegufenbunengshao。”
“yaoshimeiyouwenti,yigeyuedelengjingqiyidao,womenjiukeyiquminzhengjulinglihunzhengle。”
dianhuaneitouanjinglexujiu,jiudaowoyiweitaguaduanledianhua。
“你…认真的?”
“dangran,wozhudongjixuruolintengweizhi,nibuyongganxiewo,ruguozhenyaoganxiedehua,keyiduofenyidiancaichanbuchangwo。”
“ruguobuxiangxin,woyekeyifadushi。wofashizheiciyidingyulichezhilihun,meiyouzuodao,lichezhi……”
就不得善终。
zheijigeziwohaiweilaidejishuowan,jiubeitaneibiancongmangdaduan。
sihucongtadeyuqitingdaoleyisihuangluan。
“qian,niyaoxiangqingchu,lilewo,sheihaihuidangnidetikuanji。”
“biedaoshihouxiangtiaogouyiyang,guixialaiqiuwo。”
dianhuadudeyishengzhijiebeiguaduan。
wotaitoukanzhehuimengmengdetiankong,likaita,woshizaibixing。
5
xiabanhuidaojiayishibanye,queyoujiedaolelichezhidedianhua。
yiqianhaojigeyuedouweibinengjiedaotadedianhua,xianglejietadexingchengdoudetongguotadezhuli。
“qian,nidaoshizhangnengnaile,zheimewanhaimeihuilai。”
“woyizhouqianjiubanchulaile。”
dianhuaneitoujingmoleyifenzhong。
“nixianzaizoule,yihoujiubuyaozaihuilaile。”
“嗯,好。”
“shenmeshihoubaniliuzaizheilidelajidaizou?”
“dourengleba,buyaole。”
“zenme,nizheimekuaijiuzhaodaojinzhule?”
“wohaizhenshixiaokanlenipachuangdesudu。”
zheirenhaoshengqiguai,lihunyeshitabaibantichulai,xianzaiwotongyile,taquebaibanshuoci。
“lichezhi,ruguomeiyoujicuodehua,lihunyizhidoushinitide,woxianzaibuguoshidayingeryi。”
“haishishuoniyizhidoushikoutoushuoshuo,bushizhendexianghewolihun,youhuozhenixianzaiaishangwole?”
buzhidaoshiwoneijuhuacitongleta,takaishitiaojiao。
“jiuni,yepeihewoshuoai,wojiusuanaishanglubiandeyemaoyegou,yejuebuhuiaishangni。”
shia,weidubuhuishiwo,haoburongyizhuqideweiqiang,youtale。
“lihunshinizijitide,buyaohouhui。”
woananhuanleyixiaxinshen,wubijianding“wo,juebu。”
jiranxiadingjuexinyutahuishougaobie,neiwojiubuhuizaiyouyu。
haiyouyigeyue,wojiangzijiquanbudeshijiandoutourudaogongzuoshang,jiabanjiadaoshenye,meiyouduoyudeshijianquhusiluanxiang。
peihezheyishengkaideyaohexinlifudao,shentihaolehenduo。
zheiqijianlichezhidezhulizhaoguowojici,shuotaweitong,yaochishenmeyao,hezuilerangwojietahuijia,zhongwuyaojitadingshenmefan。
yiqianzheixiewodouhuitiqianjitabeihao,jibianmeicilichezhikandaowoliansedouhenbuyue,kewoganzhiruyi。
danxianzaizheixieyijinghewomeiyoushenmeguanxile。
wodandandihuita“youbingjiuqukanyisheng,hezuilejiusongquxuruolinnei,zhiyuchi,nizheidewenta,erbushilaizhaowo。”
dangchu,woyecenghewanqiannvxingyiyang,weixinaiderenxishouzuobiandang。
meicikandaotabazijisongguoqudefancaichiwan,zonghuihenyouchengjiugan。
houlaiyouciqugongsibangtasongwenjian,caifaxianzijimeitianqizaotanheizuodebiandangbeidiuzailajitong。
congneiyihoubianzaimeidongshouzuoguole。
zheiqijian,woyekandaoguotahexuruolinshangguojiciremen,shoujizongnengjingzhuntuisongjiwo。
yekanjiantamenfazaishejiaopingtaishangdezhaopian,shizhijinkou,peiwen“nengyunizhongfeng,yishiwanxing,yushengyouni,zuyi。”
wohaijitamendianlezan,bingzhufu。
zhikexi,xiayimiao,zheitiaozhuangtaijiuxianshiyishanchu。
6
henkuai,shoujibeiwanglujiutixingwodaoleyulichezhiyuedingdeshijian。
zaozaijitianqian,wojiutiqiantongzhilelichezhidezhuli,yimiantaguirenduowangshi。
bijingtashiyuedecishuduiwolaishuo,shishutaiduo。
kejibianwowanfendingzhu,worengjiuzaiminzhengjudengletasangexiaoshi。
yixiangzixushijianguannianjiqiangdelichezhi,zaiwozheiliconglaijiumeiyoushoushiguo。
buguozheibunanmingbai,yinweiwocongweizoujinguotaxinli,zaitayanliyizhidoushikeyoukewu。
yankanzhegongzuorenyuanyaoxiaban,wokaishizheji,yangqiutamennengbunengzaidengyihui。
tachuanzhezengliangdepixiezhanzaiyipangbuzhisheng,jingjingdikanzhe。
yaozhehoucaoyayiziyijubengchulai“nidaoyebuyongzheji,zheimehaodejihuikeyibaituoni,wokendingbuhuishiyuede。”
