第一章
yuqiyegaoguanzhangfufuchunlangjiehundibanian,shenqingqiucaizhi,neicengjiandingbuyaohaizidenanren,waitouzanglegeqisuihaizi。
taquanzaijiashizuo,zhijiashenxianfangxiangpan,zhijieyonglifanbai。
gehepingfandianxuanzhuanmenboli,qingxikanjianfuchunlangwanyao,meiyanhanxiaodounongxiaonanhai。
nanhaixianbaobanjujiangzhuangcengtashoubei,shulianpanshangtabozi。
“baba!wokaodiyiming,nidoubulaijiazhanghui!”
fuchunlangbaoqihaizi,meijianmanshiqianjiu:“duibuqi,babagongsizuijinzhongyaobinggouxiangmu,shizaichoubuchushijianpeiyouyou。”
xiaonanhaishiluopatajiantou,busixinzhuiwen:“neishujiababadaiwoquwanma?”
fuchunlangxiaozhebaozheng:“dangran,womenyuehao。”
tamenshenhou,moyangwenwannvrenjieguohaizi,chenguaidao:“mamabaoni,bieleizhebaba。”
爸爸?妈妈?
shenqingqiunaoziwengdeyisheng,shunjiankongbai。
yanqianzhenzhenfahei,zhixiganezhuhoulong。
neifashiaitayibeizidenanren,zaoyichedibeipan!
qingmeizhuma,xiangaishunian。taweitafangqihaiwaijinshengjihui,ganyuanhuiguijiating。
diyigehaiziyiwaizaochanyaozhe,takudehuntianheidishi,shifuchunlangshuoyuanbuyaohaizi,burentazaichengshoufengxian。
tamenxianghuyiwei,weizhichita,tashenzhifangqizaicichangshiyunyukeneng。
shentiganghuifuxie,fuchunlangxintengwentaetou:“womenlianggeren,haohaoguoyibeizijiugou。”
tagandongquantahuaili,yiweineishishuangxiangbenfujuechang。
yanqianyimu,jiangshiyansidefensui。
shenqingqiumuguangdaizhi,yanleixiongyong,yikexinbeisichechengsuipian,kushuifanyong。
taxiangchongxiaquzhiwen,quegengkongju**zhenxiang。
tapafuchunlangduitacongweiyouguozhenxin,chengshoubuledangjiebeiqilangbei。
mengcaiyoumenjiangchechongchulaoyuan,tacaiganfangshengtongku。
chechuangbeiqiaoxiang,shenqingqiutaiqichihongdeyan,duishangguimiqinshuciguanqiedelian:“qingqiu?zenmele?”
“niliansehencha,chushenmeshile?”
mianduizhiyou,shenqingqiufangxianchedibengta,fangshengkusu:“shuci......fuchunlangtachuguile,tahaiyougehaizi!”
qinshuciliansezhoubian,shenqingfuza:“tachugui?zenmekeneng......”
shenqingqiuhoutoufajin,chunjiankuse:“niyebuxin?keneihaizi,yijingqisuile。”
qinshucicuoedengdayanjing。
qisui!yiweijiehuncaiyinian,fuchunlangjiuyibeipan!
车内死寂。
shouji“di”shengdapochenmo,shenqingqiuditou:“qingqiu,jinjishangwutanpan,xuchuguo,liangyuehougui。”
dingzheneixingzi,xinkoudaojiaobanteng,yanleishikongzaluo。
meinianqibayue,fuchunlangzongjiekouhaiwaishichangtuozhanwaichuliangyue。
zhengzhengbanian,tashenxinbuyi。
rujinzhenxianghenhenshanletaerguang。
nalishigongwu,fenmingshipeiqingrenhesishengzi!
shenqingqiuzinvebanfankanshoujilicundeduanxinhezhaopian。
“laopo,tianlengjiayi。”
“老婆,想你!”
