1buqingzilaide“liehen”chuqiudewangningjiezongguozheyicengdandandewu，bushichengshilineizhongqiangrendewumai，
shidaizheshuiqiyucaomuqingxiangdebowu。qingchenwudianban，tiangangmengmengliang，wujiucongxiangkoudexiaohelimanshanglai，
shunzheqingshibanludefengxizuan，bayikuaikuaishibanrundefaliang，xiangsalecengsuizuan。
wutongshuyeshangguazhedeluzhuzuishidiaopi，fengyichuijiugunxialai，luozaizaoqixingrendeyilingjian，liangsiside，
quebucigu，fanerrangrenqingxingdehen。linwande“shiguangxiufupu”zangzaijieweidisanjian，
shidongminguoshiqidelaoyangfanggaide。muzhimenkuangshangdetonghuanbeimolejishinian，baojianghoudefaliang，
shouzhiyidashangqu，jiunengganshoudaosuiyuemochulaidewenrun。
menmeishangguazhedezhaopaishizufushoushude“shiguang”erzi，mosesuitunledaban，
“shi”zideyinahaidaizhedianfeibai，“guang”zidezuihouyibituodehenzhang，xiangyaobashiguangdoulanjinlai。
linwanmeitianzaoshangliudianzhunshikaimen，yaochi**suokongshi，huifachu“kada”yishengqingxiang，
zheishengyinzaianjingdexiangziligewaiqingxi，linjujiademaozongbeizheishengyinjingxing，congqiangtoutanchutou，
lanyangyangdikantayiyan，yousuohuiqujixushui。puzilidechensheshinianmeibianguo，lianwujiandeweizhidoumeidongguo。
kaochuangdegongzuotaishizufuliuxiadesuanzhimuzhuo，zhangyimier，kuanliushilimi，
zhuomianbeishazhimochuleshenqianbuyidewenlu。shendedifangnengkazhuzhijia，neishizufudangnianxiudaxingzuozhongshi，
yongzaozikexiadebiaoji；qiandedifangfanzhehuposedeguang，shilinwanzheixienianyongxibucachulaide。
zhuoshangcongzuodaoyoubaizhegongju：zuixiaohaodeniezishiruishichande，
jianduanxidenengjiaqimayi；fangdajingyousangebeishu，fenbiezhuangzaibutongdemubingli，
mubingshangkezhe“1985”“1992”“2001”，
shizufumeinianshengrijizijimaide；mulayouguanzishicutaode，shangmianyinzhe“jingdezhenzhi”，
guankouzongzhanzhedianlayou，ningchengdanhuangsedejia；zuiyoubianshigetiepihe，zhangfangxing，
shangmianyinzhe“shanghaizhongbiaochang”deziyang，limianzhuangzhezufuchuanxialaideweixingchilun，zuixiaodebimilihaixiao，
linwanquenengpingshougannieqilai，buyongkanjiunengduishangjixindekacao。qiangjiaoduizhebanrengaodejiushuhelaozhaopian，
shilinwancongjiuhuoshichangtaolaide。jiushudaduoshishangshijiqibashiniandaide，fengmiantuolejiao，shuyefahuang，
youdehaijiazhegankudehuaban；laozhaopiangengyouyisi，youchuanzhongshanzhuangdefuqizaitiananmenguangchangdeheying，
youzhayangjiaobiandexiaoguniangbaozhebuwawadedanrenzhao，
haiyougongchangligongrenmenjuzhe“anquanshengchan”paizidejitizhao。
linwanzongshuo“jiuzhilizangzhebierenmeishuowandehua”，meizhousanxiawubumangdeshihou，
tahuibazheixiejiuwutanzaidishang，yizhangyizhangdikan，youshikandaomouzhangzhaopianshangdexiaolian，
huiduizhekongqixiaobantian；youshikandaojiazaishulideqingshu，zijimohudekuaiyaokanbuqing，youhuihongleyankuang。
gongzuotaidezuobianyougexiaojuzi，fenchengsanceng。diyicengfangzhekehudewujian，
meigewujiandouyongbutongyansedebubaozhe，bushangfengzhebiaoqian，
xiezhekehudemingzihexiufuyaoqiu；diercengshilinwanzijidebaobei，youzufuliuxiadelaohuajing，
jingtuiyongjiaobuchanleyouchan，haiyoutabasuishihuadehua，huadeshiyijiasankousuan，fuqinjuzhefengzheng，
muqinqianzhetadeshou，tiankongshiyonglabitudelanse；disancengzuitebie，fangzheyigemolvsederijiben，
