wojiaolinshu,shiyiminggaozhonglaoshi,wofumudoushilaoshi,wosuanshichushengzaiyigeshijiaoshizhijia。
23sui,wogangbiyebudaoyinianjiuheliruitaojiehunle,tashiwodaxuetongxue,jiajinghenhao,fuqinshijiaoyujudeganbu,muqinshilichengerzhongdexiaozhang,ertabenrenyeshiyangguangshuaiqi,zaixuexiaodeshihouhenduonvshengjiuxihuanta。
wozhendemeixiangdaotahuizhuiqiuwo,gengmeixiangdaotawohuihetajiehun,zheishiyimengaopandehunyin。
pengyoutongxuedouhenxianmuwo,fumuyehengaoxing,danwogerenquejuedeyalihenda。
woshixihuantade,yejuedegaopanleta,suoyihunhoudeshenghuowodoushixiaoxinyiyi,jinliangzuodaotaxihuan,gongpomanyi。
hunhoumeiduojiu,wojiubeidiaodaolelichengerzhongjiaogaoyi,qishiwohenqingchu,wozilibugou,zheidoushituoletafumudeguanxi。
wofumuduicihengaoxing,meicihuiqudouqiandingwanzhudehewoshuo,yaotixulaogong,xiaoshungongpo,zuihaoganjinxianshenggehaizi。
yishuodaohaizi,woyaligengda。
liruitaodefumuzaoxinjizhehaizile,zheiyeshiweishenmetamenbawozhijiediaoquerzhongdeyuanyin,neishizaigaosuwo,xianshenghaizi,shiyebuyongdanxin,wobuben,woshenmedouzhidao。
keshi……bushiwobuxiangyaohaizi,shiliruitaohaibuxiangyao,danwoquebunengshuo,meicigongpowenqi,wodouzhinengditou。
ranhousuishishijiandeliushi,wodeyalibingweijiantui,faneryitianbiyitiangengda,yinweiliruitaojianjianlianpengdoubupengwole,weici,wohaiteyiquqingjiaoleshiyangxi。
shiyangxideshiwochuzhongdaodaxuedetongxue,tongshiyeshisuandeshangshiwodehaopengyou。
buguotahewowanquanbuyiyang,shigechengshuxingganyoumeilidenvren,xueshengshidaijiuyouhenduorenzhuiqiuta。
dangshi,takanzhe,shixianzaiwoshenshangzhuanleliangquanjiuxiaozhewenwo,“nishibushitiantiandouchuanchengzheiyang?”
wocumeiditoushenshiziji,zanglansedemianzhichenshan,heisedezhitongku,meishenmewentia。
“zenmele?”woyihuodewen。
taweiweibiekaiyan,congbaolinachuyizhiyandianran,xilekoujiuchaowodefangxiangtuchuyanwu。
wobayechouyan,liruitaobayechou,liruitaoyechou,yanweiwobingbupaichi,danshizheiyangchaowozhizhibiguolaideyanwu,wohaishiyouxieshoubule,ninglexiameishenziwanghoutui,zhidaobeijidizaileshafabeishang。
tajinjiezhejiuxiaole,xiaowotu,ranhouyouwenwo,pingshiheliruitaodefuqishenghuozenmeyang。
zheiwendetaizhijie,woyixiajiushaohonglelian,zhizhiwuwubantian,bahuashuodeduanduanxuxu。
“neige……wo、wohetadehua,yizhou、yizhouyicidaoliangciba……bu、buguowozaishushangkandaole,renjiashuofuqishenghuoyizhouliangcishizhengchangde。”
tayouxiaole,qingqingpielewoyiyan,shengyindandandeshuo:“nimencaijiehunyinian,erqiehaizidoumeiyou。”
“……”woditoumeihangsheng。
qishi,zaisangeyuezhiqian,yijingbushiyigexingqiyiciliangcile,ershiyigeyueyici,wobuzhidaowentichuzainali。
yebushiwoduoxihuanneidianshi,zhishiwoxinliyeqingchuzheibuzhengchang,zheijiehuncaiyinianjiuzheiyang,yihouni?
wohaizaiyouxiezoushen,shiyangxihuranyoushuo:“erqiewowennizheigele?woshiwennizaipingchangdebiaoxianzenmeyang?haiyoutani?”
