1978nian12yue,wonazhegangbanhaodelihunzhengshu,zhanzaiminzhengjumenkoufaleng。
zhengshushangdehongyinzhanghaimeigantou,woquebuzhidaogaihuinagejia。shenbiandezhoujianguodijiwoyigezhibao:"wanqiu,
zheishijinide。"wodakaiyikan,limianshishikuaiqianhesanzhangliangpiao。"jianguo,
women......""anyuedingdelai,yinianhoufuhun。"tadeshengyinhenqing,"nixianqugongxiaoshebaodaoba。
"wodiandiantou,jinjinzuanzheneizhanglihunzhengshu。sheinengxiangdao,zheichangjialihun,huigaibianwomenlianggerendeyisheng。
diyizhang:lihunzhengshu1978nian12yue15ri,wolinwanqiunazhegangchuludelihunzhengshu,
xinqingfuzadexiangdafanlediaoliaoguan。"wanqiu,nizhendexianghaole?"zhoujianguozhanzaiminzhengjumenkou,
dongrideyangguangdazaitalianshang,rangzheigeershiwusuidenanrenkanqilaiyouxiecanglao。woyaoyaoya:"xianghaole。
"qishinalixianghaole,wohenbudedangchangsidiaozheizhangzhi。keshimeibanfa,jialideqingkuangbaizaineier,
wobalindehuadechengfenwentiyitianbujiejue,womenyijiarenjiuyitiantaibuqitou。erwohejianguodehunyin,
xianzaifandaochengleleizhui。"neixing,wosongniqugongxiaoshe。"jianguowanyaojianqiwojiaobiandexinglibao,
"dongxibuduo,zanmenzouzhequba。"congminzhengjudaogongxiaoshe,yaochuanguodabangexiancheng。womenzoudehenman,
xiangshilianggebushedefenbiederen。kexiaodeshi,womenbenlaijiubuyongfenbie,zheichanglihunwanquanshiyanchulaide。
"wanqiu,nijizhu,zheizhishiquanyizhiji。"jianguoturankaikou,"dengfengtouguoqule,zanmenjiufuhun。
"wodiandiantou,quebugankantadeyanjing。jieshangderenkanjianwomen,douhuiduokanliangyan。zuotianwomenhaishifuqi,
jintianjiuchenglemoshengren。zheixiaoxichuandebifenghaikuai,gujibudaowanshang,
zhenggexianchengdouzhidaozhoujianguohelinwanqiulihunle。"daole。"jianguotingzaigongxiaoshemenkou,
"wangzhurenzailimiandengnini。"woshenxiyikouqi,tuikaigongxiaoshedemen。wangzhurenshigewushiduosuidenvren,
daizheyifulaohuajing,zhengzaisuanzhang。kanjianwojinlai,tataiqitou:"linwanqiu?""shiwo。
""tingshuoniganglihun?"wangzhurenfangxiashoulidezhangben,"zhenghao,zanmenzheierquegeshouhuoyuan,
niwenhuachengdubucuo,yinggainengshengren。"wolianmangdiantou:"xiexiewangzhurenjijihui。""biexiewo,
shizhoujianguotuorenzhaodeguanxi。"wangzhurenzhanqishen,"buguohuashuozaiqiantou,zheigongzuokebuqingsong,
meitianzaoshangqidiankaimen,wanshangqidianguanmen,yizhanjiushishiergexiaoshi。""wobupaxinku。
"wangzhurenmanyididiandiantou:"neijiuzheimedingle。mingtianzaoshangzhengshishangban,jintiannixianshuxishuxihuanjing。
"wozaigongxiaoshelizhuanleyiquan,xinliwuweizachen。huojiashangbaizhegezhongshangpin,congzhentouxiannaodaoguowanpiaopen,
yingyoujinyou。zheilijiangshiwojiexialaiyiduanshijiandegongzuochangsuo,yeshiwoxinshenghuodekaishi。"wanqiu,
woxianzoule。"jianguozaimenkoudenglewobantian,jianwochulai,caikaikoushuodao。"ng,nilushangxiaoxin。
"womenzhanzaigongxiaoshemenkou,xianglianggechucijianmiandemoshengrenyiyangkeqi。keshisheizhidao,
zuotianwanshangwomenhaizaitaolunzheichangjialihundexijie,jintianjiuyaozhuangzuobuxianggandeyangzi。jianguozhuanshenzoulejibu,
youhuiguotou:"wanqiu,ruguoyoushenmekunnan,nijiu......""wozhidao。"wodaduantadehua,
"nifangxinba。"kanzhejianguodebeiyingxiaoshizaijiejiao,woturanyouzhongxiangkudechongdong。zheichangjialihun,
daodishiduishicuo,wozhendebuzhidao。wangzhurenconglimianzouchulai,kanjianwohaizhanzaimenkou,wendao:"zenmele?