fengpishipigede，bianjiaomodefamao，tangjinde“riji”erzitunchengledanjinse，zheishimuqinliuxiade，
limianyiyezidoumeiyou，linwanquemeitiandouhuidakaikanyiyan，xiangshizaidengmuqinturanxiexiadianshenme。zheitianqingchen，
linwangangbapuzimentuikaiyitiaofeng，jiutingjianxiangkouchuanlaishuxidejiaobusheng。shizhangdaye，tadejiaobushenghenhaoren，
xiedizhanzhediannitu，zouzaiqingshibanshanghuifachu“shasha”dexiang，
haijiazazheguaizhang“dudu”deshengyin。linwantaitouyikan，guoranshita，
shoulilinzhegediaoleqidehongmuzuozhong，zhongbaichuizaiwaimian，huangyouyoudexiangmeishuixingdelaotou。“linguniang，zaoa！
”zhangdayedeshengyinhongliang，jingfeilezhitoudemaque，jizhiniaopulengzhechibangfeizou，liuxiajipianyumaopiaoxialai。
tazoudaomenkou，bazuozhongfangzaitaijieshang，chuanlekouqi，yongxiuzicalecaetoushangdehan，
“niqiaoqiaowozheilaohuoji，shangzhouhaihaohaode，qiantianzaoshangqilaiyikan，zhizhenjiutingzaisandianlingqifen，
zaiyebudongle。”linwanceshenrangtajinlai，shunshoujieguozuozhong。muzhiwaiqiaoshangdeliangyitouguozhijianchuanlai，
shilaohongmuteyoudeliang，daizhedianmuxiang。taqingqingxiankaizhongmianboli，bolibianyuandetongkuangyijingyanghuafahei，
yongzhijiayigua，nengguaxiaxixiaodetongxie。limiandechilunxiujibanban，xiangshishenglecenghesedemei，
zuidadeneigechilunshanghaichanzhejigenhuichenjiechengdesi，zhizhentingzaisandianlingqifen，shizhenhefenzhenjihuzhonghe，
xiangshizaihuxiangyiwei。“dayeninzuo，wokankan。”linwanbazuozhongfangzaigongzuotaishang，
congtiepihelinachuzuixiaohaodeniezi，youdakaitaideng。taidengshilaoshidehuangtongdizuo，dengpaomengzhecengbohui，
quebaguangxianjudejiliang，luozaitajiemaoshang，touxiaxisuideyinying。taxianbazhongmianboliquxialai，
fangzaipuzheruanbudetuopanli，ranhouyongniezixiaoxinyiyidijiaqichilunshangdehuichensi，meijiayigen，
jiufangjinpangbiandebaizhishang，zhishanghenkuaijiuduileyixiaocuohui。zhangdayezuozaimenkoudezhuyishang，
zhuyishitalaobanershengqianbiande，yibeishanghailiuzhetadetiwen。tayizuoxia，
zhuyijiufachu“zhiya”yishengxiang，
xiangshizaifuhetadetanxi：“zheizhongshiwolaobanerjiaguolaishidaidepeijia，1983niandewujian，
shanghaizhongchangchude，dangshihualetalianggeyuedegongzi。nibuzhidao，tagangjiajiwodeshihou，
tiantianzaoshangyongzheizhongjiaowoqichuang，shuo‘laozhang，sandianle，gaiqujinhuole’。houlaihaizidale，zhonghaizaizou，
tajiutiantianca，tongkuangcadenengzhaojianren。”tadunledun，shengyindilexie：“quniandongtian，tazoule，
zoudeneitianzaoshang，zheizhonghaihaohaode，wanshangwohuilaiyikan，zhizhenjiutingle。wozongxiangzhexiuhaota，
haoxiangtazouqilai，chufanglijiuhainengtingjiantalaotaodeshengyin，shuo‘laozhang，zhouaohaole，kuaichenrehe’。
”linwandedongzuodunledun，niezijiandechilunchadiandiaozaizhuoshang。taxiangqimuqinzoudeneitian，yeshizheiyangdechuqiu，
wutongyeluozaichuangtaishang，xiangpulecenglvsededitan。neitiantayaoqushangxiaoxue，dunzaimenkouxixiedai，
xiedaizongyexibuhao，jidekuaikule。muqindunxialai，bangtabaxiedaixichenghudiejie，
shouzhiqingqingnielenietadelianjia，shuo“wanwanyaohaohaode，mamaqugedifang，henkuaijiuhuilai”。
ranhoutalinzheheisedexinglixiangzoule，xinglixiangdelunzizaiqingshibanshangfachu“gulugulu”deshengyin，
yuelaiyueyuan，zhidaotingbujian。neishilinwancaibasui，baozhemuqinliuxiademolvserijibenzuozaimenjianshang，
