第4章
sunuanfaxian，congzuowankaishi，yejingyanjiuyizhizaifapiqi。
yedui，xinaiderenyijinghuilaile，ketashenbiandeweizhiquebeiyigeaiyanderenbazhanzhe。
keyeyeyaozuoshoushu，zheijianshiyebushitanengjuedingde。
tawunaidenaqiyejingyanzazaizhuoshangdewenjian，“shiwodegongzuozuodebudaowei，genbierenwuguan，woxianzaijiuqugai，yihuiqinzisongdaoyezongbangongshi。”
tashuowanchongchengxidianlexiatou，zhuanshenhuilezijidebangongshi。
yejingyandingzhetaxufudejiaobu，meixincudegengjin，zhoushensanfazhewuxingdeliqi，zhuanshenwangdiantifangxiangzou。
“阿宴！”
chengxidehuhanhejingenerlaidejiaobushengrangtadouranhuishen，suirantingxiadengledeng，kelianseyijiunankan。
jiantazheibanmoyang，chengxixinliyuefabushiziwei，tataishouqingqingdechelecheyejingyandexiuzi，shengyindaizhejifendanyou。
“ayan，nizenmefazheimedadehuoa？nuannuanshentibushufu，zuocuoleshiqinghenzhengchang。zongguishiwomenkuiqianleta，niyaoduitakuanrongdian，yaoburanwohuihenkuijiude。”
yejingyanxiongkoudefanzaogengshen。
愧疚？
neigegaisidenvrenyoushenmexuyaokuijiude。
tayijingpobujidaidexiangyaolihun。
genbenmeiyoubandianbeiqiangpodebuyuan。
sijici，tadechunjiaogouchujifenfengcidehudu。
“nibubikuijiu，zouba，quwobangongshi。”
chengxijiantashensehuifu，sihuzhendebingbuzaiyi，zheicaifangxiaxinlai。
sunuanrenrenzhenzhendejianchaleyibianziliao，quedingwuwuhoubingmeiyouzhejiqusong。
xiangbizheigeshihou，yejingyanyinggaihechengxizaiqinmixujiu，tachongjinqubutaihao。
lianfankanleshijifencaigoudan，tazhijuedenaodaihunhunchenchen，shizaikangbuzhule，biandinglegebanxiaoshidenaozhong，renjiupazaizhuozishangshuileguoqu。
buzhidaoshibushiriyousuosi。
tajingranzaimengliyoukandaolechengxi。
xiaoyuandewutonglinli，sunuanguoshijiusuishengri，taxianggenyejingyangaobai，biangenchengxishangliangshixieqingshuhaishiyuejianmian。
chengxiquedaduanletadehua，jiaoxiudenachuyifengxinjitakan。
“yejingyanjiwoxiede，nishuowoyaobuyaodayingta。”
chengxijiaoqiaodelianshangranlefeihongdeyanse，xiangjileqiutianlizuimeidefengyelin。
sunuandexinkoutengdelihai，tasisidingzheshoulidexin，kanzheshangmianshuxidebunengzaishuxidebiji，cangjingrulong，zizijujubutiai，queyoujiangganqingqingsudeneiyangnonglie。
tahuranhenqingxingmeiyougaosuguochengxitaxihuanderenshiyejingyan。
fouzezheihuiertayidinghuishesidelianyanleidouzangbuzhu。
“他好喜欢你。”
sunuanjiangxinhaijilechengxi，dizhetoudingzhezijidejiaojiankan，fengyoudianda，takeyijiezhezhenglitoufadekongdangjiangyanleicaganjing。
“nuannuannibuzhidao，tahaosha，zhidaowodanxintasaichedeshiqing，biandayingwozaibupengsaiche，haishuotademingdoushiwode。”
chengxidexingfudinggezaisunuandeshengridangtian，yerangtameiyouqingsuchukoudeailianchediyaozhe。
jiusuantaheyejingyanrenshilehenduonian，keyouzenmebideshangchengxiduitadejiumingzhien。
yejingyanwansaichefanluoshangu，shichengxibatabeichulaide，neimeyuandelugaiyouduoxihuancainengzuodedao。
keneigeshihou，taqueshengleyichangdabing，mimihuhushaolejiangjinyigeyue，zhiyuweishenmeshengbingtayijingbujidele。
