第4章
jiehunzheixienianli，taduitaneimehao，waimianderendouxianmutajialegehaolaogong，tayejuedezijihenxingyun。
keshi，tameiyouxiangdao，cengjingduitajiqichongaiderenyouyitiandaitazheibanlengmowuqing。
meihaodeguowangguoranrutonghuanjing。
不能当真。
ruguozhendedangzhen，huishudaoyibaitudi。
neixiemeihaorutongpaomobanposui，zaidahaibianxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。
jiangqingyadixiatouqu，baixirouruandexiaoshouwuyishidifumoshangzijidefubu，zaixinliduihaizishuodao:“baobao，nidebababuxihuanni，shenzhixiangeshadiaonideshengming，dan，mamazaizheishishangyitian，cishengbidinghunizhouquan。”
xiangdaozheili，tataiqitoulai。
neishuangqingchejiandidemouzilimanshiguzhijijiandejueqiang:“gucheng，woyidingyaoliuxiazheigehaizi，napanichifanduitaidu。”
guchengdelianseshunjianyinchenxialai，chenshengshuodao:“jiangqingya，nibudongshile。”
jiangqingyajinyaozhuzijidexiachun，yanleikekegunluo:“wojibianshiguaiqiaodongshi，yehuanbulainidelianmin，niyebukenengrangwoliuxiabaobao，suoyiwoyouhebijixudongshini？”
weileta，tafuchuneimeduo，haibugoudongshime？jieguotadeguaiqiaodongshihuanlaileshenme？
kandaotayanmoulidejueqiang，guchengshenbukecedemoudiyunniangzhediandiandididenuyi，tahuoranjiandatabuzaicizouxiangta，niezhutadexiahan:“jiangqingya，zheigehaizizhihuishiwohezhaoqianzhijiandeyinhuan，rujinwomenlihunkeburonghuan，nixianzaihuaiyun，zheihaizijiushigemafan。”
“wojinggaoni，nizuihaoguaiguaidadiaozheigehaizi，buyaojiworemafan，gengbiewangxiangnazheigehaizikunbangniwozhijianyisheng。”
jiangqingyagouqichunjiao，weiweiyixiao。
neixiaoronglingxiatianshengkaidewanqianhuaduodouanranshise，tadandandifanwen:“ruguowoshuobuni？zheihaiziduinilaishuoshiyinhuan，shimafan，duiwolaishuo，tashiwoquanbudexiwang，shiwoshengmingdeyanxu。”
guchengqideyaoyaqiechi，hantamingzi:“jiangqingya。”
jiangqingyataimou，yanjiemaozaichuangwaiyangguangdezhaoshexiayouzheqianqiandeyinying，rutongqingtingpaidazheboruchanyidechibang，qingqingzhandou。
tajinminzhechun，yijiujueqiangdiyingshizhetademuguang，meiyousihaodeyouyuhehoutui。
zheiyike，guchengdiyicijuedemianqiandenvhairucimosheng。
“nixianzaiguzhijueqiangdemoyanghepingshihaizhenshipanruoliangren。”
jiangqingyayouhechangtingbuchutayuqilidechaofeng。
nvhaiziweiweigouqichunjiao，xiaole:“shiyouruhe？”
guchengjiazhongzijishouzhongdelidao:“jiangqingya，meiyourenkeyiwuniwodemingling，baokuoni，nizuihaobuyaoshitujinuwo。”
xiahanchuchuanlaidetengtongrangjiangqingyadaochouleyikoulengqi。
nvhaizizhengzhazheshitutuikainanrendeshou，neizhangjingzhidexiaolianshangmanshiqiliang:“gucheng，woconglaimeixiangguoyaojinuni，wocongshizhizhongxiangyaodebuguoshiwofuzhonghaizinenggoupinganchushengbale。”
guchengshenbukecedeshuangmoubiandexinghong，zhoushenmanmanjujichuyigubinglengdehanyi:“jiangqingya，wozaigaosuniyici，wobuhuirangzheigehaizichushi。”
