diyizhang：jingshenchuhuyushuixiangzhen，zhajinchengshidegusui。wozhanzaipeigongguandexuanguan，
shoulizuanzheneifenlihunxieyi，zhijiaoyibeiwozhijiandehanjindeweiweifazhou。wochuanzheyijianmibaiseyangrongdayi，
lingkoubiezheyimeizhenzhuxiongzhen——neishisannianqianjiehunneitian，
yongrencongkufangfanchulai、mianqiangcoushude「xinhunliwu」。woditoukanzhezijideyingzi，beishuijingdengladehenzhang，
xiangyitiaobeidingzaidishangdeshe。「jiang**，peizongzaishufangdengnin。」guanjiachenyidizhetou，
shengyinqingdexiangpajingraolezheizuosijidezhaizi。womeiyouyingsheng，zhishibaxieyiqingqingfangzaihongmujushang，
fachu「da」deyishengqingxiang。neishengyinbuda，quexiangyibadao，huapolezheidongbainianlaozhaidechenmo。
womeizouzhengting，ershiraoguohuilang，chuanguoneitiaozhongmanbaimeiguidezhanglang——neishipeiyanmingrenzhongde，
shuoshi「taxihuandehua」。kewocongweishuoguoxihuan。wozhizaihunlineitian，suikoutileyiju「baimeiguixiangxue」。
rujin，meiguifengzhang，tengmanpamanletieyiweilan，xiangyichangwushengdeqiujin。shufangmenxuyanzhe。wotuimenerru。
peiyanzuozaiheitanshuzhuohou，yishenshenhuisexizhuang，xiukouluchuyijiebojinwanbiao，lengguangciyan。tazhengzaipiwenjian，
touyemeitai，zhidandandao：「laile。」「ng。」wozhanzaimenkou，xiangyigedengdaixuanpandefanren。
tazhongyutaiyan。neishuangyanjing，sannianruyiridileng，xiangshendongdehumian，jiezheyicengbobing，
dixiashikanbutoudeshenyuan。「qianle？」「qianle。」wocongbaolinachulingyifenxieyi，fangzaizhuoshang，
「jingshenchuhu，wuzhengyi，wufuyangquanyaoqiu。」tasaoleyiyan，chunjiaojibukechadidongledong，xiangshixiao，
youxiangshijifeng：「daoshihengancui。」wochenmo。shia，hengancui。jiuxiangsannianqianwozoujinzheishanmenshi，
tayeshizheiyangyijuhua：「jiangyanzhi，nishiwopeijiadeshaofuren，danbiezhiwangwohuiaini。」woneishimeiku，
xianzaiyebugaiku。keyankuanghaishirele。woditou，kanjianzijizuoshouwumingzhishangdezuanjie——3.2kela，
peijiadingzhi，quanqiuweiyibianhao。wocengyiwei，neishiaidexiangzheng。xianzai，wohuanhuanjiangtazhaixia，
qingqingfangzaixieyishang。「haini。」tademuguangluozaineimeijiezhishang，tingleliangmiao，caitaiyan：「nizouba，
biezaihuilai。」wodexin，xiangbeineiliangmiaodetingdunhenhenwanleyixia。wozhuanshen，zouchushufang，jiaobuhenwen，
xiangcaizaidaojianshangquebukenjiaoteng。womeizuoche，yemeijiaosiji。wojiuneiyangzouchulepeigongguandedamen。
yuhaizaixia。wochengkaisan，baiseleisibian，shitaquniansongdeshengriliwu——wocongmeiyongguo，jintianteyidaishang。
sangu「ka」diyishengchengkai，xiangyibabaohuwodegu，yexiangyibacixiangguoqudedao。woyanzhezhangxiangzou，
xinglixiangdelunzinianguoshiluludeqingshiban，fachu「gulu、gulu」deshengyin，xiangzaiku。
wozhidaileyige24cundedengjixiang，
limianshijijianyifu、yibenhuzhao、yizhangxiaoxingdezhaopian——neishiwotoutouzangzaishuzhuangtaijiacenglide，
zhaopianshangdehaizihaibuhuishuohua，zhihuiduizhewoxiao。womeidairenhepeijiadedongxi。lianneitiaowozuiaidesijin，
doumeina。wozhidao，congjintianqi，wobuzaishi「peitaitai」。wozhishijiangyanzhi。