wowangxiangta,yuanbenyisibugoudeyifucikeyouxielingluan,bozishanghaiyoudandandewenhen。
“nigaizaodiande。”zheiyangdehuawoyewuxugaihangban,daluanwodexingcheng。
guochenghenshunli,kanzhegongzuorenyuangaixiayinzhang,neixinhaishibumianyouxiechangran。
qingchunnianshaozuimeihaodeqinian,yulichezhiyouguandeyiqie,gaichedifanpianle。
congzheiyikekaishi,wozhonghuoxinsheng,shengerweiren,woliyingyousuozhuiqiu,yongbaoziwo。
erbushizhengtiandoujiujieyuqingqingaiai,weizheyigerenzhuanquan,zheiyangdeshenghuo,zhongjianghuirangzijideluyuezouyuezhai。
zheigedaoliwohualeqiniancaixiangmingbai。
wobulvcongcongzouchuminzhengju,yishihuanghun。
wokandaolichezhichepangyimoqiaolishenying,yangqigaoguidetouluxiangshiyuwo**。
yenanguaihuirangwodengzheimejiu。
wonaqishoujifaleyitiaoxinxi。
genzhewoshenhoudelichezhizouxiangqian“wodengzheniguixialaiqiudeneitian。”
wozhishidandandeyaotou,buhui。
bingqiewohaidafanggongxizhuheta,doudouzhuanzhuanneimeduonian,youqingrenzhongchengjuanshu。
tameitoujinsuo,liansefalengdikanzhewo。
bochunweiqi“qian,ni…”
womeixinsitingtashuoshenme,yinweiyiweishifengaodiaodenanzixiyinlewodezhuyili。
yisibugoudezhuangfa,jiancaihetidexizhuang,zaijiashangneijingzhidelianpang,baozheyidashumeiguihua,zhuaidegenerwubawansidechaowozoulai。
yibabawoloujinhuaili,zhuwotuolikuhai,hewoxinsheng。
就差差人放礼炮了。
zheirenjiushiwodehaoyoujianshangsi,yeshilichezhidesiduitou——shiyu
lichezhiyiliancaise“ganqingzheijiushinipanshangdejinzhu,nideyanguangyirujiwangdecha。”
“e^,zheiwohenzantong,yaoburanganannizenmehuiaishangnizheituoshini。”
“wocengyiduhuaiyitabeirenduoshe,zheimeyidashuaigezhanzaitamianqian,tadoukanbushang。
“qiniandeshijianpiankanshangzheimegezaoxindewanyi,wozhengaidaitaquyankexixiyanjing。”
woganmangchushouwuzhushiyudezui,tianzhidaotaxiayijuhuibuhuibengchushenmejingrendedongxi。
erqiewoyebuxiangbeilichezhizhidaowodaxueshijiuanlianta。
shiyupingjiezhetadeshengaotuolilewodechezhou“woshuo,woxihuanananyijingqinianle,xianzaitazhongyushiwodele。”
bajiyikouqinzaiwocelianshang,chaozhelichezhiyaowuyangwei。
lichezhidelianserouyankejiandebiandetieqing,kanxiangshiyudeyanshenjiuxiangshishizidingshangliewu,suishihuichongshangquyaoyikou。
“diurenxianyan”zoudeshihouhaizhuanglewoyiba。
dengtamenyangzhangerqu,wozhuaizhetada“nigexijing,bujinyulequanzhenshikexile。”
tatiaozheduozhe“anan,nizheiliandaodishituleduoshaofendiye,wozuichundouqinbaile。”
“shiyu,nizheichouxiaozi。”
“anan,zaibuqujichang,womenjiuganbushanghangbanle。”
7
woheshiyushizaigueryuanrenshide。
woshiwofuqinzaiwaifengliuliuxiadechanwu,womuqinzaiwosisuideshihoujiuqushile。
zailiusuishiyudaoshiyu,tabeirendiuzaifuliyuanmenkou,kugebuting。
wobatajiaojileyuanzhangmama,congcizhihou,wojiuyoulegexiaogenban。
tabeirenqifu,wobangtazouren,ganmaofashao,wozhaoguta。
buguotayejiuzaifuliyuandailesannian,tajiarenjiuzhaodaotajiehuiqule。
zhibuguohoulaiwomenyizhidouyoulianxi。
biyehouhewojinletongyijiagongsihaichenglewodeshangsi。
gengmeixiangdaotajingranhuihewoyiqiquguowaikaituoxinxiangmu。
buguoyoutazai,woyeanxinbushao,suirantakanqilaibushitebiekaopu,haitebiexihuanyanxi。
ketadenenglidajiahaishiyoumugongdude。
yiniandeshijian,woyushiyushijiegedimandipao,tanhezuo。
zengzhanglejianshi,kanbianshijiandefanhuayumeihao。
yerangwomingbai,yuanlaishenghuomeiyouaiqingyekeyiguodehenhao。
tadaizhewocongyigexiaoxiaodezhiyuanzuodaolezongjinglideweizhi。
suiranhenlei,keshibeiganchongshi,conggongzuozhongbuduanhuoderenke,biandezixinchuse。
shiyuzongshuowocongyigelianainaotuibianchengyigeshiyenao,zheiqizhongtadegonglaozuida,zongshizhaozheigejiekoulaiwojiacengfan,rangwokaolaota。
chiwanfantajiangtoukaozaiwojianshang,wengliwengshengdishuo“anan,xiazhouwoxuyaohuiqucanjiayigeyanhui,nikeyizuowodenvbanma?”