houhuile?""meiyou。"woyaoyaotou,"wangzhuren,qingwenzheifujinyoudifangzhuma?""you,
houyuanyoujianxiaowu,yiqianshicangku,shoushishoushinengzhuren。"wangzhurenzhilezhigongxiaoshehoumian,
"buguotiaojianjianlou,zhiyouyizhangchuangheyizhangzhuozi。""goule,xiexiewangzhuren。
"wotizhexinglibaozouxianghouyuan,xinlixiangzhe,congjintiankaishi,wojiushiyigedulidenvrenle。
suiranzheizhongdulishijiade,danzhishaokanqilaishizhende。houyuandexiaowuqueshijianlou,qiangpidouyouxietuoluo,
danhaozaiganjing。wobaxinglifangxia,kaishishoushifangjian。jiuzaizheishi,gebichuanlaileshuohuasheng。
"tingshuolinwanqiuhezhoujianguolihunle?""kebushima,zheishierchuandefeifeiyangyangde。""wokana,
kendingshiyinweilinjiadechengfenwenti,zhoujianguoshoubulecailide。""yedui,
sheiyuanyigendizhujiadenverguoyibeizia。"wotingzhezheixieyilun,xinliyizhenkuse。
zheijiushiwomenjialihundeyuanyin,yeshiwobixuchengshoudedaijia。
dierzhang:gongxiaoshedediyitiandiertianzaoshangliudianban,wojiudaolegongxiaoshe。wangzhurenyijingzailimianle,
zhengzaijianchazuotiandezhangmu。"laidetingzao。"wangzhurentouyebutaidishuo,"baneixiehuojiacayibian,
ranhoulaixuezenmejizhang。"wonaqimobukaishicahuojia。gongxiaoshelideshangpinhenduo,
woyibiancayibianshuxiweizhi。feizaozaizuobiandierpai,maojinzaiyoubiandiyipai,tangguozaijutaihoumian。
"linwanqiu,niguolai。"wangzhurenzhaohuwoguoqu,"zheishizhangben,meimaiyiyangdongxidouyaojishang,
qianhehuoduideshangcaixing。"worenzhenditingzhe,jizaixinli。suiranjizhangbunan,danmahubude,
cuoyifenqiandoudechabantian。qidianzheng,gongxiaoshekaimenyingye。diyigegukeshizhuzaifujindeliudaniang,
yaomaierliangbaitang。"yo,wanqiu,nizenmezaizheier?"liudaniangkanjianwo,youxiejingya。"liudaniang,
woxianzaizaigongxiaoshegongzuo。"woyibianchengtangyibianhuida。
"tingshuonihejianguo......"liudaniangyuyanyouzhi。"shide,womenlihunle。
"wojinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjing。liudaniangtanlekouqi:"haohaodexiaoliangkou,
zenmejiuzoudaozheiyibuleni。"womeiyoujiehua,zhuanxinchengtang。erliangbaitang,buduobushao,
woyongzhibaohaodijiliudaniang。"yigongwufenqian。"liudaniangfuleqian,linzoushipaipaiwodeshou:"wanqiu,
nihainianqing,yihouderizihaizhangzheni。"songzouliudaniang,wokaishijizhang。baitangerliang,wufenqian,
xiedegonggongzhengzheng。jiexialaidegukeluxujinlai,youmaifeizaode,youmaimaojinde,haiyoumaitangguodexiaohaizi。
womangdebuyilehu,daoyegubushanghusiluanxiang。zhongwushifen,wangzhurenrangwoquhoumianchifanxiuxi。
wozhengzhunbeihuixiaowu,jiukanjianjianguozhanzaigongxiaoshemenkou。"jianguo?"wozouguoqu,"nizenmelaile?