yigezhongyukeyiweizijihuoyicidenvren。sannianqian·hunliyexiangbintazaidengguangxialiuzhuanzhejinsedeguang，
binkexiaoyuyingying，sheyingshimangzhezhuapai「jintongyunv」dexingfushunjian。wochuanzhedingzhihunsha，toushachuiluo，
zhezhulewoyandidemangran。wobushibuaipeiyan。woshiaide。daxueshi，tashifaxueyuanfengyunrenwu，
woshimeishuxideanjingcainv。wocengtoutouhuaguotadecelian，zangzaisumiaobenzuishenchu。keneichanglianai，
zhichixulesangeyue。tachuguo，woliuxia。zaijianmian，yishisannianhou。tazhanzaipeijialaozhaimenkou，xizhuangbiting，
yanshenlengdan：「jiangyanzhi，woxuyaoyigeqizi，niyuanyima？」wowen：「weishenmeshiwo？」
tashuo：「nianjing，buhuichao。」woxiaole：「jiuyinweizheige？」「haiyouyigeyuanyin。」tadunledun，
「nibuhuirangwodongxin。」neiyike，wodexin，xiangbeishenmehenhencileyixia。kewohaishidayingle。yinwei，
wocongweitingzhiaita。hunlijieshu，binkesanqu。wozuozaihunfangdeshuzhuangtaiqian，xiexiatousha，
jingzilidenvrenzhuangrongjingzhi，yanshenkongdong。menkaile。peiyanzoujinlai，jielelingdai，shengyinlengdan：「shuiba，
mingtianhaiyoumeiticaifang。」womeidong。takanlewoyiyan：「zenme？」woguqiyongqi，qingshengwen：「peiyan，
women……nengxiangputongfuqiyiyang，shishikanma？」tachenmolejimiao，ranhouzoudaochuangbian，tuoxiawaitao，
dandandao：「jiangyanzhi，woquni，shiweilelianyin，bushiweileaiqing。nizhiyaojizhuzheiyidian，jiubuhuinanguo。
」wojiangzaiyuandi。tatangxia，beiduizhewo，zaimeishuohua。neiyiye，wozhengyandaotianliang。「takuawodefangshi，
xiangzaiyanshouyijianbuhuichushengdejiaju。」yinianqian·yelandeshengriyanpeijiasirenhuisuo，shuijingdiaodengcuican，
xiangbintapang，yelanchuanzheyixihongqun，xiangyituanranshaodehuo。tashipeiyandeqingmeizhuma，yishucezhanren，
meidezhangyang，yehendechedi。wozuozaijiaoluo，chuanzheyitiaosusezhangqun，xiangyifubeiyiwangdejiuhua。「ai，
nimenshuo，peishaoqujiangyanzhi，shibushiyinwei……tazhangdexiangtachulian？」「kebushi？
tingshuoneichulianchehuosile，jiangyanzhishitishen。」「tishenyejiusuanle，guanjianshi——peishaocongbupengta！
nimenxinma？jiehunyinian，zhuwokongzhe，tashuishufang！」wowozhejiubeideshouweiweifadou。wozhidaozheixieliuyan，
danwocongbubianjie。yinweibianjie，zhihuihuanlaigenghendexiuru。guoran，yelanduanzhejiubeizouguolai，
xiaoyiyingying：「yanzhi，yigerenzaizheierfadai？peiyanni？」「tayouyingchou。」wodandandadao。yelanqingxiao，
coujinwoerbian，shengyintiandexiangdu：「nizhidaoma？tajinwanshipeiwojiantouziren。tashuo……hewozaiyiqi，
caixiangzai『tanhezuo』。」womengditaitou。taquexiaodegengcanlan：「zenme？xintengle？keniwangle，
nizhishitade『baishe』，lianpengyixiadoubupei。」shuowan，tazhuanshenliqu，qunbaihuaguowodeshoubei，
xiangyitiaoshedexinzi。woditou，kanjianshoubeibeihuachuyidaohonghen。womeica。wojiuneiyangzuozhe，
zhidaopeiyanhuilai。tayishenjiuqi，kanyemeikanwo：「huijia。」cheshang，wozhongyurenbuzhu，
qingshengwen：「niheyelan……henshu？」talengxiao：「tabiwodongyishu，biwodongshichang，
yebiwo……dongzenmetanhezuo。」wobishangyan，xinxiangbeiniansui。「tapazang，
