第2章

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wonachubaolidelihunxieyishu,qianshangzijidemingzi。

huiqubieshunahaozaojiushoushihaodexingli,zuochehuilewohunqianzudefangzi。

wubiqingxingdangchumeiyoutuidiao。

getianjiuxianggongsishenqingquguowaituozhanhaiwaiyewu。

xianzaijiuzhichanadaolihunzhengle。

wodatadedianhua,yirujiwangdabutong。

jiranlianxibudaota,zhihaojianglihunxieyijidaotadegongsi。

wozaicijiedaotadedianhua,shizaiyizhouhou。

xiangbizheiyizhoutayeyizhimeiyouhuijia,buranyebuhuixianzaicaijiwodadianhua。

“qian,niyouxiangzuoshenme,womeineimeduoxiangongfuzhengtianzaizheipeiniyanxi。”

“zenme,zheicixuecongmingle,buzaibazijiwangbierenchuangshangsongle?”

“haishishuonifuqinyouyoushenmexinxiangmuxuyaowozhuzi。”

“suanjidemingmingbaibai,haiyaozhuangchuyifuaiwodemoyang。**lipaifangma?”

“nijianzhidianwuleaizheigezi。”

……

zaitadeyanli,wulunwozuoshenme,doushibieyouxinsi。

zhikexizheicitacuole,wozhishidanchundexiangyaolihun。

“lizong,nimeikandaoma?lihunxieyishushininzhiqianjideneifen,woyijingbamingziqianshangle。”

“你一直留着?”

womeiyouhuida,jiezheshuowan“ruguoniduizheifenxieyiyouyiwen,yekeyiranglvshilingwaiqicaoyifenjiguolaijiwo。”

“youhuozhenijuedexieyilimianfenpeijiwodecaichanjuedetaiduo,womenyekeyizaishangliangyixia。”

“chekeyibuyao,danfangzihegufenbunengshao。”

“yaoshimeiyouwenti,yigeyuedelengjingqiyidao,womenjiukeyiquminzhengjulinglihunzhengle。”

dianhuaneitouanjinglexujiu,jiudaowoyiweitaguaduanledianhua。

“你…认真的?”

“dangran,wozhudongjixuruolintengweizhi,nibuyongganxiewo,ruguozhenyaoganxiedehua,keyiduofenyidiancaichanbuchangwo。”

“ruguobuxiangxin,woyekeyifadushi。wofashizheiciyidingyulichezhilihun,meiyouzuodao,lichezhi……”

就不得善终。

zheijigeziwohaiweilaidejishuowan,jiubeitaneibiancongmangdaduan。

sihucongtadeyuqitingdaoleyisihuangluan。

“qian,niyaoxiangqingchu,lilewo,sheihaihuidangnidetikuanji。”

“biedaoshihouxiangtiaogouyiyang,guixialaiqiuwo。”

dianhuadudeyishengzhijiebeiguaduan。

wotaitoukanzhehuimengmengdetiankong,likaita,woshizaibixing。

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xiabanhuidaojiayishibanye,queyoujiedaolelichezhidedianhua。

yiqianhaojigeyuedouweibinengjiedaotadedianhua,xianglejietadexingchengdoudetongguotadezhuli。

“qian,nidaoshizhangnengnaile,zheimewanhaimeihuilai。”

“woyizhouqianjiubanchulaile。”

dianhuaneitoujingmoleyifenzhong。

“nixianzaizoule,yihoujiubuyaozaihuilaile。”

“嗯,好。”

“shenmeshihoubaniliuzaizheilidelajidaizou?”

“dourengleba,buyaole。”

“zenme,nizheimekuaijiuzhaodaojinzhule?”