""luguo,xiangkankannishiyingdezenmeyang。"jianguodeshengyinyouxiebuziran。"tinghaode,wangzhurenrenhenhao,
gongzuoyebusuantailei。"womenzhanzaimenkoushuohua,yinlaibushaorendecemu。bijingzuotiancailihun,
jintianjiuzaizheierliaotian,queshiyouxieqiguai。"neijiuhao。"jianguodunledun,"youshenmexuyaobangmangde,
nijiu......""wozhidao。"woyouyicidaduantadehua,"niqumangba,woyaohuiquchifanle。
"jianguodiandiantou,zhuanshenlikai。wokanzhetadebeiying,xinliyouzhongshuobuchudeziwei。
xiawudeshengyibishangwuhaoyixie,lailebushaomairiyongpinderen。wojianjianshuxilegongzuoliucheng,
chengzhong、shouqian、jizhang,dongzuoyuelaiyueshulian。kuaidaoxiabanshijian,wangdasaodaizhetadexiaoerzijinlaimaitangguo。
wangdasaoshiwomenneigeyuanzidelinju,yiqianjingchanglaijialichuanmen。"wanqiu,nizhendehejianguolihunle?
"wangdasaoyadishengyinwendao。"ng。"wodiandiantou。"zenmeturanjiu......nimenbushitinghaodema。
"wangdasaoyilianbujie。"xinggebuheba。"wosuikoubianlegeliyou。wangdasaoxianranbuxinzheigeshuofa,
danyebuhaozaiwen。tamaileyixieshuiguotang,fuleqianjiudaizhehaizizoule。linzoushi,tahuitoukanlewoyiyan,
yanshenlimanshitongqing。wozhidaotazaixiangshenme,wufeishijuedewokelian,zheimenianqingjiulihunle。qidianzheng,
gongxiaoshezhunshiguanmen。wohewangzhurenyiqiqingdianlejintiandezhangmu,fenwenbucha。"bucuo,
diyitianjiunengzuodaozheiyang,henshaojian。"wangzhurenkuajiangdao。"xiexiewangzhuren。""mingtianjixunuli,
manmannijiushuxile。"wangzhurensuohaomen,qizhezixingchehuijiale。wozhanzaigongxiaoshemenkou,
kanzhekongdangdangdejiedao,turangandaoyizhengudu。yiqianzheigeshihou,woyinggaizaijializhunbeiwanfan,
dengjianguoxiabanhuilai。xianzaiqueyaoyigerenhuidaoneijianxiaowu,mianduisimianbaiqiang。wozouhuihouyuan,
tuikaixiaowudemen。fangjianlihenan,wodianliangmeiyoudeng,jiandandichiledianganliang。jiuzaizheishi,
menwaichuanlaileqiaomensheng。disanzhang:yiwaidefangke"sheia?"wozoudaomenbianwendao。"shiwo,jianguo。
"wolengleyixia,dakaimen。jianguozhanzaimenwai,shoulitizheyigebudai。"zheimewanle,nizenmelaile?
