第四章配不上他
guqianlihunshenyizhen，jihukuaiyaozuobuwen。
xiangdaolezuowantadeneixiehua，‘woshuoguodehua，jiuyidinghuiduixian，haohaodengzheba。’
wulunshiqinmodasuanzuoshenmebaofu，tadoudasuanjiezhe。
danshi，quemeiyouxiangdao，huishizheige。
“ni......nishuoshenme？”
“qinmoxianghenijiehun，talaihewotilezheishi。”
gumingyanglianshangdaizhexiaorong，“zheishihaoshiaqianli，nidangchuhetabushihenhaome？suiranwanlejinian，danzheishihaoshia，erqie......”
guqianlijiuyijingtingbuxiaqu，zhijiechushengdaduanleta，“nihetatishenmejiaoyile？”
一语中的。
gumingyangdelianseyouxiexugangashanguo，“shitatichulaide，qinshidasuanzaihaichengfazhan，diyigexiangmubeishouzhumu，henduogongsidoupaochuganlanzhi，danshitaxuanlewomengushi，woxiang，tayinggaishinianjihenidejiuqing，zheixiaohuozishigezhongqingyidea，qianlini......”
guqianlideliansebaidejiuxiangyizhangzhi。
“jiuqing？”tashengyinzhandou，zichaodao，“wohetayoushenmejiuqing？wohetazhijian，youdezhiyoubeipanheshanghai！nalihaiyoujiuqing！”
tarenzhuyingmanyankuangdeleishui，“wobuguannihetadachengleshenmejiaoyi，wojujue。”
guqianlizaojiuzuohaolexinlizhunbei，keyirenshouqinmoderenhebaofu，manma、zenghenhuoshidangzhongxiuru，jiuxiangtongxuejuhuishineiyang。
dantameiyouxiangguozaihetayiqi。
cengjingdebeipanheshanghai，rangguqianlizizegengzibei，zijizaoyijing......peibushangle。
zijizaoyijinglianzhanzaitashenbiandeyongqidoumeiyoule。
beipanguo、shanghaiguo、likaiguo，wulunzijikuzhongshishenmedoubuzhongyao，yinweizaochengdeshanghaishishishizaizaide。
tahebierenjieguohunle，hailiguohunle。
自己配不上他。
zheidianlizhi，tahaishiyoude。
zheidianliangzhi，tahaishiyoude！
gumingyanghenbuman，pengyishengyonglipailezhuomian。
“wodangchushizenmebanijiajilujia，zheicijiunenggouzenmebanijiajiqinmo，qianli，nizuihaoguaiguaitinghua，bierangbofushengqi，fouze......”
“fouzeshenmeni？youxiangdangnianyiyang，yaonawobadangchunuoyonggongkuandeshiqingweixiewo？haishiyaonaqinmodeanweilaiweixiewo？”
guqianlizhanqishenlai，shenxingyouxiebuwen，weiweiyaohuangleyixia，yanshenqueshijianding。
“bofu，wobushidangchurennibaibudeguqianlile。xianzainidongbuleqinmo，erwozaigushigongzuojinian，yebushimeiyounidebabing。ruguonizaiyongwobadeshiqingweixiewo，wodabulejiuhenipingeyusiwangpo。”
guqianliyaoyaqiechi，“ruguowobaqudunjianyule，niyebuhuiyoushenmehaoxiachang，nikeyishishikan。”
gushijituanmenkoudelubian，yiliangheisedebinlijingjingtingzaineili。
jiashizuoshangdenanrenbiaoqingdanmo，muguangliangbolinlie。
kandaoneidaoxianxideshenyingconggushichulai，tayanmouweimi，muguangtouchujifenweixian。
tazoudebuwen，diediezhuangzhuang。liansecangbairuzhi。
qinmoshouzhiyonglidiwozhefangxiangpan。
guqianli，hewojiehun，jiurangnizheimenanshou？
他手机响了起来。
kandaoshangtoudehaoma，qinmomiansegengleng。
huadongpingmujieting，“jiang。”
“qinzong，woshigushigumingyang，ganggang......woheqianlishangliangguole，danshi......tabutongyi。”
qinmodemuguangchedishiquwendu，taqianxiaoleyisheng，“butongyi？dangniannibatacongwoshenbianduozoudeshihoutashizenmetongyide，xianzainijiurangtazenmetongyi。”
gumingyangziranbuhuishuodangniantayongqiangyingshouduan，weixieguqianlijiufan。
gumingyangtingdunlepianke，“wunianqian，qianlishiziyuande。”
tinglezheijuhuazhihou，qinmotingdunleyihuier，caiyiziyijucongyafengzhongjichusangezilai，“nifangpi！”
shuowanzheiju，jiujiangshoujiyonglishuaidaochechuangbolishang。
chezishifangdanbolide，feichanglaogu，shoujipingmushangsuichuzhuwangdeliehen，zuihouliangleliang，jiuwanquananlexiaqu。
qinmoyanjingbeinuqiranshangxinghong，tajiangyingdizhuantou，kanxiangzhanzaigushimenkouguqianlidedanboshenying。
自愿的？
congdayidaodasibiye，tamenzaiyiqisinian，tabatafangzaishouxinlichongzhe。
ziyuande？ziyuanpaoqita？ziyuanbeipanta？ziyuanjiajibiedenanren？
qinmobushoukongzhidilakaichemen，xiachezouguoqu。
guqianliweiweigongzheshenzi，xiangyaohuanjieyixiatounaodehunchen，danshihaishirenbuzhuyanqianyizhenzhendefahei。
tameiyouzhuyidaoshenhouzoushanglaidenanren。
tawozheshoujijiangdianhua，liansehencangbai，danshengyinhenwenrou。
“yangyangbaobei，mamayehenxiangni，niguaiguaide，zailaolaojiazaizhujitian，mamajiuguolaijieni，haoma？”
neibianxiangqihaizizhinendedaizhexiekuqiangdeshengyin，“zhendema？mamibuyaopianwowo。”
“zhende，mamahenilagou。”guqianliyouxiexinteng，haizihaixiao，zheizhenziyinweibanliheluqiyanlihundeshiqing，yizhimeitaigudeshangzheixiaojiahuo。
guxingyangzaineitoupotierxiao，“neiwodengmamilaijiewo，mua！wozuiaimami！”
guqianlilianshangdexiaoronggengjiawenrou，“mamayezuiaini，yangyangbaobei。”
jieshutonghuazhihou，guqianliwozheshoujideshou，congerbianwulidichuiluozaishenpang。
qinmotingzhetaduidianhuaneitoudewenrou。
那头是她的孩子？
xinlijuanqidaogeyibandetongchu，ta......heluqiyanjingranyouyigehaizi？！