第三章 始终不属于自己

xuanyangkanzhesumu,tajuederucibuzeshouduandenvren,zenmehuituranqingyifangkaidaoshoudedongxi。

sumumeijixuanyangshuohuadejihui,tazhuanshenzoujinzijidefangjian,ranhoubamenguanshang,zaiyebuxiangkanxuanyang。

ketingdedenghaishihuaide,sumuyidazaoqilai,xuanyangzaoyibuzaile,sumukuxiaozhekanzheqiangshangdedeng,nandaozhendehaobulelema?

sumuzaichufangzhuleyibeikafei,tayijingshimianhaojitianle,keshiwuluntaruheshimian,tadouhaishibuyuanyichianmianyao,taxiangzhidaozhuzaigebidexuanyanghuibuhuiyouyitianzoujintadefangjianmozhetadelianjiashuoaita。

jiusuanshixiaonvhaidehuanxiangba,suirantazhidao,zheiyongyuanshishewang,danshitahaishiburenxinbawoshidemensuoshang。

zoushenjian,beishimianrengzaishafashangdeshoujituranxiangle,sumuhuiguoshenlaizouchuchufangjiedianhua。

shichujiudalaide,chujiushisumudeguimi,yiluzoulai,zhiyouchujiuzhidao,sumushiduomedeburongyi。

“mumu,zaijiaganmani?”

“meiganmaya,zuijinyoudianlei,buxiangqushangban。”sumuyouyisihuangluan,yinweiganaizheigeshi,tabuxiangrangchujiudanxin。

“chulaiguangjiema?zuijinhuanji,zanmenqumaiyifuma。”

dianhuazheitoudesumuchiyizhe,tahaipakanjianchujiuhoujiubeitakanchulaile。keshibudengsumuhuida,menwaijiuxiangqileqiaomensheng,tongshidianhualechuanlaichujiudejiaomensheng:“mumukuaikaimen,wodaonijiamenkoule,kuaikaimena!”

sumuxinzhongyinuan,gualedianhuaqujichujiukaimen。

mencaidakai,chujiuyuangungundetoujiutanlechulai,chujiusuishuobujisumushengdebiaozhi,danqueshihenkeai,suiranyoudianyingerfei,danshiquebuyingxiangtashencaihao。

tayijinlaijiudadalieliediwangshafashangyizuo,ranhoujiangshouzhongdeyuntunfangzaichajishangshuo:“wojiuzhidaonihaimeiyouchifan,gangqilaiba?kannizheijitianzhuangtaidoubuhao,jiujinidailedianqingdandezaocan,hairehuzheni,ganjinchi。”

sumuzhijuedeyanleidouyaodiaoxialaile,haihaozuihouhaishiyouyigerenyizhipeizheziji。

haozaichujiushenjingdatiao,bingmeiyoufaxiansumudeyichang。

sumuzaichujiudesuisuinianxiachiwanleneiwanyuntun,shaoweishoushiyixia,sumujiusuichujiuchumenle。

guangwanyiquanxialaidechujiushoushangyijingduolehaojigegouwudaile,danshisumushouzhonghaishikongkongruye,jiansumuxingzhibugao,chujiukaishijiaoyusumule。

“woshuomumua,nikanzheitianqiyuelaiyueliang,nibumaijijianyifuyuhanma?zheitianmeiduojiujiuyaozhuanliangle,jiusuanniqunianhaiyouyifu,danshiquniandeyifuzenmepeideshangjinniandenini?”

chujiuzheibianshuozhe,sumugangkaishiwunaidexiaozhe,keshihuranjian,tajiudingzheyigedifang,yanshenlichongmanlechayihebeishang。

“zenmelema。”chujiuhaiyiweishizijishuoleshenmerangshenmehuranbukaixinle,keshidangtashunzhesumudeshixiankanguoqudeshihou,jiurangchujiuqibudayichulai。

buyaoyuanchuxuanyangyizhishouqianzhezhaomengxuan,yizhishouzhonghaitizheqiqibabadedongxi,yikanjiushiganggangjizhaomengxuanmaide,yinweidaizishanghaiyinzhehuazhuangpindelogo。

“xuanyang?!neigezhanan!”shuowan,chujiufangxiashouzhongdegouwudai,luqixiuzijiuzhunbeiquzouxuanyangyidun。

sumulianmanglazhubaozaodechujiu,tatanlekouqishuo:“chujiu,suanle。”

“zenmenengsuanleni,tatata,zheibushimingxiandebeipannilema,tazenmenengzheiyangduinini?”chujiuhaishiqichongchongdexiangchongguoqu,danshiaiyusumulanzhe,tayezhinengzuoba。

“chujiu,renjiacaishiyidui,wocaishichaisanrenjiadehuainvren。”sumuyanshenandan,jiangjiehundedeshiqingjichujiushuoleyibian。

liangjiu,chujiuwendao:“neinihaishihennanguoba?wozhidaonihaishihenaita。”

sumudiandiantou,youyaoyaotou,gaodechujiuyouxiemihu,sumukuxiaozheshuo:“suanle,nibudong,danshiwoyexiwangnibuyaodong。womenhuiquba。”

chujiuhuitoukanjianxuanyangqinnidedianzhaomengxuandebitou,dunshiyoujuedexinzhongbuchang:“keshitayebunengzheiyangduinia,jiusuanshiayidongyonglezijidequanlibitade,neiniyebuzhidaoa,niyizhiaizheta,nimeiyoucuo,erqiedangnianyaobushinijiuleta,tanalaideminggenneigegoupizhaomengxuantiantianmimi!”

“jiushiyinweitayiweijiutade,shizhaomengxuana,tacaibahendouqingzhuzaiwoshenshang。”

dangnianzaisumushiliusuideshihou,diyicijianxuanyangshizaiyidongchaiqianfangli,neitiansumuyinweishijianbuzaolesuoyichaojinluhuijia,mohujiantakanjianyigeshaonianbeiyiqunxiaodipibidaomeiyouhulandeyangtaishang。

yishijiansumudezhengyigancushitayepashangleneidonglou,danshitahaimeiyoupashangqudeshihou,neiqundipihuranjinghuangshicuodepaolexialai。

yuanlaitamenshishoujiangneigeshaoniantuixialelou,sumuheleyitiao,taganjinpaoxialaixiangkankanshaonianshangshizennengyang,keshitafaxian,shaonianbingmeiyoudiaoxialai,tayonglipanzheyangtaidebianyuan,jiuxuanguazaineili。

yushisumuyoulianmangpaoshangquxiangbashaonianlashanglai,jiuzaiqianjunyifazhiji,shaonianjuewangdebishangyanfangkaileshou,danshisumuqueganghaolazhuleta。

sumulazheshaoniandeshou,yinweishaonianyizhixiangpashanglai,danshiyoumeiyouzhichiwu,jiuyizhizaikongzhonghuangyouzhe,sumudeshouzaiduanbishangmocazhe,bujiubianshenchulexuelai,hedeshaonianbugandong。

haozaineiqundipihaiyouliangxinweimindedale120,jiuhuchegandaodeshihou,sumuyijingjingpilijiele,youyushixuejiaoduo,sumuzaishaonianjiushanglaizhiqianjiubeisongwangleyiyuan。

neigeshaonianjiushixuanyang。