zhishicongneiyihou，tazhiyaoyilei，jiuhuifashao，meigesanwutianshihaobulede。
tayoushihouzaixiang，ruguoyejingyanfanluoshanguyudaodeshita，tanengbunengbeizhetazouneimeyuan？
wushucideshexiang，sunuandehuidadoushikendingde。
kejiashebingbuchengli，jiutaderenyebushita。
zheiduanhunyin，zheigehaizidoushitatoulaide。
“tounadedongxi，yidingyaohaihuiqu，jizhulema？”
sunuanyanqianhuranfuxianchuyigeshiyiersuidexiaonanhai，chuanzheyanweifu，lengzhexiaolian。
neishixiaoshihoudeyejingyan，tashoulinazheyigehenpiaoliangdefeijimoxing，dijiletadehaoxiongdimobai，yigezhengtianjiutaxiaobianzide**。
mobaideyidechongsunuantushetou，xiongbabaweixie，“xiacizaifaxiannitoudongxi，wojiurangayanbanizhuaqilaizouyidun。”
sunuanmengdijingxing，doudadehanzhushunzhelianjiagunluo。
“暖暖，你醒了？”
qingroudeshengyincongpangbianchuanlai，sunuanzhengzhengdezhuantou，jiukandaochengxineizhanglian。
yishizhijian，mengjinghexianshitayouxiefenbuqingchu，dailengbantiancaiyishidaozijibingbuzaibangongshi，ershizaiyejingyandecheshang。
“我怎么了？”
sangzishayadexiangcaguoleculideshashi，siyananting。
“你在发烧。”
chengxiyiliandanyoudenachuzhijinxiangjisunuancahan。
sunuanxiayishibikai，“wozijilai。”
zicongzhixiaochengxiheyejingyanhuxiangxihuanzhihou，tazaiyewufazuodaotanchengmianduita。
mengjinglibeiwuxianchengxiaotoudeqinao，cikeyequanbianchenglexinxu。
chengxideshoujiangzaibankong，yanjiaoyuguangpiejianyejingyanzhengkanguolai，shenseshunjianranlejifenluomo，yuqiyijiutouzhedanyou。
“nuannuannixinglejiuhao，woheayanyizhidouzaidanxinni。nishiganmaolema？zenmehaoduanduandeturanfashao？”
yejingyanzhouqimeitou，mouguangluozaisunuancangbaidehaowuxuesedexiaolianshang，shengyindaizhezebei。
“nizuowandaodizouleduojiu？”
“ayan，nishuoshenme？”chengxiyilianyihuo。
yejingyanquemeiyoujieshi，zhishijiangchesuyoutileti，lengshengdao：“haiyoumeiyouqitazhengzhuang，miandedaoleyiyuanyouyunguoquwomeifagenyishengshuo。”
sunuanyitingyiyuanlianggezi，shunjianjinzhangqilai，shengyindoubagaolejifen，xiandegengjiasiya。
“wobuquyiyuan，woyaohuijia。”
“nidoushaohunmile，buquyiyuanshixiangsima？”
yejingyandeshengyinwanruohandonglayuedebingbao，rangcheneideqiwendoujiang。
sunuansisiyaozhechunban，diyicizaiyejingyandejuedingmianqian，jueqiangdebukenditou。
“woshuole，wobuquyiyuan。”
quleyiyuan，yiqiejiumanbuzhule。
yejingyanhuihenta，tahuirangtabatouzoudehaizidadiao。
yejingyansisiwozhefangxiangpan，conghoushijinglikanzhesunuanneishuangtonghongdeyanjing，zhijuedexiongkoudouyaozhakai。
zheigenvrenxianshaoyourucirenxingdeshihou。
cheneiqifenfangfoningzhi，chengxihudikaikou，“ayan，nihenuannuanshiyinweiwozaiouqima？”
tadeshengyintouzhexiaoxinyiyi，sunuankandaoyejingyandeliansexunsuhuinuan，yuqilidebunaiqueyounonglejifen。
“sunuan，nifeiyaolianleibierengenniyiqinanshoucaikaixin？”
sunuanxinzhongkuse，yuanlaiyejingyanbushidanxintashengbing，ershidanxinchengxiyinweitashengbingerkuijiunanshou。
guoranshixinshangren，lianqingxudoubeizhaogudezheimehao。
tadixiatoushengyinbiandeyichangpingjing，“wozijideshi，wozijifuze。”