第一章

shenlituranhuilai,wobudebujiang20suidexiaoshenlituijinyijuli。

30suidetazaixuanguanchufangxiayisuliaodaiderouhecai,zhengyibianchezhelingdaiyibianhuanxie。

kandaomenkouneishuangnanshiyundongxiehou,shenlimuguanglengjun,jianggangsongyibandelingdaiyouxilehuiqu。

「xuanan,zheijiushiniyaolihundeliyoume?」

woweishenmelihuntaxinlibuqingchume?

wolandekanta,baozhegebokaoqiangshang,「huilainadongxi?nalekuaizou。」shenlilianjiabengjin,tanule。

「woyoubiyaotixingni,womenhaimeilihun,zheiliyeshiwojia,ninengbunengbuyaozheimefangsi!」jia?

还算家么?

congtazhaolegepiaoliangzhulikaishi,tajiutiantianzhugongsi,zheiduanhunyinzaoyimingcunshiwangle。

mianduiwodechenmo,tazhuanshenlikai,yixihainengtingdaotazhuyuandehua。

「kuiwohaixianghuilaipeiniguoshengri。」

wokanzheneiyidaidecai,xiaozhexiaozheyanqianjiumohule。

tazhulishengri,tasongxiangnaieraimashi。

woguoshengri,shenzhibupeiyongyouyiduomeigui。

woheshenlishigaozhongbiyeshizaiyiqile,jiangzuibaoguideqingchun,doujileduifang。

neishi,womensuibufuyu,queshishenaizhebici。

danrenxinzhongjiushihuibiande,jiuzailianggeyueqian,woxiangtatichulelihun。

neitianshiwojianchachuhuaiyunderizi。

womanhuaiqidaidejitadadianhua,jiedianhuadequeshitadezhuli,gubai。

「youshenmeshigenwoshuoba,shenzongbufangbianjienidianhua。」

woshishenlidelaopo,youshenmeshiduiwobufangbiande!

erqiewodadeshishenlideshouji,shenlibushiyoujiepime,zenmenengrangbierenjiedianhua!

「woyoushizhaota,tazheigeshihouyinggaibuzaikaihui,nirangtalaijie。」「doushuolebufangbian!」

danwocongtadeyuqili,tingchulemanmandefuyanyubunaifan。

wozaiyaokaikou,yishengcuzhongchuanxide「shei?」daduanlesuoyousixu。

shenlijiuzaitashenbian,woshenzhinengtingdaoyifumocadeshengyin。

taliangshibaozaiyikuaileme?

shunjian,wodanaowengmingle,woandiandianhua。

qishiwoyouxinlizhunbeide!

woqutagongsizhaotadeshihou,tadexiuxijian,fangzheyishuangnvxie。

xiuxijiandeyushili,shenzhiyounvshengdefaquan。

kezheimejiuyilai,wobuduandemabiziji,gaosuzijineishitaweiwozhunbeide。

zhidaozijiqinertingdaodezheiyike,zhongjiushichedibengkui,zaizoulangshangkuchengleleiren。

我把孩子流了。

zaidamayaodeqianyike,woshenxinjupidejitafaduanxin,「womenlihunba。」tabushibufangbianme?

zenmehaijiwomiaohuiledianhua?

neibian,yuyuchuanxi,「feilibukeme?」

「嗯,早该离了。」