kewocaishineigebeidangchengchenaideren。」qigeyueqian·liuchanneiyewohuaiyunle。sangeyue。wobugangaosupeiyan。
keyelanzhidaole。shengriyanhoudisantian，tayuewoqushandingmeishuguankanzhan。yuye，shanlushihua。
wozailoutizhuanjiao，bei「buxiaoxin」zhuangleyixia。neiyishunjian，wotingjianzijishentiliyoushenmedongxisuile。
wodaozaixuebozhong，yushuihunzhexueshui，shunzhetaijiewangxialiu。jiuhuchelaidehenkuai。yishengshuo：「taixinweiruo，
kenengbaobuzhu。」wotangzaibingchuangshang，hunshenfadou，zhiqiuyijuhua——peiyandedianhua。kedengleyiye，meiyou。
zhidaodiertianzhongwu，chenyicaiqiaoqiaogaosuwo：「peizongshuo……zhidaole。」jiuzheisangezi。「zhidaole。」
wobishangyan，leishuiwushenghualuo。kejiuzaishoushuqian，yishengturanchongjinlai：「dengdeng！taixinhaiyouweiruotiaodong！
womenshishiqiangjiu！」womengdizhengkaiyan，xiangzhuazhuzuihouyigendaocao。「jiuta……qiunimen，jiuta……」
neiyiye，woqianxiasuoyoufengxianxieyi，yongjinsuoyoujixu，qiuyishengbahaizijiuhuilai。haizihuole。shigenanhai。
wojitaquming「xiaoxing」——woshengmingzhong，weiyideguang。womeigaosurenheren。woqinglezhangjia，
shuo「shentibushi」，shizedaizhegangchushengdehaizi，qiaoranxiaoshi。wozoudeneitian，xiazhedayu。
wozhanzaipeigongguanmenkou，huitoukanleyiyanneishanwocengyiweihuishijiademen。ranhou，zhuanshen，zouruyumu。
「yuanlai『zhidaole』zheisangezi，keyibi『qusiba』gengleng。」xianzai·yuzhongwozoudaoditiezhan，shouqisan，
yushuidashiletoufa。woditou，kanjianshoujipingmuliangle。shichengyanfalaidexiaoxi：「fangzizhunbeihaole，
zaichengxi，anjing，anquan。haizi……dengnihuijia。」woyankuangyire。chengyanshiwogongzuoshidefalvguwen，
sannianlai，momobangwochuliyiqiefalvshiwu，congbuyuejie，yecongbulikai。womeiaishangta。danwoganjita。
shitazaiwozuiheideyeli，dilaiyizhandeng。wohuifu：「kuaile。」wozoujinditie，zhaolegejiaoluozuoxia。
duimianguanggaopingzhengzaibofangpeishijituandexinpinfabuhui。peiyanzhanzaitaishang，xizhuangbiting，yanshenlengjun，
jieshoujizhecaifang。jizhewen：「peizong，guanyuninyujiangtaitaidehunyin，waijieyouhenduocaice……」
tadaduan：「jiangyanzhi？tazhishipeijiadeyigeguoke。guoke，dongma？」jingtouqiedaotacelian，lengmo，wuqing。
wokanzhepingmulideta，huranxiaole。xiaodeyanleidouchulaile。woditou，congbaolimochuyizhangjipiao。
ruishi·sulishi。riqi：mingtian。hangban：cx386woqingqingfumojipiao，xiangfumoyigezhongshengdemeng。
「xiaoxing，」woqingshengshuo，「mamadainizou。」yuhaizaixia。ditiehuxiaoerguo，zaizhewoshixiangheiandesuidao。
erzaichengshidelingyiduan，peigongguan。chenyishoushixuanguan，kanjianneimeizuanjiehelihunxieyi。tanaqijiezhi，
youyupianke，haishifangjinlechouti。ketameikanjian——xieyibeimian，youyixingjixiaodezi，shiwoyongqianbixiede，
qingdexiangyishengtanxi：「peiyan，wocengyongsannian，jiazhuangshinishengminglidebaishe。qishi……wozaojiu，
buxiangyanle。」tagengmeikanjian——woliuzaishufangchoutilideneifenwenjian。「**lengdongzhiqingtongyishu」
juanzengren：peiyan。bianhao：p-2022-0719beizhu：yongyuweilaipeioushengyu。wobata，
