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lishangkudeshuangyantonghong，moyangkelianyoukeai。
tazaishipinlichuoqizhe，shuozhongyaoderensongtadelifubeizaoxingshieyihuihuai。
haizhanshilelalianchudeduankou。
beijiqibaohuyudefensihewangyou，zhaodaolewogongzuoshidezhanghao。
pinglunququanshiwuyanhuiyu，rangrenburenzhishi。
wodezhizheijianshideshihou，zhengzaifankangaozhongshideriji。
zhuliyongjiaozhuobuandeshengyinjiwojiangzhelishangzidaoziyandezheichuxi。
womolemoxiaofu，tanlekouqi。
jijiangyinghuaiboleyitongdianhua。
shangcitahelishangbeipaidaohou，zaiwomianqianyebuzaiweizhuang。
yiribiyiriwangui，shenshanghunzhexiangshuihezhifenwei。
dianhuahenkuaibeijieleqilai。
wohaiweikaikou，jiangyinghuaijiucaidaolewodeyisi。
tashengyinlengjingmoran：“sangxun，lishangnianjihaixiao，nirangrangta。jintiandeshiniyebiejieshile，wohuirangmishulianxinimengongzuoshi，yihoudeyewubuhuishaode。”
younvhaijiaoqiaodeshengyinzaineibianxiangqi：“yinghuaigege，nibuxulitale！”
jiangyinghuaimenhengyisheng，guaduanledianhua。
heianlongzhaodefangjianli，zhiyoushoujipingmudeliangguangzheshezaiwolianshang，yingchulewolianshangbanbozonghengdeleihen。
jiangyinghuai，niyouyicipaoxialewo。
dangchuzaiyiqishi，wojiuduijiangyinghuaishuoguo。
ruguoyouyitian，duiwoeryanhenzhongyaodejuedinghenizaiduilimian，neiwohuihaobuyouyidifangqini。
kexi，dangshisuoyourendoujuedewozaikaiwanxiao。
bijing，jiangyinghuaijialichushi，fuqinchehuoshenwang，tajieshoujituandezhongdan。
woyiranfangqilechuguoliuxuedejihui，peizaitashenbian。
xiangtadangchujiandingbuyidizhanzaiwoshenbianneiyang。
kerujin，jiangyinghuaisihupeibushangwodangshidejuedingle。
wohaiweilaidejichumianjieshi，shijianjiuzhujianfajiao。
yourenbachugongzuoshidelaobanshiwo。
tamenchadaolewodegaozhong，wodedaxue。
youwangyouzaipinglunqugankai：【gaoyihaixianggedouyacai，yinianbudaojiubianpiaoliangle，bieshibeineigenandezirunleba。】
【tingshuotagaozhonghaibalingtongxueni！】
【sangxundaxuedeshihouhaigouyinzijidejiaoshouni，dangchuta**chuandemanxiaoyuanwangdoushi。】
【taxianzaikaideqigongzuoshi，buhuiyoubeilaonanrenbaoyangleba。】
cengjingchanraowodeemengzaicijiangwobaowei。
baikoumobiandeneixierizijiangwoguoxiejinshenyuan。
shijiangyinghuaiyonglilajinwodeshou，jiangwozhuaichunizhao。
kexianzai，tayoufangrenbierenjiangwotuijinshenyuan。
zheicinengjiuwoderen，zhiyouzijile。
wodakaidiannao，rangzhulidiaoqulegongzuoshineiridejiankong，kaishixiechengqingshengming。
kebulunwodianjiduoshaocifasong，wobianjihaodeshengmingyongyuanxianshiwufafasong。
我的心沉到了谷底。
weixintishiyinxiangqi，shijiangyinghuaifalaideyuyin。
diankaihou，chuanchulaidequeshilishangjiaodidideshengyin：“sangxunjiehaizaixiangzenmejieshima？yinghuaigegeyijingquanwangpingbinidechengqingle，nifaduoshaobiandouwujiyushi。”
woshenzhitingdaolejiangyinghuaiqingxiaodeshengyin。
lishangdexingwei，shitamoxude。
huoxuxiangrangworenshidaotadediwei，youhuoxushijuedewokunshoubandeyangzihenyouqu。
总之，十八岁那年，
qizhezixingchezaiwoshiguolvyindeshaonian，yijingbuzaile。
gongzuoshimenkoubeijijinfensifanglehuaquan，wozhinengwunaidixuanzezanshitingye。
luchengchajuedaowodekunjing，hanwochifandeshihou，wenwoxubuxuyaobangzhu。
wojueqiangdiyaoleyaotou，gaosuta：“woyijingyoulejueding，yebuhuirangtamenhaoguo，zanshihaibuxuyaobangmang。”
luchengyanzhongshanguoyisixinteng，tajiwoshengleyiwantang，wenroudao：“sangsang，jiangyinghuaibianxinshitadecuo，nibuyaoyinweitananguo。”
wodingdingdiwangzheta，juedetasihuhualiyouhua。
ketazuizhongzhishilianxidikanlewoyiyan，meizaiduoshuozheixierangwobuyukuaideshiqing。
jiangyinghuaihuijiazheitian，woxiaofubenjiubushi。
tacoujinwoshi，tiannidexiangweipiaojinwodebiqiang。
wobei**deqiweixundefanwei，ganoulejisheng。
jiangyinghuailianseshunjianyinchenxialai，mianshangxiangjiezheyicengbingshuang：“sangxun，wozheimerangniexinma？nisixiaheluchengyiqichifanyiweiwobuzhidaoma？nizhuangshenmechunjie。”
woyanzhonghaiyouyinweiexinganermanyandeshuiwu，taquedalidijiangworengzaichuangshang。
“sangxun，nizhenbuzhidaoluchengduinidexinyima？nishibushihenxihuangouyinnanren，woshuozuijinluchengzenmexiangfenggouyiyangduifuwodegongsi！”
jiangyinghuaiqingyaozhewodechun，raoyouxingzhidikanzhewozaitaqifudeshenxiazhanli。
可我只觉得恶心。
wozhinengkanzhetazaiwoshenshanghengchongzhizhuangzhe。
ganjuedaotachouliwodeshihou，woshenxiayipianshirun。
jiangyinghuaisihumeitingdaowoweiruodehujiu，
zaijiedaolishangdedianhuahou，tajicongcongdizoule。
shiquyishideneiyishunjian，wokandaodezhiyoutadebeiying。
zaixinglaishi，wokanzhebingchuangpangjiangyinghuaiyouxieqiaocuidelianse。
huanhuankaikoudao：“jiangyinghuai，womenlihunba。”