jiexialaidejitian，anlanhuodexianggeyouhun。
neigekepadeniantouxiangzaitanaozilianlejia，niandounianbuzou。chifanxiang，zouluxiang，duizhediannaopingmufadaideshihougengxiang。weilineidianexinjingershiyoushiwu，xianggemorendexiaoyaojing，shibushijiubengchulaishuayixiacunzaigan。
“meishide，kendingjiushiyalida，neifenmishidiaole。”tayibianbianjizijizuoxinlijianshe，qitubaneidianyilvyaxiaqu，“nayouneimeqiao？pianpianshizheigeshihou？”
keyueshiyayi，neiniantoujiuyueshifengzhang。tashenzhikaishitoutoumomoshangwangcha——“zaoyunfanyingyounaxie”、“yanyunbangduojiunengcechulai”。meicikanwandouxinjingroutiao，ranhouxiangzuozeiyiyangganjinqingchuliulanjilu。
tameifabuquxiang。yaoshizhende…zenmeban？
告诉苏砚？
deleba。tajihunenglikexiangxiangchutaneizhangmeishenmebiaoqingdelian，dingduozhouyixiamei，ranhoulengjingdi、xiangchulishangyeweijiyiyangjichujige“jiejuefangan”，shuobudinghaihuihuaiyizheihaizishibushitade。bijingtamenlihunqianneiduanshijian，guanxilengdenengdongsiren。lihunlecaibengchugehaizi？taitamagouxuele，liandianshijudoubuganzheimeyan。
自己生下来？
zheigeniantoubengchulaideshihou，anlanzijidouheleyitiao。taxiayishidimolemoxiaofu，neiliyijiupingtan，shenmeyeganjuebudao。keshiyizhongmoshengde、daizhediansuansederouruanqingxu，qiaoqiaomanleshanglai。danjinjiezhejiushipaishandaohaidekonghuang——tayigeren，zenmeyang？gongzuogangwending，fangzububianyi，naifenqian、niaobuqian、shangxue…cao，guangxiangxiangjiutoupifama。
打掉？
xinlimengdiyichou，xiangbeizhenzhaleyixia。tashuaishuaitou，qiangpozijibuzaiquxiang。
rizijiuzaizheizhongxinshenbuning、ziwozhemoliaileguoqu。neidianzaoyunfanyingmeineimeqiangliele，tajihukuaiyaoshuofuzijijiushiyichangcuojue。
zhidaozhouwuxiawu，gongsiyougexiangmuqinggongyan。dajiachaochaorangrangdiquchiriliao。cishenchuanduanshanglaideshihou，sanwenyunanshanzheyoudeyouguang，tongshimenfenfendongkuai。
anlanyiqianzuiaizheige。keneitian，tagangnaqikuaizi，jiaqiyikuai，haimeisongdaozuibian，neigushengyuxingqimengdizuanjinbizi。
xiayimiao，haowuyuzhaodefanweiganmengdidingleshanglai，bishangcichisuanlafenhaiyaoxiongyongjulie！
talianseshuayixiabaile，mengdirengxiakuaizi，wuzhezui，zaiyipianhuanshengxiaoyuzhongliangqiangzhechongchulebaojian，yitouzhajinxishoujian。
zheiyici，tatudetianhundian，danzhidoukuaiouchulaile。yanleibushoukongzhidiwangwaibiao，zhenggerenxutuodichengzhexishoutai，kanzhejingzilineigelangbeibukan、yanquantonghongdeziji。
完了。
zheixia，ziqiqirendouzuobudaole。
xinlineidianjiaoxingbeichedijidefensui。yizhongjudade、binglengdekonghuangshunjianjuezhuleta，shoujiaodouzaifaliang。
taqinglejia，jihushipiaozhehuijiade。zuozaichuzucheli，kanzhechuangwaifeisulveguodejiejing，zhenggerendoushimude。
diertianyizao，taxianggejijiangbenfuxingchangdelieshi，daishangmojingkouzhao，quanfuwuzhuangdiliujinlelijiazuijindeyijiayaodian，xintiaokuaideyaocongsangziyanlibengchulai。shouzhizhandouzhe，zaihuojiashangfeikuaidizhualeliangzhibutongpaizideyanyunbang，fuqiandeshihoutoudoubugantai。
huidaojia，fansuoshangmen。tadingzhexishoutaishangneiliangzhixiaoxiaode、quekenengjuedingtaweilaimingyundedongxi，zuolezuzushifenzhongdexinlijianshe。
妈的，死就死吧！
anzhaoshuomingshucaozuowan，tabayanyunbangpingfangzaixishoutaishang，ranhouxiangduozhadanyiyangtuikaijibu，sisididingzheta。
shijianyimiaoyimiaodiguoqu，anjingdenengtingdaozijileiguyiyangdexintiaosheng。
zhongyu，neixiaoxiaodexianshichuangkouli，hongsedexiantiaoyidiandianfuxianchulai。
