第3章 第一次握紧你的手

“niguoranwangjiwole!”

tayizhijideta,taquebujidetale,yesuiyandihuaguoyimonanyiyanshideshiwang,renxingdeshuodao,“wobushuo,niyaozijixiangqilaicaixing!”

“yexiaojie,zheisuanshenme?yuqinguzong?”lengmodeshengyinlijiazazhemieshi,xiangshiwangtadexinkouchaleyidao。

taxiangguoqianbaizhongtamenxiangjiandeqingjing,queconglaimeixiangdaotahuiduizijiyanezhiji。

qifenyishichenmoxialai,huosinianjiantabushuohua,jixufengcidao,“weishenmebushuohua?nandaobeiwocaizhongle?”

yesuideshoupadeyixiazipaizaizhuozishang,chongzhetahandao,“nirangwoshuoshenme?zainidexinli,wojiushiyigetanmuxurong,decunjinchi,weileqian,chumairoutidenvren,woshuozhenhua,nihuixiangxinma?”

“……”

“yuqinguzong?diaonizheigejinguixu?huosinian,wogaosuni,woyaoshiweileqian,gangshangdayideshihou,wojiuxuanzebeirenbaoyangle。”

taturanwozhulehuosiniandeshou,huosinianlengleyixia,suijijiuyaozhengtuokai,quebeiyesuizuandejinjinde,tadeshouqingqingdemocazhehuosiniandeshou,zheiranghuosinianganjuedaozijibeimaofanle。

“fangsi!”huosinianmeixiangdaozheigenvrenzheimehouyan**,zhengyaoyonglideshuaikaita,yizoulezhi,jiutingdaoyesuijixushuodao,“niganjuedaowoshoushangdejianzilema?”

tafangkaihuosiniandeshou,ranglianggerendeshoutankai,yigedashou,yigexiaoshou,danshixiaoshoushangyoubobodeyicengjianzi,fandaoshihuosiniandeshoupifugenghaoyixie。

“huosinian,nideshouzhenhaokan……nikanwodeshou,zheibushitanmuxurongdeyishuangshou,wosuiranhenqiong,danshiwohennulidezaigaibianzijidemingyun。zhiyugaibianmingyundeshouduan,jueduibushijiajiyigenanren。”

guzili,tabingbuxiangxinnanren。

tademuqinhefuqinjiushiyigexuelinlindelizi。

“huosinian,woxihuanni,xiangyaojiajini,bushiweileqian,shiweilenizheigeren。wozhidaonibuxiangxinwo,danshishijiankeyizhengmingyiqie。huosinian,niyuanyijiwoyigejihui,rangwozhengmingwoxihuannima?”

19suinvhaizideaiqingyouhuoyanbandechirehechenxibandechaoqi,neimeyongganhewusuoweiju。

huosiniankanzheyesuideshou,biaoqingyoujifendongrong,zheishuangcucaodeshou,bingbuyinggaishuyunianqingmaomeidenvhaizi。

ruoshitazhendetanmuxurong,pingjiezhetazheizhangpiaoliangliandan,taqueshihuiguodehenhao,zhishaobixianzaiguodehao。

“yexiaojie,ninenggaosuwo,nidaodixihuanwoshenmema?”

yesuizhouqilemeitou,zixidesikaozhehuosiniandehua,guolehaobanxiang,tacaiyumendeshuodao,“xihuanyigerenxuyaoliyouma?”

taoyanyigerenyouqianbaizhongliyou,xihuanyigerenzhendemeiyouliyou。

taxiangxin,zongyouneimeyigerenshishangdiweitahuozhetahuxiangzhunbeide,simuxiangwang,shijieshangshenmedoumeiyoule,zhishengxiabici,zheizhongganqingmiaobukeyan!keyuerbukeqiu!

huosinianjiushishangdiweitazhunbeideneigeren。

“dangranxuyaoliyou。biru,xihuanyigenanrendewaimao,pinxing,qian,caihuahuozheqita……”qiaotazheifuduizijiqinggenshenzhongdechiqingyangzi,ruoshitashibuanshishidemaotouxiaozi,daoshixinle,kexitabushi。

yesuikanzhehuosinian,congtadeyanlikandaodeshimanmandezhiyi,tayelandehetabianjieshenme,wunaideshuodao,“woshuoshenmenidoubuxiangxin,wobuxiangshuole。”

tadeshouzangdaolezhuozixiamian,weichuizhetou,menmenbuledeyangzi。

“yexiaojie,woyidiandoubuxiangquni,danshiwonainaixiwangwomenjiehun,eryexiaojieyehenxiangjiajiwo,jiranruci,jiujiehunba。buguo……”