第4章
“妈！”
kandaomuqinxinglaiwoxinxiruokuang。
“yisheng，yishengkuailaikankanwoma！”
wozhuanguotouchaomenwaidahanzhe，danmenkoumeiyourenherenjinlai。
wolianshangdexinxizhujianbianchengjuewang。
chadianwangle，woyijingsile，xianzaizhishiyigexuwupiaomiaodelinghun。
wojiqiedifeidaomuqinmianqian，xiangrangtaganjinanhushilingjiaoyishengguolaijitajianchayixia。
gangcaitabeisongguolaideshihouyishengjiushuole，tazheigenianjizhouranhundaobushishenmehaoyuzhao，haishiyaozuoyigequanshenjiancha。
yinweimeiyoujiashukeyiqianzijiaofei，suoyiyishengzhijitazuolejiandandejianchajiubarensongdaolebingfang。
“ma，nideganjinjianchayixiashenti！”
wodahanzhe，jidetuantuanzhuan。
gangdezhimuqinbingbuxiangshiwoyiweideneiyanglengkuwuqing，haoburongyizhidaomuqinyeshiaiwode，woshizaishibuxiangkandaotachushi。
baifarensongheifarenyijinghencanle，tagengyinggaihaohaozhaoguzijideshenti。
ranerbuguanwozenmejiao，muqindouhaowufanying。
wozheicaizhuyidaotazicongxingguolaizhihoujiuzhishidaidaidizuozhe，lianyanjingdoumeizenmezhaguo。
“妈！”
“妈你没事吧？”
wopinmingzaitamianqianzhaoshou，xiangyaoxiyintadezhuyili，xiayimiaotahurantaiqiletou。
woheleyitiao，haiyiweitashikandaolewo，dantazhishidongzuojiangyingdinaqileshouji。
“ma，nihaidashenmedianhuaa！ganjinjiaoyishenglaijinikankana！”
wozhendekuaiyaojisile，touyici，woduizhouqingshengchuleyuanhenzhixin。
taweilechuliandiuxiawo，haiwobeisha，yongwodeqianyangchulianwodoukeyibujijiao，yinweidangchuwoaita，ruguobushiwodezongrongtayebuhuizheiyangdadanzuochuzheixiebeipanwodeshi。
keyaobushita，wobuhuisi，yebuhuigenwomayinyangxiangge，yizhiyuxianzaiwomingmingzhidaotabuduijingyebunengbangta。
kanzhemuqinneizheyanbuzhudebaifa，woyankuangshirunle。
wodaodiyaozenmezuocainengbangta？
“chuanwodehua，quanxingyefengshazhouqing。”
“haiyoutaneigepintou。”
jijingdebingfangli，muqindeshengyindaizhegengyanheshaya。
“meiyourennengzaiqifulewoerzizhihouhainengquanshenertui，zheiduijianfu**，woerzidesikendinggentamenyouguanxi！woyigedoubuhuifangguo！”
tingdaozheixiehuawodengdaleyanjing。
zaiwodeyinxianglimuqinyizhidoushicongrongyouyade，weiyiyicihaowuxingxianglizhijiushifaxianfuqinchuguigentachaojiadeneitian。
dangshitaxiesidili，zhenggerenwanruoyigefengzi。
erxianzai，tamiansepingjing，yandiquexiongyongzhewubianwujidehenyi。
还有悔恨。
wokanzhetaguaduanshouji，rutongyizuodiaosuyibanzuozaichuangshangchuilei，neiyishunjianwozhenxiangjizijiliangerguang。
我真该死啊！
weileyigegenbenbuaizijidenvrenshiquleshengming，liuxialaomuqinhaiyaoweiwoshoushilantanzi。
她肯定很心痛吧？
tadehaizizhisidouzaihenta。
“xiaofan......”