denglezhengzhengsantian。diyitian，tayiweimuqinwanshanghuihuilai，barijibenfangzaizhentoubian，
dengzhetingmuqinjianggushi；diertian，taquxiangkoudegongjiaochezhandeng，meilaiyiliangchejiupaoguoqukan，
zhidaomobanchekaizou；disantian，fuqinhongzheyankuangbatabaojinwuli，shuo“wanwan，mamabuhuihuilaile”，
tacaizhidao，youxielikaishimeiyouguiqide，jiuxiangyouxiehua，shuolejiushizuihouyiju。“youxiedongxihuaile，
xiubuhaojiuzhinengjizhe。”zhangdayedehuaxiangyipianluoye，qingqingluozailinwanxinshang，jiqiyizhenxiweidelianyi。
tadixiatou，jixuyongxibucashichilun，bushijipizuode，ruandexiangyunduo，cazaichilunshangmeiyouyidianshengyin。
“nengxiuhaode，daye。”tadeshengyinqingdejihutingbujian，quehenjianding，“jiusuanxiubuhao，
yenengbahuiyiliuzhe，jiuxiangzheizhong，jiusuanzoubudongle，ninxiangqita，jiuxiangqiayi，zheijiugoule。
”tabacaganjingdechilunfanghuijixin，dileliangdirunhuayou。youshitezhide，yongbimayouhefenglaaode，
zufuchuanxialaidepeifang，dizaichilunshanghuifachu“zi”deyishengqingxiang。linwanqingqingzhuandongfatiao，
shouzhinengganshoudaofatiaodezhangli，yidianyidianshoujin，ranhoumanmansongkai。chilun“gezhi”xiangleyisheng，
xiangshilaorenshenlanyaodeshengyin，jiezhekaishimanmanzhuandong，shizhenhefenzhenyegenzhedongqilai，congsandianlingqifen，
yidianyidianwangqianzou。zhangdayecouguolai，yanjingliangdexianggehaizi，zhouwenlidoudaizhexiao：“dongle！linguniang，
nikezhenyoubenshi！niyeyedangnianjiulihai，meixiangdaonibitahailihai！”tashenchushou，
xiangmoyimozhuandongdezhizhen，youpapenghuaile，shouzaibankongzhongtinglebantian，caiqingqingpenglepengzhongmianboli，
“niayiyaoshizhidao，kendingyegaoxing，tazuixihuanzheizhongle。”linwanxiaolexiao，yanjiaowanqiqianqiandehudu。
tadexiaozongshihenqing，xiangpajingraolepuzilideshiguang，jiuxiangtaxiufujiuwushi，congbuyongmanli，
zongshuo“jiuwujianyoupiqi，deshunzhetalai”。tabazhongmianbolizhuanghuiqu，youyongxibucalecahongmuwaiqiao，
diaoqidedifangyonglabibuledianyanse，suiranbunengwanquanhuifuyuanyang，quebizhiqianhaokanduole。“daye，
ninxiazhoulainaba，wozaidiaoshijitian，rangtazoudezhundian。”“hao，hao！”zhangdayelianliandiantou，
youkanleyiyanzuozhong，caiyiyibushedizoule。tazoudeshihou，jiaobubilaishiqingkuai，
guaizhang“dudu”deshengyinyedaizhedianhuankuaidejiezou，linwanzhanzaimenkoukanzhetadebeiying，
zhidaotaguaijinxiangkou，caizhuanshenhuipuzi。gangzhuanguoshen，jiukanjianmenkoudewutongyedongledong，
yigegouloudeshenyingtingzaipumenwai。shichenapo，zheiyijingshitadisancilaile。diyicilaishiliangzhouqiandezhouyi，
linwanzhengzaixiufuyizhisuilekoudeqinghuaciwan。neiwanshiqingdaide，wankouqueleyikuai，
bianyuanhaidaizhexixiaodeliewen。linwanyongjinshandefangfaxiu，bajinfenheshengqidiaozaiyiqi，
yidianyidiantianzailiewenli，yangguangtouguochuanghuluozaiwanshang，jinfenshanzhexisuideguang。huran，
taganjueyourenzaikanta，taitouyikan，jiukanjianchenapozhanzaimenkou，gezheboliwanglikan，
shouzhifanfucuozheyijiao，xianggeyouyuzheyaobuyaojintangguodiandehaizi。linwanduizhetaxiaolexiao，xiangrangtajinlai，
kechenapohuangmangdixiatou，zhuanshenjiuzou，lanbushandeyijiaosaoguowutongye，daiqiyizhenxisuideshengxiang，
xiangzaishuo“duibuqi”。diercilaishishangzhousan，linwanzaizhenglilaozhaopian。tabazhaopiantanzaidishang，
