第4章
wodehuiduirangqiboyanmeilesheng。
danneishuangshensuidemouzidaizhenongchouandandebuyuequeshizhongkanzhewo，wobuxiangzaijixuyutaduizhi，taijiaobianyaoshanglou，quezaijingguotashenbianshibeitayibajinzuanzhuleshou。
nanrendiyadeshengyinzhiwen：“jianchu，nishizaiguanwo？”
“wozhishixiwangnikeyizuodaoyishitongren。”
“weiletazheiyangdelingyalichi？pingrilimianduiwodewenrou、guaiqiao、dongshidoushizhuangde？”
woyonglizhenglezhengxiangyaochouchushou，danqiboyandeliduhenda，wogenbenwulifankang。
jianwoyizhizhengzha，tasuoxingzhijieyongliyiche，wozhenggerendierutadehuaili，shuyutalengliedanbodeqixipubierlai，wozhenggerendourutongbeidinggeyibanbugandongdan。
tazhuiwen：“jianchu，huidawo，ng？shibushiweileta？”
wojinminzhechun，yutakaodetaijin，zheiyangdezishishifendeaimei，rangwojiqibushiying。
danchenmozhongjiubushibanfa，zheigenanrenbudamudebuhuibaxiu。
wozhinengdididedao：“bushi，nixiangduole，wogentazhishipengyou。”
“真的只是朋友？”
“nijiranbuxiangxinyouhebiwenwo？”
“jianchu，chumuhehenibushiyiluren，suoyigentabaochidianerjulihaoma？”tazhanzaiyigenanrendejiaodufabiaoguandian。
woqueshengqiyunnu，wolengxiao：“womenyijingyaolihunle，nikeyilelingwoxianzaiyutabaochijuli，danlihunzhihouneijiushiwodeshiqingle，wulunwogensheizuopengyou，yewulunwohesheijiaowangdougennimeiyourenheguanxinizhibuzhidao.......”
“wu.......”
kanzhewoqianhongzuichunyizhangyiheshuogebuting，tazhixiangrangwolikebishangzheizhangrerenfanxindechun，suoyixiangyemeixiangbianfushenduzhule。
wozhengdashuangyan，hunshenjiangyingruma，woqingchudeganshoudaonanrenfeibodechunjintiezhewo，zheiyinianli，womenqinmiwujianwushuci，danweidumeiyouzheiyangdanchundejieguowen。
zheiduiwolaishuoshimoshengde，shibuzhisuocuode。
woliketaiqishouxiangyaoshitutuikaita，kewobuzhidaozaizheiyangdeqingkuangxiafanerzhihuijiqinanrendexingfenhezhanyou。
taqinlvexingshizudejiaonong，biciqixijiaochan，nongliederutongyanyanxiari。
tadeqiangshibadaorangwoyanjiaofanchuleishui，youyinweibeimanhengdelveduoleshiquleliqizhinengjiangsuoyouzhongxinfangzaitashenshang。
jiuzaizheigewenyejianjianbiandeyifabukeshoushideshihou，takoudailideshoujihuranxiangqi。
yezaizheiyike，qiboyantingxiale。
tadechunhuaguozuijiao，huxijicuyinren，dizhewodeetou，shensuidichendemouzhishizhewo，zhidaoshoujikuaiyaozidongbeiguaduanshi，tacaimochuliankanyemeikanjiujietongle。
“喂？”
“ayan，wohaipa.......”
youruanyouroudenvrenshengrangwotingdeyiqingerchu，yezaizheishiwocaiyishidaogangganggentazuoleshenme？
woyijingqianlelihunxieyi，womenyaolihunle，zenmekeyizuochuzheiyangdeshi？
wolianselengleng，chenzhenanrenjiedianhuashiyonglituikaita，luohuangertaobandeshanglelou。
qiboyansaodaoletadecangbaihebeiying，yanmouqiheiyinchen，yizhanglianyeshijinbengdaolejidian。
tameitouweicu，dandandao：“youranzenmele？hugongbushipeizheni？”
“ayan，wohaipa，woganjuewaimianbuduanyourenzoulaizouqu，shibushiyouyourenyaohaiwo？nikeyiguolaipeiwoma？”
男人沉默没有声。
shenyouranyouxiejinghuang：“ayan，wohaoxianghuranxiangqileneiwandeshiqing，wohaoxiangyouxiehuiyiqileneigenanrendeyangzi.......”