“!!”womengrantaiqitoukanta,zhangmujieshe,yishijianzhenggerenlengzhu,huiguoshenlaideshihou,bujinlianshaoqilaile,zhenggerendoushitangde,“ni、nizenmewenneimexiangxia……”
“he,qiaonineiyang。”taqingyaolexiatou,neibiaoqingrangwoganjuezijiyoudianxiangfubuqideadou。
wocumei,kanzhetachoulekouyanweiweicetoutuchu,weiletajuzhitouzujiandeneiyishunfengqingzouleshen。
“linshu。”tajiaowodemingzi,ranhouhuanhuanzhuanguotoulaikanwo,“nimenzaiyiqideshihou,nihuizuochushenmefanying?”
“!!”yijuhua,wozaicizhangmujieshe,wanquanbuzhidaozenmehuida。
buguotahaoxiangyebuxuyaowohuida,zhishiyouqingxiaolesheng,“yikannineiyangjiushibuhui。”
“……”wozaidudixialetou,xiaejihudingzaisuogushang。
chulebuhaoyisi,gengduodeshiyinweitadeyijijizhong。
“linshu,nanrendetanyushihenzhongde。”shiyangxishengyinyijiushidandande,quedaileyidianyuzhongxinzhang。
wominleminchun,huanhuantaiqitoukanta,jiujiantachoulekouyan,ranhoutuchuyouduiwoshuo:“nicai24,nongdegengdamayiyang,buzhidaonanrenshishijuechanwuma?”
“……”
“shijue。”tashuozhetaishouzhilezhiyanjing,ranhoushouzhihuanmandewangerbianyi,“tingjue。”
wokanzhetabaixideshou,shoushangdaizheyitiaoxixidelianzi,xiushideshouwanxianxiduoqing,zhijiashiteyizuoguode,yingsuhong,lianyizhishouzhidouxiyinrendemuguang。
“haiyou。”tadunledun,xianhongrunzedechunduiwoweiweiwanqi,shiyimoyouhuodefudu,“chujueheganjue。”
“……”wokanzhedechun,renyouneimeyishundehuanghu。
queshi……henyouganjue……
zouchukafeitingdeshihou,juliwomenjinquyejiushiyibeikafeidegongfu。
zhuyaoshiwobuzhidaoruhejixuguanyufangshidehuati,ertayejuedenengshuodedoushuole。
shiyangxiyizhidoushineimeyouxinggederen,wojuedetaqinjinjiushizheiyang,buhuiyinweiwomendeguanxieryousuoguji,buxiangqitapengyou,dailezhongshanyidexuwei。
zoudaocheqian,tazhuantouwenwo,“yaoquxuexiaoma?woganghaojingguonei,shunlu。”
woyaotouxiaolexiao,“woxiawumeike,huijiale。”
“我送你?”
“buyongle,wozuochuzuchejiukeyi。”
tahongyandeqingchelexia,“suiniba,youshenmeshijiwodianhua。”
“嗯。”
tameizaishuoshenme,shanglecheduiwoqinghuilexiashoujiufadongchezilikaile。
wokanzhetajiashideneilianghongsejiaochejianjianxiaoshizaishixian,minchunhuanhuandixiatou,yousaolezijiyiyan,ranhoutaiqishou。
zheishiyishuangsuanbushangcucaodeshou,zhijiaxiudepingzheng,youshouzhongzhiyoubojian,neishichangnianwobidehenji,shizhihemuzhijibianxideganjing,danbaisedefenbichenmohaosiqianzaileshouzhidewenlili,yinyuenengkandaodandandebai……yangguangxiayouweimingxian。
buyiyang,zhendebuyiyang,lianjingzidoubuyongzhao,kankanzheishuangshoujiunenggandaobuyiyang。
woshenshentanlekouqi,shenshoulanleyiliangchuzuchexianqulecaishichang。
womailexiepaiguhedonggua,zhunbeijiliruitaobaogedongguapaigutang。
siyuedetianqihaisuanbushangre,queyouxieganzao,zuotiantingdaotakesouganjueyoutan,erqietazheiduanshijianyanjiudouyouxieguoliang,dongguapaigutangtourunfeishengjin,huatanxiaoredegongxiao。
zhenggexiawuwodouyouxiexinbuzaiyan,shiyangxidehuayizhizaiwoerbianraoarao,dadadejiandilewozuofandexiaolv,hualeyigeduoxiaoshicaijiangpeicainonghaozhuangpan。
woxileshou,zouhuiketingnachushoujikanlekanshijian,yijingwudianbanle,liruitaodexiabanshijian。
wozhengyouyuyaobuyaodadianhuajitawenwenshenmeshihounengdaojia,haosuanzheshijianchaocai,niezhedeshoujihudezhendongleqilai。