yizhangyizhangdiguosu，youzhangzhaopianshishangshijiqishiniandaide，yiduinianqingfuqibaozhehaizi，
beijingshiwangningjiedelaoxitai。linwanzhengduizhezhaopianfadai，jiukanjianchenapozhanzaimenkou，
zheicitazhanlezuzushifenzhong，yanjingyizhidingzhepuzilidegongzuotai，zhidaolinwanyaoguanmen，caimanmannuokaijiaobu，
zoudeshihouhaihuitoukanleyiyan，xiangshiyoushenmehuameishuochukou。zheici，linwantaiyanshi，
zhenghaoduishangchenapodemuguang。chenapodetoufayongheisefawangzhaozhe，quehaishiyoujilvyinsiluzaiwaimian，
tiezaibumanzhouwendelianjiashang。neixiezhouwenbushituranzhangchulaide，shimanmankeshangqude，
yanjiaodezhouwenxiangjuhuadeban，zuijiaodezhouwenwangxiachui，daizhedianchoukudeyangzi。
tachuanzheyijianxidefabaidelanbushan，lingkoufengzheyikuaishensedebuding，budingdezhenjiaowaiwainiuniu，
xiangshizijifengde，xianhailuchuleyixiaojie，fengyichuijiuhuang。kandaolinwankanta，chenapohuangmangdixiatou，
shuangshouzaishenqianjiaozhe，zhuanshenjiuyaozou。linwanlianmangkaikou：“apo，jinlaizuozuoba，waimianfengda，
ninkannindetoufadouchuiluanle。”chenapodejiaobudunzhu，guolehaoyihuier，caimanmanzhuanguoshen。
tadedongzuohenman，xiangshimeidongyixiadouyaohuahendadeliqi。tadexieshiheisedelaobuxie，xiedimodehenbo，
xiejianhaibulekuaijiaopi，zouzaiqingshibanlushangmeishengyin，quezaipuzilidemudibanshangliuxiadandandehuiyin。
linwanzheicaifaxian，tadekujiaozhanzhediannitu，kutuihaijuanzhe，luchujiaohuaishangdeyuqing，xiangshibuxiaoxinshuaiguo。
“guniang，wo……”chenapozhanglezhangzui，shengyinhenqing，xiangwenzijiao，muguangluozaigongzuotaishangdezuozhongshang，
youxunsuyikai，shuangshoujiaodegengjinle。tadeshouhencucao，zhiguanjietuchu，xianglaoshuzhi，
zhijiafengliqianzhediannitu，yikanjiushichanggannonghuoderen。zhifushanghaiyoujidaoqianqiandebahen，youdeshixinde，
haifanzhehong；youdeshijiude，yijingchenglebaisedeyinzi，xiangshibeiliandaohuozheshuzhihuadaoguo。linwanmeiyoucuita，
zhishibashoulideniezifangjintiepihe，congjuzilinachuyigecutaobeizi。beizishitazijiniede，
shangmianhuazhejiandandehaitanghua，huabanshiyongshouzhimochulaide，beiyanyoudianwai，quetouzhezhipodenuanyi。
tadaolebeiwenshui，didaochenapomianqian：“apo，ninxianhekoushui，manmanshuo，buji。
”wenshuidereqiyinyunzaichenapoyanqian，mohuletadeshixian。tapengzhebeizi，zhijianqingqingmosuozhebeibi，
beibishangdehaitanghuatuanluozhezhijian，rangtaxiangqishenme，yanshenruanlexialai。
tadeshouzhizaibeiyanshangraoleyiquanyouyiquan，guolezuzuwufenzhong，caixiangshixiadinglejuexin，
conghuailitaochuyigeyonglanbubaozhededongxi。bubaodiedezhengzhengqiqi，dielesanceng，
zuiwaimianyicengdebianjiaodoumochulemaobian，luchulimiandebaisechenbu。chenapodeshouzhiyouxiezhandou，
jiekaidiyigejieyonglebanfenzhong，jiedadehenjin，xianranshipalimiandedongxidiaochulai。tayicengyicengxiankaibubao，
dongzuomandexiangzaijiekaiyiduanchenfengdeshiguang，meixiankaiyiceng，jiutingdunyixia，xiangshizaijizijidaqi。zuihou，
dangdisancengbuxiankaishi，yizhiminguoshiqidefalangyinlehelulechulai。yinlehebazhangdaxiao，
zhutishidanlansedefalang，shangmianhuazhejizhishengkaidehaitang。huabanshidanfensede，huaxinshihuangsede，
huabanbianyuanmiaozhexixidejinbian，zhishijinbianyijingyanghuafahei，luchudixiadeyinsetaiti，
xianglaorenlianshangdezhouwen。hegaineicekezhelianggezi，zijimohudekuaiyaokanbuqing，linwancouguoqu，