“wohaizhenshixiaokanlenipachuangdesudu。”

zheirenhaoshengqiguai,lihunyeshitabaibantichulai,xianzaiwotongyile,taquebaibanshuoci。

“lichezhi,ruguomeiyoujicuodehua,lihunyizhidoushinitide,woxianzaibuguoshidayingeryi。”

“haishishuoniyizhidoushikoutoushuoshuo,bushizhendexianghewolihun,youhuozhenixianzaiaishangwole?”

buzhidaoshiwoneijuhuacitongleta,takaishitiaojiao。

“jiuni,yepeihewoshuoai,wojiusuanaishanglubiandeyemaoyegou,yejuebuhuiaishangni。”

shia,weidubuhuishiwo,haoburongyizhuqideweiqiang,youtale。

“lihunshinizijitide,buyaohouhui。”

woananhuanleyixiaxinshen,wubijianding“wo,juebu。”

jiranxiadingjuexinyutahuishougaobie,neiwojiubuhuizaiyouyu。

haiyouyigeyue,wojiangzijiquanbudeshijiandoutourudaogongzuoshang,jiabanjiadaoshenye,meiyouduoyudeshijianquhusiluanxiang。

peihezheyishengkaideyaohexinlifudao,shentihaolehenduo。

zheiqijianlichezhidezhulizhaoguowojici,shuotaweitong,yaochishenmeyao,hezuilerangwojietahuijia,zhongwuyaojitadingshenmefan。

yiqianzheixiewodouhuitiqianjitabeihao,jibianmeicilichezhikandaowoliansedouhenbuyue,kewoganzhiruyi。

danxianzaizheixieyijinghewomeiyoushenmeguanxile。

wodandandihuita“youbingjiuqukanyisheng,hezuilejiusongquxuruolinnei,zhiyuchi,nizheidewenta,erbushilaizhaowo。”

dangchu,woyecenghewanqiannvxingyiyang,weixinaiderenxishouzuobiandang。

meicikandaotabazijisongguoqudefancaichiwan,zonghuihenyouchengjiugan。

houlaiyouciqugongsibangtasongwenjian,caifaxianzijimeitianqizaotanheizuodebiandangbeidiuzailajitong。

congneiyihoubianzaimeidongshouzuoguole。

zheiqijian,woyekandaoguotahexuruolinshangguojiciremen,shoujizongnengjingzhuntuisongjiwo。

yekanjiantamenfazaishejiaopingtaishangdezhaopian,shizhijinkou,peiwen“nengyunizhongfeng,yishiwanxing,yushengyouni,zuyi。”

wohaijitamendianlezan,bingzhufu。

zhikexi,xiayimiao,zheitiaozhuangtaijiuxianshiyishanchu。

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henkuai,shoujibeiwanglujiutixingwodaoleyulichezhiyuedingdeshijian。

zaozaijitianqian,wojiutiqiantongzhilelichezhidezhuli,yimiantaguirenduowangshi。

bijingtashiyuedecishuduiwolaishuo,shishutaiduo。

kejibianwowanfendingzhu,worengjiuzaiminzhengjudengletasangexiaoshi。

yixiangzixushijianguannianjiqiangdelichezhi,zaiwozheiliconglaijiumeiyoushoushiguo。

buguozheibunanmingbai,yinweiwocongweizoujinguotaxinli,zaitayanliyizhidoushikeyoukewu。

yankanzhegongzuorenyuanyaoxiaban,wokaishizheji,yangqiutamennengbunengzaidengyihui。

tachuanzhezengliangdepixiezhanzaiyipangbuzhisheng,jingjingdikanzhe。

yaozhehoucaoyayiziyijubengchulai“nidaoyebuyongzheji,zheimehaodejihuikeyibaituoni,wokendingbuhuishiyuede。”

wowangxiangta,yuanbenyisibugoudeyifucikeyouxielingluan,bozishanghaiyoudandandewenhen。

“nigaizaodiande。”zheiyangdehuawoyewuxugaihangban,daluanwodexingcheng。

guochenghenshunli,kanzhegongzuorenyuangaixiayinzhang,neixinhaishibumianyouxiechangran。

qingchunnianshaozuimeihaodeqinian,yulichezhiyouguandeyiqie,gaichedifanpianle。

congzheiyikekaishi,wozhonghuoxinsheng,shengerweiren,woliyingyousuozhuiqiu,yongbaoziwo。

erbushizhengtiandoujiujieyuqingqingaiai,weizheyigerenzhuanquan,zheiyangdeshenghuo,zhongjianghuirangzijideluyuezouyuezhai。