liantongshiguanyingerdeyiliaojilu，yiqifuyinlesanfen。yifenzangzairuishibaoxianxiang。yifenjiaojichengyan。yifen，
wodasuan……denghaizimanyueneitian，jijipeiyan。dierzhang：tahuaiyunle。ruishidedongtian，xueluodeanjing。
wozhanzaisulishijiaowaidesirenzhensuowai，huxizailengkongqizhongningchengbaiwu。
「kinderwunschzentrum–ihrtraumvonfamilie」
（shengyuzhongxin——ninguanyujiatingdemengxiang）。wotuimenerru。nuanqipumian，xiaodushuiweihendan，
querdaizhideshiyilvruoyouruowudechenghuaxiang。qiantaihushitaitou，weixiao：「ninanvshi，ninlaile。」
wodiantou，zhaixiashoutao，luchuwumingzhishangdesuquanjiezhi——bushihunjie，shichengyanbangwomaide，
yonglaiyingfumeiti。「peitaiyizhi，jintianjinxing？」「shide。」taheduiwenjian，
「bianhaop-2022-0719，yijiedong，fayulianghao。yishengzaidengnin。」wozoujinzhenshi。baiqiang，
baichuang，baichuanglian。weiyideyanse，shizhuoshangneizhichazaibolipinglidebaimeigui——chengyanrangrensonglaide，
kapianshangxiezhe：「yuannisuoyuan，jiechengzhen。」wotangshangchuang，shuangtuiweiqu，xiangqigeyueqianzaichankeneiyang。
kezheiyici，wobuzaizhandou。yishengqingshengshuo：「fangsong，henkuaijiuhao。」wobishangyan。daoguantuijintinei，
xiangyigenxixiaodexiwang，zhajinwosannianlaihuangwudezigong。「youxienvren，bushibeinanrenzhengjiude，
ershiyongzijidefangshi，zhongxinyunyuziji。」sangeyueqian·bingxianglide**。wozuozaisulishigongyudechufang，
shoulinazheneifen《**lengdongzhiqingtongyishu》。bianhao：p-2022-0719juanzengren：peiyan。
beizhu：yongyuweilaipeioushengyu。wodingzhe「weilaipeiou」sigezi，xiaole。weilaipeiou？
tadagaizuomengyexiangbudao，zheifenbengaiyongyuta「zhenai」de**，huibeiwo，yigebeitachengwei「guoke」
denvren，naquyunyuxinshengming。wodakaibaoxianxiang，quchulingyifenwenjian：《shiguanyingerfalvxieyi》。
chengyanbangwobande。「niquedingyaozheimezuo？」tadangshiwenwo，yanshenfuza，「zheibushifuchou，
shibazijiyedajinqu。」「bu。」woyaotou，「zheishiwoweiyinengnahuidezhudongquan。」tachenmoliangjiu，
caishuo：「ruguohaizichusheng，tayidinghuichadao。」「wozhidao。」wokanzhechuangwaixueluo，
「suoyiwocaiyaorangtaqinyankanzhe——tayiweide『guoke』，yongtadejiyin，
chuangzaoleyigetazaiyewufahushideshengming。」liangzhouhou·yanyun。wozhanzaixishoujian，dingzheyanyunbang。liangtiaoxian。
shenhong，qingxi，burongzhiyi。wodunxia，beikaomatong，kule。bushiyinweihuaiyun。
shiyinwei——wozhongyubuzaishineigebeiliuchandingyidenvrenle。wonaqishouji，dakaijiamixiangce，
diankaiyiduanshipin。shixiaoxingdiyicixiao。tatangzaiyingerchuangli，zhuazheyizhimaorongxiong，huranliezui，
gegedixiaoqilai。woduizhepingmuqingshengshuo：「xiaoxing，mamayaojinishenggedidile。」chuangwai，xuehaizaixia。
wohuranxiangqidaxueshi，peiyanzaifalikeshangshuo：「shengmingquan，shizuijibenderenquan。」
ketawangle——boduoyigemuqinyunyudequanli，bishasitagengcanren。yigeyuehou·chuzhen。sulishifuchanke。
yishengnazhebchaotu，weixiao：「ninanvshi，peitaizhechuanglianghao，xintiaozhengchang。ninhenxingyun。」
wokanzhepingmushangdexiaoguangdian，xiangyikexing。「nengzhidaoxingbiema？」「haitaizao。」taxiao，