""jinisongdiandongxi。"jianguobabudaidijiwo,"shiwomazuodexiancai,haiyouyixieganliang。
"wojieguobudai,xinliyinuan:"xiexie。""buyongxie,benlaijiushi......"jianguoshuodaoyiban,
tingzhule。wozhidaotaxiangshuoshenme。benlaiwomenjiushifuqi,zhaogubicishiyinggaide。keshixianzai,
womendeshenfenbianle,zheizhongzhaogufandaoxiandeyouxieganga。"nijinlaizuohuierba。"worangkaishenzi。
jianguoyaoyaotou:"bule,beirenkanjianbuhao。"queshibuhao。womenganglihun,
ruguobeirenkanjianjianguoshengengbanyelaizhaowo,kendinghuiyinqiwuhui。"neinilushangxiaoxin。"jianguodiandiantou,
zhuanshenyaozou,youhuiguotou:"wanqiu,ruguoyourenlaizhaonimafan,nijiu......""wohuichulide。
"wozhidaotadanxinshenme,"nifangxinba。"kanzhejianguoxiaoshizaiyesezhong,woguanshangmen,
dakaitadailaidebudai。limianqueshishixiancaiheganliang,haiyouyixiaodaibaimian。woturanxiangqi,
jianguodegongzibenlaijiubugao,xianzaiyouyaodanduguorizi,zheixiedongxiduitalaishuoyeshifudan。
keshitahaishixiangzhewo,xiangzhezhaoguwo。zheichangjialihun,duiwomenlianggerenlaishuodouburongyi。diertianzaoshang,
wozhaochangqugongxiaosheshangban。gangdaomenkou,jiukanjianwangzhurenzaiheyigezhongniannanrenshuohua。"linwanqiulaile。
"wangzhurenkanjianwo,zhaohudao,"guolai,zheiweishixianlideliganshi。"wozouguoqu,
limaodidazhaohu:"liganshihao。"liganshishangxiadalianglewoyifan,
diandiantou:"tingshuonijiushilindehuadenver?"woxinliyijin,diandiantou:"shide。""nifuqindeshiqing,
zuzhishangyijingzaizhongxinshenchale。"liganshideyuqihenzhengshi,"buguozaijieguochulaizhiqian,
niyaozhuyizijideyanxing,buyaojizuzhitianmafan。""womingbai。"liganshiyoushuolejijuhua,
ranhoujiuzoule。wangzhurenkanlekanwodelianse,paipaiwodejianbang。"biexiangtaiduo,haohaogongzuojiuxing。
"wodiandiantou,kaishijintiandegongzuo。danxinliquerenbuzhuxiang,ruguobushiyinweizheixiewenti,
wohejianguoyebuyongyanzheichangxi。shangwudeshengyihaisuanzhengchang,lailejigeshuke,doumeiyouduowenshenme。
danwonengganjuedao,tamenkanwodeyanshendouyouxiefuza,youtongqing,youhaoqi,yeyouyisisidefangbei。
kuaidaozhongwushi,yigemoshengdenianqingnanrenzoujingongxiaoshe。tachuanzheyishenzhongshanzhuang,toufashudehenzhengqi,
kanqilaixiangshichenglideganbu。"qingwen,nishilinwanqiuma?"tawendao。"shide,qingwenninshi?
""woxingzhang,shixianwenhuaguande。"tataochuyigebenzi,"tingshuonimenjiayouyixiejiushu,
woxianglaishougouyixie。"woxinligedengyixia。zheigeshihoulaishougoujiushu,kendingbushishenmehaoshi。
"womenjiadeshudouchulile。"wojinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjing。"shima?"zhangganshixianranbuxin,
"wotingshuonifuqinyiqianshiwenhuaren,jialiyinggaiyoubushaohaoshu。""zhendedouchulile。"wojianchishuodao。
zhangganshizaigongxiaoshelizhuanleyiquan,zuihoushenmeyemeimaijiuzoule。wokanzhetadebeiying,xinliyuelaiyuebuan。
zhongwuxiuxishi,wojicongcongdipaohuijia。jializhiyouwomayigeren,zhengzaifengbuyifu。"ma,
gangcaiyougewenhuaguanderenlaizhaowo,shuoyaoshougouzanmenjiadejiushu。"womashoulidezhentingleyixia:"shenmeren?
