第2章
mianduixushimandetiaoxin，xuqingyanlengrangouchun，“meicuo。woshidanglenisanniantishen，neiyouruhe？tazheisanniansuiranshiming，dangenwozaiyiqiderizi，wozuodeshiziji！neixieshiguangtadoujideqingqingchuchu！kandaowozheiyishenwenhenlema？zuotianwanshang，wogentayoulefuqizhishi！suoyi，congzheiyikekaishi，nidouyaokaishilaibanyanwo！”
“你！”
“quba！”xuqingyantaishou，pailepaixushimandejianbang，“niyizhidouhenxihuanjianwoshengxiadedongxi！chongbaiwodaozheigefenshang，chuleyuanliangni，hainengzenmebanni？”
shuowan，taliankandoumeikanxushimanyiyan，caguozhanshihanjianbang，liqudejiaobuyuelaiyuejianding......
cheshang，xuqingyanjiangtoumaijinxigai，chedengshanguo，zhaochutasisanlingluandezhangfa，baozhuzijideshuangshouzaizhandou，yinweiyonglierniechudezhijiexiandegengjiacangbai。
sijiyizhizaitoukanta，zhongyurenbuzhuwendao：“xiaoguniang，ninanpengyouchuguila？”
xuqingyanweitaiqilian，“chugui？”
“wonverzhiqianshilianyeshinizheiyangdezhuangtai。tabinihaodian，zhidaodakuyichang。”sijiquandao，“haiziguodebuhao，qishizuinanshoudeshifumu，niduoweitamenxiangxiang。”
zheinvhaiyanjingdoubiehongzhongle，shenziyezaifadou，danjiushibuku，guairangrenxintengde。
xuqingyannaohaizhongfuxianchuyuzhanshihanxiangchudesuoyouhuamian，zuizhong，quandoutingliuzaitajiangxushimanyongruhuailiqinghongdeneike。
talilelizhangfa，mouzilijianjianfuxianchujueqiangdeyonggan，qichun：“bushide。shiwobuyaotale。”
shoujipingmuzhaochutacangbaidelian，taxunsufaletiaoxinxichuqu。
【jiangwohezhanshihanxiangchudesuoyouziliaoquandoushandiao，buliurenhezhusimaji！】
yinweimobuzhunzhanshihandexinli，suoyi，tazhaogutazheijianshixianyourenzhi。
rujin，meiyouleziliaokecha，zhidaozhenxiangdeneixieren，yejuebuhuigaosuta......
徐家。
xuqingyantuozhepibeideshenqu，zhengzhunbeihuiwoshiqushuijue，yidaolinglidezhangfengjiushunzhetadelianjialuolexialai。
她迅速往后躲开。
taiqimouzi，duishangdeshifuqinneishuangtonghendeyan。
“nihaiyoulianhuilai！zenmebuqusi！”fuqinpokoutongma。
duishangfuqindenuyi，xuqingyanyankuangyishi，“wozuocuoleshenme？”
“qisiwole！nijingranlianzijicuonaerledoubuzhidao？zhenshidiujinlewodelian！”xufuzhizhexuqingyan，“nigenlezhanshihansanniana！jieguo，shuobeirengjiubeirengle！liankuaimobudouburu！nihaijuedezijimeicuo？”
xumuyeshitanxizheyaotou，“ai——tongyangshiwodenver，zenmemanmanjiunengjiangshenmeshiqingzuodeneimehao？manmanwenroudongshiyoucongmingguaiqiao！zaikankanni！zhenshiyidianerdouburangrenshengxin！nijiajizhanshaoshiduohaodejihui，quenengnongchengquanchengxiaobing！”
“zheiyiqiedoushixushimandesheji！tabawopianlechuqu，ranhouqudaiwozuodeyiqie！”xuqingyantigaoyinliang。
“nidaoxianzaihaibaibuqingchuzijideweizi！”xufuqideshenzidouzaizhandou，“manmanzheishizaijiunizhibuzhidao！ruguotabuzheimezuo，beizhanshaofaxianzhaogutadeyizhishini，niyiweizijixianzaishishenmexiachang？”
xuqingyanbuganxiangxin，zijideqinshengfuqinjingranhuishuochuzheizhonghua。
她不由望向母亲。
“nibashuodeshishishi。tuomanmandefu，nicainenggenzhanshaozheimeyouxiudenanrendaizaiyiqisannian，zheishiduoshaorenzuomengdouqiubulaidexingfu！congjinyihou，zheijianshijiulanzaiduzili，zhufutamenba。”xumushuo。