「danjiyinjiancexianshi，fuqinjiyinfeichangyouzhi——gaozhishang，diyichuanbingfengxian。ninxianshengyidinghenjiankang。」
woxiaole：「tabushiwoxiansheng。」talengzhu：「nei……？」「tashijuanzengzhe。」woqingmiaodanxie，
「nimingde。」tameizaiwen。kewozhidao，tayanliyoutongqing。shia，zaitakanlai，
woshigeliyi、duzizuoshiguan、haiyaozaiyundenvren。ketabuzhidao——wobushizaigududishengyu，
woshizaiwanchengyichangjingxincehuadefuchou。huiguoqianxi·chengyandejinggao。chengyanlaizhaowo，daileyipinghongjiu。
「haizideshi，nizhenyaogaosuta？」「bu。」woyaotou，「woyaorangmeitigaosuta。」tazhoumei：「yanzhi，
zheitaihenle。」「hen？」wolengxiao，「tarangwoliuchanshi，xiangguo『hen』ma？
tadangzhesuoyourenshuowoshi『guoke』shi，xiangguo『hen』ma？」chengyanchenmo。liangjiu，
tacaishuo：「kehaizi……huichengweichouma。」「bu。」wokanzhechuangwaidexue，「haizibushichouma，shizhenxiang。
woyaorangquanshijiezhidao——peiyan，nikouzhongde「guoke」，huaideshinidezhong。niguizheqiude，
shiniqinshoutuikaideren。」sangeyuehou·guiguo。wozhanzaibeijingjichang，dayiguojin，zhezhuweiweilongqidexiaofu。
chengyantuizhexingli，dishengwen：「zhenyaozhuhuichengxineitaofang？」「ng。」womozheduzi，「woyaorangta，
yibubu，zoujinwoshedeju。」womenshangche。shoujizhendong。shigongzuoshizhuli：「jie，resouzhale！
#ninasuzaihun#shanglediyi！」wodiankai。
weiboresoubangshou：《shenmifuhaochengyanyuninasudengjijiehun！hunhoushoushaiyunzhao，
xingfumanyi》peitu：yizhangmohudeceying，wofuzheyaozhanzaiyangtaishang，chengyanzhanzaiwoshenhou，shoudazaiwojianshang。
zhaopianshijiade。shiworangzhulipde。keresoushizhende。chengyankanzhewo：「nizaojiuanpaihaole。」
woxiaole：「dangran。」woyaorangpeiyan，congquanwangzhufuzhong，dudongwodebaofu——nibuyaode，wopianyaorangta，
chengweiwozuiyaoyandexunzhang。」dangwan·peigongguan。wodakaidiannao，dengluyigenimingjiankongzhanghao。
neishiwolikaiqian，zaipeigongguanshufangzhuangde。huamianli，peiyanzuozaishuzhuoqian，shoujiliangzhe。tazhengzaikanresou。
shouzhihuadong，diankaineizhang「yunzhao」。tadingzhekanlehenjiu。ranhou，tahuranqishen，yiquanzaxiangqiangbi。
jiankonglichuanlaiyishengmenxiang。taditou，shoubeishenxue。ketameica。tazhishizhanzaichuangqian，wangzhechengshidenghuo，
xiangyizunbeiyiqidediaoxiang。woguandiaojiankong。naqichuangtoudebchaodan。taieryi12zhou。
woqingshengshuo：「xiaoxing，didi，mamahuilaile。」zheiyici，lundaotamenguizheqiuwole。」
disanzhang：tafengle。wozhanzaiguojizhubaozhandettaibian，dengguanghaiweiliangqi，renqundishengyilun。
dayiguodeyanshi，keyunduyizangbuzhu。zhulijinzhangdiwen：「jie，zhenyaoxianzailulian？
peishineibian……yijingpairenlaile。」wofuzheduzi，qingxiao：「rangtamenlai。woxiaoshidesannian，
tamenshuowosile；wohuilaihuaiyun，tamenshuowopian。neijintian，wojiurangtamenqinyankanzhe——wo，jiangyanzhi，
huozhe，qiebukehushi。」kaimu·guangyingzhijian。ttailiangqi。
wodezuopin《xingyun》huanhuanzhanchu——yitiaoyousuizuanyuheijinbianzhidexianglian，zhongyangqianzheyikeshenlanbaoshi，
xiangzhuiluodexingchen。zhuchirenjieshao：「zheishininasudexinzuo《xingyun》，
