第4章 我要快乐,我要能睡得安稳

di4zhangwoyaokuaile,woyaonengshuideanwen

不?

tingdaoduruoxindehuida,nanrenqiximingxianbiandegengleng,fangfoyitouzhefudelang,suishizhunbeisisuiliewu。

duruoxinhaobuqiechang,yanshenbitagenglengdehuishi,sizaishuo:“wojiubudaoqian,youbenshinidawo!”

“bu,dawoyebudaoqian!”

duruoxinmomojinlejinshoulijiuping,zhiyaorongjingyanggandongshou,tabaozhengchaotanaodai......chaoaiweinaodaipaixiaqu。

然后转身就跑!

kuzhequqiupopomazhuchigongdao!

rongjingyangpiejiannvrendexiaodongzuo,zaijiantayifujiaodimoyoudeyangzi,taiyangxuetutuzhitiao。

杜!若!心!

“眼睛——”

“好痛!”

“wodeyanjingkanbujianle,a——”

“敬——敬——”

canjiaoshengxiesidili,aiweiyishouwuzheyanjing,yishoukongjudechaorongjingyangmolai。

duruoxinyangqijiupingzhunbeichaolvchabiaodeshoulunxiaqu,danyidaogaodadeshenyingkuaisushanguo。

rongjingyangbaoqiaiweijiupao,“renzhedian,wodainiquyiyuan。”

nanrendanyoudeyangzi,zhejideyangzi,siyibinglijian,henhencijinduruoxindexin。

若是......

rongjingyangduitayouduiaiweishifenzhiyidezaihu,zheichangaiqingli,tayebuhuirucitongchexinfei。

真是可笑啊。

tabingdezhandouzhanbuzhujiaole,tabuwenbuwen。aiweibuguoshi......

duruoxinxiongkouzuanxindetong。

tameiyoupodaoaiweiyanjing,tashichaoaiweicelianpoguoqude,genbenbuhuijiandaoyanli,zheidianjingzhundutahaishinengbawo。

dan,aiweijiaoneimecanzuoshenme?

boqutongqing,gouqirongjingyangdelianminma?

“荣敬扬!”

“你可恶!”

duruoxinchaoliqudenanrenrengjiuping。

可惜,没有砸中。

jiupingpayishengluozaidishang,jiuxiangtadexin,beirongjingyanglengmodebeiyingshangdezhiliposui。

guoran,beipianaideyoushiwukong。

她输了。

输得彻彻底底。

zhishizhanzheyigerongtaitaidekongtouxian,youshenmeyong?

likaigaoerfuqiuchang,duruoxinhunhuneehuilejia。

bu,xianzaiyijingbunengchengzhiweijiale,bieshushirongjingyangde,bushitade。

杜若心拿出行李箱。

liangnianduoqianzhujinzheili,tazhidailesantaoyifu,yixiegerenyongpinhezhenguidongxi,qitashenmeyemeiyou。

xianzailikai......

buzoudengzherongjingyangganma?

duruoxinliliwaiwaishoushiyifan,yiqiandeyifuhaizai,tanalejiuyifu、gerenwupin,hexishuyongpinsaijinxinglixiang,qitadongxi——birurongjingyangweitamaidezuanshizhubao,tayijianmeidong,quanbufangzaishuzhuangjuli。

rongjingyangweitamaideshechipingaodingyifu,congchuntiandaodongtiandesuoyoutaoxi,duruoxinquandoubaolechulai,rengjinlajitong。

zaiyitongqiyoujiaoshangqu,dianrandahuoji。

“轰——”

xiongxiongranshaodedahuoyingchenzhetiankongzhuorecimu。

duruoxinxilexibizi,shaobashaoba,zaishaodayidian。

shaodiaotaduirongjingyangsuoyoudeai。

shaodiaotaduirongjingyangsuoyoubuqieshijidehuanxiang。

shaodiaotaduirongjingyangsuoyoudejuanlian。

congci,tianyamolu,tahetazaiwuguage。

guanjiajianfurenfanchangdejudong,renbuzhushangqianwendao,“furen,nizheishizenmele?”

“haohaoerdeyifu,weishenmeshaole?”

“nibushishuorongyemaidedouxihuan......”

“bule。”duruoxindaduan,“congxianzaikaishi,rongjingyanggenwomeiyoubandianguanxi。”

duruoxinhuidaoketing,nachuzhibi、moshui,zhandouzhexiexialianggezi——“lihun”。

ranhoutuozhexinglixiang,daizhetadesantaojiuyifuzoule。

xiyangdexiehuixia,nvrendanbodeshenyingshineimeguji,neimediaoling。

chabuduozoulebangexiaoshi,duruoxinyoudianzoubudongle。

ciketacaixiangqi,rongjiabieshuzaibanshanyao,qianbuzhecunhoubuzhedian,guangshikaoliangtiaotui,zhishaoyaozousiwugexiaoshicainengdaoshanxia。

pingshichulerongjiacheliang,yemeiyouqitachehuijingguo,zheitiaolu,jiliaodexiangshihuangquanlu。

duruoxinzuozaixinglixiangshang,pijuandekankanshenhou,zaikankanyiyanwangbudaotoudequlu......

tankouqi,tayaozheyajixuzou。

huitoushibukenengde,bieshuosiwugexiaoshi,jiushiqibajiushigexiaoshi,tapayeyaopachuqu。

lengqingyoujiliaodeyewan,yizhenzhenhanfengchuiguo,duruoxinbeicongzhonglai。

七年......

cong15suidao22sui,tadezhenggeqingchun,tadexinliyanli,quanshirongjingyang。

neixieweitafengkuangdeguowang,weitabuguyiqiedefuchu......

yueshixianruhuiyi,duruoxinyuetongku。

shenzhiyouneimeyishunjian,xiangtiaoxiagaogaodeshanya,shibushixinzangtingzhile,jiubuhuineimetongle?

不!

tahaiyoudoudou,tayouyigekeaidenveryaozhaogu。

duruoxinbuganrangzijichenlunzaibeishangli。

tapailepailian,nulizhenzuo,“woyaokuaile,woyaonengshuideanwen

youxieren,bubaolecaiwennuan

likailecaibuhen,wozaoyigeshe......”

keshiweishenme,changzhechangzhe,tajingrankule?

——

rongjingyangsongaiweiquleyiyuan,jianchahou,yishengshuotadeyanjingmeiyoushenmedaai,quezheishi,rongjingyangjiedaojialidianhua,guanjiahuangkongdeshuofurenyaoshaofangzi。

他:“————”

yinchenzhelian,rongjingyangliuxiasijizhaoguaiwei,duzikaichefanhuibieshu。

yilushang,tacaizhejin180demali,fangxiangpanzuowanyouguai,yizuikuaisuduxingshizaiboyoulushang。

huran,yanjiaoyidaoyishanerguodeshenyingyinqiletadezhuyi。

杜若心?

他看到杜若心了?

meiyouyouyu,rongjingyangjiansu,diaozhuanfangxiangpan。

“woyaokuaile,napaxiaodezaidasheng

xinbushirede,quandoushijiade......”

她哽咽着哭唱。

rongjingyangkaiqizidongjiashi,qishilengliedexialeche。

“杜若心!”

dabuzouzhitamianqian,taqianzhutadeshoubei。