zheigedaoliwohualeqiniancaixiangmingbai。

wobulvcongcongzouchuminzhengju,yishihuanghun。

wokandaolichezhichepangyimoqiaolishenying,yangqigaoguidetouluxiangshiyuwo**。

yenanguaihuirangwodengzheimejiu。

wonaqishoujifaleyitiaoxinxi。

genzhewoshenhoudelichezhizouxiangqian“wodengzheniguixialaiqiudeneitian。”

wozhishidandandeyaotou,buhui。

bingqiewohaidafanggongxizhuheta,doudouzhuanzhuanneimeduonian,youqingrenzhongchengjuanshu。

tameitoujinsuo,liansefalengdikanzhewo。

bochunweiqi“qian,ni…”

womeixinsitingtashuoshenme,yinweiyiweishifengaodiaodenanzixiyinlewodezhuyili。

yisibugoudezhuangfa,jiancaihetidexizhuang,zaijiashangneijingzhidelianpang,baozheyidashumeiguihua,zhuaidegenerwubawansidechaowozoulai。

yibabawoloujinhuaili,zhuwotuolikuhai,hewoxinsheng。

就差差人放礼炮了。

zheirenjiushiwodehaoyoujianshangsi,yeshilichezhidesiduitou——shiyu

lichezhiyiliancaise“ganqingzheijiushinipanshangdejinzhu,nideyanguangyirujiwangdecha。”

“e^,zheiwohenzantong,yaoburanganannizenmehuiaishangnizheituoshini。”

“wocengyiduhuaiyitabeirenduoshe,zheimeyidashuaigezhanzaitamianqian,tadoukanbushang。

“qiniandeshijianpiankanshangzheimegezaoxindewanyi,wozhengaidaitaquyankexixiyanjing。”

woganmangchushouwuzhushiyudezui,tianzhidaotaxiayijuhuibuhuibengchushenmejingrendedongxi。

erqiewoyebuxiangbeilichezhizhidaowodaxueshijiuanlianta。

shiyupingjiezhetadeshengaotuolilewodechezhou“woshuo,woxihuanananyijingqinianle,xianzaitazhongyushiwodele。”

bajiyikouqinzaiwocelianshang,chaozhelichezhiyaowuyangwei。

lichezhidelianserouyankejiandebiandetieqing,kanxiangshiyudeyanshenjiuxiangshishizidingshangliewu,suishihuichongshangquyaoyikou。

“diurenxianyan”zoudeshihouhaizhuanglewoyiba。

dengtamenyangzhangerqu,wozhuaizhetada“nigexijing,bujinyulequanzhenshikexile。”

tatiaozheduozhe“anan,nizheiliandaodishituleduoshaofendiye,wozuichundouqinbaile。”

“shiyu,nizheichouxiaozi。”

“anan,zaibuqujichang,womenjiuganbushanghangbanle。”

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woheshiyushizaigueryuanrenshide。

woshiwofuqinzaiwaifengliuliuxiadechanwu,womuqinzaiwosisuideshihoujiuqushile。

zailiusuishiyudaoshiyu,tabeirendiuzaifuliyuanmenkou,kugebuting。

wobatajiaojileyuanzhangmama,congcizhihou,wojiuyoulegexiaogenban。

tabeirenqifu,wobangtazouren,ganmaofashao,wozhaoguta。

buguotayejiuzaifuliyuandailesannian,tajiarenjiuzhaodaotajiehuiqule。

zhibuguohoulaiwomenyizhidouyoulianxi。

biyehouhewojinletongyijiagongsihaichenglewodeshangsi。

gengmeixiangdaotajingranhuihewoyiqiquguowaikaituoxinxiangmu。

buguoyoutazai,woyeanxinbushao,suirantakanqilaibushitebiekaopu,haitebiexihuanyanxi。

ketadenenglidajiahaishiyoumugongdude。

yiniandeshijian,woyushiyushijiegedimandipao,tanhezuo。

zengzhanglejianshi,kanbianshijiandefanhuayumeihao。

yerangwomingbai,yuanlaishenghuomeiyouaiqingyekeyiguodehenhao。

tadaizhewocongyigexiaoxiaodezhiyuanzuodaolezongjinglideweizhi。

suiranhenlei,keshibeiganchongshi,conggongzuozhongbuduanhuoderenke,biandezixinchuse。

shiyuzongshuowocongyigelianainaotuibianchengyigeshiyenao,zheiqizhongtadegonglaozuida,zongshizhaozheigejiekoulaiwojiacengfan,rangwokaolaota。

chiwanfantajiangtoukaozaiwojianshang,wengliwengshengdishuo“anan,xiazhouwoxuyaohuiqucanjiayigeyanhui,nikeyizuowodenvbanma?”

