binglengdeheshui,zuanrulinjinmiandexinfei,jiyazhezuihoudeyangqi。
taxiangzhengzha,kezaoyimeilerenheliqi,zhinengrenyoushentiwangqiheidehedichen。
zhixiyidiandianxilai,yishimanmanhunchen。
liangbeizidejiyizainaohaijiaocuo,tahuangranhuidaolegenzhaolinzedechujian——
tabeidadebiantilinshang,suozaichaoshidewuyanxiaqitao,yishenjunzhuangdezhaolinzexiangshulixiedetianshen,daizheguang,weixiaoxiangtazoulai。
tashuo:“jiusuanshiyigeren,yeyaojianqiangdehuoxiaqu。”
linjinmianzhanlezhan,huanhuantaishou,xiangzhuazhuguang。
她想活下去。
tacaizhongsheng,caizhunbeikaishixinderensheng,tazenmeshedesi……
kexi,laotianyehaoxiangbuhuizaijitajihuile。
sizhouyuelaiyuean,linjinmianmanmanbishangyan,hehedisiyibandechenjirongweiyiti。
jijingdejiedao,zhaolinzexinbuzaiyandiwangjunquzou。
kanzheshoulidelihunzheng,zhaolinzemomingjuedechuanbuguoqi。
zheishi,tongxunyuankaizhecheguolaile。
“zhengwei,hukoubennahuilaile,yutongzhidehaizilinshikaoguazainidemingxiayigeyue,dengxiageyueruxuehoujiunengqianhuiyujia。”
“嗯。”
zhaolinzelianqudiluo,bulushengsejianglihunzhengzangjinkoudai。9
tajieguotongxunyuandilaidehukoubenhou,youfenfu:“qudianshitai。”
junlvjipuhuanhuanchaodianshitaishiqu。
kanzhechechuangwaidaotuidejiejing,xiongqiangneiguyayidezhixiganyuelaiyueyanzhong,tashenshouanzhuxinkou,shenhuxijici,danbuanquesanbuqu。
taningleningmei,henkuai,chezaidianshitaimenkoutingxia。
zhaolinzenazhehukoubenwangboyinbumenqu,keluguohuazhuangshishi,jiutingjianlitouchuanchuyuyingnandeshengyin。
“meicuo,shiwoguyirangguangbozhandexiaolinqiangzoulinjinmianqushoudoupeixundejihui,woyeshiguyiqianglelinjinmiandegongzuo,youtounatadezhunkaozheng。”
“kewoyeshimeibanfaa,zhenguoshuowomenyijingshiguoqule,duiwozhaoguzhishiyinweiwodeleyiyuzheng,jueduibukenenggenlinjinmianlihun,jiranruci!neiwozhinengxiangbanfabatabizoule。”
“wolihunhaidaigehaizi,zongbunengyizhizhuangbingmafanzhenguo,ma,ninandaobuxiangzuojunquzhengweidezhangmuniang?”
yiziyiju,xiangshiyinbaolezhaolinzexindidelei,hongxiangguohou,xiaoyanmiman。
moranjian,tanaozilishanguobujiuqianlinjinmianzaiyuzhongkuzhekongsudemoyang。
zhidaocishihuixiang,tacaikandongtayanzhongdeshiwang。
yinyinde,xiongkoukoudaidelihunzhengsishizaifatang,zhuoshaozhetazhenggexiongtang。
“xinglema,guadianhuaba,yihuierzhenguoyaolaile。”
yishengqingxiang,zuojitingtongbeifangxia。
xuyandemenbeilakai,dangkanjianwaimianheiliandenanren,yuyingnandexiaorongqingkezailianshangninggu,fanyingguolaihou,lianmangdazhaohu:“zhenguo,nishenmeshihouguolaide……zenmeyebushuoyisheng?”
zhaolinzechenmo,yishuangmomouqinzhecongmeiyouguodeyinhan,lengsousoudidingzheta。
yuyingnanyishidaotayidingshitingjianlegangcaidehua,lianshashibaile,huangmangzhuazhutadegebojieshi:“nitingwoshuo,ganggangwoshuodedoushifuyanwoma,doushiwuhui……”
huahaimeishuowan,zhaolinzebianchouchushou,jianghukoubenrengdaotashouli,chaofeng:“bujizhejieshi,dengwobawanhuazhaolai,nizaihaohaoshuozheixie‘wuhui’!”
hanfengbandeshengyinxiangshicongyafengjianjichulaide,rangyuyingnanduosuoleyixia。
taconglaimeijianguotazheiyanglengku,sihuyaosharendeyimian。
zhaolinzeyewuxinzaigentajiuchan,zhuanshendabulikai。
xiangjianlinjinmiandeniantoushunjianpengzhang,banzhekuijiubuduanfanlan。
taochukoudaidelihunzheng,yibasisui。
是他错了。
tajingranyiciciwuhuita,tashouleneimeduoweiqu,ziranyaogentalihun……
zhaolinzeyuezou,quantouyuewodesijin,quezenmeyeyabuxiaxintoudehuang。
林锦绵……
congqianbeiyayideganqinghaoxiangturanchongpolewuai,tatouyiciruciqingxirenshidao——
他心里不是没有她。
taxiangkuaidianjiandaota,xianggentadaoqianrencuo,tabitaxiaole6sui,tayiweizhaogujiajiushizhaoguta,meibiyaoshuoneixieroumadeqinghua……
danruguotaxiangting,tashuoduoshaodouxing。
erjiuzaitakuashangche,zhunbeikaichequzhaorenshi,yuanbenzaizhibandeganshidengzhezixingchechongleguolai,pengdeyixia,shuaidaozaitamianqian!
zhaolinzemeixinyitiao,jiezhejiutingdishangderenduosuozhejiqietongzhi:“zhengwei,chudashile!gangganggonganjulaidianhua,shuoninfurenlinjinmianweilejiurenyansile!”