yishunjian，xuqingyandexinzangxiangshibeishenmedongxihenhendaolan！
tongdetalianhuxidouyaofeijinliqi。
“suoyi......nimenzaojiuzhidaotahuizheimezuo？”tachukoudeshengyinweizhan，“weishenme？nandao，wobushinimendeqinshengnverma？”
guowangdehuiyiyongshangnaohai，tayanlizuihouyisiguangyeyinmiele。
tashengxialaihoujiubeichoujiatouzou，fumubianlingyangleyutachabuduodadexushiman，houlai，xuqingyanbeizhaodao，fumukantahunshenzangxixi、lianhuadoushuobuqingchu，bianlianyejiangtasongquxiangxiagugujia。
zhidaozhanyeyeshuoyaolvxingliangjiayinqin，erqieduixiangzhinengshitazheigeqinshengnver，caijiangtajiehuilai。
tayongyuanyewangbudiaohuijiadeneiyilu。
有多少希望。
就有多少破灭。
“niyoushenmezigegenmanmanbi？”xufudamachusheng，“manmanyihuilai，zhanshaoyanjingjiuhaole，mashangjiunenghuizhanshijituan，shuomingtashitadefuxing！tamenlianglangcainvmao，qiangqianglianshouyidingnengdedaozhanjiadejichengquan！zaikankanni！congxiaozaixiangxiazhangda，lianjuyingyudoubuhuishuo，jiusuanrangnigenzhanshaozaiyiqi，nichulejitaxiyizuofan，haihuishenme？”
tingzhefuqindexunhua，xuqingyanshuangshoujiujinchengquantou，fenmingjiaoxiaoyoushouruo，mouziliqueyishafachulinglidelengguang。
xufuqiangyazhexintoudezhenjing。
zheihaizi，ouerliuluchulaideqiangshi......taixiangneigerenle！
neige，tatidoubugantideren！
“biewangle，dangchu，shinimenbizhewojiade。”xuqingyanjiangshengyinyaochulai，“erxianzai，wocaishizhanshihanmingzhengyanshundeqizi，zhanjiachengrendenvzhuren，zhiyouwo！”
“nizhei......”
“wokunle，xianqushuile。”
xuqingyanhuidaowoshi，jiangmenzhongzhongyiguan。
shuangtuihuranshiqulequanbuliqi，diezuozaidishang，wangzhechuangwaineilunguyue，yanshenhuansanlehaojiuhaojiu......
夜，渐渐变静。
xushimanyizuikuaidesudushuxixuqingyanhezhanshihanshenghuolesanniandedifang。
kanzheyijulideyifu，tamanlianxianqi。
genbenbushitaxihuandefengge！
takeyijiazhuangxuqingyandeshenghuoxiguan，keyiyongxuqingyanxihuandemuyulu，dancaibuyaochuantadeyifuni！
rangrensonglaizhensidiaodaiqun，tahuanhaohou，zaijingziqianzhaolezhao。
tayaoyizuikuaidesuduhuaishangzhanshihandehaizi，jieshi，jiusuanshiqingchuanbang，duitayingxiangyebuda。
“shihan。”xushimantaiqifengqingwanzhongdemouzi，“nizhongyunengkanjianle！wozhendehaoweinikaixin！”
zhanshihankanzhetashenshangdeyiqun，hezhiqianchupengdaotadebuliaohenbuyiyang。
tazuixihuanbaozheta，wentashenshangqiandandexiangwei。
ertazonghuichentabuzhuyijiutaokai，ranhou，liuxiayizhangchuanezuojudechengbandexiaoshengheguanmensheng。
shenzhizuowan，tahaizaiduo。
zenmejinwanquebiandedadanqilai？
“maner。”tafumozhetadezhangfa，shuxidefaxiangrangtamanzuwubi，“zheiyiqie，doushiyinweini。”
“shiyinweiwoma？”xushimanjiaoxiu，“dangchu，yeyebiniqujiejie，shuojiejiewangfu，youdafudaguizhiming，erwoque......”
“buyaozaitineigenvren！”tadaduantadehua，“tayepeigennibi！”
liangrenshuangshuanggunzaichuangshang，taxixidaliangzhetadelian。
zaiheianxiangsuideneisannian，tawushucihuanxiangguoyouchaoyirinengkanzheta，qingqingfumoguotademeiyichu，changjintadejiaomei。
rujin，tazaiyebuyaodengle！
zhifumoguotademei、tadeyan、tadebi，tingdunzaitadechunshang。
tameitouyicu，xiangshichudianban，huranjiucongtashenshangqilai。