caimianqiangrenchushi“atang”lianggezi，bihuahenqing，xiangshipakezhonglehuinonghuaiyinlehe。
keneijingzhidefalangshang，quepazheyidaozhuwangwendeliehen。liehenconghaitanghuadegenbukaishi，xiangzhizhuzhidewang，
yiluyanshendaohegaibianyuan，zuikuandedifangnengsaijinyizhangzhi，zhaidedifangzhiyoutoufasineimexi。
liehenchuhaicanliuzheganhedehuangsejiaoshui，shizuiputongde502jiao，jiaoshuiyichuliehen，
ningguchengchouloudeyingkuai，youdedifanghaizhanledianhuichen，rangliehenkanqilaigengxianyan，
xiangyidaoyongyuanwufayuhedeshangba。chenapodeshouzhiqingqingfangzailiehenshang，
dongzuowenroudexiangzaifumoyingerdepifu，zhijianweiweizhandou，xiangshipapengtengleta。“guniang，
nengbunengbataxiude……xiangmeihuaiguoyiyang？”tadeshengyindaizhezhandou，
meiyigezidouxiangshiconghoulonglijichulaide，haidaizhediankuqiang，“wozhidaozheihennan，wozhaolehaoduoxiufudian，
zaichenglipaolebangeyue，tamendoushuoxiubuhao，yaomeshuofalangsuilemeibanfabu，yaomeshuoyaobaliehenwanquangaizhu，
yongxindefalangbazhenggehegaidouhuanle，kewobuxiang……wobuxiangrangtabianchengxinde。
”taanxiacemiandehuangtongbofangjian，anjianyijingyanghuachengleshenhese，
anxiashihuifachu“ka”deyishengqingxiang。
yizhenduanduanxuxudexuanlvconglimianpiaochulai——shi《songbie》，minguoshiqiliuxingdediaozi，
lishutongxiedeci。“zhangtingwai，gudaobian……”xuanlvgangchangdao“zhangtingwai”sangezi，
jiuturankazhule，xiangshibeirenqiazhulehoulong，zhishengxiachilunzhuandongde“gezhi”sheng，nantingyouxinsuan，
xiangyishengmeishuowandetanxi，youxiangyigerenzaiku，quekubuchusheng。chenapokanzheyinlehe，yankuangmanmanhongle。
tadeyanleilaidehenqing，bushineizhonghaotaodakudelei，shixianzaiyanjiaojuchengyixiaodi，jingyingtitoude，
xiangqingchendeluzhu，ranhoumanmangunxialai，luozailanbushang，yunkaiyixiaopianshensedehenji。
“tayuanlaibushizheiyangde。”tadeshengyinhenqing，quedaizhenongnongdehuainian，“yiqiantachangdekehaotingle，
shengyinqingliang，xiangbailingniaozaichang。wojiejiezuixihuantingzheishou《songbie》，meicitabukaixin，
wojiubayinlehedakai，takaozaiwojianshang，tingzhetingzhejiuxiaole，shuo‘amei，nikanzheixuanlvduohaoting，
yihouwomenlaole，yeyaoyiqiting’。”linwantaitoukanxiangchenapo，faxiantadeyanjinglizangzhetaiduodongxi。
youhuainian，xiangqijiejieshi，yanshenhuibiandewenrou；youkuijiu，shuodao“wobuxiangrangtabianchengxinde”shi，
huidixiatou；haiyouyisishuobuqingdekongju，xiangshipazheiduanhuiyihuisuizheyinlehedesunhuaierxiaoshi，
pazijizaiyejibuqijiejiedeyangzi。“apo，ninfangxin，wohuijinlixiu。
”linwanbayinleheqingqingfangzaipuzheruanbudetuopanli，ruanbushitianlansede，heyinlehedeyansehenxiang，
“buguokenengxuyaojitianshijian，wodexianbajiujiaoshuiqinglidiao，502jiaohenwangu，
huishenjinfalangdefengxili，deyongteshuderongjimanmanpao；ranhouzhongxinbufalang，wodexiandiaopeiyanse，
quebaoheyuanlaidedanlanseyiyang；jixinyexuyaodiaoshi，gangcaitingzhexiangshichilunkazhule，
kenengxuyaohuanjigexiaolingjian。”chenapolianmangdiantou，shuangshoujinjinzuanzhelanbu，zhijieyinweiyonglierfabai，
lanbubeitaniechuleshenshendezhezhou。“hao，hao，wodeng，wonengdeng。”tazhanqishen，
youhuitoukanleyiyanyinlehe，xiangshipatahuituranxiaoshiyiyang，muguangzaiyinleheshangtingliulehenjiu，