“laopo,aini,henkuaihuilaipeiniguoshengri。”
zizijujuqingshensihai,cikezhijuehuangtangcimu。
或许,早有预兆。
fujianeibanshangyeshijia,zenhuiyunxujichengrenwuhou?huoxu,congyikaishijiushichangsuanji。
fuchunlangduita,kecengyouguobanfenzhenxin?
tongchuanggongzhenshi,taxiangdeshita,haishiwaitoudehaiziheqingren?
沈清秋不敢深想。
qingmeizhuma,renrenjiezhitamenzhongchengjuanshu。
renrenyanxianfujiajichengrenweitaganyuanbuyaohaizi。
tamendeaiqingshenzhidengguocaijingzazhi。
jizhecaifangneiri,fuchunlangduitadexihaorushujiazhen。
tasanshinianrensheng,fuchunlangzhanleershibanian。
chuchaoshitabeitaquyiyuan,tayiweitazhongbing,huangdebuzhisuocuo。
tatoutouchoubeishengdahunli,zuanjieshitazuiaidefenzuan。
taqiantadeshoushenqinggengyan,shuohuiaitayibeizi。
tadeaichichengrelie,tacengshishishangzuixingfudenvren。
houlaitamenyoulediyigehaizi,queyiwaizaochanyaozhe。tazoubuchuyinying。
fumunihaolihunxieyizhaoshangmenbili。
fuchunlangjiliefandui,juebulihun,ciribianduiwaixuanbubuyaohaizi。
weizhichita,tachedifangqizaicichangshiniantou。
fuchunlangxintengta,duitahehubeizhi。
tayiweishishuangxiangbenfujuemeiaiqing。
yuanlai,congneishiqi,tajiuyigufuleta。
“qingqiu......”
qinshucihuhuanlahuisixu。shenqingqiuqiangchexiaorong,queduishangtayuyanyouzhiyanshen。
“fuchunlangdianhuadadaowozheierle。”
shenqingqiumamujieguo,tingtongchuanlainanrenwenrousangyin:“laopo?zenmebujiedianhua?”
“buguowoyicainijiuheqinshucizaiyikuaier。jintianhaohaochifanmei?”
“laopo?xiaoxiyebuhui?yebushuohua,shengqile?guai,wojinidailehaoduoliwu。”
fuchunlangdeqinnigezhetingtongxiandexujia。
沈清秋沉默。
fuchunlangjiuweidehuiying,shengyinjinzhangqilai:“laopo?bushufu?wohenkuaihuilai。”
“别!”
shenqingqiuqiangzhuangzhending,sangzisiya:“womeishi,gongzuoyaojin,biehuilai。”
ruozaicongqian,tayisiyiyangtadounengchajue。
jinri,liangrenquegehuaixinshi。
yizhenxiweizayinhou,fuchunlanghuxidouranbianhua。
dianhuaneitou,qingxichuanlainvrenaimeidiyu:“youyoushuile......nihaibulai......”
shenqingqiumengdizuanjinshouji,hanyidushebanpashangjibei。
“你......”
gangtuchuyigezi,dianhuayibeiwuqingguaduan。
taheneigenvrenzaiyiqi!
shenqingqiuhunshenfazhan,shuangshouwulian,yanleijuedi。
jiedianhuaqian,tashangzaiweitakaituo,tashibeijiazuxiepo。
xianshiquezaicihenhenshanletaerguang。
傅春朗是心甘情愿!
qinshucizaiyipangbuganzuosheng,jiantaleiruyuxia,caixintengbaojinta。
“qingqiu,xinshidaile,wowutiaojianzhichinisuoyoujueding。”
shenqingqiumingbaitadeanshi。
“kuiwohaiyiweitafuchunlangshigehaonanren!meixiangdaoyeyangqingrenhesishengzi!”
shenqingqiuyaojinxiachun,huibaozhuqinshuci,zaitayaoyaqiechimanmazhong,xinliyoulejueduan。