""xingzhang,kanqilaixiangshiganbu。"womadeliansebianle:"wanqiu,
nibazangzaidijiaolideneixieshu......""shenmeshu?"wolengleyixia。womafangxiashoulidehuo,
lazhewodaolehouyuan。tazhizheqiangjiaodeyiduichaihuo:"xiamianyougedijiao,
nibabayixiezhongyaodeshudouzangzaineilile。"wodexinyixiazitidaolesangziyan。zheigeshihou,
renhe"zhongyaodeshu"doukenengchengweizuizheng。"ma,zanmendeganjinchuli。
""keshineixieshudoushinibadebaobei......"womayouxieshebude。"xianzaibushixintengshudeshihou。
"wojianjuedishuo,"ruguobeifaxianle,buguangshishudewenti,zanmenquanjiadouyaozaoyang。"womayaoyaoya,
diandiantou:"neinishuozenmeban?""xianbashuzhuanyizou,zhaogeanquandedifangzangqilai。"woxianglexiang,
"jianguoneibianyinggaikeyi。""keshinimenbushiyijing......""ma,neishijiade。
"wozhongyubashiqinggaosuleta,"womenjialihunshiweilebaohujiali,dengfengtouguoqulejiufuhun。
"womalenglebantian,ranhouyanquanhongle:"nizheihaizi,zenmebuzaoshuo。
wohaiyiweinimenzhende......""xianzaibushishuozheigedeshihou。"wodaduantadehua,
"zanmendeganjinxingdong。"disizhang:shenyezhuanyidangtianwanshang,woxiabanhoumeiyouzhijiehuixiaowu,
ershiraodaoqulejianguojia。jianguozhuzaixianchengdongbiandeyigexiaoyuanzili,fangzibudadanhenzhengjie。
wozaimenwaiqingqingqiaoleqiaomen。"sheia?"jianguodeshengyinconglimianchuanlai。"shiwo,wanqiu。"menhenkuaikaile,
jianguokanjianwo,youxiejingya:"zheimewanle,nizenmelaile?chushenmeshile?"wokuaibuzoujinwuli,
bajintiandeshiqingcongtoudaoweishuoleyibian。jianguotingwan,lianseyebiandeyansuqilai。"zhangganshiwozhidao,
zheigerenhenlihai,zhuanmenfuzeshoujiaoneixie'youwenti'deshuji。"jianguozhouzhemeitou,
"tajirandingshangnimenjia,kendingbuhuiqingyifangqi。""suoyiwoxiangbaneixieshuxianzhuanyidaonizheililai。
"wokanzhejianguo,"nijuedezenmeyang?"jianguomeiyouyouyu:"keyi,buguozanmendexiaoxinyixie,
bunengbeirenfaxian。""woyijingxianghaole,jintianwanshangjiuxingdong。"jianguodiandiantou:"woquzhaogechezi,
nihuiquzhunbei。"womenyuedingshierdianzaiwojiahoumen**。wohuidaojiali,hewomayiqiwakailedijiao。
dijiaobuda,danlimiandeshuzhenbushao,doushiwobazheixienianshoujidegujihewenxuezuopin。
"zheixieshuyaoshibeifaxianle,queshimafan。"womayibianzhengliyibianshuo,"nibazheigeren,jiushishebudereng。
""bayeshimeibanfa,zheixieshudoushitadexinxue。"wolijiewobadexiangfa,"dengyihouxingshihaole,
zainachulaikan。"womenbashufenzhuangzaijigebudaili,jinliangbufachushengyin。shierdiandeshihou,
jianguozhunshichuxianzaihoumen,shoulituizheyiliangbanche。"zheichewojielaide,shuoshilameiyong。
"jianguoyadishengyinshuo。womensangerenhelibashudaibandaobancheshang,yongmeikuaihepobufugaihao。congwaimiankan,
jiuxiangshiyichemei。"wohejianguoqu,manizaijialidengzhe。"woduiwomashuo。"nimenxiaoxindian。
"womajinjinwozhewodeshou。wohejianguotuizhebanche,yanzhexiaoxiangzimanmanwangjianguojiazou。yehenshen,
jieshangjihumeiyouren,zhiyououerchuanlaidegoujiaosheng。zoudaoyibanshi,womenyudaoleyexundeminbing。"zhanzhu,
ganshenmede?"yigeminbingnazheshoudiantongzhaoguolai。wodexinyixiazitidaolesangziyan,
danjianguohenzhending:"tongzhi,womenlameihuijia,baitiantairele,wanshangliangkuaiyixie。