lingganlaizi『yichangbeiyanmaidezhongsheng』。」taixiazhangshengleidong。
jizhejuzhehuatongchongshanglai：「ninasu！gongxininzaihunhuaiyun！qingwenhaizidefuqinshichengyanxianshengma？
」woweixiao，shouqingqingfushangxiaofu：「haizi……defuqin，shiyigecengjingshuowoshi『guoke』deren。」
quanchanghuaran。「ninshishuo——peishidepeiyan？」woweida，zhizhuanshen，zouxiangzhanpin。kejiuzaiwotaijiaodeshunjian，
huichangrukouchuanlaisaodong。talaile。peiyan。yishenheidayi，yanshenlengdexiangbing，bufaqueluanle。tazhichongzhantai，
quebeibaoanlanzhu。「baoqian，peizong，neibuhuodong，feiqingwuru。」tanuhou：「rangkai！」kemeirendong。
tazhanzaiboliwai，xiangyitoubeikundeshou，sisidingzhewo。wotingxia，huitou。simuxiangdui。sannianle。
tadiyicicongwoyanlikandaoguang——bushibeiweideqiqiu，ershishenglizhedeshenpan。huiyi·chanjianfengbo。
yizhouqian，woduziquchanjian。bchaoshili，yishengxiaozhedilaizhaopian：「ninanvshi，
taierfayuhenhao，xiangmama。」wokanzhepingmushangdexiaorener，huranwen：「nengzuoqinzijiandingma？」「dangran。
」tadilaibiaoge，「ninzhangfutongyijiuxing。」woxiaole：「tabushiwozhangfu。」「nei……？」
「wozhishixiangzhidao——zheigehaizi，shibushitazheibeizizuibugaicuoguodeyige。」wotianledan。santianhou，
baogaochulaile。99.99%pipeifuxijiyin：peiyan。wokanzhebaogao，yanleiluoxia。
bushiyinweitashifuqin。ershiyinwei——tacengqinshou，bazheifenxuemai，dangchenglajirengdiao。xianchang·tashikongle。
zhanhuishang，peiyanzhongyuchongpozulan，chongdaowomianqian。「jiangyanzhi！」tashengyinsiya，「nihuaiyunle？
haizi……shiwode？」wolengyankanta：「peizong，
ninjuanzengde**shiyongxieyishangxiedehenqingchu——jinyongyushengyu，bushejifuyangquanyuqingganzeren。」
tatongkongmengsuo：「ni……yonglewode**？」「dui。」wotaishou，jiangbchaodanqingqingfangzaizhantaishang，
「ninbuyaode『guoke』，yongninbuyaodejiyin，yunyuleyigeninzaiyewufafourendeshengming。」taliangqianghoutui，
xiangbeichoulehun。jizhefengkuangpaizhao，shanguangdengruyu。yourenhan：「peizong！
ninduininasudezhikongyouhehuiying？」tameida。tazhishisisidingzhewo，
shengyinfadou：「ni……weishenmebugaosuwo？」woxiaole：「gaosuni？xiangqigeyueqianneiyang，
dengniyiju『zhidaole』？peiyan，wobushilaiqiunirenhaizide。woshilaigaosuni——niguizheqiudeneigeren，
conglaijiumeizouyuan。」shenye·tadejiankong。woyoudakainimingzhanghao。huamianli，peiyanzuozaishufang，
shouliniezheneifenqinzijiandingbaogao。tayibianbiankan，shouzhifadou。turan，tazhuaqizhuoshangdebolibei，
henhenzaxiangqiangbi。suipiansijian。taguidi，etoudizheditan，jianbangjuliezhandou。jiankongtingbudaoshengyin，
kewozhidao——tazaiku。neigecongbuditoudenanren，neigeshuo「aishiruanruo」deren，
zhongyuchangdaolebeimingyunniansuideziwei。woguandiaojiankong。mozheduzi，qingshengshuo：「baobao，
nibaba……zhongyuzhidaotongle。」ciri·yelandefanji。yelanfalaisixin：「jiangyanzhi，niyiweiniyingle？
peiyanbuhuixinyige『jiejingshengzi』denvren。wohuirangtazhidao——nideyiqie，doushisuanji。」womeihui。
kewozhidao，tahuidongshou。yinweitahepeiyanyiyang——tamendouwufajieshou，yigebeitamencaizaijiaoxiadenvren，