caimanmanyikai，“guniang，womeizhousandouhuilaikankan，jiuzhanzaimenkou，bujinqudaraoni，xingma？
”“budarao，aponinsuishilaidoukeyi。”linwanxiaozheyaotou，songtadaomenkoushi，zhenghaoyizhenfengchuiguo，
yipianwutongyeluozaichenapodejiantou。tataishouqingqingfudiao，dongzuolidaizheyizhongmomingdewenrou，
xiangshizaifudiaoshenmezhenguidedongxi，shouzhizaijianshangdunledun，youqingqingpailepai，xiangshipayezihaizhanzaishangmian。
linwankanzhechenapodebeiyingmanmanxiaoshizaixiangkou。tadebeiyingzaichenguangliladehenzhang，goulouzhe，quehenjianding，
yibuyibuzoudehenwen。zoudaoxiangkoushi，tahaihuitoukanleyiyanxiufupudefangxiang，ranhoucaiguaijinlingyitiaoxiangzi，
bujianlezongying。linwanxinlihuranyouzhongyugan，zheizhiyinlehebeihou，zangzheyiduanhenzhanghenzhangdegushi，
yiduanbeishiguangyanmaide，guanyuaiyuyihandegushi，erneidaoliehen，jiushigushidekaitou。jiexialaidejitian，
linwandouzaimangzhexiufuneizhiyinlehe。qinglijiujiaoshuishizuimafandebuzhou，
tacongjuzilinachuyigezongsedexiaopingzi，limianzhuangzhezufuchuanxialaiderongji，shiyongjiujinghesongjieyoudiaopeide，
qiweiyoudiancibi，quenengruanhua502jiao。linwanbayinlehefangjinyigebolirongqili，daorurongji，
ganghaomeiguoliehenchu，ranhougaishanggaizi，rangrongjimanmanshentou。meitianzaoshang，
tazuodediyijianshijiushiguanchayinlehedeliehen，kankanjiaoshuiyoumeiyouruanhua。diyitian，
jiaoshuizhishishaoweibiantoumingledian；diertian，bianyuankaishiqiaoqi；daoledisantian，dabufenjiaoshuiyijingruanhua，
linwanyongxizhenyidiandiantiaokaiganhedejiaoshui，zhenshizufuliuxiadexiuhuazhen，zhenjianxidenengchuantouzhizhang，
taquenengkongzhizheshoujing，bushangdaodixiadefalang。tiaochulaidejiaoshuichenghuangsedesuixiezhuang，luozaibaizhishang，
duileyixiaodui，xiangjilexiaoshihoumuqinaozhoushi，guodijiedejia。meitianwanshang，puzilidetaidengdouliangdaohenwan。
dengguangtouguochuanghu，zaiqingshibanlushangtouxiayikuaixiaoxiaodeguangban，xiangshishiguangdeyinji。linwanzuozaigongzuotaiqian，
shoulinazhexizhen，yanjingdingzhefangdajing，youshihouyigexiaoshidoubudongyixia，zhiyoushouzhizaiqingqingdong。
xiangkoudemaohuitiaoshangchuangtai，pazaibolishangkanta，yanjingzaidengguangxiashanzhelvguang，xianggexiaoxiaodeshouhushen。
youtianwanshang，linwanqingliwanjiujiaoshui，yijingshishidianduole。tarouleroufasuandejianbang，
jianbangyinweizhangshijianbaochiyigezishi，yijingjiangyingdexiangkuaishitou。taqishenhuodongleyixia，zhunbeiguanmen，
quefaxianmenkouzhanzheyigexiaoguniang，shoulibaozheyigedongxi，suozailudengdeyinyingli，xiangshipabeirenfaxian。
“xiaopengyou，nizenmehaibuhuijia？”linwanzouguoqu，
caikanqingxiaoguniangshoulinazheyizhisuileerduodetaocituzi。tuzishibaisede，erduosuileyizhi，
suikuaiyongtoumingjiaonianzhe，waiwainiuniude，xianggeshoushangdexiaodongwu。xiaoguniangdetoufahenluan，yifuyeyoudianzang，
yanjinghonghongde，xiangshigangkuguo。“jiejie，nengxiuhaotama？”xiaoguniangdeshengyinruanruande，daizhekuqiang，
shuohuashihaichoulechoubizi，“zheishimamaliujiwode，wojintianzaoshangbuxiaoxinshuaisuile，babashuoxiubuhaole，
rangworengdiao，kewobuxiangreng。”linwandexinxiangbeishenmedongxijiuleyixia，tengdelihai。
taxiangqizijibasuineinian，muqinzouhou，tabamuqinderijibenzangzaizhentoudixia，youtianbuxiaoxindiaozaidishang，
fengmianshuaichuleyidaoliehen，tabaozherijibenkulezhengzhengyixiawu，parijibenyehuixiangmuqinyiyanglikaita。