"minbingyongshoudiantongzhaolezhaobanche,kanjianshangmianqueshishimeikuai,jiumeiyouduowen。"zaodianhuijia,
wanshangwaimianbuanquan。""haode,xiexietongzhi。"dengminbingzouyuanle,wocaizhangzhangdisongleyikouqi。
"hesiwole。"wopaizhexiongkoushuo。"biepa,zanmenkuaidaole。"jianguoanweidao。daolejianguojia,
womenbashubanjinwuli,zangzaichuangdixiadeyigeangeli。zheishijianguozaojiuzhunbeihaode,
zhuanmenyonglaizangzhongyaowupin。"zanshijiufangzheiliba。"jianguoshuo,"dengguoduanshijianzaixiangbiedebanfa。
"mangwanzheixie,yijingshilingchenliangdianle。wozhunbeihuiqu,jianguoquelanzhulewo。"zheimewanle,
niyigerenhuiqubuanquan。""meishi,jiujitiaojiedelu。""buxing,wosongnihuiqu。"jianguojianchidao。
womenzaiyesezhongbingjianzouzhe,sheiyemeiyoushuohua。suiranzhishijialihun,danzheizhongganjuehaishihenqiguai,
xiangshitouqingyiyang**youjinzhang。daolegongxiaoshehoumen,jianguotingxiajiaobu:"mingtiannizhengchangshangban,
shenmedoubuyaobiaoxianchulai。""wozhidao。"wodiandiantou,"niyexiaoxindian。"jianguokanlewoyiyan,
yuyanyouzhi。zuihoutazhishishuo:"wanan。""wanan。"wokanzhejianguoxiaoshizaiyesezhong,
xinliyongqiyizhongfuzadeqingxu。zheichangjialihun,rangwomendeguanxibiandehenweimiao,jishifuqiyoubushifuqi,
jiqinmiyoushuyuan。diwuzhang:gongxiaoshelailexingukediertianzaoshang,wozhaochangshangban,xinliqueyouxietante。
zuowanzhuanyishujideshiqing,buzhidaoyoumeiyoubeirenfaxian。wangzhurenkanjianwo,xiaozheshuo:"wanqiu,
nijintianliansebutaihao,shibushimeishuihao?""zuowanyoudianshimian。"wosuikoushuodao。
"nianqingrenjiushixiangdeduo。"wangzhurenyaoyaotou,"biexiangneixiemeiyongde,haohaogongzuojiuxing。
"shangwudeshengyihaisuanzhengchang,danwozongjuedeyouxiebuduijing。laimaidongxiderensihudouhuiduokanwojiyan,
haiyourenzaiqieqiesiyu。kuaidaozhongwushi,zuotianneigezhangganshiyoulaile。"lintongzhi,kaolvdezenmeyangle?
"tazhijiezoudaojutaiqian。"shenmeshi?"wozhuangzuobumingbai。"jiushudeshiqinga。"zhangganshixiaolexiao,
"womenwenhuaguanzhengzaizhenglixianlidewenhuayichan,nifuqindeneixieshuhenyoujiazhi。""wozuotianbushishuolema,
shudouchulile。""shima?"zhangganshixianranbuxin,"neiwonengqunijiakankanma?shuobudinghaiyouyiloude。
"woxinliyijin,danbiaomianshangbaochizhending:"wojiaxianzaimeiren,womaquqinqijiale。""neidengtahuilaile,
wozaiqu。"zhangganshishuowan,maileyibaoyanjiuzoule。wokanzhetadebeiying,xinliyuelaiyuebuan。
zheigerenmingxianshiyoubeierlai,buhuiqingyifangqide。zhongwuxiuxishi,wojimangpaohuijia。
womazhengzaiyuanzilishaiyifu,kanjianwohuilai,lianmangyingshanglai。"wanqiu,zhangganshiyoulaile?""ng,
tahaixiangquzanmenjiakankan。"wobashangwudeqingkuangshuoleyibian。womadelianseyouxiefabai:"zheikezenmeban?
""ma,nixianquyimajiazhujitian,jiushuoshentibushufu。"woxianglexiang,"dengzheizhenfengtouguoqulezaihuilai。
""neinini?""wozaigongxiaoshezhu,zanshibuhuijia。"womadiandiantou:"neinixiaoxindian,
youshenmeshiqingjiuquzhaojianguo。"xiawuwohuidaogongxiaoshe,wangzhurenkanjianwodelianse,guanxindiwen:"zenmele?
kanqilaihenjinzhang。""meishenme,jiushijialideshiqing。"wobuxiangrangwangzhurendanxin。"wanqiu,niyaojizhu,
xianzaishixinshidaile,henduoshiqingdouzaibianhua。"wangzhurenyiweishenzhangdishuo,"zhiyaonizijimeizuocuoshenme,