“好”
8
xushishiyujiangwodabandetaiguohuali,yiruyanhuichangsuoyourenjiutoulailezhiredemuguang。
woyibushiyinianqiandeqian,yijingnenggoucongrongzixindeyingduiyanhuichangshangdeyiqie。
yiyanwangqu,lichezhijiuzhanzaibuyuanchu。
woshexiangguoyutajianmianshidechangjing,huoxutayijinglipaiwannanhexuruolinjiehun,liangrenenenaiai。
danrangwonanyizhixindeshiyanqiandelichezhi,tasihubianhuajida。
wojiyizhongdetaconglaibuganyourenguantajiu,danxianzaitayibeijieyibei,zitaifangdejidi。
cengjingbugouyanxiao,xianzaiquebudebushikejiangxiaorongguazailianshang。
tawangxiangwodeshunjian,xianshijingyazaishijingxierhouyankuangbiandexinghong,daidaidikanzhe。
yuwoeryan,taxianzaihemoshengrenyibanwuer。
shiyuxiangzhongrenjieshaowo,wozhidao,tazaiweiwopulu,ruoyaozaizheitiaolushangzoudegengyuan,shaobuleyutamendajiaodao。
yitangxialai,jiulianghaibucuodewoyekaishiyinyinyouxietouyun,budeyiduodaohouhuayuanxiuxixiuxi。
queyiwaidezhuangjianlebukemiaoshudeyimian,yiweizhongniannanrennannaideyazheyiweinvzi,tingshengyingewaideshuxi。
shifenganga,wozhihaoqiaoqiaotuilechuqu。
quebeigenzaishenhoudelichezhiwuzhezuidaixianglingyigefangxiang
wopinjinquanlizhengzhaquebeitayibabaoqi。
chushengweixie“niguaidian,zaidongwojiuyaoqinnile。”
“lichezhi,womenyijinglihunle,wokeyigaonixingsaorao。”
guailegewanbawobaojinfangjian,wochengyixiacongchuangshangdanqipaoxiangmenbian,beitazhuazhushouwandizaimenshang。
shoulanzaiwoyaoshang,xiangshiyaobaworousui“qian,nizhendebuyaowolema?”
“woyiweinihewolihunzhishinaopiqi,zheiyinianwomeitiandoudengzhenihuilaizhaowo,kezuihoufaxiannizhendezoule。”
“wozhidaowoyiqianduinibutaihao,wocuole,nizaijiwoyicijihuixingma?”
wobaiyandouchadianfanshangtian“dangchunikeshibawoxianqidaotuliqule,wozuoshenmenidoujuedewobieyouxinji。”
“jiehundangtianxuruolinshilaizhaoguoni,wohoulaiyijingjiaorenqugaosunile,shibeiniyeyelanxialaide。liannidouaobuguoniyeye,hekuangshiwo,keshiniquebashiqingdouguaizaiwotoushang。”
“womeicibenzhuodexiangqutaohaoni,xiangrangnikankanwo,keshimeici,nidounengrangwoqingxingderenshidao,nibunengyebuhuixihuanshangwo。”
“wojinizhunbeibiandang,nidiulajitong。”
“woyongwosangeyuedegongzijinitiaoxuandeliwu,nishuonibuxihuanliezhipin。”
“nishengbingwozhaoguni,nishuowojiaxingxing。”
......
“zaiwomanxinmanyandoushinideshihou,niyiciyouyicijiangwodezhenxincaizaijiaoxia。”
“lichezhi,nihaiyaorangwojixushuoma?”