第二章

什么真相?

wo“sou”debeineigumomingqimiaodeliliangxiguolaizhishi,haiyouxiexianghuisujiutanggonglijixutingtingtamenzaijiangshenme。

bijingzaizumuzhei,wozhitinglezheiyiju,ganjuehaomihua。

“dangnianneinuanqingxiang,benyishiwoxiangcuohenihewokanzhongdeyiweidajiaguixiu,kemeixiangdao,nihemuwanyiqijinleneigefangjian,houlainicongwairenkouzhongtingdejifenxianyansuiyu,dezhishimuwanxianjinqude,nibiandudingshitashedeju……”

haoba,tamenyouzaijiangwotingbutaidongdehuale。

fuhuangdelianyishunjianjiubailexiaqu,xiangshidiulehunside,chichimeiyoufanying。wokanzheta,juedetakanqilaihaonanguo。

许久。

“weishenme,weishenme……”tazhicongyafenglijichuzheiyiju。

zumuhuita:“qukankanmuwanheqiongerba,ranhoujiangtamenxiazang……”

qishiwojuedezumuyinggaihaishijiangyixiehuayaxiale,birushangcitahetashenbiandegongrenshuode‘neigehaizi’。

fuhuanghuanleguolai,chongchulecininggong。

我飘的比他快哈哈。

turanyouxiehuainian,yiqianwomenyezheimebiguo,zhibuguoneishihou,fuhuangbuhuiguyirangzhewo,muhouwenroudizaiwohoumianzhui,xiangzhuangzhuibushangwo。

dangzaiwohuitou,xiangkanmuhoudepaodaonadeshihou,fuhuangjiuhuituranconghoumianbaozhuwo,muhouzaiwomenhoumiancanlandexiaoleqilai。

wokanzhefuhuangtuikaiyishanyouyishanmen。

zuizhongzhulizailemuhouhe“wo”mianqian,wensibudong。

wojingjingkanzhetafuzaiwohemuhoudeshenpang,xiangshisixialemianju,xiequlesuoyoufangbei,wuzheliantongkuleqilai,kuleile,tachenchendeshuiqule,xianggexiaohaiyige。

而我,永无眠日。

……

昏昏沉沉。

tahuiyiqileliunianqiandiyicijianta,taqixianyebingbushiyigechenwenwenwandenvzi,tashiyigehuopodenvzi,zuichutachuangjintadeshijieshi,haizongshishuoyixietabudongdehua。

tahuizaitabiyanjiameishi,jiuzhutadefasinannanziyu“toufabinvrenhaizhang……”

tazhoumei,quebucengzhengkaiyan,xinlishenzhiyouyisiyinmideqiexi。

而后画面一转——

shitabinglengdizhushizheta,jiangtashuaikaizaidishang。

tayanlidexijiyinmie,ertayibianbianshuozhe:“lanmuwan,niyiweinishishei?”jiangerrenzhijiandexinren、wenqingsisuideyiganerjing。

tabengkui,jinghuangdechongleguoqu,xiangyaotuikaineigeziji。

kezaoyifashengdeshizenmekenenggaibianni?

意识回笼。

fuhuangmengdixinglai,shouquansuozhe,zaifadou。

wodunzaidishang,taitoukantayiyan,youjixudingzhemuhou。

binggugutaotaodinianzhe:“wobuhuiyizhizheiyangba,meiyourennengkanjianwo,muhoushenmeshihoulaibawodaizoua……”

dengchuqule,wotaitoukantian,tianshangdeyunjuanchengyituoyituode。

fuhuangxieleyidaoshengzhi,yihuanghouzhilihouzangmuhou,neitinglianyeweimuhouzhilejianbaisedefuzhi,quebeifuhuangjujuele,taweimuhouchuanshanglexianhongsedefengpao。

sujiutanggongnei,chashuidafanleyibeiyouyibei。

“niangniang……”pangbiandegongnvxiaoxinyiyidekanxiangta,yanshenshanshuo,yushangqiancashi,quebeisujiutanghenhenyibazhangshankai。

“滚啊!”

sujiutangyibajiangzhuoshangdewujianquanbusaoluozaidi,lingyizhishoulaolaohuzhefubu,qidexiongkoujulieqifu。

lingyigongnvjianzhuang,huanhuanshangqianfushenquandao:“niangniangxianzaikeshibixiaxinjianjianshangderen,youyoulongyizaishen,kebunengweilebuzhidangderenshangleshenzi。”shuoba,tayouzhuantouhechi:“haibuganjingunxiaqu!”

sujiutangjianjiananjinglexialai,xileyikouqidao:“nishuodedui。”

tataiqitou,yanzhonglvzshanguoyisianse。

等这个孩子生下……

cishi,yiweitaijiancongmangganlai,gongjingdishuodao:“niangniang,bixiayouqing。”