第四章
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woshoulideshiwudiaoyidi，batuipaoguoquhuzaihaizimianqian。
儿子哭的撕心裂肺。
“mama，babaweishenmebuchengrenwohemeimeishitadehaizi？haishuoxiaoshenhedidishitaqizihaizi？”
女儿也委屈掉眼泪。
“mama，babashibushibuyaowomenle，suoyicaijiaozheixiehuairenganzouwomen？”
woyanjingyipianxuehong，jinjinqianzhulianggehaizibingliangdexiaoshou。
“nimenshixiangdianganjinzijizou，buyaohouzhelianpilaizaizheili。”
“zhengweiyijingzhidaonimendeshiqing，zaibuzouyansuchulinimen，weifanjilvzaixiangzoukewanle，nimendengzhejinjianyugaizaoba。”
shiqiaozhenzheishibaozhehaizichulai，jianzhuangzhishiyilianweinan，bucengkaikoujieshi，gengmeiyouzuzhineixierendelachexingwei。
wozhengyaotaochuhuailidejiehunzheng，rangtamenhaohaokanqingchu，shenyizheishicongmanghuilai。
tabawomenniangsanlajinwu，jinggaowobunenggaosuwairenwomendeguanxi。
“liangyao，wozaixinlihenishuoguo，womenxianlihun，dengqiaozhenhaiziluohaohukou，womenzaihun。”
“wozhidaoshiweiqunihehaizi，danzheijianshiqingbixuzheimezuo，wodayingdidiyaozhaoguhaoqiaozhen。”
woyuanbenyankuanglideleiyingshengshengbihuiqu。
“jiehunzhiqianniyeshuoguoyaohaohaozhaoguwohehaizi，kexianzaini？niyaobiwolihun！”
shenyitouteng，“woshihenishangliang，woyijinggenzhengweishuoguo，lihunshenpihenkuai，buxuyaoniqianzianshouyinjiunengshengxiao。”
woshoujiaobingliang，mingbaishenyishitielexinyaohewolihun。
loushangdeshiqiaozhenfachuyishengjianjiao，woheshenyilianmangpaoshangqu。
kandaoshiqiaozhenbaozhehaizizuozaidishang，erzishoulinazhegunzi。
shiqiaozhenjiandaoshenyi，kudexilihuala，“tanazhegunzidaxiaobao。”
shenyiqideyibaduoguogunzi，“sheijiaonidadidide！”
erzikuchusheng，“womeidata，gunzishixiaoshenjiwode。”
shenyinuchi，“haiganshuohuang！qiaozhenbukenengnaxiaobaoxingmingkaiwanxiao！”
shiqiaozhenkuzheyaodaihaiziqujiancha，shenyixiangyaopeizheyiqiqu。
shiqiaozhenkanwoyiyan，zhudongheshenyibaochijuli。
“buyong，nihesaozihaohaojieshixia，woxianzoule。”
shenyihaixiangzhuichuqu，jieguoxiangdaowohaizaipangbian，yingshengshengtingzhujiaobu，niutoududingwen。
“shibushinijiaoerziguyiqifuxiaobaode？neihaishigebuhuishuohuadenaiwawa，nizenmenengrenxin！”
woqixiaole，“shenyi，nishiqinyankandaoma？woxiangxinerzishuodehua。”
shenyidequantouwojinyousongkai，zuihoushiwangkaikou，“lihunzhengwohuijihuijia，nimenzouba。”
“womeixiangdaonizheimejieyi，haijiaosuoerziqifuqiaozhenhexiaobao，liangyao，nibiandewodoukuaiyaoburenshile。”
shuowanbawomenniangsanliangzaiyipangbuguanbuwen，zijiwangyiliaosuopaoqu。
weizaimenkouderenjianzhuangzhijiechuangruyaoganwomenchuqu。
“wojinzaokandaotapachuangxianggouyinshenyingzhang，saozikendingshizhidaocaiqipaode。”
cihuayichu，zhongrengengjiafennu，tuisangyebianchengquandajiaoti。
woweizibaonachujiehunzheng，jieguobeiduifangqiangguoquyibasisui。
“zheikendingshijiade，wotingdaoshenyingzhanghezhengweitanhua，tahaimeihesaozilingjiehunzheng，yaobubanni。”
erzinvertengyunzaiwomianqian，zaiwoyechengbuxiaqudeshihou，gegedairenpaolai。
“doujiwozhushou，biedale！”
zheishishenyiyishoulouzheshiqiaozhen，yishoubaozhehaizihuilai。
kandaowoheerzinverdaozaidishang，liangrenshayanle。
darenzhehewogegejiaoxiao。
“dadejiushita，tagouyinshenyingzhang，haiyaopohuaishenyingzhanghesaozideganqing。”
“duimeicuo，saozidoubeitaqipao，womenbunengyanzhengzhengkanzheshenyingzhanghesaozilihun。”
wogegeqibudayichulai，linzheshenyideyifulingzi，zhiwenzheishizenmeyihuishi。
shenyiliansecanbai，tashituzhengtuo，quebaibukaiwogegedeshouzhi。
tajideliuhan，rangwojieshi，“liangyao，nikuaihenigeshuoqingchu，wozhidaonishengqi，dengxiawozaihaohaojinijieshi。”
wokanzhehunguoqudeerzinver，xintongdaowufahuxi，wobaxinyiheng，guizaidishangketou。
“shenyi，wozhidaozijipeibushangni，yezhidaodimeishiyiliaobeiyongbing，wobibushang，danwoyixinxiangheniguorizi。”
“wokeyijieshouhedimeiyiqisihouniguorizi，zhiyaonengjiwodehaiziyikouchide，bierangtamenzaikenshupichiguanyintujiuxing，woqiunile。”
erzinverzhanzhuanxinglai，yepeiwoguizaidishangku，zhiwenshenyiweishenmebuaitamen，queaixiaoshenshendehaizi。
yishijian，suoyourendoumengzhule。