“好”

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xushishiyujiangwodabandetaiguohuali,yiruyanhuichangsuoyourenjiutoulailezhiredemuguang。

woyibushiyinianqiandeqian,yijingnenggoucongrongzixindeyingduiyanhuichangshangdeyiqie。

yiyanwangqu,lichezhijiuzhanzaibuyuanchu。

woshexiangguoyutajianmianshidechangjing,huoxutayijinglipaiwannanhexuruolinjiehun,liangrenenenaiai。

danrangwonanyizhixindeshiyanqiandelichezhi,tasihubianhuajida。

wojiyizhongdetaconglaibuganyourenguantajiu,danxianzaitayibeijieyibei,zitaifangdejidi。

cengjingbugouyanxiao,xianzaiquebudebushikejiangxiaorongguazailianshang。

tawangxiangwodeshunjian,xianshijingyazaishijingxierhouyankuangbiandexinghong,daidaidikanzhe。

yuwoeryan,taxianzaihemoshengrenyibanwuer。

shiyuxiangzhongrenjieshaowo,wozhidao,tazaiweiwopulu,ruoyaozaizheitiaolushangzoudegengyuan,shaobuleyutamendajiaodao。

yitangxialai,jiulianghaibucuodewoyekaishiyinyinyouxietouyun,budeyiduodaohouhuayuanxiuxixiuxi。

queyiwaidezhuangjianlebukemiaoshudeyimian,yiweizhongniannanrennannaideyazheyiweinvzi,tingshengyingewaideshuxi。

shifenganga,wozhihaoqiaoqiaotuilechuqu。

quebeigenzaishenhoudelichezhiwuzhezuidaixianglingyigefangxiang

wopinjinquanlizhengzhaquebeitayibabaoqi。

chushengweixie“niguaidian,zaidongwojiuyaoqinnile。”

“lichezhi,womenyijinglihunle,wokeyigaonixingsaorao。”

guailegewanbawobaojinfangjian,wochengyixiacongchuangshangdanqipaoxiangmenbian,beitazhuazhushouwandizaimenshang。

shoulanzaiwoyaoshang,xiangshiyaobaworousui“qian,nizhendebuyaowolema?”

“woyiweinihewolihunzhishinaopiqi,zheiyinianwomeitiandoudengzhenihuilaizhaowo,kezuihoufaxiannizhendezoule。”

“wozhidaowoyiqianduinibutaihao,wocuole,nizaijiwoyicijihuixingma?”

wobaiyandouchadianfanshangtian“dangchunikeshibawoxianqidaotuliqule,wozuoshenmenidoujuedewobieyouxinji。”

“jiehundangtianxuruolinshilaizhaoguoni,wohoulaiyijingjiaorenqugaosunile,shibeiniyeyelanxialaide。liannidouaobuguoniyeye,hekuangshiwo,keshiniquebashiqingdouguaizaiwotoushang。”

“womeicibenzhuodexiangqutaohaoni,xiangrangnikankanwo,keshimeici,nidounengrangwoqingxingderenshidao,nibunengyebuhuixihuanshangwo。”

“wojinizhunbeibiandang,nidiulajitong。”

“woyongwosangeyuedegongzijinitiaoxuandeliwu,nishuonibuxihuanliezhipin。”

“nishengbingwozhaoguni,nishuowojiaxingxing。”

......

“zaiwomanxinmanyandoushinideshihou,niyiciyouyicijiangwodezhenxincaizaijiaoxia。”

“lichezhi,nihaiyaorangwojixushuoma?”