kanzhemianqiannanrendejueqing，jiangqingyayongjinquanshenliqishenchushouqutuimianqiandenanren，qingchedemoudimanshiyingyingleiguang:“gucheng，nijiusuanshihaizideqinshengfuqin，niyemeiquanlieshadiaotadeshengming。”
guchengyouxiejiaobubuwendiliangqiangzhehoutui，tabuganzhixindikanzhebuyuanchudenvhaizi，bumingbaiyixiangrouruodetacongnalizishengchuzheimedaliqi，jingrannengbatatuikai。
tayaojinlezijidehoucaoya:“jiangqingya，nibiejingjiubuchichifajiu。”
jiangqingyadelianshangshiyipianmangrandeqiliang。
duia！tazenmewangjile，mianqianzheigenanrenkeshigaogaozaishangdeguzong，zhangwozhefguodejingjimingmai，wurenganwunita，taquebuzhitiangaodihouditiaozhantadequanwei。
keyixiangdaoduzilidehaizi，jiangqingyajiushuodao:“gucheng，jingjiubuchichifajiudeshuangwoyigerenpinchang。”
yanxiazhiyijiushi，buguantataiduruhe，tayidingyaoliuxiazheigehaizi。
guchengwen:“nizhiyiyaoliuxiatashima？”
jiangqingyajulilizheng:“gucheng，haizishizhongshiwugude。”
guchengneizhangjunmeiwuxiadelianshangfuxianchuyimolengxiao:“neikeyoubudeni。”
guchengbaixixiuzhangdeshuangshouhebingzaiyiqi，paileliangxiabazhang。
jiujinlailianggebaobiao，hejigehushi，yijiliangsangechuanzhebaidaguadeyisheng。
jiangqingyabazhangdadexiaolianshangfuxianchuyimokongjulai，tadeshengyinbuzijuedichanzazheyisizhandou:“gucheng，niyaozuoshenme？”
nanrenliangboeryoucanrendehuayuzaitaerbianxiangqi:“ziranshijinizuoshoushu，nadiaonifuzhongdehaizi。”
jiangqingyafengkuangdiyaozhetou，buduandihoutui，zhidaotadetuichupengdaobingchuangdebianyuan:“buyao，wobuyaozuoshoushu。”
tadeshuangshousisidiwuzhezijideduzi，neishuangqingchedeyanzhongmanshiaiqiu:“gucheng，buyao......”
danshiguchengzheiciquebuzaihuidata，zhishilenglengdizhuanguoshenqu，beiduizheta，zainiguangzhongfushouerli，wanrugaogaozaishangdetianshenyiban。
zhidaolianggebaobiaozoudaojiangqingyashenpang，lakaitahuzheduzideshou，yanmoulideaiqiubianchengleshiwang，zhidaotapinsidikang，quandajiaoti，kehaishihenkuaibeizhifu，bingqiebeihushianzaileshoushutaishang。
手术室内。
guchengzhuanguotoulai，kandaodeshitangzaishoushutaishangjiangqingya。
bazhangdadexiaolianshangtouzhewufayanshuodejuewang，nvhaibuzaizhengzha，yebuzaikunao，zhishiyanshenkongdongdijinjindingzhetoudingdetianhuaban，leishuishunzhelianjiahualuozaixuebaidezhentou，xingchengxiaoxiaode、shirundehenji。
guchengcongweijianguotazheifumoyang，xinkoufangfobeishitouduzhu，chuanbuguoqi，fangfokuaiyaozhixi。
tazhuanguotouqu，buzaikanta，shengpazijihuixinruan。
“gucheng，niguolai，woyouhuayaoduinishuo。”nvhaizicongshoushutaishangzhengzhazhezuoqishenlai。
顾城走到她的身边。
nvhaizidexiaoshouyonglizuanjinletadeyiling，coujintadeerbianqingshengshuodao:“gucheng，nijiushigeguizishou，niqinshoumoushalezijidehaizi，baobaodeyinglingyidinghuizhaonifuchou。”
shuowannvhaizihahadaxiaoqilai，suirantashizaixiao，keyanlifenmingmeiyoubanfenxiaoyi，fenmingshishiyingyingshanshuodeleiguang。
neiyike，guchengxinruanle。
danshitabiaomianyijiubudongshengse，neixinzaoyifengqiyunyong，tuchudehuayuyishiwuqing:“hao，wodengzhe。”