bingfangneichuanlaiyishengninan，suihouxiangshiyoushenmedongxijuedi，xixiaodegengyanbianchenglehaotaodaku，woyegenzhemomochuilei，woxiangcoushangqubaoyibaomuqin，napawogenbenwufachupengdaota。
danjiuzaiwoyaohuanzhutadeshihou，yigujudadexilichuanlai，woyanqianyihua，xiayishunwofaxianwochuxianzaileyigehaohuadapingcengli。
“nizaishengqima？weishenmeconghuilaizhihoujiubudaliwo？”
zhouqinggenmazhengzuozaishafashang，lianggerenkaodehenjin，danmazhengmianselengdan，baichuleyifujurenyuqianlizhiwaidejiashi。
zhouqingnarouruandexiongfucenglecengtadegebo，shengyinlidaizhedianwumei：“haola，buyaoshengqilehaobuhao？woyemeixiangdaoliufantamaneigelaobusidehuichuxianzaipaimaixianchanga。”
“neikuaidimeipaidaojiumeipaidaoba，wozaijinimaigenghaodehaobuhao？”
tingdaozhouqingzheihua，wonuhuozhongshao。
congmazhengzaiduchuxianwojiuzhidaotabuaiwo。
kewomeixiangdaotajuranrucihouyan**，huazhewodeqianquyangmazheng，haijiaowomuqinjiaolaobuside！
zongranwomuqindequeyizhifanduiwomenjiehun，danzaiwoqiangyingdetaiduzhixia，dangchuhunlishangtayemingrensonglaileliwugenhongbao。
dangshizhouqingmingmingshuowomuqinshigehenyouyadenvshi，henxianmutanengbeisuiyuekuanhouduidai，jieguoxianzaijiubianchenglaobusidele？
woxiangshicongweirenshiguozhouqingneiban，zhouzhemeidaliangzheta。
zheixienianzaijinqianyijihongqideziyangzhixiatayuelaiyuejingzhimeili，hunshenshangxiadousanfazheyigugaogaozaishangdeqizhi。
tadefensixianmutahuochuledanvzhudezitai，yitaweibangyang。
jiushibuzhidaozhouqingdefensiyaoshizhidaotahunneichugui，jianjiehaisilaogong，hainalaogongdeqianquyangxiaosan，haihuibuhuiyirujiwangdezhichita。
wobenlaihenzhejixiangyaohuidaomuqinshenbianqu，dannulilejicifaxianmeibanfalikaizhouqingshenbianzhihouwoyefangqile。
xiangdaomuqingangcaideanpai，woxindishengchuleyidianqidai。
zhouqingzhidaozijibeiquanxingyefengshahuishishenmebiaoqing？
会懊悔吗？
说曹操曹操就到。
zhouqingdedianhuaxiangleqilai。
duancude**haosicuimingdeyinfu。
zhouqingningqihaokandeximei，xintoulveguoyizhenbuhaodeyugan。
“sheizheigeshihoujiwodadianhua？”
mazhenghaizaiqitoushang，benbuxiangdalizhouqing，danshoujixiangdexinfan，tazhinengkaikou：“jiejiushile。”
zhouqingjianmazhengyuanyidaliziji，diyishijianmeijiedianhua，ershicoushangqusuowen。
mazhengyandishanguoyimokangju。
zhouqingzhuiruaihemeikandao，wojiupiaofuzailianggerenduimian，jianglianggerendeweibiaoqingjinshouyandi。
我有些恍惚。
又觉得有些好笑。
zhouqingziyiweigenmazhengshizhenai，keshishishangtamianqiandezheigenanrenzhishixiangyaotadeqian。
yezhiyouta，shahuhudipaoqiwo，benxiangyigeyoumudedenanrendehuaibao。
而我更傻。
jiuweilezheimeyigenvren，haisileziji，haidemuqinbaifarensongheifaren。
“ng~”mazhengqingqingyaolezhouqingyikou，zhouqinghengjileyisheng，shenshouchuilemazhengxiongtangyixia。
“干嘛呀！”
mazhengniezhezhouqingdexiaba，yanshenlimeiyoulekangjuzhiyounongdenenglasideshenqing：“chengfa。”
zhouqingqinghengleyisheng：“neilaobusideshuodehuahebifangzaixinli。”
shuowantakanxianghaizaixianglingdeshouji，lianshangshanguoyisibunai。
wopingxiningshen，kanzhetahuadongshoujijietongledianhua。
“zhouqingnizaina！kuailaigongsichudashile！”
周晴蹙眉。
“yeneichuanchuxiaoxi，yourenyaofengshani！ganjindaogongsilai！”