“biezheji，jiejiekankan。”linwanbaxiaogunianglajinpuli，jitadaolebeireniunai，niunaishizaoshanggangrede，
haimaozhereqi。tajieguotaocituzi，zixikanlekan，suikuaihenwanzheng，meiyoushao，zhishitoumingjiaozhandetaicucao，
liuxialehenduoqipao。“nengxiuhao，buguoxuyaojitianshijian，jiejieyaobatoumingjiaoqinglidiao，
ranhouyongjiaoshuibasuikuaizhanhao，zaibudianyanse，rangtakanqilaiheyuanlaiyiyang。”xiaoguniangtaiqitou，
yanjinglihaihanzhelei，queliangleqilai，xiangxingxingyiyang。“zhendema？jiejienimeipianwo？
”taxiaoxinyiyidiwen，shengpazheishihuanjue。“zhende，jiejiebupianni。”linwanmozhexiaoguniangdetou，
tadetoufaruanruande，youdiandajie，“nijiaoshenmemingzi？zhuzainali？jiejiexiuhaohou，nihaolaina。
”“wojiaoduoduo，zhuzaiqianmiandewangningxiaoqu，sanhaolousidanyuan。”duoduopengzhereniunai，
xiaokouxiaokoudihezhe，yanjingyizhidingzhetaocituzi，“mamaqunianzoule，
zheishitazaiwowusuishengrishijiwomaide，womeitiandoubaozhetashuijue，tashenshangyoumamadeweidao。
”linwandexingengtengle，taxiangqimuqinzouhou，zijiyeshibaozhemuqinderijibenshuijue，rijibenshangdepigewei，
chengletaweiyideanwei。“duoduo，nifangxin，jiejieyidinghuibataxiuhao，rangtaxiangyuanlaiyiyangpeizheni，
jiuxiangmamahaizainishenbianyiyang。”tabataocituzifangzaigongzuotaishang，yongmakebizaisuikuaishangzuolebiaoji，
fenbiexiezhe“1”“2”“3”，zheiyangzhandeshihoujiubuhuinongcuole，“xiazhouniguolaina，haobuhao？
”duoduoyonglidiantou，lianshangluchulexiaorong，xiangyuhoudetaiyang，qusanlezhiqiandeyinmai。
tahewanzuihouyikouniunai，babeizidijilinwan，youkanleyiyantaocituzi，caibengbengtiaotiaodilikai。
linwansongtadaomenkou，kanzhetadebeiyingxiaoshizaixiangkou，xinlihuranjuede，zijixiufudebuzhishijiuwu，
gengshiyigegeposuidexinyuan，shineixiezangzaishiguanglide，shebudefangxiadeai。diertianyizao，
linwanjixuxiufuyinlehe。taxianbaqingliganjingdeyinlehefangzaitongfengchulianggan，ranhoukaishichaijiejixin。
jixinshihuangtongzuode，yijingyanghuafahei，shangmiankezhexiaoxiaode“shanghaizhongchang”ziyang，
haiyoushengchanriqi“1948”，shiminguoshiqidelaowujian，bilinwandezufunianjihaida。
tayongniezixiaoxindiquchujixin，dongzuogewaiqing，xiangshizaizhaoguyigelaoren。
jiuzaitabajixinfangzaigongzuotaishangshi，yizhangzhediedehenxiaodejiuzhaopiancongjixindibudiaolechulai，
luozaipuzheruanbudetuopanli。zhaopianyijingfanhuangfacui，bianyuanyouxiemosun，xiangshibeirenfanfuzhedieguo，
zhehenchuyijingkuaiyaokanbuqingtuanle。linwanyongzhijianqingqingzhankai，shouzhiyinweijinzhangerweiweizhandou，
dangzhaopianwanquanzhankaishi，tadexintiaohuranlouleyipai。zhaopianshangyoulianggenianqingnvzi，
zuobiandenvzichuanzheqianlansedelianyiqun，qunzidelingkoushiyuanlingde，xiukouyouhuabian，toufazhachengmawei，
yongyigenhongsedetoushengxizhe。tahuailibaozheyigeqiangbaozhongdeyinger，yingerdexiaolianyuanyuande，bizheyanjing，
zuijiaodaizheqianqiandexiaoyi，qiangbaoshibaisede，shangmianxiuzheyiduoxiaoxiaodehaitanghua。nvzidemeiyanwenrou，
zuijiaoshangyang，yanshenlimanshiduiweilaidechongjing，xiangchuchundeyangguang，wennuanyoumingliang。
youbiandenvzichuanzheyijianshensedeqipao，qipaodelingkouhexiukougunzhexixidebaibian，xiandehensuya。
tadetoufatangchengledangshiliuxingde**lang，yongyizhiyuzangudingzhe，lingkoubiezheyimeifalangxiongzhen，
