第5章
qimohantaimoufeikuaidesaoletayiyan，neiyiyanhendan，dandaokanbuchurenheqingxu。
dandao，rangnanyinyinbuan！
kenanrensuihoulengmotuchudesangezi，yourangtasonglekouqi。
“我没忘。”
nanyinyinkanletayiyan，shensehuanhexialai，shengyinyehuifuwenruan。
“woyezhidao，sinianshiwugude。ketashisijiaren，taxiangshoulesijiadaijitaderongyao，yeyinggaibeifusijiadaijitadezuinie。”
“ruguonixinruan，ruhegaoweishushu、ayidezaitianzhiling？！”
qimohanmianseweibian，tashenshenkanlenanyinyinyiyan，yandixiongyongzheqiheikanbuzhenqiedenongwu。
nanyinyinxintouyitiao，zangzaibeizixiadeshouxiajinzhangzuanjin。
xujiuhou，nanrenshouhuimuguang，lengdanqishen，“nihaohaoxiuxi，wohaiyoushi，xianzoule。”
“mohan......”nanyinyinxiangwanliu，kenanrentouyebuhuidelikailebingfang。
qidetahenhenchuilexiabeizi。
qimohan，buhuizhendeduisinianxinruanleba？！
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sinianjiandanshoushiledianzijidexingli，zhunbeibanchuxiyunjian。
tameibanfajixuruowuqishide，hehailezijifuqinhegegedexiongshouzhuzaiyiqi！
liuruolindayingjiejitaqian，bingzaidezhitayoulihundedasuanhou，rangtazanshibandaotaneiliqu。
zhibuguosinianmeixiangdaodeshi，zijituozhexinglixiangcongloushangxialaishi，zhenghaohehuilaideqimohanzhuanglegezhengzhe。
simuxiangdui，sinianchuimoubuxiangshuohua，tuozhexinglizhunbeicongtashenbianguoqu。
cajianerguo，shouwanbeinanrenyibawozhu。
qimohanlenglengsaoguotabeihoudexinglixiang，yuqiyoudiyouchen，“baoxianxianglineixiezhubaoshuyuhunneicaichan，shifuqigongyou，niwuquansizidaizou。”
sinianyanjieyizhan，napayijingrenqingsannianhunyin，doushitaweilejikuasijiaergoujiandehaishishenlou，ketarengjiuweiqimohancikedewuqingergandaoxinhan。
tazhuazhelagandeshoubuduanyongli，lengzheliandao，“nifangxin，womeineimejian，bushuyuwodedongxiwobuhuina！haishishuo，qilvyaokaixiangjianchayixia？”
祈律？
tahaijidediyicijianmian，tashuangyanfaliang，waitoubeishoudianzhejiaojiankanzheta，“nijiaoqimohana，neiwoyihoujiaonimohanhaobuhao？”
congneiyihou，tazaimeijiaoguotabiede。
qimohanzhoulezhoumei，xiongqiangliyiguzaoyixiongyongerchu。
tachelechelingdai，jiezhezheigedongzuoyanshi，“niyaoqunali？”
gengqueqiedeshuo，rujinsijiabailuo，daochujuzhai，tahainengqunali？
sinianxinkouduntong，henhenbilebiyan，zaizhengkai，yandiyijiushibuganzhixin，“weishenme？qimohan，nidaodiweishenmeyaozheimezuo？”
weishenmeyaopianta，weishenmeyaohaisijia，weishenme？！
jibianshidaolexianzai，tayehaishixiangbutong。
sijiameiyourenherenduibuqita。
他到底为什么？！
qimohanpiantoubikaitademuguang，zoudaoshafapangfushenjizijidaolebeibingshui，yikouyinjinhoucaidanmokaikou，“nifuqinfanzuixinghui，toushuiloushui，liyonggongchengchirenxuemantou，tiezhengrushan。woshilvshi，bayigezuifansongjinjianyushiwoyingjindezhize。niwenwoweishenme，buruquwenwenneixiebeitahaisideren。”
“bukeneng，nisahuang！”
sinianjianshengfanbo，babachangnianzuogongyi，sishiqixiagengshizizhulewushushixueertong，tahegegemeiniandouhuiqinshenqianwang。
