antansihumeiyuliaodaoronglingshihuiyongzheiyanglengdetaiduduita。
tashenxileyikouqi，qiangyazhehuoqi，xianzaishitaxiangronglingshiqiuhe，zitailiyingfangdiyixie。
dengzhihouxiangchuyizhenzi，tajiukeyifanguolaile，huifudaocongqianronglingshiduitayantingjicongdeneixierizi。
xiangdaozheili，antanweiweixinanleyixie，wendao：“nideshengyintingqilaibutaihao，nizhaodaotalema？”
“……嗯。”
“neishibushitayonghaiziweixienile，xiangmupingzigui？haishixiangyilihunweijiekou，fengenidecaichan？yanxi，nibuyongdanxin，wozuishanzhangdalihunguansile，zheijianshinijiaojiwo，wojueduibuhuirangtanazourongjiayimaoqiande。”
“antan！”ronglingshitongkudidihouchusheng：“tabushinishuodeneiyang！tashenmedoubuyao！”
shenzhi，liantayebuyaole。
antandeyuqishunjiankaixinqilai，haiyouxiejingxi：“neinihaifachoushenme？zheibushitinghaodeme。”
taqingxiaozhe，yuqiyeqingsongqilai。
“zheigeanyishengyesuanshishuohuasuanhua，zhixiwangtayihoubieyouhouhuile，youdaizhehaizihuilairenzuguizong。wogennishuo，anzhaoxianzaidefalvlaishuo，neigehaizidequeshikeyifengenidecaichande，buguoyewentibuda，nikeyitiqianliyizhu，bacaichanquanbudoujiwomendehaizi……”
ronglingshibujinfengcidixiaochushenglai。
ansuihaizhenshiliaoshirushen，zaojiuzhidaoantanhuipansuanjichengfa。
dianhuali，antandeshengyinhaizaixuxutaotao：“yanxi，woqishiyougexiangfa，xianggennishangliangyixia。”
“什么？”
“woxiangguole，qishiwomenkeyigentatanpande，ruguotayuanyidadiaohaizicongcizaiyebujiuchannidehua，womenkeyiyicixingjitayibiqian。tabushixiangmaiyitaoshuyuzijidefangzime？womenjitachushoufukuan，zheiyangyesuanmanzuletadexinyuan，womenyesuanshiyongjuehouhuanle。”
“……”
“danshizheigeshibixudebaizhiheiziqianxieyi，miandetashuaxinji。takeshifuchankeyisheng，limianquandoushitadeshuren，doukeyibangtazuojiade，mingmianshanggaosuwomenhaiziyijingdale，qishitatoutoubahaizishengxialai，daoshihouzaiyonghaizilaidaodayipa，daoshihougengshimafan。”
ronglingshikendingdishuo：“tabuhuide。”
“nihaibiebuxin，wozhendechuliguozheiyangdeanzi，yeshiyigexinjinv，chuxinjilvdihuaishangfuhaodehaizi，fuhaojiletayibiqianrangtadatai，jieguotaqianyenalehaizihaimeida，zuihouneihaizihuilaigenyuanpeideerzizhengjiachan，huoshengshengfenzoulefuhaobanfushenjia……”
“孩子没了。”
“haizi……”antanlengleyixia，“meile？”
“嗯。”
“niyijinggentatanhaotiaojianlema？nizenmebudaiwoyiqiquya，wohaodaishizhuanyelvshi，nengzuidachengdubangnitanhaotiaojiande。”
“tashenmedoumeigenwotan，wogandaodeshihou……haiziyijingmeile。”
“neikezhenshitaihaole！”antanzhangchuleyikouqi，queyuebuyi：“zheixialianqiandoubuyongjile，tazaiyemeiyourenhebabingkeyiweixiewomenle。duileyanxi，nishenmeshihouhuilaia？wancanjiudianchufangyoufaguoxiaoyangjian，buguozheilidehongjiunianfendoubugouhao，nicongjialidaiguolaiyipinghaobuhao？womenhaohaoqingzhuyixia。”
“庆祝什么？”
“qingzhuwomenpojingzhongyuanya！erqieshiqianchenwangshidouchulideganganjingjing，zaiyemeiyouzuai……”
“neibushizuai，neishiwodehaizi。”