jinggantaitou，haixiaodeneimehen。disizhang：tayouliuchanle？yelandesixinxiangyigenci，
zhajinwogangzhuqidefangxian。「jiangyanzhi，niyiweiniyingle？peiyanbuhuixinyige『jiejingshengzi』denvren。
wohuirangtazhidao——nideyiqie，doushisuanji。」wodingzheneixingzi，xiaole。xiaotachun。
yexiaoziji——mingmingzhidaotashishe，quehaishirangtazhaodaolewodeqicun。yizhouhou·zhensuoouyu。
woduziquchanjian。tuikaimen，quekanjianyelanzuozaihouzhenqu，yishenmisedayi，zhuangrongjingzhi，
xianglaicanjiaxiawucha。tataitou，kanjianwo，zuijiaoweiyang：「yanzhi，zhenqiao。」womeilita，
jingzhizoudaohushitaidengji。kejiuzaiwozuoxiashi，tazouguolai，qingshengshuo：「tingshuonizuijinyalihenda？
meititiantianzhui，peiyanyou……shikong。」wolengyan：「yunihegan？」taxiao：「woshiweinihao。
peiyanxianzaihennirugu，nizheiyang**ta，bupata……duihaizibuli？」womengditaitou：「nishenmeyisi？
」tatanshou：「wozhishishuo，yunfuqingxuyaowending。nizheiyang……wanyiyou……」tameishuowan。
kewozhidaotaxiangshuoshenme。youliuchan。wozuanjinquantou，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin。taquezhuanshenzoule，
liuxiayiju：「baozhonga，yanzhi。」liangtianhou·zhenduanshu。woshoudaoyitiaonimingcaixin。
shiyizhangyiyuanzhenduanshudezhaopian。xingming：jiangyanzhi。zhenduan：xianzhaoliuchan，jianyiwochuangjingyang，jinzhijuliehuodong。
yishengqianming：linhui（sulishihezuozhensuozhuzhi）wodingzheneizhangtu，xintiaozhouting。zheibushizhende。
wozuotiangangzuowanbchao，yiqiezhengchang。kezheizhangtu，taizhenle——yiyuantaitou、yishengqianming、binglibianhao，
quandouduideshang。wolikedadianhuajilinyisheng。tatingwan，shengyinyansu：「jiangnvshi，womeikaiguozheizhangdan。
erqie——nindeyunqiwending，juewuliuchanfengxian。」wosonglekouqi。kexiayimiao，zhulidalaidianhua：「jie，
resouzhale！#ninasuxianzhaoliuchan#shanglediyi！」wodiankai。weiboresoubangshou：《jing！
ninasuyunqihunluan，xianzhaoliuchan！yishengpuqiqingxushikong，
cengnuchizhangfuchengyan》peitu：neizhangweizaodezhenduanshu，haiyouyiduanmohushipin——wozoujinzhensuo，
yelangenzaiwoshenhou，xiangshizai「quanwei」。pinglunshunjianbaozha：「huogai！jiejingshengzi，haipianhun，
baoyinglaileba？」「chengyanyetaicanle，qulegexinjinv。」「peiyancaishizhennanren，beisuanjihaichenmo。」
「taliuchansancile，zheihaizi，pashiyoubaobuzhu。」wokanzheneixiezi，xiangbeiqianwangenzhenzhajinyanjing。
tamenbuguanxinwoyoumeiyoushi。tamenzhidengzhekanwodaoxia，kanwoku，kanwoqiurao。shenye·tadefanying。
woyoudakaijiankong。peigongguan，shufang。peiyanzuozaizhuoqian，shoujiliangzhe，zhengshineitiaoresou。tadingzhekanlehenjiu。
ranhou，tahuranzhanqi，zhuaqicheyaochi，chonglechuqu。woxintouyijin。tayaoquna？
wodiaoqutacheneidegps——mudedi：silifuchanyiyuan。
wolikedadianhuajiyiyuananbao：「ruguoyougenanrenqiangxingchuangruyunfuqu，likelanxia，
bierangtakaojin307bingfang。」gualedianhua，**zaichuangtou，shoufuzheduzi，qingshengshuo：「baobao，
biepa。mamabuhuizairangrenheren，shuoni『bupeichusheng』。」ciri·yiyuanduizhi。wozhaochangquyiyuanfucha。