xiongzhenshangdetuanheranjiushiyinleheshangdehaitanghua，yanse、wenludouyimoyiyang，lianhuabandeshuliangdoumeicha。
lianggenvzibingjianzhanzaiyikehaitangshuxia，haitanghuashengkaizhe，huabanluozaitamendejiantou，
beijinglinengkandaolaoshiyangfangdejianding，yangguangluozaitamenshenshang，nuandexiangyichangbuhuixingdemeng。
linwanbazhaopianfangzaitaidengxiazixikan，faxianqipaonvzidemeiyanhechenapoyoujifenxiangsi，youqishiyanjing，
doushishuangyanpi，yanjiaoweiweishangtiao。zhishinianqingshidetayanshenmingliang，meiyouxianzaidecangsang，
zuijiaoyedaizhezixindexiaorong，hexianzaineigeyouyu、qienuodechenapopanruoliangren。tazhengduizhezhaopianchushen，
caicezhezheilianggenvzishishei，menkouhuranchuanlaishuxidejiaobusheng——shichenapolaile。“guniang，
wo……”chenapogangzoujinlai，muguangjiuluozailegongzuotaishangdezhaopianshang，shengyinshunjiandunzhu。
tadeshentijiangzaiyuandi，xiangshibeishiledingshenshu，yanjingsisididingzhezhaopian，zuichunweiweizhandou，
quefabuchushengyin。tadeshoujinjinzuanzheyijiao，zhijieyinweiyonglierfabai，lanbushanbeitaniechuleshenshendehenji，
xiangshiyaobabuliaoniesui。guolehaoyihuier，chenapocaimanmanzouguoqu，meiyibudouzoudehenman，
xiangshizaichuanyueshiguang。tashenchushou，quezailizhaopianhaiyoujilimidedifangtingzhu，shouzhiweiweizhandou，
xiangshibuganchupeng，payipeng，zheizhangzhaopianjiuhuisuidiao，zheiduanhuiyiyehuisuizhixiaoshi。tadehuxibiandejicu，
xiongkouweiweiqifu，yanjinglimanmanxumanleleishui，queqiangrenzhemeidiaoxialai。linwanqingshengshuo：“apo，
zheishicongyinlehejixinlizhaodaode，wochaijiejixindeshihou，tadiaolechulai，yinggaishizangzailimianhenduonianle。
”tabazhaopianwangchenapomianqiantuiletui，dongzuohenqing，pajingraoleta。chenapodezhijianzhongyuluozaizhaopianshang，
dongzuoqingdexiangzaifumoyisuideboli。tadezhijiahenbo，qingqingguaguozhaopiandebianyuan，
xiangshizaiquerenzheibushihuanjue。yanleizaiyerenbuzhu，haowuyuzhaodidiaolexialai，zazaizhaopiandefanhuangbianyuan，
yunkaiyixiaopianshuizi，bazhaopianshangdehaitangshurandegenglvlexie。“zuobianneigeshiwojiejie，chenatang。
”chenapodeshengyindaizhenongzhongdebiyin，meiyigezidouxiangshiconghoulonglijichulaide，
daizheyayilejishiniandetongku，“youbiandeshiwo，chenamei。zheizhangzhaopianshi1967nianpaide，
neinianjiejiegangshengxiatadenver，caiyigeyueda。woteyilazhetaquzhaoxiangguanpaide，neitiantianqitebiehao，
wangningjiedehaitanghuakaidetebieyan，jiejieshuo，denghaizizhangdale，yaodaizhetazaihaitangshuxiazaipaiyizhang，
daoshihouwomenjiemeiliang，zaijiashangtadehaizi，jiushisangerenle。
”tadeshouzhiqingqingfumozhezhaopianshangjiejiedelian，dongzuowenroudenengdichushuilai，xiangshizaifumoyijianxishizhenbao。
“neitianjiejiechuandelianyiqun，shiwoyongdiyigeyuedegongzijitamaide，qianlansede，tazuixihuanzheigeyanse。
wochuandeqipaoshimamachuanxialaide，lingkoudexiongzhenshijiejiejiwomaide，tashuohewosongtadeyinlehehenpei，
yaodaizheyiqipaizhao。”linwanjichenapodilezhangzhijin，chenapojieguo，quemeiyoucayanlei，
zhishirenyouyanleiluozaizhaopianshang。tazuozaigongzuotaiqiandexiaodengzishang，shentiweiweiqianqing，shuangshoupengzhezhaopian，
xiangshizaipengzhequanshijiezuizhenguidebaobei。yangguangtouguochuanghuluozaitashenshang，batadetoufaranchenglejinse，