第4章

laotaitaiqushihou,weileburangtayouzailinzeyushenbianjixuzuoyaodejihui。

linshizhijiejisuyaoyijiashiya,bizhetamenjiangsuyaosongquleguowai。

woconglaimeiyouxiangguoyouyitian,tanenghuilai。

ketajiushihuilaile,bingchuxianzailewoerzidemanyuelishang。

tadechuxian,jihushishunjianxiyinlelinzeyusuoyoudemuguang。

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woyanzhengzhengdikanzhewodehaizi,shentiyuelaiyuecha,meitiandouhuodewubitongku,quezhaobudaoguomindeyuanyin。

zhidaoneiwan,tayinkunaobuzhijingjuegaoshao,beisongjinleqiangjiushi,zaiyemeiyouzhengkaiyan。

dezhihaizimeiqiangjiuguolaideneiyike,woxiangshibeirenchouzoulelinghun,zhenggerendoubengkuile。

wocengjingyiciciqinyankanzhezijidexuerouzhiqinyigejiezheyigedesiqu。

woyuanyiwei,zheigeshijieshangzaiyemeiyoulehewoyouzhetongyangxueyuandejiban。

haoburongyipanlailezheigehaizi,kelaotianyeyouyicitongwokaileyichangwanxiao。

woweiyidegurou,jiuzheiyangmeile。

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buzhidaoweishenme,wozongjuedeguangyaodesiwangbushiouran。

wopaichulesuoyoudeyuanyin,zhijuegaosuwoneimeipinganfuyouwenti!

yushi,wochaikaineigepinganfu,heranfaxianlimiangenbenmeiyoushenmepinganfu,neixiaobudaizilizhuangzhede,shihuashengfen!

taotiandehenyijiangyigeshiqulehaizidemuqinbaowei。

wonuhuozhongshao,henbudebatasichengsuipian!

wozhaodaosuyaoshi,tazhengzailinzeyudeshenbian,chuligongzuo。

huiguohou,tabeilinzeyuguyongchengweimishu。

wojihubuyongduoxiangdouzhidao,linzeyuzheiyangzuodeyuanyinshishenme。

taxiangyaozhaojiekoulisuyaojinyixie。

danshiwoxianzaigubudezheixie。

wofafengsidechuangjinlinzeyudebangongshi,dangzhegongsiyuangongdemian,zaitashenshangdaza,zhiwentaweishenmeyaohaisiwodehaizi。

weileranglinzeyukanqingchutamianqianyizhiaierbudedebaiyueguangzhenzhengdezuilian,woshenzhibuxijiangzhengjubaizailetademianqian。

kedaotoulaihuanlaide,quezhiyoulinzeyuhaobuyouyudeyibazhang。

“haizibushiniyonglaiwuliqunaodejiekou。”

“zaishuole,renyijingmeile,nizaizheiyangduoduobiren,youyoushenmeyiyi!”

wojianzhibuganxiangxinzijideerduo,tajingranshuoderuciqingmiaodanxie,fangfosiqudezhishiyigewuguanjinyaodexiaomaoxiaogou!

“linzeyu,neikeshiwomendehaizi!nizenmekeyizheimelengxue!”

woshengsilijiedichaotanuhou,yanleijuedierchu,weiquhefennujiaozhizaiyiqi,jihuyaojiangwotunshi。

suyaojiuduozaitashenhou,neifuchuchukeliandelianshangmanshiweiqu。

danwofenmingnengkanjian,taneiweiqudemiankongxiazangzhede,shiminghuanghuangdedeyiyuedu。

wocengjingbumingbai,jiujingshishenmenenggourangtazheiyangdeyoushiwukong。

直到后来我才知道。

是爱。

tayongyoulinzeyusuoyoudepianai。

而我什么都没有!