gangjindating，jiubeijizheweizhu。「ninanvshi！ninzhendexianzhaoliuchanlema？」
「ninduiwangyoushuonin『huogai』youhehuiying？」「chengyanxianshengzhidaoninpiantama？」wolengyansaoguo：「rangkai。」
kejiuzaizheishi，yidaoheiyingchonglai。shipeiyan。tayibazhuazhuwodeshouwan，
lidaodadejihuyaoniesuigutou：「jiangyanzhi！nidaodixiangzenmeyang？」woshuaikaita：「peizong，qingzizhong。
woxianzaishiyunfu。」「yunfu？」talengxiao，「nilianhaizidoubaobuzhu，haizhuangshenmemuqin？」
wodingzheta：「nixinle？nizhendexinwohuiliuchan？」tayileng。「nikanguobchaoma？wenguoyishengma？
nijiuxinlewangshangyizhangjiatu？」tachenmo。woxiaole：「peiyan，
nihetamenyiyang——nicongbuguanxinwoyoumeiyoushi，nizhiguanxinnidefennu，youmeiyoudaoli。」tayanshenshandong，
xiangshibeicizhong。kejiuzaizheishi，yelanchuxianle。takuaibuzoulai，yilianjiaoji：「peiyan！nibiechongdong！
taxianzaishiyunfu，nibunengzheiyangduita！」tazhuantoukanwo，yuqiwenrou：「yanzhi，wolijienixiangyaoguanzhu，
dannahaizichaozuo，taiguofenle。」wokanzhetayanxi，huranxiaole。「yelan，nizhidaozuikexiaodeshishenmema？
」tayileng。woshuo：「niweizaozhenduanshu，quewangle——zhenzhengdeyisheng，buhuiyongcaisedayinji。」
talianseweibian。wojixu：「niyongdeyiyuantaitou，shiqunianbanben，jinnianyigengxin。
erqie——linyishengdeqianming，shiyoushouqian，niqueyongzuoshoumofang，bifengwailesandu。」tajiangzhu。
wobijinyibu，shengyinlengdexiangbing：「nibushixiangrangwoliuchanma？haoa。womingtianjiukaizhibo，zuobchao。
rangquanshijiekankan——nizaodeyao，youduochun。」taliansecanbai，houtuiyibu。peiyanzhanzaiyuandi，kanzhewomen，
yanshenfuza。santianhou·zhibo。wozuozaizhenshi，jingtouduizhunbchaoyi。
quanwangzhibobiaoti：《ninasu：wolaizhengming，wodehaizi，
huodehaohaode》danmufengkuanggundong：「buhuishipdeba？」「xintengchengyan，beilvlehaibeiliyong。」
「peiyankuailaikan！tapianni！」「dengdeng……taierxintiao……shizhende？」yishengjiangtantoufangzaiwoduzishang。
pingmuliangqi。neigexiaoxiaoderenying，anjingdiquansuozhe。yishengweixiao：「taierfayulianghao，xintiao148，
feichangjiankang。」wokanzhepingmu，yanleiluoxia。bushiyinweiweiqu。
shiyinwei——wozhongyukeyitangtangzhengzhengdishuo：wodehaizi，bugaibeirenherenfouding。woduizhejingtou，
qingshengshuo：「baobao，mamabushiweilezhengmingjisheikan。woshiweilegaosuni——nilaidaozheigeshijie，
bushicuowu，ershiqiji。」danmuturananjing。jimiaohou，shuaqiyipian：「duibuqi……」「mamahaoyonggan。
」「zheihaizi，bixupinganchusheng。」shenye·tadechanhui。wodakaijiankong。peigongguan，shufang。
peiyanzuozaiheianli，shouliniezheneizhangweizaodezhenduanshu。tadingzhekanlehenjiu。ranhou，tahuranzhuaqishouji，
botongyigehaoma：「chayelan，zuijinsangeyue，suoyouyiyuanwanglaijilu。」gualedianhua，tataitoukanxiangchuangwai，
shengyinjiqing：「jiangyanzhi……woshibushi，youyici，zhanzaileshanghainiderenneibian？」womeiguanjiankong。
jiuneiyangkanzheta。kanzheneigecongbuditoudenanren，diyici，luchumimangyutonghui。yuanlaizuihendebaofu，
bushirangtagui。shirangtaqingxingdikanzheziji——cengjingyouduo**。ciri·yelandefanji。