xianshidiyitiao…ranhou，jihushihaowuxuanniande，diertiaoxianyeqingxidi、haobuhanhudichuxianle！
两条杠！
刺眼得像是审判。
anlantuiyiruan，houbeimengdizhuangzaibingliangdecizhuanqiangshang，manmanhuazuodaodishang。
操…真的中了。
danaoyipiankongbai，wengwengzuoxiang。shijiehaoxiangshunjianbeichouzoulesuoyoushengyin，zhishengxiayizhonghuangmiudebuzhenshigan。tazhende…huaiyunle。zaiganggangnadaolihunzhengmeiduojiudeshihou，huailetaqianfudehaizi。
zheitamashishenmejueshiwanxiao？
buzhidaozaidishangzuoleduojiu，zhidaobingliangdedibantouguoyifushenjinlai，dongdetayigejiling。tazhengzhazhepaqilai，kanzhejingzilineigeliansecanbairuguidenvren。
buxing，bunenghuang。anlan，bunenghuang。
tashenxijikouqi，qiangpozijilengjingxialai。yaodianmaideshizhiyeyoukenengbuzhun，duiba？wanyi…wanyishizhahuni？
dui，quyiyuan！chouxue！zuobchao！yaozuizhongpanjue！
tajihushipingjiebenneng，likenachushoujiyuyuelezuijinyijiafuyouyiyuandehao。shouzhidoudelihai，shucuolehaojicimima。
diertianquyiyuan，meiyibudouxiangshicaizaimianhuashang。guahao，paidui，chouxue。dangbinglengdezhentoucijinxueguanshi，tafanerqiyidizhendingleyidian。
dengdaijieguodeshijianmanzhangyoujianao。tazuozaizoulangbingliangdesuliaoyizishang，kanzhezhouweilailaiwangwangdeyunfu，youdebeizhangfuxiaoxinyiyichanfuzhe，youdemozhelongqideduziyilianxingfu。zhiyouta，xingdanyingzhi，xianggewurucidideyilei。
xinlisuansuanzhangzhangde，shuobushangshishenmeziwei。youdianxianmu，youdianweiqu，gengduodeshiputiangaididemangranhewuzhu。
zhongyu，hushijiaodaoletademingzi。
tajihushipingzhuhuxijieguoneizhangbobodebaogaodan。muguangfeikuaidisaoguoneixiehuisedeyixuezhibiao，zuihoudinggezaineiyixingjielunshang——
“renshenzhuangtai，yue5zhou+。”
baizhiheizi。tiezhengrushan。
zuihouyisijiaoxingbeichediniansui。
taniezheneizhangzhi，shouzhiyonglidaojihuyaobatazuanpo。naozililuanchengyiguozhou，wengwengde。
zhendeyoule。tahesuyandehaizi。zaitayiweiyiqiedoujieshuledeshihou，yiyizhongzuiyixiangbudaodefangshi，zhongxinjiangtamenkunbangzaiyiqi。
zenmeban？xianzaidaodigaizenmeban？
tashihunluopodizouchuyiyuan，yangguangciyan，taquejuedehunshenfaleng。zhanzaicheshuimalongdejietou，yizhongjudadeguduganshunjianjiangtatunmei。
taxiayishidinachushouji，zhijianxuanzaisuyandehaomashang，zhandouzhe，queshizhonganbuxiaqu。
gaosuta？ranhouni？dedaotalizhiyoubinglengde“anpai”？tashenzhinengcaidaotahuishuoshenme——“shengxialai，sujiayangdeqi”，huozhegengzao，“dadiao，zheiduiwomendouhao”。
qutamadesujia！qutamadeanpai！
yiguwuminghuomengdicuanshanglai，jiazazheshuobuqingdeweiquhejueqiang。
tamengdianxilepingmu，bashoujisaihuikoudai。
不。不能说。
zheishitadehaizi。shitayigerendeshi。hesuyan，heneigeyijingsanledejia，doumeiguanxile。
tataiqishou，qingqingdi、xiaoxinyiyidifangzaizijixiaofushang。neiliyiranpingtan，anjingdefangfoshenmedoumeiyou。ketazhidao，youyigexiaoshengmingzhengzaineiliqiaoqiaoshenggenfaya。
yizhonghunzazhekongju、wucuo、mangran，queyouyouyisijiqiweiruode、qiyiderouruanqingxu，zaitaxinkoumanyankai。
tashenxiyikouqi，taiqitou，nulibayankuanglineidianbuzhengqideshiyibihuiqu。
“zouba。”taduizijishuo，shengyinqingdexiangeryu，quedaizheyizhongpofuchenzhoudejuexin，“anlan，congjintianqi，nizhinengkaozijile。”
tazuanjinleshoulidehuayandan，maikaibuzi，huiruxixirangrangderenliu。qianfangdelumohubuqing，dantazhidao，meiyouhuitoulule。
zhishitabuzhidao，jiuzaijieduimianyiliangbuqiyandeheisejiaocheli，yishuangshenchendeyanjing，zhengtouguochechuang，chenmodizhuisuizhetacangbaierdanbodebeiying，zhidaotaxiaoshizairenhaijintou。