第五章动摇
shangjihuilaile，taduiwodetaidushaoshaohaozhuanlexie，danhaishiyouxiexudejiebei。
woguyidangzheyueshengdemian，titazhengliyouxielingluandetoufa，shangjimoxule。
yueshengqijidao：“fujun，nikeyaoxiaoxinxie，toushuilingzhuzheimedadezuiguo，tianjiejiuzheimeqingyidifangguoleta。shuobudingshitahuihetianjieyiqishexiaxianjinglaiduifuni。”
zheici，womeiyoufanboyuesheng，zhizhuanguoshenqu，jiazhuangzijizaikuqi。
“ruguoshizheiyang，haiqingshuijunciwoyisiba。”
shangjimoleyishun，wozhidaotadexindongyaole。wochenredatie，jixushuodao：“shuijun，shuijinggongneiwojiandaoninhuoxialaideneiweishuijunfuren，wocongtaneilitingdaoleyigemimi。”
“zhuzui，nihaigantita，jiushiyinweini，tacaineiyangde。”yueshenghezhidao，dantamianshangwubijinghuang。
wodimeishunyan，meizaishuoxiaqu，guyiyinqishangjidehaoqi。
guoranshangjiwendao：“shenmemimi？”
wodao：“shasininneijiweifurenderen，zhenshenshiyiduomantuoluohua。woqinertingjiantashuode，shuijunbuxinkeyijiangtadailaiduizhi，taxianzaizaiwodeqinfangli。”
yueshengyanzhongdaizhedeaiqiudao：“fujun，ninkebietingtahushuobadao，tacengjingkeshitianjiedexizuoa。”
shangjiwangzheyueshengdeyanshenshanguoyisiyilv，wozhidaotamenzhijiandeguanxiyijingchuxianleliehen。
yueshengjianshibudui，kusudao：“fujun，woyuwuweijiejiexiangchushenhao，meiyouliyouqutamenxingming。”
wohengleyishengdao：“nishiweilexianhaiwo。”
shangjideyanshenbanxinbanyi。
yueshengmoleyibayanleidao：“fujun，woduinishizhenxinde，riyuekejian，xiangdangchuwoweiledidangtianjiejiangxiadeleijie，chadianlianmingdoudiule。”
wolengyankanzheyueshengbiaoyan。
shangjiyouyuleyixia，kaikoudao：“keneisijushitishangqueshiyounifashudeyinji，nizuohejieshi？”
“neishiyinweiwomenzhongleyueshengdehuanshu，tabenshenshimantuoluohua，zuishanzhangdejiushizhihuanfashu，tashasineisiren，guyiyonghuanshuzhizaolewofashudeyinji，mihuolewomenerren。”wojimangshuodao。
shangjixienilewoyiyan，dao：“goule，yiyueshengdefashuzenmekenenghuijiangniwomanguoqu。dangshiniyeshixinshidandandishuoaiwo，haibushitianjiedexizuo。nijiangwoyutianjiediduizhizulianjundeshiqingchuanlechuqu，haiwobeitianjiezefa，chadianshouxingyuzhuxiantai，haidebeihaiquanyanshousun，haizhongshenglingdeshengmingshoudaoweixie。niguanhaozijijiukeyile。”
tademeiyijuhuadouxiangdingziyiyangchazaiwoxinshang。wozhengyaowentazaitianjieshoudaolezenyangdechengfa，taquedashouyihuizoule。
wozaitashenhouhandao：“wocongmeiyouchumaiguoni。”
ketayiciyemeiyouhuitou。huoxuzaitayanzhong，woheneisitiaorenmingyiyang，buaijiushiwuzuqingzhong。
jiefayueshenghou，wozaishuijinggongderizibuhaoguo，tajiangwosuozailenggongli。
jirihou，yueshenghuazhenongyandezhuangronglaijianwo。
“jiejie，nizhenshihaoshouduan，buguomeimeiyebushichisude。shangjiyijingdaxiaoleduiwodehuaiyi，jiexialaiwohuichediqudaini。”
“nixiangzuoshenme？”wofanwendao。
yueshengbuhuangbumangdishuo：“guojirijiushihaishenjiele，nizhidaoshangjishenweibeihaishuijunzuizhongshidebianshihaizhongjierile。”
“nidaodixiangshuoshenme？”
“shangjiyaojiangnizuoweijipin，songjishangguhaishen，weihaizhongshenglingqifu，”yueshengwuzhezuichichixiaozhe，“shangjiyijingchedibuainile，woyaoshinijiuzhuangsiziji。”
yueshengdehuajiuxiangjingleiyiyangzaiwoxinjianzhakai。
woxiaolexiao，manbujingxinhuidao：“nizaitiaobolijian，wokeshihuajiegongzhu。”
yueshengyibianyaotouyibianningxiao：“haigongzhuni，niyijiegongzhuziqingweixizuo。huajieyiniweichi，tamenbuguannile，nibuzhidaoma？shangjipaniyutianjiegouda，ningkecuoshabukefangguo。”
wosizaibingjiaoliyiban，zhouweideyiqierangwolengdesesefadou。wofaxianwoduishangjideaishihaishui，youchaoqiyeyouchaoluodeyitian。