congneitianqi，guyanzhendemeitiandoulai。
taleidabudongdizaikaidianqianyigexiaoshijiudao，momodipaizaiduiwudediyige。buzaishituchadui，yebuzaishituhewodahua。
tajiuneimezhanzhe，wulunguafengxiayu。
yikaishi，jiefanglinjuhaibatadangchengxinxianshikan，zhizhidiandian，yilunfenfen。
“ai，nikan，neigeshuaigeyoulaile。”
“zhenshichiqinga，laobanniangdaodijitaxialeshenme**？”
“wokana，shiyiqianbudongdezhenxi，xianzaihouhuile。”
jianjiandi，dajiayexiguanletadecunzai。tachengle“nuanxinxiaozhu”menkouyidaodutedefengjingxian。yigechuanzheamanixizhuangdenanren，meitianzhunshizhundiandichuxianzailaochengqudexiangzikou，zhiweileyiwanbudaosanshikuaiqiandetang。
meicilundaota，tadouhuidianyiwantang，ranhouzhaoyigezuijiaoluodeweizhi，ananjingjingdihewan。youshihouwohuitaitou，zhenghaoduishangtademuguang。neimuguangli，youhuihen，youtongku，youaiqiu，haiyouwokanbudongdefuzaqingxu。
但我始终无动于衷。
xinsiguoyicideren，zenmekenengqingyifuhuo？
tayueshizheiyang，woyueshijuedefengci。zaozhijinri，hebidangchu？zaiwozuixuyaotadeshihou，tazainali？
zheitian，wozhaolituichujinrilitang——shanyaofulinggezitang，jianpiyangwei。
guyanhewantang，quemeiyouxiangwangchangyiyanglikelikai。tazoudaowomianqian，zuichunnierulebantian，caijiannandikaikou。
“suqing，woma……bingle。”
wozhengzaisuanzhangdeshoudunleyixia，suijiyouhuifulezhengchang，lianyanpidoumeitaiyixia：“e，songyiyuanlema？”
wodelengdanrangtayouxiecuoe。tadagaiyiwei，wohuixiangyiqianyiyang，napaxinlizaibuqingyuan，biaomianshangyehuilikebiaoxianchuguanxin。
“songle，yishengshuoshilaomaobing，gaoxueyafanle，zhuyaoshi……zhuyaoshixinqingyujie。”takanzhewo，yanshenlidaizheyisikenqiu，“ta……taxiangjianni。ninengbuneng……huiqukankanta？”
wozhongyutaiqitou，zhishizhetadeyanjing。
“guyan，nishibushijuedewotebiehaoxiao？”
“我没有……”
“nimaxiangjianwo？”wolengxiao，“tashixiangjianwo，haishixiangmawo？mawozheigehulijinggouyintaerzi，haidetaxianzaichabusifanbuxiang，liangongsidoubuguanle，tiantianpaodaozheigepodifanglaidiurenxianyan？”
guyandelianzhangdetonghong，yijuhuayeshuobuchulai。
yinweiwoshuode，jujushushi。
qianjitian，tamuqinjiulainaoguoyici。
neitianxiawu，dianlimeishenmeren。yiliangheisedebinlixiaozhangditingzaixiangzikou，tamuqinchuanzheyishenzhuguangbaoqideyifu，caizhegaogenxie，“dadada”dichonglejinlai。
“suqingnizheige**！nidaodijiwoerziguanleshenmemihuntang！”tayijinlaijiuzhizhewodebizipokoudama，“womengujianaliduibuqinile？rangnizheimezuojianayan！lihunlehaibuanfen，feiyaopaodaozheizhongqiongsuandifanglaikaigepodian，guyirangtanankanshibushi？”
tashengyinjianli，yinlailebushaokanrenaoderen。
wolianyanpidoumeixianyixia，dandandishuo：“zheiweinvshi，ruguoniyaohetang，huanying。ruguoyaozaizheilifafeng，mafanchuqu，buyaoyingxiangwozuoshengyi。”
“ni！nihaiganzheimegenwoshuohua！”taqidehunshenfadou，“nixinbuxinworangnizheijiadiankaibuxiaqu！”
“woxin。”wodiandiantou，“gufurenshentongguangda，xiangrangwoyijiaxiaodianguanmen，haibushidongdongshouzhitoudeshi？”
wodepingjingrangtayiquandazailemianhuashang，gengjiaqijibaihuai。
“nimashanggenayanduanlelianxi！rangtahuijia！fouzewo……”
“妈！”
tadehuahaimeishuowan，jiubeiyigefennudeshengyindaduan。guyanbuzhishenmeshihoulaile，tachongjinlai，yibalazhutamuqin。
“ma，nizaizheilinaoshenme！”taliansetieqing。
“wonao？wohaibushiweileni！nikankannixianzaixiangshenmeyangzi！”gufurenzhizheguyan，tongxinjishou。
“wodeshibuyongniguan！”guyandihoudao，ranhouzhuanxiangwo，yanshenfuza，“suqing，duibuqi，wo……”
“guzong，guanhaonima。”womianwubiaoqingdishuo，“zaiyouxiaci，wojiubaojingle。”
neishiwodiyicikandaoguyanzaitamuqinmianqianruciqiangying。yeshineicizhihou，tamuqindagaishiqibingle。
cike，tajingranhaixiangrangwohuiqukanta？
“guyan，nitingqingchu。”wozhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzheta，“wobushiyisheng，zhibuhao**bing。**xinbingshishenme，nibiwoqingchu。jielinghaixuxilingren，niyinggaizuode，bushilaiqiuwo，ershidaitaqukanxinliyisheng，huozhe，rangtajieshouwomenyijinglihunzheigeshishi。”
“suqing，tabijingshizhangbei……”
“zhangbeijiukeyiweisuoyuweima？zhangbeijiukeyisuiyiruma、shanghaibierenma？”wodaduanta，“dangchu，wotangzaibingchuangshang，zuixuyaorenzhaogudeshihou，nimalazheniqushaoxiang，shuowojiaoqi。xianzaitabingle，jiuxiangqiwozheige‘jiaoqi’deqianerxile？zhenshifengci。”
“woqiuni，suqing。”tajihushizaiqiqiu，“jiudangshibangwoyigemang，haoma？wobuxiangrangta……zaichushenmeyiwai。”
kanzhetatongkudeyangzi，woxinlimeiyouyisikuaiyi，zhiyouwujindepibei。
zheigenanren，yongyuandouzaiweitamuqinkaolv。weiletamuqin，takeyixishengwodeganshou，xishengwomendehunyin，xianzai，tayouxiangxishengwodezunyan，quanfutamuqin。
“bangni？”wozichaodixiaolexiao，“guyan，wobangni，sheilaibangwo？”