zenmekenenghuishiqimohankouzhongdeneiyang！
qimohanhuitou，kanzhetadeyanjing，yiziyiju，“niruguobuxin，dakeyiqinziquwenwenta。”
“wenwenta，tashibushisi、bu、zu、xi。”
zuihousizi，rutongjianruideyinzhen，henhencirusinianshenjing，nanrendemianrongdaoyingzaitayandi，yourudiyuerlaidemogui。
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拘留所。
siniandenglezuyoubangeduoxiaoshi，caijiandaofuqinsijianguo。buguoduanduanjitianshijian，yuanbenjingshenyiyideren，xiangshicanglaoleshijisui。
“ba，nihaihaoma？”siniankanzhetafajiandeyinsiheejiaodezhouwen，yazhesangjiandegengyan。
sijianguolianlianyingsheng，“womeishi，jializenmeyang？”
sinianbuxiangjitazaizengtianyali，yinqugegechushi，zhishuomamaqingxubutaiwending，muqianqingkuangyouxieluan，danmeishenmedawenti。
sijianguowenyan，guoranfangxinxuduo，dingzhudao，“nizaiwaimian，yaohaohaozhaogunimama，zhidaoma？”
siniandiantou，minzhezuijiaoyouyupianke，haishikanzhetadeyanjingwen，“baba，niheqimohanzhijianshibushiyoushenmewuhui？taweishenmeturanshuonixinghui，toushuiloushui，chirenxuemantou？zheixiedoushitawumienideduibudui？”
sijianguoshenseweibian，liangjiu，tanlekouqidao，“shizhenshijia，jingfangzaowanhuijigedaande。”
“keshi......”
“niannian，tabushinideliangren，nijinkuailihunba。”sinianhaixiangshuohua，quebeisijianguodaduanhuatou，tashensezhengzhong，“woyeshicaizhidao，yuanlaitazaojiusidixiachenglileyijiagongsi。zheixienian，taliyongwoheahengduitadexinren，buduanpianqusijiadeshangyejimi，hewomenqiangshengyi。”
“genghekuang，taxianzaidayimieqinjubaowo，yidanzuoshiwodezuiming，tajiunengyiyuechengweiminzhongxinmuzhongdeyingxiong，xingyeneizuidingjiandelvshi。daoshihou，tashiyeaiqingshuangfengshou，nijiuchengletadangludeshitou，tayidinghuiduinidongshoude。”
“suoyiniannian，tingbabadehua，gentalihunba。”
sinianzhengzaiyuandi，takanzhefuqincanglaodemianrong，buganzhixindenannandao，“nizaojiuzhidao，tawaimianyourenle？”
sijianguojiantashihunluopodemoyang，youxiexinteng，“woyeshiqianbujiucaizhidaode，benlaixiangzhaoshijianchuli，jieguo......niannian，qimohanxinsishenchen，womendoubuguode，nijinkuaigentalihun。”
离婚？
napasinianzaojiuzuohaozhunbei，ciketingdaobabatichulai，tahaishiwufazikongdegandaolezhixi。
tacongqisuirenshiqimohan，daorujinzhengzhengshiliuniandeshijian。tashijiedemeiyigebufen，douhetaxixixiangguan。
rujinyaofenkai，wuyiyushiguagutirou，shengshengfenchubangezijiqu。
“niannian，wodehuanitingjianmeiyou！”jiantafazheng，sijianguoyonglipailexiazhuomian。
sinianxiangshibeihedaole，feilidechuan.xizhe。
tongganrutongzhimanbanxunsuyanzhexuemaikuozhang，tawuzhudejiaozheshouzhi，zuizhongtaitoudangzhebabademian，zhongzhongdiantou。
“wo、huide......”
wulunzaizenmeaiqimohan，wulunzaizenmeshebude，zaiqimohanduisijiaxiashou、chu.guinanyinyinzhihou，zheiduanhuangtangdehunyin，jiugaijieshule。
benlai，dangchujiushitasipilailianfeiyaojiajita。
erqimohan，buguoshilingyousuotu。